LILYKneeling before the gravestone on the wet grass, I knew I was clueless as to what I was doing there, but it just felt right.When Priest had opened his door at dawn and found me in front of it, he had sighed, and at that point, I knew that he had figured out his warning had come to pass."Take me to Adler's mum," I requested, bundled in a sweater I had thrown over my pajamas. Saying nothing, he nodded and did my bidding.Now, I was before her gravestone. The inscription was weather-beaten so that the name couldn't be made out. But surrounding the gravestone were withered flowers; even the surroundings looked mowed."Rune comes here every week for a new batch. He cleans the grave too, the reason it's been like this since he got locked in." Salvatore had explained."What about Adler?" "Adler hasn't been here since his mum was buried."There was a lot of darkness, heartache, and crimes, and somehow, I got entangled in it, Would kneeling before her grave help?Why was I here? Askin
Silence prevailed, silence so hefty I could barely breathe as I stood, surrounded by the darkness I had willingly thrown myself into.It felt like a nightmare, confronting my fears in the worst possible way, and everyone was aware. I prayed it was just a dream, but like always, my pleas went unanswered."...Let her tell you what happened on the day you watched your mother die," Domenico broke the silence, "The day you first met.""You keep reaching too hard," I heard Adler snarl, prompting me to raise my eyes. And seeing him search my face, the quest for assurance on his, and knowing I couldn't give any, I quickly darted my gaze back to the floor."Li...Lily?" he stammered.I clenched my bottom lip to control the trembling.Domenico sighed, "I anticipated this; I mean, consider it; it's no mere coincidence that you encountered her in the exact same spot. Right? SHE discovered you and sought out her father."It was apparent then that if I didn't find myself, if I kept still and allowed
LILY."I need to see him, and he has to hear me out!"It was nighttime, and I had not left my room following Salvatore's orders. Every time I tried to get up and meet Adler, he would pull me back to the bed and sit in the armchair beside it while gently caressing his crucifix with his thumb."The godfather was with him after the situation by the stairs, and since then, he has been in Donna's room; now's not the time to go to him," Salvatore explained. Folding his arms across his chest, he added, "You need to get some rest."What Adler thought of me had been evident in his dilated pupils, although they were more confused because he was still trying to understand everything.On the bed, I drew my knees until they were under my chin. Go to sleep. Was Priest serious? I was in a dilemma, unsure of what could happen soon, and he wanted me to sleep."You think he'll take it well?" I murmured, "The way he looked at me...""Adler will snap out of it; just give a little more time." He relaxed b
RUNE.He sensed her pain, so evident for everyone to witness—the weight in her voice as she urged him to be straightforward. As much as he desired to shield her from the pain, he recognized she required it—needed her expectations shattered, needed her heart to be broken, and her hopes snuffed.Much to his relief Adler wasn't holding back; he lost his mind and empathy after the revelation; there was no arguing that, and all Rune wanted was smashing his fist against the fuckers mouth, damning every consequence."Do you hate me now?" Lily whimpered, "You hate me now, don't you?"A frustrated Adler sighed, "No, I don't hate you; I just need space to think things through,""Then I'll stay out of your way. I promise not to cross your path until you call for me, but please don't send me away from you, I beg you," Rune blinked hard at the sound of her desperation.He loathed that she was vulnerable to a brick wall, the shaky tone, the fear in her eyes each time Adler opened his mouth to spea
SALVATOREHe blinked, "What?!""She's gone, dude," Rune repeated, pulling off his coat as he progressed further into the room, "Adler wanted space, so sent her out of the manor. Do you want that in Chinese? I could translate."To recap, entering the manor the day before, he presumed she was asleep upon finding her room dark. Deciding not to intrude, he woke up the following day to discover her absence throughout the entire manor. As he was about to sound the alarm, Rune surprised him with this information.Was he taking this well? "What the hell are you talking about?" No, he wasn't.As Priest uttered a curse in his response, Rune's expression became a scowl. He quickly made a U-turn and shot a piercing gaze towards the crucifix hanging from his neck. With a sour tone, he remarked, "It appears that you're having a comprehension problem,""It's not April's Fools' Day; cut this out.""Then find her, man; no one's stopping you."His thoughts raced at lightning speed, a raging fury clou
************ADLER "ADLER, LOOKOUT!" Rune yelled, And he was raising a droopy head just in time for a whole body to throw himself into him, sending both of them flying across the room and behind a wall as the gunfire persisted, with bullets relentlessly zipping through the air."What the fuck is wrong with you losing your composure in a gunfire?!" Priest demanded, his voice rising above the gunshots, as Adler, who was still gasping for breath, wondered if his knockout was personal, for he wasn't sure if the pain on his shoulder was a result of a sprain or a bullet searing through his arm."Priest, is he alright?" Rune's voice echoed from a distant corner of the room."Unfortunately," Priest hissed Four months after her death yet, nothing changed. The darkness surrounding him increased each day, and a weight so heavy it was hard to make a move; instead, he was becoming this bag of shutting down load Rune and Salvatore couldn't carry around.Four months since he had driven to the
KYRA.When the Godfather had demanded for her, demanded she abandon everything she was on and get back to the Manor, She knew it had something to do with Adler.And she was right."He stopped in the middle of a gunfire. Can you believe that?" Domenico roared, "Can you,"Yeah, she could, but she wasn't about to tell him that.Since she left Campania a week after Lily died, it had been one gruesome news to another; she knew it was going to get this bad. They said he had lost the will to live, they said he kept having a face-off with death willingly, and they told her the guilt was eating him alive.But she wouldn't know, not when she was in Rome, and every day she wanted back to Campania, see how the goofball was doing and sit with him cause there was no use trying to get him back on his feet.Now she stood before Domenico and could swear she saw his hands shake, but he held the wrap firmly, staring into space, the disappointment written all over his face.Opposite him, with a desk sepa
ADLERHis torment commenced with an insatiable yearning to rewrite the past, replaying the moments he had let her go. However, in his nightmares, he took a different course...**"I'm willing to do anything. Just tell me what you want,"****"I want you to stay, Lily, please stay,"**Each time he moved to embrace her, there was a sudden drift, the ground splitting and pulling her away. Despite his desperate pursuit in the dream, he never managed to catch her.What was the essence of making him relive his dread? Another punishment added to the already stacked pile? Alright, the universe better keep them coming.The harsh brightness against his shut lids had him flinching, and with an elbow, shielding his face contorted with a frown, Adler groaned, "Abbassa quella dannata tenda, stupido animale."His whining was obeyed, much to his surprise, the room becoming dim once again. His frown deepened; only Rune could pull this torment, then tell him to go fuck his feelings and get a haircut. He
ONE YEAR LATER**RUNE—KYRA**"...I'm just saying it's not fair Laron gets to spend the summer break with Luigi," Rune followed Kyra to Laron's wardrobe. "Luigi gets all of his weekends. What time do I get to have?"Kyra snatched Rune's equestrian leggings and walked back to the bed. "You're exaggerating again." She folded the leggings and tucked them into Laron's nearly overflowing box before turning to him. "You gave him the go-ahead, remember?""Yeah, but that was before I realized it was for a whole month. He's monopolizing all of Laron's free time," Rune sighed, flopping onto Laron's bed dramatically. "I just miss hanging out with my son, you know?"She stayed silent, and when he looked up, she was staring at him."Why?""Well," she zipped the bag close and walked up to him, "why does it seem like you haven't learned how to tell Laron no?"Rune frowned. "What are you saying? I tell him no all the time.""No, you don't." She straddled him, placing her hand flat on his chest. "Alri
ADLERWhen he reached the Villa, the memories came hurling in. The last time he had been here, under that open shed, Larissa and Dimitri were having the time of their lives.He could still remember the lively evening, how he heard the chatters as soon as he parked, looking around him at the goons on every turn.Presently there was no single soul on this premises, but Adler knew better.Parking Kyra's motorcycle right in the center of the compound, he observed the house, its windows, all dark, except one of them, on the ground floor, the orange glow giving it an eerie touch.The gun firm in his left hand, Adler moved through the shadows, the moonlight his aid as he advanced headfirst through the entrance.Maneuvering his way through doors, following the orange glow, he placed his finger readily on the trigger, listening for a sound.But nothing came, just the faint silence.He felt it was coming to this, watching his opponent spiral down a rabbit hole as he struggled with the obsession
ADLER**FOUR MONTHS AGO**He could hear the elevator go down and for the first time in his life since the afternoon his mother died, he wanted to drop to his knees and give it all up.It was over. The wet towel seemed to burn against his skin, the wet towel over his head was now hot lava, and the metal around his finger was rapidly heating up and cutting off his circulation.He couldn't make it, there was no use trying, for what he had done, this was well-deserved, two hells in one lifetime, he dared anyone to beat that?But Lily? His mind tugged. What about Lily? The thought that he was never going to see her again was too great a loss to take without trying.Adler rose.Then came the beam, whirling down and landing on where his lower legs were supposed to have been if he hadn't rolled over just in time, his palm flattened on the hot ground.Holy fuck! He snapped it back to himself and hastily yanked out the hot ring, hoping to save it but then kicked against the idea when the band s
SALVATORESalvatore stirred, his lids opening as he gradually regained consciousness, eyes meeting the bright lights of the chandeliers above him.His head felt like a shattered egg, memories mangled and hitting him piece by piece, as the familiar aura registered. He was still in the manor, he could tell, but where exactly?The wails of a baby had his eyes snapping fully open, and Salvatore was sitting up in a jolt. The pain that went through him was like torrents, his head felt heavy, and the world around him seemed to spin."Hey look, our main guest is awake," Victor's taunts clouded his ears. "Christ, don't go back to sleep again, we've been waiting."Salvatore struggled to his feet, the sight before him sending his heart thudding.Victor sat on a settee, crossed-legged, with Eva beside him, hair stuck to her wet face, and her red-rimmed eyes staring forward, the hopelessness in them so obvious.If Constance's cries came from the crib, next to a goon, then where was Lily? He turne
RUNERune could taste the blood that coated his mouth. Still, he gritted his teeth, refusing to let the cries out. With his hands held back, the old man pounded his fist into his abdomen unrelentingly.The pain was excruciating, each blow sending shockwaves through his body. Rune's vision blurred, but he forced himself to stay conscious, to keep thinking.There was no way out of this, he knew. They were behind closed doors, in a room that smelled like dust and cobwebs; no one could hear him here.Well, no one except Laron, whom he constantly ordered to shut his eyes. The boy stood before the second goon, eyes shut, yet tears still rolled down his face.Every sniffle he heard from Laron cut through like a knife, and he wished he could do something, be the super dad Laron believed in, but right now the only thing he could do was stare at the floor."Had enough?" the old man sneered, his knuckles smeared with Rune's blood. "I thought to make this easier on you, but..." He grabbed a handf
SALVATORE"...What did you use this time?" Salvatore asked, slamming the booth shut. "Will they live?"Rune blinked, staring wide-eyed at him. "You wanted them to live?"Kyra's head shot up from the driver's seat. "What did you do?"Rune chuckled, raising both hands in mock surrender. "I'm kidding. The soldiers are alive. They'll feel some type of way tomorrow, but that's just Ketamine for ya."Salvatore fought the urge to pull out a pistol and aim at the fucker's right leg. This wasn't the time to be stupid; tension was high, and it was D-day.Just like Rune had promised, the compound had few goons, and they also seemed to be in panic. It would be this way until they got out of this godforsaken place."The back gate is empty," Rune whispered as he walked up to Kyra, cupping her face with both hands and kissing her full on the lips. "See you on the other side in a few minutes, Princess."But she drew him back in. Urgh, Salvatore groaned and turned away. Those two behaved like they wer
SALVATORE"...There's been another attack." Victor inhaled the smoke from the lit end of his cigar. "It happened at the same time as the fire yesterday. Ruslan is finally convinced of my innocence."Salvatore shared a glance with Kyra and then back at Victor. Was he actually saying the fire he had started to disrupt the engagement and that had somehow gotten out of hand was connected with an attack?Quietly wincing as the cloth grazed his partially burnt arm, Salvatore returned his gaze to Victor, who was suddenly deep in thought."I'll be gone again," Victor waved away the smoke, "but this time for a few days. Again, Salvatore will stay behind. I wish it didn't have to be so, but I need someone I can trust to keep Eva safe."He resisted the urge to share another glance with his sister. Even though he couldn't read anything on her straight countenance, he knew she was still mad at him."Can you?" Victor asked. "I can easily put her under Kyra's care. Give my father's favorite princess
EVASince Victor came back, he had been so busy he barely found time to see her. The days seemed even more void, the future gloomy. Hiding away in the confines of this room, she listened to the sound of the chapter of her life closing.Now she climbed down the bed, went to her wardrobe, and crouching to her knees, pulled open a compartment and brought out a small wooden box. It had been months since she last looked at its contents, afraid it would bring back unwanted memories and reignite her obsession with him, but here she was.Eva looked behind her at the door, then back at the box. Taking a deep breath, she flipped open the cover, staring absently at the contents inside a little beaded necklace that held a crucifix. His crucifix.She had sunk so low as to steal a part of him while he slept. She doubted he ever searched for it. If he did, he’d know it was missing and no longer in the pretty house that smelled of him.She struggled, praying for the embarrassment to wash over her so
LILY"I was six when I discovered that the convent sisters who came once a week to take children from the orphanage were anything but angels," Ruslan said, rocking my daughter's cradle. "It became clear why the boys never came back, and the girls who did barely lived."Twenty minutes ago, I had laid my sleeping daughter in her crib and rushed into the bathroom for a quick soak, despite knowing she wouldn't stir.Two seconds ago, I stepped out of the bathroom with a towel around my chest and damp hair still dripping, only to see Ruslan standing over Constance's crib and staring at her.Even though he didn't touch her, my racing pulse refused to die down.But he paid no heed to my presence and continued, "They needed us in a coal mine in this little spot in Serbia." He paused, his gaze remote. "Our starved, wiry, agile bodies were the perfect fit for narrow spaces, running errands, and sometimes checking if the explosives had completed their work."My hawk-like eyes on Constance made it