Stella's POV"Finally, you're awake," the voice that taunted my dreams and turned them into nightmares from my guilt and desires said and I nodded. "Yes and I've missed you," I gulped. This was a dream, so I might as well rant and let all the stress go. My body ached when I tried to move and my eyelashes remained heavy, so I stayed still. "Really? I thought you hated me, I'd have come sooner if I knew," he said and I nodded. "I know I have that impression, but I just felt," I paused as a sudden brightness flashed in my eyes as it made me squint, despite the fact that they were closed. "Keep her talking if you can, we have to make sure she's conscious before we go through with this test," I heard an unfamiliar voice and I frowned. This was the first time we were having a third party in our discussion, so I paused. Was someone trying to eavesdrop on our conversation even in my dream? "How rude!" It angered me. "What do you mean, Stella?" his voice came to my hearing again, confu
Stella's POV"We can't possibly be talking about the same person. Are you sure you are not referring to Lawrence's twin?" I asked wide eyed after listening to all Kitty had to say about Lawrence. "Nope, I'm damn sure. My source was the one that told me about the way to win president Camila's heart for the Milan contract," she said and I relaxed. I had to put my doubts to a pause as I remembered how competitive that contract had been for A class and even supermodels all over the world two years ago.The cold hearted female in charge of the top Milan fashion company that only offered the best bonuses, even better than my company and needed a model to fill in as replacement for her top model who suddenly required. It would have been easy to know who qualified, except she didn't have any criteria and usually reached out to her models herself. Rumours had it that president Camila was secretive and also a perfectionist so there was a high reward for whoever won the contract in each compan
STELLAS POV.The drive home was longer than usual and no matter how many times I asked Kitty what it was about, she always avoided the question. "Just where is this home that you're taking me. This route is the opposite direction to the villa," I groaned as I finally turned my attention to Lawrence. In my own attempt to uphold my pride, I had ignored him and pestered kitty instead, but my bestfriend appears to have been bribed by her boss' big boss and now she wouldn't tell me. "I told you, didn't I?""When?" I was frustrated and very close to pulling my own hairs out. "In the note, I'm sure you read it," he winked at me though the rearview mirror. "Of course I did, but there was no address in it. You guys are making me go crazy." "Calm down, I said it's gonna be a surprise and you'd love it in the card, didn't I?" he asked and kept his gaze on me through the mirror that I desperately wanted to shatter to pass my agreesion. "Lawrence! You're making me lose my mind," I groaned as
Stella's POV"I can't believe you're making me stay here with you just because you paid my medicals," I whined and dragged my duvet further up to my neck. "It's a win win anyways, I get to see you everyday and you just enjoy my company and more free vacation days, at least until the culprits are found," he said. "I want to return to work. That's what I came here for," I whined. I had returned so quickly with hopes that I could distract myself from everything with work, but I only ended up having a part of that past catch up with me. "Plus that's not all I paid for," he leaned in even closer and I found myself shifting even closer towards the head board until my back was firmly pressed on it. "Why are you moving away, I'm not going to bite, after all, we had something going on before you decided to disappear on me," he said and I frowned. "I thought we agreed to not go there," I didn't want to address what we had, neither did I want to talk about why I left or what mess he had with
STELLAS POVI needed an escape! That mansion was too hot for me to live in. Just the two of us, yet it felt like a lot more. He was literally everywhere I went and I loved everything about that. However, I wasn't sure I could take it in. I needed fresh air, I needed to breath and today just felt like the best day for it. I had an appointment with the doctor to remove the birth control implant, but telling him that would bring up more sensual questions I wasn't ready to answer. Not with the the way our hormones kept flying around and I could barely go half s day without feeling hot and blushing from either a conversation or even his mere presence. He was either in suits for work meetings, wearing sexy shirts or moving without tops at all, just like now. "It's not an option, if you don't want the guards to come with you, then I'm driving you there. It's really unsafe And I would only feel restless until those bastards are caught," he said, but I shook my head. The mere thought of
Stella's POV"Look, I came here to remove the birth control implant, so be careful," I said as I moved to the other side of the car and rolled down the heat. It was a preventive measure so I wouldn't be too caught up in the heat that would build up later. "Ohhh, I see. Is that why you were so embarassed? I thought we were closer than that," he whined as he stared back at me, poker face on, I could not fathom what was up in his mind at that moment, he seemed rather strange for a while, slowly a frown curved up on his face and he smacked his lips together in a stern manner."What are you thinking of? Whatever it is, just get it off your mind," I said as I watched him seductively lick his lips. His eyes remained on me as he continued to draw closer to me until I could only see the bridge of his nose and I had to instinctively arch my back while his hand found my waist and pulled me close. 'Damn it!' I couldn't cuss aloud as despite my words of not wanting him to get any close, I wante
Stella's POVThere was a plane crash! It was tragic, but that wasn't all, it was also personal. I watched in horror as the list of passengers were called continued and I froze at the sound of her name. It felt like I had been stabbed in the throat and all my strength washed away. I lost all sense and felt numb as I made my way up the stairs. My stomach rumbled, but it sounded from afar and the moment I got in the room, I laid my back on my bed and stared up ahead at the ceiling, trying to force my eyes open so the tears did not spill.I wanted to cry, but I still felt like I had to hold it in. And I was like that until night after rejecting lunch and dinner because with the excuse of being tired. Somewhere at the back of my mind, I felt like seeing Lawrence would help lessen this burden, but it seemed like he wasn't coming home. I have into my exhaustion a few minutes after the clock struck twelve midnight. I had barely closed my eyes when I felt another presence in the room with
Stella's POVAs much as I didn't want to return to America until I was sure i could face that family, the only woman who ever treated me well and accepted me after I'd messed up was getting buried. So I had no choice, I had to go. I still hadn't contacted Stella her fiance or her father and I've told Kitty to tell them that we haven't met yet whenever they tried to reach her as well. But I couldn't run away forever. "Your phone is ringing, I think you should pick it. it had been ringing nonstop for some minutes now," Kitty said as she collected the cup of coffee in my hand and handed me my phone instead. My eyes stung as the screen of my phone flashed on so I squeezed it to adjust to the lightening and a smile formed on my face as soon as I recognized the caller. "Is it someone you know?" Kitty asked."Hmm," I nodded and hid my smile as I recognized the number Lawrence used to communicate while we were in the states. "Excuse me," I told Kitty who nodded. She seemed to be glad th
STELLAS POV. I knew what it was I had in mine to do and I certainly was not giving two ducks or more about it, the girls, they had not seen me approach while they buckets on with their zaddies, fake smiles plastered on their faces. I stopped to a halt right in front of them a a I dreaded for them, of course I was not encouraging bad things but if they decided settling down with older men was what did it for them anthem fine, I had zero concerns about I, but worse, it got even worse is I found it a whole lot was happening. They were with the men for money and nothing else, they also went about prancing and calling out certain little, pesky ass rubbish talks all because they felt they could thanks to Some little change of dumb ass cash they got from men who had nothing to do with it. “Please tell me, why is it that you are here, anything I can help you with young lady?.” he asked, he had white beard was for and I guessed around forty seven to fifty years of age, it was just a random
STELLAS POV. “stop already.” I whispered and kicked sand against his body while he kept tickling me. It's been a month already and a few weeks plus and I've suddenly become the owner of most buildings in turkey. I never expected I was getting so spoiled by a man like him, one time I complained and he said I brought it upon myself since I complained of having stacked up clothes and accessories in my room, he decided to get buildings stacked up on lands. “you are not fun anymore.” he teased and kicked back sand at me, it was simply us getting fun on the beach, I noticed the changes, I saw the improvement, my Health had gotten back on track, I trained hard and fast, the first few days I loathed the whole issue and thing that came down with the medications however after some days I got quite used to them, As fun as it sounded that day I took seven tablets and ranged upwards at intervals, it was not an easy routine for me yet things fell right into place thankfully. “I have never rec
STELLA.I paced about in the room, my hands carefully tucked beneath my back and folded over each other, I sucked in air and fought hard against the tears, scared that they might slid of my face and cause a rift between Lawrence and I, he was already pretty worked up and I wasn't intending to add to it.“Stella?!.” he called out at once while walking out of the bathroom, water dripped down from his hair over to his feet and I swallowed hard with my gaze pinned against him, that was the most I could do, I could not have it held in anymore.“I told you, I complained, I kept at it!, I fucking knew something was wrong and what the hell did you say?, you said nothing was wrong and no tell me what if it became worse?. You heard what the doctor said?.” I asked, still holding a high grudge against him.He was not pleased by my words.“stella, it isn't your fault anything happened and it obviously isn't mine either, I understand how fucking worked up you are, I know it's a lot to take in at th
LAWRENCE POV.Although none of it made sense to me, I wanted nothing to do with her worries, she pissed me off yet again but I swore on my life, I didn't know had it was about her and her obsession with getting pregnant,At first I thought it was all because of how she felt about me, perhaps she felt she needed to make it up to me by getting pregnant again, but times without number I expressed my worries about her very own health and my stand on the whole miscarriage thing, matter of fact we never really bothered about kids.We both wanted the best times of our lives, that was before however I could not really tell what it was that went on and around in her head, either ways we all had one or another thing needed to be done but that had not sat we'll for her either, she suddenly got the obsession out of the blue.“Lawrence?.” she called out to me, had me drawn out of my thoughts, I sighed and nodded as I pulled off my baggage from the x-ray machine while we both headed for the exit.I
STELLAS POVI WAS WET AS FUCK.MY INSIDES CHURNED AND I FELT MY CUM AS IT DRIPPED DOWN FROM MY PUSSY TO MY VAGINA.I squirmed, Squeaked, screamed hard as Lawrence thrusted faster into me, I could swear all through our sex it was the most intense, his hands went everywhere, from gliding down towards my belly to rubbing over my cunt, he groped at my ass, spanked me severally and then again had his fingers kneaded against my nipples, I was in ecstasy, a wild one.Yet again for the fourth time in a row, my laps shuddered and my body went weak, I shook, tried as hard as I could to have my body packed in place, pleasure washed through me as I felt the thick liquid seared through from my cunt once more, I climaxed yet again.Lawrence bent my knees towards my head held my feet right above my head ,He plunged even deeper with his index finger dipped right into my asshole, my moans increased, swear broke off from my head, my body, our cum mixed with the scent and I bit down on my lips as I tri
STELLA.From the corner of my eyes I stared at him still unable to believe how strict he became, two more days gas passed since my last visit to the hospital, he kept at his toes, we had not gone out all along, ordered food and watched movies but above all it remains an issue to me…he hovered around me at evweg possible minute but now has that it made me worse, his obsession it looking after my meds.He made sure to have it literally thigged down my throat each moment time came up.“I can't do this again Lawrence, I need some breathing space, like a little bit of fresh air.” I complained in am attempt to have him forget whatever it was that he had all cooled up in his head.“what?.” he asked alssmot immediately, it almost seemed as if he had something rolled up beneath his sleeves, something I might not like.“are you tored of me now?, missing home already?.” she asked on cue, all still sounded and felt ever so strange to me, I had tried keeping up my face straight but I still worrie,
LAWRENCE.“Just relax, okay, don't get all worked up for no reason, Stella, you are fine, I've had the doctor run some tests, everything Showed up well so would you please stop whatever bickering you have all planned out already?.” I knew I was quick to speak, at least at the moment but still passing out twice on me at the moment only registered me as an irresponsible person..I could not let that happen, I needed to start paying more attention to her state of health, we are married for fucks sake and I was just not getting why she kept keeping things from me.“really?, I'm fine? Nothing else?.” she asked, batted her eye at me in a questioning manner, I really had stopped understanding her after the whole issue of a miscarriage, I understood it was hard for her to have lost a baby but it fucked up her mental health a whole lot.“Yes, that is what the doctor's report says and I believe we both understand what it means, I do not run the test they did.” I answered, I saw the manner in wh
STELLAS POV.Air closed in on me as my vision became blurry, I could barely stand on my feet anymore, I rested against the table, had my hands placed over it, I was a mess, a complete mess.The noises increased and the chatter continued, it was like a never ending sort of bicker amongst rich folks, when Lawrence spoke of a party he eased it up, I never knew it was going to be something so huge.It looked and felt more like a red carpet sort of event for a met gala and event for celebrities. He shifted himself away from me and into the crowd a few minutes ago. I had tried searching for him but I could not bear it anymore.He excused himself with the little line that he knew what it was that he wanted, a whole lot other had little or nothing to do with me to be precise, it was business talks and he offered to have be taken along but it was certainly going to bore me to death and I decided the stay back , behind however thinking about the decision I made it had not seemed to be the smart
STELLA.Reluctantly I pushed open the doors, a frown on his face as I walked past him, my eyes darted across the corridors, it was not cleaned, I walked back into the master's bedroom and I had never felt so content and to walk in on a scattered room, he had not allowed the maid in either. “Now you tell me, what the hell is it that went wrong with you Stella, is everything okay?.” he asked and still held hard to my arms while I stared back at him, he wasn't happy and I understood.I barely could give an explanation for what I had done as well because I knew I was left with little to no choice.“can't you at least talk?.” he called after me and pulled closer to me, closing in all space between us.“you didn't want to talk last night as well and now I'm sorry but I do not feel that much of energy within me anymore and please do not bring it up.” I complained about what he was thinking, that he could stand me up and then walk around me just as he deemed fit.“okay, I'm sorry, for lashin