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Chapter 8 I Have to Try

Author: Abigail Phillips
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Claudius's POV

I couldn't believe this was happening. Just when I thought I finally found someone who I can love, and who would love me back, it turns out to be anything but that. My world fell apart when I realized it was never going to happen... No one is ever going to love me.

"Why am I so unlovable? Why won't anyone love me back?" I said as the hot tears ran down my face. I could see the sadness in Noah's eyes as he reached up and took my face into his hands.

"Don't say that, you are lovable! I would have loved to given you my heart. I wanted to! But I couldn't. Because my mate would have stolen it from you as soon as I found him. I didn't want to do that to you. If things were different and I didn't have one, I would have given you my heart." Noah said with tears in his eyes. I could see his lip trembling as he struggled to be strong for me. But all that only made me cry harder.

Why is life so unfair? Why couldn't she give me someone like Noah, who would have accepted me, and
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Abigail Phillips
Damien is not a dominant male. He is a submissive male, Beta.
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Karen Marquise Bearden
I am confused though. Damian is a dominant, as a Beta, yet he has gotten pregnant
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Abigail Phillips
Thank you so much for the wonderful comment!
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