Chapter 20 - I guess I like it rough

Chapter 20 - I guess I like it rough

Stella's POV

 I feel so guilty. 

I feel so so guilty. I had let Carlos touch me, taste me, spank me after promising to give my all, all of my to Shawn. 

Then what is the use that I kept my self all this year's just for him. 

Was I just being delusional? 

Am I a whore or what? 

This question won't stop ringing in my head. Oh lord, I need help. 

I definitely need help. 

Without having sex, I'm beginning to act like a nymphomaniac around these people. 

How to survive? 

What is going to happen after our two months break is over and I have to return to work. 

It has barely been three weeks, just 2 weeks and a little over four days and this is already