Stella's POV "I'll join you!" My tone is affirmative and almost too strong for the question, but I can't help it. I need to breath outside of this house. Anywhere but here. "Uhn, are you sure?", Tina's surprised face turns to be as she wraps her towel properly around her chest. "Yes, hundred. In fact, I've never been more sure about wanting to leave this house for a club the way I am now", I tell her with clenched fists, hoping that the fact that I'm upset doesn't warrant too much attention. But it already did. "Oh my oh my, you look really funny and above all, whenever you're mad, now who's going to make those front covers, definitely not your face", Tina's voice isn't taunting at all, rather it's calming and reminding me of the fact that this isn't the only life I have. I have a purpose outside being a non appreciated cum dump. Another fifty thousand dollars? Tch, I'm not a slut, so why should he have to pay me for it after battering me! But I took it any way, with a
Jealousy can be washed down with alcohol. "Another one please", I ask the bartender and without a question, he pours me another glass of the bitter drink I've been swallowing since Tina left. She didn't come back for me, neither did Carl. At some point, she must have mentioned that she came with me yet, he didn't come to look for me. Just saying hi would have surfaced. "Hi pretty lady", some drunkard gives me a backrub on my bareback as I down all the content of the glass. Bitter and harsh on my throat, yet it doesn't beat the harshness I feel in my heart. "Get your hand off my", I shrug his hand away. "You're no fun", he says before getting up. But someone else approaches me from the side and orders for himself, there's a silence between us which strangely enough, I'm glad about before he speaks. "The person I like married someone else, what about you?", He asks as he turns to look at me, forcing me to want to put a face on the guy with a handsome face and a soothin
Stella's pov A dangerous glint shines in his eyes, I can't tell what he's thinking, but the look on his face is one that makes me shudder from fear of being inflicted pain upon and excitement "You are one pretty lady, Stella," he says in a cold yet passionate manner, a manner that causes me to ease up almost immediately. First hand impression and he is doing a good job at that, it had been kind of long since I last had someone call me pretty. He tucks my hair back.to my ears and bends down to my position, he moves my chin closer to his, he stares at me for brief seconds. "I want to kiss you mama.mia, can I?, I can't resist this lips of yours but then again it would do.me no good to.take it with force" he asks politely, I feel my lips curved into a smile as I nod, granting him permission to go in, I.really would not have believed he was going to.be such a cool headed and respectful person. He stares at me for a while, not saying a single thing yet checking to see if.i had reall
I brought this scene back to make references, please don't skip STELLAS POV. I roll over in bed as I feel hit by a heavy migraine, I have to admit I had drank a lot before I was approached by Lawrence the previous night, Just thinking of him makes me somewhat excited, although I have no idea if he had left me to.be on purpose before Carl and Tina found me or if he had returned with drinks and found an empty room, . Above all I feel good, perhaps it could be because I shared a splendid night with Lawrence and He had treated me better than anyone else I can recall, but then again he had drugged me to start with so there's not much honesty on his path. "awake?" I hear Tina's voice call. the door. I told my head I'm the direction of her voice as she closed the door and approached me. For starters, I had really not expected much from certain people, especially my mother but since it had come down to this I had no choice. "When did you get here?" I.manage to. ask but I feel my throa
STELLAS POV. I arch my back as I roll in bed, collapsing into it, almost hitting my head against the frame. "Well I'm guessing I'll have to pick up from here next time we meet '' Carl says with a snort, he grimaces slightly, passes me a wink and wipes his hands over the nef sheets. I remain on the head, weak and fixed to a spot as I watch him walk out of the room, he really did drain out all possible energy deep within me. I had pleaded with him, cried, begged, laughed, and rolled. I had done the possible sort of thing just to ensure that he sleeps with me but he had turned a deaf ear to Me and did the direct opposite. He of course used toys on me and it gave me a thrilling experience because there can't be anything compared to the real deal. Instead, he had toyed around with me and left me to be, his touches were brutal, and his words were harsh but still, I wanted him. I lay in bed, recollecting the memories of today's occurrences. I had not thought things would come down to a
STELLAS POV. "stay" I find myself saying to him once again, just like I had done the previous night. "It's sad, the way things are with me, with us, I never meant to harm you Mama Mia" he chirps in slowly, this time he takes my palms in his and places don't Beck's on them. "It's okay, I'm fine with everything " I answer to him before pulling my palms away from him slowly, he doesn't seem too pleased with this action of mine but I had to be sure he was not going to try anything silly anymore, besides I needed him to know I was not cool with the whole drugs part, the sex was cool and stuff but that is as mostly as I can take. "You look just as dashing as the previous night, you are one splendid woman" he managed to say in between breaths, not sure of how to place the whole thing. "thank you," I say, I admit blushes and smiles, he really knows how to treat a woman. and I know whoever he ends up with would be one lucky lady. "I really do wish to spend lots of time with you but I've g
STELLAS POV. The call goes through after a couple of minutes and connects through with the office. "Hello?'' The voice comes through and I freeze instantly, a few seconds after and I feel my blood run dry on realizing how much of a mistake I had actually made, I put an end to the call before tucking the phone back into my pocket. Of course, I had put the call through to him out of anger but I had not expected him to pick up at a time like this, I expected him to be on something else at the moment and for every reason have I thought his secretary would be the one to pick up the call but I'm guessing I was wrong. As much as my anger is, I definitely would not want to do something so stupid, so stupid as to the stage where I'll end up in a mess of a whole new sort and have to explain why I had called him. About Tina, I definitely do not want to put Carl in a tight spot either, apart from the fact that he's been too much of a goody two shoes around tyne and it's getting on my nerves.
STELLAS POV. Although I would love to rant on at this very instance and throw tantrums it still won't do me any good. I had kept up the act from the very beginning, I should have just stayed clear of certain things but like a fool, I had gone on with my act. I'm held up by Carl with one arm. hoisted around my east and the other grabbing onto my shoulders, I can feel times hard gaze peel against my skin but I do not flinch, I stumble however at intervals to prove how drunk I am, at times I mutter gibberish and soon enough a taxi pulls right over before us. "I'll hold on to her, how about you seat in front just to ensure things would be safe for you, I don't want you stressing around or anything," he says and flashes her a brief smile, I hear anything more than this and I'm afraid I might break and do something silly, it's The fact that they are both acting mushy and being too lovey dovey even when I'm present although beloved yo be dead ass drunk. She takes her seat by the front and