Chapter 31 - sinful happiness.

Chapter 31 - sinful happiness

Stella's POV

I couldn't face them. Not any one of them, not him, not even myself.

"Ahh," I groan as I try to stop the tears from falling and mixing with the water from the tap.

That was different. It felt forceful and even though it is what I've always wanted, even though I did get aroused, even though I know my kitty kat would have squeezed his dick for juice and I would have moaned his name for him to take me harder, it still felt like I wasn't given a chance.

Like if I had resisted, he wouldn't have cared.

He would have fucked me out of my reasons and even though I would have loved it, it still doesn't sit well with me.

It suddenly makes me feel shamed, like I ought to be locked in a dark place.

I grab a towel to dry my hair and neck and decide to leave my wet face so I don't give away my tears or the fact that my eyes are red rimmed from crying.

Shame. That's why I cried.

I pack the spoons I threw to the bed and summon the courage to