Chapter 5 - sending news to daddy

Chapter 5 - sending nudes to daddy

Stella's POV

"I can just stay home, it's really okay", I tried to convince my best friend to go to her boyfriend's beach house without me, but she insisted and made sure to drag me back to my bedroom and fish for some bikinis of hers. 

"I Insist Stella, you're coming with me. I don't know what I said or did yesterday that hurt you, or maybe it's just the hangover, but I must make it up to you, you look like an old sea horse", she said making sure to convince me to shower and pick at least two out of the bikinis she brought. 

"It's really nothing, I just need some rest", I tell her knowing that I can not start to explain how I had told her dad that I was still a virgin and he had looked at me ridiculously. 

I bet he was mocking me in his heart and that broke mine. When I thought he'd come after me too, he had sat without looking back which made me cry through the night. 

I just could not help it, I was hurt. Deeply so.  

When it was dawn, I knew I couldn't face him no matter what and I found the perfect excuse when Tina came home. 

I told her I was going for one of my long jogs and she was too hungover to press me about my eyebags, until I was back. 

She told me her dad asked after me and my heart almost leapt out of my throat only for it to sink back down when she said he didn't ask about me after knowing that I went out for a jog. 

He must really not consider me and I held my hopes too high when I insisted we stayed at his home for this break. 

I sighed and tried not to cry. 

"Why do we have to wear the bikini from home though? Don't they have changing rooms there or what if…"

"Come on Stella, are you so outdated despite your profession?" And I had shut up at the remark while she went on to making calls and talking endlessly with her boyfriend until he came to pick us up. 

And now, just like yesterday, I feel like a third wheeler.

So out of place. 

Everyone else seems to be in pairs but I have had to turn down many guys rudely while trying not to hit their faces. 

With a sigh, I down the rest of the cocktail before getting up from the beach chair to head inside. 

She wouldn't even let me hold a scarf saying there would be a change of clothes here. 

I want to be done and over with this already, then suddenly I hear a scream I would recognize from my dreams. 

"Oh no what have I done?" It's Tina rushing towards me with her phone in hand, not minding the attention she's gathering with both her body and noises but especially her semi tanned body. 

"Stella, I've done you bad", she says as she comes to a stop in front of me, almost shoving her phone in my eyes. 

"What's the matter?", I ask as a video of me in the background plays. 

I'm naked in it and I remember it from a few hours ago when Tina was filming. 

"Tina!" I let out a voiceless scream, "didn't you say you deleted it immediately?" I ask wide eyed as I stare at her guilty face. 

"I know, but I just thought I would keep it to embarrass you later", she says and I roll my eyes while wondering why she screamed. Having the video play on her phone is definitely not worth the noise, given we've had numerous instances of being naked beside each other and we have even gotten touchy while playing, so… 

"And now I mistakenly sent it to my dad?"She adds,answering my thoughts while looking at me with panicked eyes while I feel myself levitating before crashing back down to the hard earth. 

"You what?!" 

"I'm sorry and I don't think he's seen it though, I just wanted to send pictures and I didn't realize since it was a bulk thing." She rambles on and I don't know how to feel, but there's an excitement mixed with fear bubbling in the pit of my belly. 

I'm happy he got to see me like that, but I also wonder what he thinks. Will he think of me as a virgin and a girl who is not ripe enough? Will he compare me to his wife and think I'm a disappointment? 

Either way, I can't let Tina know what I'm thinking and given she reads me like an open book, I have to get out of here fast. 

With my heart racing hard against my chest as I wonder what is going through Mr Martinez' mind as I stomp my feet. 

My mind is working on an overdrive, but I have to do something. 

"Fucking delete it Tina! Sending my nudes to your dad? Isn't that too much? I wonder what else you're doing behind my back!" I say, noticing her hurt expression before stomping off. 

"I didn't think of that and I'm so sorry bestie", she cries behind me as she hurries after me. 

'I'm sorry too bestie'

Somehow, I find my way to the kitchen with a whiney Tina behind me.

She spanks my ass as I turn around. 

"Tina!" Now I can't bring myself to stay mad at her. 

"Who asked you to have such nice ass, plus I'm sure my dad didn't see the video, I deleted it quick and he doesn't usually have his phone with him during work hours", she rambles on excuses to make me feel better, but nothing worsened my mood more than the last one she said. 

"My dad only has eyes for my mom anyway even if he saw it, he would barely feel anything from seeing your virgin ass". 

"Tina!" 

"What, it's true though" she says and I know that if I say anything more, I would expose secrets that should stay buried, so I grab a bottle with half of it filled with transparent liquid from the fridge and take two large gulps to empty it. 

"Not water", I wince from the burn that travels down my throat. I can't spit it out and my body starts to feel really weird. I thought it was water!

"Oh no Stella, congratulations, you just got yourself extremely drunk. At this rate, any guy with bad intentions would take advantage of you without you even knowing it ever happened", she says and I don't know if she continues because everything goes whizzy and uncontrollable. 

I only notice being motioned up the stairs. 

"Stay in this room till the party's over and don't open up for anyone except me, understand?" My caring bestie asks. 

I want to ask her what I drank, but I figure it is of no importance, so I give her a salute.  

"Yessir". 

She closes the door behind me and tells me to lock it. 

I fumble with the keys and return to the bed. I want to fly. 

"I am a superhero", I hear myself saying as I open the window and lean forward, but hit my head on the burglary instead. 

I want to fly, but the window won't let me, so I turn towards the door but just as I'm about to open it, I hear hushed masculine voices in the corridor. 

"Check that room, she's in there", one of them seems to have said, so I retreat. That's not Tina my bestie, so I will not open the door. 

I return to the king-sized bed to sulk. 

So sad I can't fly. I start to feel even more restless and I make my way to the bathroom and close the door behind me but after standing for what seems like a whole day, I exit the bathroom the same time the door to my room opens. 

"Peek-a-boo, I found you", an Irish voice says and chuckles. Three other deep masculine voices full of ridicule follow suit. 

I cock my head in curiosity while wondering how they got in. I definitely locked the door, so… 

I head towards the noise and put a face I remember from yesterday night to the Irish voice. 

Not much of a surprise. But why are the three other guys I rejected earlier today in the same room with nothing but their briefs. 

"Leave, only Tina can come in" I say as I walk towards them to usher them out. 

"Oh Tina can't come to save you now", the Irish guy from yesterday says in a mocking tone, making me wince and feel apprehensive, "so I've come with my friends to punish you". He looks like one to hold a grudge

"Yeah", they laugh behind him as they advance towards me. 

What do they mean by punishing me? I don't even want to think about it. 

"Please leave, I'm quite drunk and I need my alone time", I tell them but they only make a comedian out of me, laughing hard as they close the space between us, causing me to back up till I reach the bed and fall back on it. 

"What if we don't want to?" One of the guys behind Nat who appears to be the biggest of the four says and I gulp in fear. 

"What are you going to do to me? Please let me go", I ask and plead as the fear from six years ago starts to creep in. 

I'm alone, I'm helpless, I'm drunk with no one to save me. 

Where's Tina? But then even she couldn't take on all four of them. 

I close my eyes in fear as I sob. 

"Please leave me alone, please", I beg, but I'm rewarded with disgust as I feel someone's big hands on my bare belly. 

"You're really a model uhn?" 

"Yes, look at her shoulder blades and those hips", the voices come as they touch the part of my body that they mention. 

"Please let me go", I plead, but they laugh and mock me in my own voice. 

""Please let me go", sorry princess, but no", they say and I feel a dip in the bed. 

I trash against them as I try to avoid being touched, but it barely shakes them. 

I wait a bit and try to breathe, but Tina doesn't come. 

But what about Mr Martinez? 

He always comes to save me, but he's nowhere to be found now. Isn't he coming to save me? 

I call his name as I sob while they touch me and proceed to undress me, taking all the time as if they are confident no one would come in. 

"Scream all you want princess, but we are going to have you at this moment and no one will save you, not even the person you're calling", Nat says and they respond in agreement. 

I'm starting to feel weak from fighting so hard as they keep on touching me in ways I never wanted to be touched by any man asides Mr Martinez. 

But he's not even here. 

"Please let me go", I beg and hope they listen, but deep down, my hope is lost. 

It's a beach party so everyone is out and loud. Tina thinks I'm safe and probably passed out, plus she's with her boyfriend so she wouldn't come up till the party is over. 

That's until when? 5 hours? I'll be done and wrecked by then.

I close my eyes, give up fighting as I welcome the act that would scar me for the rest of my life.