STELLAS POV. I arch my back as I roll in bed, collapsing into it, almost hitting my head against the frame. "Well I'm guessing I'll have to pick up from here next time we meet '' Carl says with a snort, he grimaces slightly, passes me a wink and wipes his hands over the nef sheets. I remain on the head, weak and fixed to a spot as I watch him walk out of the room, he really did drain out all possible energy deep within me. I had pleaded with him, cried, begged, laughed, and rolled. I had done the possible sort of thing just to ensure that he sleeps with me but he had turned a deaf ear to Me and did the direct opposite. He of course used toys on me and it gave me a thrilling experience because there can't be anything compared to the real deal. Instead, he had toyed around with me and left me to be, his touches were brutal, and his words were harsh but still, I wanted him. I lay in bed, recollecting the memories of today's occurrences. I had not thought things would come down to a
STELLAS POV. "stay" I find myself saying to him once again, just like I had done the previous night. "It's sad, the way things are with me, with us, I never meant to harm you Mama Mia" he chirps in slowly, this time he takes my palms in his and places don't Beck's on them. "It's okay, I'm fine with everything " I answer to him before pulling my palms away from him slowly, he doesn't seem too pleased with this action of mine but I had to be sure he was not going to try anything silly anymore, besides I needed him to know I was not cool with the whole drugs part, the sex was cool and stuff but that is as mostly as I can take. "You look just as dashing as the previous night, you are one splendid woman" he managed to say in between breaths, not sure of how to place the whole thing. "thank you," I say, I admit blushes and smiles, he really knows how to treat a woman. and I know whoever he ends up with would be one lucky lady. "I really do wish to spend lots of time with you but I've g
STELLAS POV. The call goes through after a couple of minutes and connects through with the office. "Hello?'' The voice comes through and I freeze instantly, a few seconds after and I feel my blood run dry on realizing how much of a mistake I had actually made, I put an end to the call before tucking the phone back into my pocket. Of course, I had put the call through to him out of anger but I had not expected him to pick up at a time like this, I expected him to be on something else at the moment and for every reason have I thought his secretary would be the one to pick up the call but I'm guessing I was wrong. As much as my anger is, I definitely would not want to do something so stupid, so stupid as to the stage where I'll end up in a mess of a whole new sort and have to explain why I had called him. About Tina, I definitely do not want to put Carl in a tight spot either, apart from the fact that he's been too much of a goody two shoes around tyne and it's getting on my nerves.
STELLAS POV. Although I would love to rant on at this very instance and throw tantrums it still won't do me any good. I had kept up the act from the very beginning, I should have just stayed clear of certain things but like a fool, I had gone on with my act. I'm held up by Carl with one arm. hoisted around my east and the other grabbing onto my shoulders, I can feel times hard gaze peel against my skin but I do not flinch, I stumble however at intervals to prove how drunk I am, at times I mutter gibberish and soon enough a taxi pulls right over before us. "I'll hold on to her, how about you seat in front just to ensure things would be safe for you, I don't want you stressing around or anything," he says and flashes her a brief smile, I hear anything more than this and I'm afraid I might break and do something silly, it's The fact that they are both acting mushy and being too lovey dovey even when I'm present although beloved yo be dead ass drunk. She takes her seat by the front and
STELLAS POVI curl up the end of my toes before walking on them, slowly, carefully I glide past the bed and head towards the door, I stop to a halt as call tosses aside on the bed sending waves of panic down my spine.Of course, we had lots of sex the previous night and I'm badly aching all over my body, but then again as much as I want to screw around and play around given the current situation of things I dare not, I need to be away from him before wakes and starts asking auctions.Up until late at night he still felt I was really drink and lots of alcohol that I took eventually kicked into my system, I felt my senses go Numb on the sudden realization that I had met Tina go off by herself, however more than that I still can't get to divide much about the whole thing, to.me it seems like she is no longer the virgin I knew her to be,Of course I was distracted by my very own thoughts as I fingered my own pussy while I watched as car stroked her cunt, but it got to a stage where he had
"Wait what in the world do you mean by that?" My fists are clenched and I'm at the very edge of screaming. "You remember how I always mentioned having a crush back at home?" She asks me and I nod. It's confession time and I have the feeling that I know what she's gonna say. But no, I don't want to hear it. There have been signs, I have been ignored, I've felt enough and I don't want to hear it. "Yes, of course I do", I say with a nod to urge her on, because I remember and I had my suspicions, but I better be wrong. I've known Tina for so long and Tina never stayed single for up to a month so I thought she was over it, plus she has been so obsessed with her Elijah ever since we came home. "It was Carl" she says and I smile, but I lose it almost immediately. My smile drops as the words she says sink in. "No", I say with my cheek getting raised up in what is supposed to be a smile but clearly isn't. My shoulders are shaking, but I straighten up to look in her eyes. "You'r
STELLAS POV. Before I tucked her in, I had urged her to fill me in on a some of her experiences and they sure were hellish. "He complained about the whole thing at first and kicked stingy against it but I knew it would not let for long as eventually he had to give in and we were having the best time of our lives, taking pictures, having a little talk, looking back into old memories and all, but the down our came and so did my misery. "He begged me to stay and have little talks with him that it had been a long he was caught up in the rain, as much as I did not want to, I knew I had to wait with for him, and my fears were confirmed as things 1started to go out of hands real quick" she paused and I take over. "You don't mean you had all these fears from the very first time you met him?" I ask and she nods. "Tina!" I scream in disbelief. But there's no use crying over spilt milk, so I urged her to go on. "He told me he had always fantasized about a couple of things and I thought
Shawn's POV Her mother also must not know about it. While I can quickly recover from my heartbreak and disappointment in myself, Regina would be stuck on it. She would blame herself for being the unavailable parent and although that could lead her to quit her job so she can focus on her beloved daughter, I would rather she remains far away. After she left the house, I realised what had really happened. it was something that wasn't supposed to, but it had happened anyways, thanks to Stella's presence around my dick and my darling wife only happened to be in the way. But I had gotten it all confused because I craved her for all the years that I couldn't have her and when she was finally present, my brain went on a reverse forcing loyalty upon me. It wasn't something Regina deserved, but the years of staying loyal when she was present made me forget everything else just to focus on her. And the moment she left, it was as if a veil had being lifted off my face, also thanks to th