I didn’t know if we would ask her for that help, but it was nice to know she was open to it. Mom was always willing to support me, and it made me feel like shit that I was here to ask her about her past with Gregor.Sensing my hesitation, she patted my arm again. “How are the Wargs? I’m sure they’re missing you.”Thinking about my pack pulled me away from my darker thoughts. “Things went well there. It started out rocky, but by the end of it, we ended up repairing dozens of buildings and getting some supplies from Colville that we needed. I think you’ll be surprised when you go back.”“I’m glad I asked,” she said. “Your eyes look brighter when you talk about our people.”I nodded. “I just wish everything else could be solved with a hammer and some paint.”“Wouldn’t that make things easier?” She chuckled. “Now, tell me more about whatever mess you have, Night. I can tell it’s weighing you down.”I caught her up on the missing money and the search we were doing through the Redwolfs’ bel
“We were never sure. She was as secretive about that as she was about everything else, and we weren’t going to press someone we were sure was a pack mother for information. I’m waiting to hear from the elders about whether there’s a ritual that would allow Bryn to see what happened through her mother’s eyes. That’s the best way for her to find the answers she seeks.”“Would that be safe for her to do while pregnant?”“It should be, but it’s ultimately Bryn’s decision whether she wants to do it. We can talk more about that after the Warg elders have gotten back to me.”The idea of letting Bryn do some random ritual didn’t sit right with me, but that was something I could raise with her some other time. “So, what about the realm portals?”“Oh, Gregor was always obsessed with that story. His father told him about it when he was a pup, and he loved going on research adventures to gather books that were said to have mentioned it. I’d tell him it was a waste of time, that there was no way t
“I can assure you,” the merchant began slowly, “that my daughter put everything into making these bracelets. How can you put such a low price on her hard work?”Lance smirked, amusement twinkling in his eye. “Oh, really? Then why was Charline selling them to her friends for fifteen dollars each? Wouldn’t she know the value of her own work?”“Charline—what?” The mention of his daughter’s name seemed to throw the merchant off. But he recovered quickly. “Well, regardless, what passes between friends is different from what happens in real commerce. I’m sure Alpha Hunter and I can settle for paying forty dollars for the bracelets.”“Mmm.” Lance pretended to consider the offer. “No. I still think thirty is more than enough for two.”“Thirty-five.”“Nope. Thirty, or we walk.”I didn’t remember agreeing to walk away from the sale. I really wanted those bracelets, but honestly, this negotiation was a little entertaining. What would the merchant do next?He gritted his teeth, his face reddening
“I saw Bryn when I arrived,” he explained quickly. “I didn’t know you were keeping it a secret, Alpha. If I had, I wouldn’t have told her.”I stepped in front of Jasper. If I were calm, I would have found it funny and maybe a little nostalgic that I was getting between the two men again, just like I had when Night and I denied our feelings for each other. But I wasn’t calm; I was ready to rip someone’s head off his shoulders.“Don’t you dare blame him, Night Shepherd,” I snapped. “You are the one keeping secrets from me. Why didn’t you tell me that you did this? No, forget that—why did you send a hunting party at all?”He sent one more glare at Jasper, then put his hand on my shoulder. I allowed him to steer me away from Dom and Jasper to a more private spot, but I jerked free the minute we had gone far enough.“Stop stalling and tell me,” I demanded.He closed his eyes briefly, and when he opened them, he looked a little apologetic, but not in a way that said he knew he’d fucked up.
“Yeah, something feels off about it all, but I can’t prove that they’re linked. I’m planning on talking to a witness, but I don’t know how well that will go. Apparently, the poor kid was traumatized by what he saw, and he might not be the most reliable source of information.”“I want to be there when you talk to him.”He was about to say something—maybe to argue against me going or maybe to agree that he wanted me there—but before he could, I noticed Jasper approaching cautiously from behind Night. Night sighed instead of speaking and turned to meet Jasper.“I’m sorry, Alpha—I really am—but I need to catch you up on what’s happened. The others are waiting for me to get back to them.”Night cursed under his breath and put his hand on my shoulder. “I’ll be back, Bryn. Don’t go anywhere, okay?”“Fine. Whatever.”Almost as soon as they walked away, my stomach flipped. Nausea rushed to my head, and I ran to a nearby tree. I threw up in the grass behind the tree. Having an omelet for breakf
I went with him, but my legs were numb as I walked, and my body felt drained. Dammit. I clenched my hands. How could things have gotten to this point? Troy was out there killing wolves, and we had no idea why or how to stop him. I felt useless and small, and I hated feeling that way. I wished I could be out there with them looking for Troy, but I knew I couldn’t risk the baby. All I could do was wait and hope this wouldn’t end in disaster.Chapter 16Bryn“I want to go to my mom’s,” I said as Jasper and I walked through the compound. The last place I wanted to be right now was the alpha cabin.“Sure, of course,” he said. His hands were in his pockets, and he hadn’t looked at me since we started walking. It sharply contrasted with how things had started—just before he revealed that Night had sent a killing squad after Troy.“Bryn, I feel awful about what happened back there.”“It’s fine,” I replied. But my tone was so flat, I wouldn’t have believed myself.He winced. “Still, it sucks t
I felt that familiar stinging sensation behind my eyes, but I didn’t have the same impulse to keep the tears from falling around my mom. “Did we do all of this wrong?” I asked. “Did we mess things up?”“Oh, honey.” She lay her hand on my knee in reassurance. “No, that’s not what I’m saying at all. All I’m saying is that you two aren’t talking things through. You need time to learn each other’s strengths and weaknesses and work through them together.”I nibbled sadly on a chip. “I feel like I put more effort into communicating.”“You didn’t tell Night about the baby right away.”“I wanted to make it special,” I argued. “And I did tell him. I didn’t wait for someone else to break the news to him.”She chuckled. “That’s true, but that wasn’t the real reason you didn’t tell him immediately. It was because you were worried about how he’d react to the news. If Night didn’t have the ability to sense you were pregnant, how long would you have waited to tell him?”I opened my mouth to argue mo
Chapter 17NightDom and I went to the training grounds after Jasper and Bryn left. After I’d instructed a few wolves to let neighboring packs know what had happened to the small pack, Dom suggested we head to the training grounds to check out the competition I’d be facing during the alpha challenge. I thought it was a good idea to get my mind off things, but it was hard to focus on anything but the feral attack and the hurt on Bryn’s face.I should have told her, I cursed myself. I should have been a man about it and come clean. I’d fucked up with her again. I’d known it would eventually come up but hoped it would be on my terms and Bryn would be in a better place with the pregnancy. My not telling her had sent her into a borderline panic attack. The guilt burned like a brand searing into my chest.It sucked even more that Jasper had been the one to tell her. Bryn and I had claimed and mated each other, but jealousy lingered inside me. Jasper would never be stupid enough to try to ge