Sebastian had finished showering and getting dressed when he heard someone whimpering, so he went to investigate.
Clara was dreaming and thrashing around like she was fighting someone. ‘No, no.. she said, whimpering... Celine... hide... Celine…,’ tears were coming from her eyes.
The minute she started whimpering, he rubbed her arms and her back, comforting her like a child, ‘Shhh.. shhh..,’ He said, ‘It’s okay…. Shhh…. It’s okay…,’ she started quieting down, and when he had his arms wrapped around her. She went back to sleep.
Clara’s secretary called her brothers to come up for lunch as she laid the food on the table, but nobody was in the office, and she did not know if Clara had come back from her bike ride, so she left. Her brothers came in laughing. They were teasing each other and betting again on where they would find Clara and Sebastian. Yeah, it was mean for them to bet on her, but they had nothing else to do at the moment, and her love life was the hottest news right now.
Their plan was to catch them, ‘making out,’ they both said in unison as they barged into her bedroom.
When they saw Sebastian had his arms wrapped around Clara, they high-fived. But looking closely, it did not look like they were making out. Sebastian had his finger on his lips, telling them to quiet down.
They were confused. Then they realized she was taking a nap. Naps and Clara were always an unpleasant combination. Her nightmares never gave her an option to choose when they would appear, and when left alone, she always woke up screaming.
Ever since she remembered her sister’s name, she’d been dreaming about her more and more, the dreams becoming more graphic and more brutal. She would always call out to her, but today something was different. Clara was asleep, like a very peaceful baby.
Max stood on her side of the bed and frowned. ‘What is happening here?’ he felt dumbfounded. She never slept like this. Even when they had hugged her or shushed her to sleep.
They let her sleep a few more minutes when she started stirring. Either she knew they were there or got a whiff of the food when the guys came in. She started twitching and opening her eyes, stretching while wrapped up in someone’s arms, whom she thought was Max.
She kissed his cheek and tucked her head in his shoulder, ‘Thanks Max,’ she said, ‘I had this dream, but..,’ she stopped and looked up. He smelled like her body wash, yet he felt different. More muscular, more defined? She pushed him away and sat up. With her hair covering her face, she looked at him accusingly. ‘What do you think you’re doing?’ she asked.
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Max and Jeremy were sitting on her sofa whispering to each other when Clara sat upright, barked at Sebastian, and then at them. ‘What are you two doing over there? Why is he the one beside me?’ she was frowning as she laid her eyes on them, not enjoying that they were scheming against her.
Sebastian said, ‘Don’t get mad. I heard you whimpering after my shower, and tried to console you, then you wrapped yourself around me like an octopus. I didn’t want to wake you, so I just laid there and waited,’ he smiled. ‘I had a delightful time sniffing your hair and hugging you. That’s for sure,’ he said to himself as he smiled. ‘I wouldn’t mind doing it again.’
Clara glared at Sebastian for smiling. ‘These two came in here because lunch is ready,’ he explained as he stood up, knowing his welcome was worn out. To appear unaffected, he straightened his shirt, took his jacket from the closet, and put on his shoes.
She stood up and started straightening the bed. Clearing her throat, ‘Ehem.. well, I’m sorry... I didn’t mean to grab you like that.’
Looking into her eyes with the naughty smile on his face, he said, ‘I wasn’t complaining.’
She blushed and ran to the bathroom. From there, she screamed, ‘You guys, go ahead and eat. I’ll be out in a moment.’ She dried her hair and fixed her face as long as she possibly could to stall.
When she came out to join them, it felt like they’d all been long-time friends. Laughing and joking around. What she didn’t know was that her brothers had warned Sebastian not to ask what happened. Just for him to act normal and pretend everything was okay. They said this was a rare occurrence that Clara woke up refreshed and not more stressed than before.
It fueled his need to investigate further. He knew he heard Celine’s name being called out when she was taking a nap and wondered why. When he did his investigation earlier, there was a news article that talked about Celine’s sister dying. He tried to look for pictures and thought he was stretching it too much, thinking the girl might have looked like Clara when she was younger.
The thing that baffled him was that the article said she had died. But if she was Celine’s sister, why was Clara in an orphanage for the last 20 years?
His heart ached for her. To be away from her sister and her parents that long would put a scar on anyone. She probably thought they abandoned her. No wonder she had nightmares.
The more he spent time with them, the more he enjoyed their company. It was like living in a house with very obnoxious brothers. He can’t even remember if he had this type of relationship with his own brother. They were close, but not like these three. It was like growing up in an orphanage made their relationship more special.
They were having sushi on this low table in Clara’s office, and even though it looked like they ordered enough food for an army, the siblings were still stealing food from each other’s plates.
‘Stop it!’ she yells. She wanted so hard to maintain a business relationship with Sebastian, but it was so hard with her brothers around. So instead of fighting it, she let her control slip, just for today.
‘These are mine, stop stealing them,’ she had her arms encircling her plate, and she was kicking Max. She had a smile on her face, and she was laughing. It was refreshing to see her like this after her nightmare. It was like whatever plagued her never existed.
Sebastian sat there, relishing this moment. He sat beside her and gave her the dishes she seemed to like, and for a minute, she forgot she was trying to keep her distance from him. She noticed his gesture and announced, ‘Sebastian’s on my team. Let’s see you mess with him,’ she laughed, sticking out her tongue at her brothers.
It was a lot of food, and Sebastian, together with her brothers, eventually polished it all off. They do not believe in wasting food, so with all their tummies full, they collapsed on the couch, giving off the feeling that they were in a college dorm with their best friends, just hanging out.
Sebastian did not want to leave. He was making progress, Clara had been smiling freely for the past hour, and he wanted to be there for more. ‘I must admit she was kind of right when she said that a day or two here or there is not enough to know somebody, but I think it was enough for me to make small waves in this big pond. Enough to sow some seeds, and hopefully, she would grow some feelings for me.’ Reluctantly, he had to go to his meeting and cut his visit short, but he had another reason to leave. He was trying to conduct his own investigation about Clara because he knew that her brothers would never tell him anything. The news articles about her parents, Emelia and Nathan, all said they used to make it in the financial world. Nathan was the president of one of the most prestigious financial firms in the country. He had 2 daughters, Carmen and Celine. C
All these years, the Johnson siblings did their own investigations about ten-year-old girls who were kidnapped around the time Clara disappeared, searching for the article that would lead them to her family, but it always led them nowhere. They followed all kinds of leads, even went as far as visiting the people who lost them, but they always ended where they started, nowhere. It never occurred to them that the bad guys had covered up her disappearance with an angle they never thought to explore. But now, with Celine as their lead, they had something to follow. All the doors to the past suddenly opened. Clara’s parents were Nathan and Emelia Jacobs. He used to be the president of the biggest financial firm in the country. Her mom was an accountant before retiring to take care of her family. They went to the same college but did not really date until the
Celine knew her parents always get sad around this time of year. She was too young when it happened, and they expected her to forget about her sister, but she can’t, and she won’t. ‘I’m never going to forget Carmen. I still miss you. Happy birthday, sis!’ she sent a silent greeting to her sister. It was her birthday today, and she would have turned 30 if the kidnappers had only returned her to them. She had been to several therapy sessions over the years because of her nightmares, they never seemed to go away. She doesn’t have them as often now, but it intensifies around her sister’s birth month. Subconsciously, she was having survivor’s guilt. Celine felt guilty, thinking how the kidnappers should have taken them together, then she would have known what happened to h
Sebastian has been distracted the whole day. After he snooped on Clara, he couldn't think about anything else. He had gone back to the office to wait for her when she said goodbye to her father. Anticipating her to come to his office the last few hours, but she didn't. Where was she? Did she just go back to her hotel? To occupy his time, he tried to find out her room number at the "V" but they wouldn't give it to him. Waiting was driving him nuts. He couldn’t go out looking for her because he was not supposed to know she was there. So he started pacing in his office. Earlier, he texted Max and Jeremy, telling them what he witnessed. They were tight-lipped about it for a while, but when he said he wanted to help, they told him where she was staying and when she was coming back. He didn't know why they truste
Sebastian needed to sober up a little after the amount of food and beer they’d consumed. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be able to drive them both home. She drank a little too much because she was too nervous and needed to do something with her hands. So she kept on drinking whatever she had, which seemed to be unlimited amounts of beer. He invited her to take a seat on one of the park benches, so he could clear his head and spend more time getting to know her. They bantered about her eating habits and food choices for a while before she invited him to walk around the park instead. He was surprised, for sure, he thought he was going to get the boot for keeping her too long. That she was going to tell him this date had run its course and instruct him to take her back to her hotel. But he was glad she didn’t because they got to spend more time together.
Clara was tinier than he thought and lighter. Not that he thought she’d be heavy to carry, but having her in his arms made her seem very frail and small. Sebastian was able to get her into the front seat without her waking. She had a rough day, and he pondered whether they should go back to his house or her hotel. He picked her up at the “V” earlier and successfully got her room number, which was convenient because he knew that bringing her to his house would freak her out. It was already 10 pm, and he did not want to drive to his house, only for her to freak out and have him take her back to her hotel. Not that he wouldn’t do anything for her, but he didn’t want the day spoiled by misunderstanding. Sebastian laid Clara in the middle of the bed. Kissing her for
Sebastian He told himself he would stay for an hour or two at the latest, just to make sure she won’t wake up from any nightmares, but he slept more than that. It was already morning, and he could feel her stirring. Sometime during the night, while they were fast asleep, Clara wrapped her arms and legs around him, but now they were spooning, and he was the big spoon. ‘Dammit, I overslept. I should have left when she started taking off her clothes. How am I going to explain this to her? This will set us back to where we started. We were making progress and having fun last night.’ Then he remembered the letdown. ‘It wasn’t the response I wanted, but at least she opened up to me,’
Clara could not remember enjoying herself this much before. Sure, she went on dates before, during her college days, but she always thought it was her duty to make sure that her dates or boyfriends had more fun, most of the time compromising on what she wanted to do. Maybe that was one reason her relationships didn’t work either, because she did not find pleasure while being in one. Being a nurturer, she always felt like she needed to take care of everybody’s wants above hers. As soon as she was old enough, she started working just so they wouldn’t kick her and her siblings out of the orphanage. She wanted to make sure if none of them ever get adopted, they would always stay together. The orphanage usually made kids leave when they turned 18. At that age, they considered them to be adults, which meant they could get a job and lodging somewhere in the city. It