Chapter 2
ALEJANDRO POV
The clock’s timely ticks and tocks filled in the silent space, the words ‘Tell me about yourself’ lingering in the air between us. Everything about being here left a bitter taste in my mouth, and made me ache for something entirely different.
I came here because somebody suggested I needed it. I needed to think about something; anything other than blood and white powder and reigning the underworld, yet all the red-haired bambolina did for the past eleven minutes and thirty-seven seconds was flash her undoubtedly fake tits in my direction and lift her skirt inches higher up her thighs.
A universal ‘I want to fuck you’ sign women flashed whenever they wanted someone up in their nooks and crooks!
I could fuck her right where she sat; considering I had already pictured all the ways I could switch positions in her like I was doing some yoga.
Yoga! Maybe I should try that shit. Maybe it would ease the blood lust and make me think like a human!
Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock…
My mind drifted to all places as I tried to come up with a decent way could describe myself in front of the shrink who looked like she was more interested in stripping naked in front of me than hearing whatever it was that was going to come out of my mouth.
And everything my mind touched had a hint of savagery and madness in it.
And blood.
“I am a mafia.” I blabbered. Kim’s eyes widened with horror before her lips parted slightly, then she carefully drew in her breath before giving a thoughtful nod and jotting something on her iPad.
A calm reaction? That’s a first. Normally, people shit themselves before I could even say a word. And once they found out who I was, they passed out clean. Which always ruined the fun. But this one here handled like a champ!
“I do not know much about the mafia and the underworld, and I assume you are here because something isn’t working for you.” She made it sound like a question.
“I don’t know. Maybe.” I added a shrug. “You tell me.” I thinned my eyes at her, and she took in another stilling breath before she nodded again.
She was more grounded than she let on, and I was slowly letting go of the belittling image I had of her when I first walked in here.
I mean shrinks were cranky old women with ugly ass glasses, an ugly grey shirt and flat shoes. Not a skimpy skirt that rode up her thigh whenever she shifted in her seat, a tiny top that revealed more than needed, and lush red strands that could fit in my hand perfectly!
And no glasses.
“Alcohol?” She tilted her head to the side and regarded me fully; this time with sheer interest playing on her face.
I eyed her with a blank space at her rhetorical question. She coughed a small laugh, faced down on her iPad, and refocused on my face.
“I’ll take that as a yes.”
Clever! I like it.
“I’ll assume you do drugs too?!” The question came out with a hint of uncertainty.
“I sell them,” I stated, and she nodded with understanding.
“Mr. Rodriguez, I understand your line of work can be quite demanding, and hard if I use the term-,” I scoffed and flared to the side.
She had no idea!
“-and require utmost trust. Do you by any chance have a wife?” She asked, all playfulness erased from her face.
“I don’t,” I stated blankly. She nodded once again.
“And do you ever feel the need to have a life companion? Someone you trust wholeheartedly that could make you vulnerable, let you rest by their side and unwind?”
I had a life companion, and HE had a dick and loved girls more than he loved his own life. Trustworthy? Like a bloody angel. The man would lay his own life down for me.
But did I ever get vulnerable around him? Hell no. I would rather chew a jean jacket than let my guard down in front of that bastard.
Although he was the closest thing I had to a friend!
“I don’t need one,” I responded roughly, and she swallowed audibly at the bite in my tone!
I was a dangerous man. My life always edged on the brink of death and I had hugged and kissed the grim reaper a thousand times- more than a thousand times-, I did not need a bloody weakness in my life.
I looked up at Kim to find her writing something down. We sat in a long silence, and something about the background tick-tock seemed to lull the storm of blood lust that raged inside of me. Seconds turned to minutes, and before I knew it, an hour had passed.
Kim rose from her seat and glared at me like I was a puzzle she couldn’t wait to solve. Silence stretched on as we continued our stare down, and I grew uncomfortable. Terrible things happened when I was uncomfortable.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Her eyes watched my finger closely as it tapped against my knee. She smiled to herself before refocusing her attention on my face.
I didn’t like the look she had in her eyes. Not even a tiny bit.
“So… what is the relationship between you and the number 3?” The question came out so clearly, but the weight of it punched me right in the gut. I felt the muscles of my jaw ticking, and the sudden urge to just erupt from my seat and wring her tiny neck.
It would be such a pleasure.
No one edged near THAT. No one!
“I don’t know what you are talking about,” I said after a hard swallow. Lies! But I didn’t lie. I never did! I was just not comfortable discussing THAT with her. With anyone.
“Mr. Rodriguez, I don’t know if you came here with a clear answer of what it is you want. But in my line of work, you as my client need me more than I need you. We could sit here and do the stare down for as long as you like, but when the hour passes, you walk out that door, leave my paycheck with my receptionist, with you having achieved nothing.” She just said I needed her.
And she said it with a straight face.
“I am a gangster, Kimberly. Money is not a problem.” I tilted my head to the side and added a tiny smirk to my words.
Her eyes dropped to my lips before she quickly reverted them up.
“And I take that you have no problem wasting all of it away.” She said with a wave of her hand.
I chuckled.
We sat in silence for a few more seconds while she paced in front of me. Then she stopped.
“Back to my question. What is the relationship between you and Number 3? Is it an obsession? Or you are one of those who believe good things come in three?” She added a teasing smile at her last sentence.
I tried to appear unaffected.
An obsession? A lot of people thought it was. That I was just so infatuated with the number three everything in my life had to stick to that.
But it was more than that! It was what defined my life, what modeled me. To me, three was more than just a number. It was etched deep into the cores of my soul taking it out would be the death of me.
“The tiny buttons on your coat, each arm has three buttons. Your tie clip, sir, has three fine lines. And I bet underneath that coat, you have three armbands on one of your arms, cuff links decorated with three diamonds, or whatever precious gem your money could afford. And your shoes… each one has three holes left. As if the universe agreed with whatever it is you may be battling, you just had to have polycoria in your right eye, giving you three pupils.” She folded her arms after assessing me. The observation hit me like a whiplash, and I almost broke right there in front of her.
“And that finger of yours, Mr. Rodriguez, you always stop at 3. Coincidence?” She shook her head. “I think not.”
She walked to her chair and dropped to it, then reclaimed her iPad and wrote something.
“When we meet next week, I want you to tell me whether you know what is it that you want. And I am not talking about money or power Mr. Rodriguez. I am talking about that need that you have neglected for so long that you do not even realize that you are suffering because you have buried it in the corner.” Her words hit me hard like a sledgehammer, but I stared blankly and coldly at her.
What did she think she knew about me?
I was more complex than the king’s gambit… And I did need something.
Which sadly, did not belong to me. And the idea of snatching it from where it was brought me great joy than I have ever felt in my entire life.
I stood up and pushed my hands into my pockets, then turned and walked out the door without looking back.
I walked a few feet before my phone vibrated in my breast pocket. I fished it out and sighed when the name VIIPER flashed across the screen.
“Signor, I just got a call from Adam in London. The archduke is dead.” The last three words caused something to stir inside of me, and my chest ballooned with triumph. A smile formed on my lips and I slowly took a step forward.
“When is the burial?” I asked in a low voice, brushing a hand on my jaw to stifle the smile that was getting out of control.
“Next week Wednesday. And we had gotten a report on Rayana. Her fiancée bailed her out of prison. She was arrested after being caught with meth on her in a night club.” My eyes widened at the last sentence.
Rayana Elizabeth Mountbatten did drugs?
“Did she spend a night in a cell?”
“Yes.” Fuck!
“Find out who planted those drugs on her, and send them an ace of spades!” The line went dead for a heartbeat before he responded with a “You got it.”
“What should we do about the news following her arrest?”
“Her life is a long political charade. This will not do us any good. Block any media outlet that may publish anything regarding her arrest” He hummed his response. I could almost see him nodding enthusiastically.
“You got it. Let me get to it right away.” He called out.
“Viper?”
“Yes sir?”
“Be sure to contact the Mountbatten lawyer before the burial. It's time the archduchy received a new ruler.”
EPILOGUEALEJANDRO POVNothing in all my battles, not the taste of blood in my mouth, not the ringing gunshots in my ears, and not even the betrayal of a man I called my brother, could have prepared me for this moment. Not even the sleepless nights I spent obsessing over the dad magazines and those little books I read to prepare for this moment. My wife’s screams literally tore my chest open. Her hands gripped the rails of the hospital bed like they were the only thing anchoring her to this world. Her face was soaked in sweat, her lips pale, and trembling. And her eyes… her damn eyes. They locked onto mine with such a humbling, desperate pain I thought I was falling apart. “Just a little longer, signorita.” The doctor encouraged gently. But I wasn’t listening to her. I was listening to Rayana. To every single one of her desperate cries. Every guttural scream and watching every single bead of sweat on her skin. Every broken breath she tried to push through. I felt all of it, deep
Chapter 148ALEJANDRO POVThe soft glow of the late noon sun streaked through the thin lace curtain, casting golden shards across the quiet living room. I sat slouched on the velvet couch, my phone and all the drama it only ever brought forgotten in my lap as my eyes scanned articles and forums about baby care and fatherhood. The kind of reading I never, not even once, ever pictured myself ever doing. “Dad magazines,” I muttered under my breath, earning a soft laugh from Rayana who had her head in my lap, her eyes closed and a pleasant smile plastered on her face. She peeled her black eyes open and watched me with that knowing smile. The one that told me she was amused but understood the storm of nerves wreaking havoc inside of me. I needed to prepare. For the babies. For her… for whatever our future might hold. So I learned every single thing about parenting. About the colic phase, and even the hacks to changing dirty diapers. I made a mental note to change the room on our floor
Chapter 147ALEJANDRO POV The drive to the hospital was a living frenzy. The car didnt move on wheels, it fucking flew. The engines roared like an angry beast, the world outside melting into blurred chaos. Red lights meant nothing, and horns only sounded like white noise. None of it mattered. Kimberly sat in the passenger seat sobbing quietly, hands clutched so tightly in her lap that I feared she might be digging into her own skin and drawing blood.Her hushed whispered prayers filled the gaps. I wished I could listen to them, dwell in them, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t listen. I couldn’t… I couldn’t breathe. Rayana. Her name was a loud roar in my skull. It was a plea. A panicked scream. She was fine a few hours ago, smiling, laughing, taunting me with her love. She went for a swim because she had said the water soothed her. The image of her waddling toward the pool, her belly round with life played behind my eyes on a broken loop. And then the scream. That becursed scream.Whe
Chapter 146ALEJANDRO POVThe scream tore through the air like a knife lodged into my beating heart. I shot out of my chair like it had grown sharp spikes, heart stopped and lungs frozen. I knew that voice. I’d know that voice anywhere. High. Panicked. Raw and in pain. My Rayana. I didn’t think. I just ran. Out of the door, across the corridor with force; feet slammed against the floor like gunfire. My vision blurred, panic and rage rushing through my veins like heated gasoline. She’d gone swimming. She was running hot and needed to cool off. She promised she wouldn’t stay out long. I looked at how beautiful she was, how the little swimwear looked like it was tailored right on her body. But I didn’t kiss her…I reached the backyard at the speed of lightning, and that’s when I saw her. My wife. My everything. She was lying in a pool of red blood at the bottom of the stairs. Her arms were limp, her legs twisted in the most unnatural way. Her eyes fluttered like it was the last fli
Chapter 145RYANA POVIt felt like living in a haunted palace. Cold rigid walls, dark whispers in the corridors… It was fucking maddening. A few days had passed since the chaotic morning in the dining room. Yet, the air in the house hadn’t settled. If anything, the pressure had thickened, full of unspoken threats and unshed emotions. Poline moved through the corridors like a shadow. But her presence was louder than thunderclaps. She didn't scream, she didn’t break things. Heck…. She didn’t even argue or blow the entire house down the way I thought she would. But she plotted. She worked in the dark, in silence, and without an audience. A quiet manipulator… Like a sparkling poison in still water. The maidservants were no longer cheerful when they passed me in the hallways. They bowed too quickly, kept their eyes low, and their gazes shifted. They always scurried off before I could ask a single question. The spark had drained from them, and all that remained were hollow emotions and
Chapter 144RAYANA POVThe morning was supposed to be calm. Peaceful. Quiet. Filled with intense love-making and the sweet promises of the future. A quiet return to what we called a normal rhythm of our home. After all, I had my husband back, and I had just reached the core of his soul when he came undone and opened his heart to me for the first time. We were supposed to revel in the feel of all that. Instead, the first thing I saw when we walked into the dining room was an electric shock to every nerve ending underneath my skin. An insult to everything I had ever worked for. Poline sat at the head of the table, all pristine and shiny like she belonged there. Her spine was straight, shoulders pulled back, and dripping with aristocratic arrogance that was full of hatred. A knowing smile played on her lips like she had been fasting and praying her whole life to play that role; to sit there and insult my husband in his own house, in front of me, his wife, and his people. Her smile w