STELLAS POV.It's been a month after our visit to the hospital, Lawrence had been the best he could be, loving me more than I ever thought was possible, I spilled my eyes open as his scent filled my nostrils,"Well there, good morning my angel." He greeted and bent towards me, placed a soft peck on my temples, slid up my clothes and placed on my belly another peck. My bump became visible early this month and I gained just about more weight."You seem to have woken up early?." I asked, curious to know if he had plans, I didn't know what it was to me but I realized I suddenly grew attached to him, I never wanted him out of my sight or reach, for all I knew he was the only thing that mattered to me."I went for a quick run, I didn't want to wake you, didn't seem like I had done a great job still," he explained and moved away from me, a smile lit up on my face as I stared at him as he drowned himse
LAWRENCE POV."stop!, just stop!, it doesn't make sense, it's not possible, I mean why? How?, don't make conclusions just because I bled does not mean a thing, you aren't a doctor, get me a doctor!" she yelled and my face fell, my heart ached as I watched as she acted up, she was broken, the first stage set in, denial."the doctors asked me to come up with you, you were given certain drugs and you've been out for almost a day now, the baby had began to form so they had it flushed away, you had a miscarriage stella, and i know it's hard to believe but trust me I know it hurts and I know you'll need some time but well you'll through this together." I explained and gripped harder on her hands."This is insane, Lawrence, are you okay? You need to rest? Go on, go off , get me a doctor now!" she screamed at the top of her lungs, I Bit down on my lower lip and placed the highest restraint I needed. I could not bre
LAWRENCE POV.Two weeks had passed, and Stella remained in the same glum state she was, the glint of happiness in her eyes was gone. All that remained were the dull, dead, emotionless shadows in her eyes, I could not bear it anymore.A knock was placed carefully on the door, but I got no response, slowly I pushed it open and saw her laid on the bed which became her favourite spot suddenly, she looked so dull and drained of energy, I hated seeing her in such way, I missed the times when she had fun and made life full of hope.“Stella love, you can't keep doing this to yourself,” I muttered as I drew closer to her, she had not flinched by a bit as I tucked her into my arms, she glanced up at me as my heart broke the more tears fell from her eyes, she had been crying again.“I don't know how much of this I can take anymore, can't you see it? You are breaking yourself love, and I'm trying, just as much as I can, I'm trying hard every way I can to pull myself together, I am trying to be st
STELLA.I stared at him, wide eyes filled with disbelief, the keys dropped from my palms as I turned on my feet and stormed back into the house.“Wait Stella, what's wrong?. “ "Lawrence asked and pulled me by my arms. I could not understand what it was he was trying to do, but he made things rather worse for me.“seriously?, I lost a child Lawrence, and you think cars are what I need?.” I asked, I was angry for no reason, it was obvious there was no justification for my attitude, but I couldn't help it. I was in pain, shattered to the core and apart from pain, the other emotion that surged through me was no better than anger.“but I thought it was to make you feel better, tell me, what have I done .?, you've been dying to get the car and I had it planned ss a surprise for you, only other I didn't know I'll first it to you this early and when the situation called for it I see no difference in passing it to you right now, you own it lot me.” he explained yet that was his form of justice
STELLA.I woke with a throbbing headache and a sharp pain behind my neck, my chest hurt slightly and I stirred in bed, warmth seeped into me as I sniffed slowly into the air, it felt better, I was better I realized that.My eyes popped open and my heart sank as I realized the situation I was in, slowly I moved my hands against my belly but then it dawned on me that nothing had changed, it remained the same as I was without a child. “Lawrence?.” I called out slowly as my voice cracked in between and ended up sounding more like a squeal, I almost believed that it was a nightmare, one which I dreaded the most.I lifted my body slowly away from the bed and checked out the bathrooms, he wasn't in, I tucked myself into my flip flops as I proceeded down the stairs, I stopped midway as I caught sight of him.He had some files to his side at the table and flipped through some of the pages, slowly he placed it down an typed fast into his keyboard, he was to deep kneed in whatever work he was
LAWRENCE.I sighed upon realization that those were the words she had been dying to hear, it worked well for every one of us, it suited me better, us both, seeing the smile on her face as it spreaded wide across her cheeks sent waves of reliefs around me, I was happy, it was progress and it deemed her even better.“I love you Lawrence.” she responded, it pleased me to hear her words, ins and relief washed over m a I realized how much of a pain in the ass I had been to her, all she needed were those reassurance, ones I had failed to have given her, like a jerk I adored her with first and showered her with promises yet failed to have said the one thing she needed to hear.“please don't do anything as silly anymore, you know well I'll go to down to the ends of the earth to find you if that is why is needed, I can't let you escape me stella, you are my gravity, without you ill lost all cause?.
STELLA. I snuggled even closer to him as I popped my eyes open, there it was, his beautiful face merely inches away from me, I could not help it, he looked so peaceful, it had been the best I had seen him in days. I moved, but his grip on me became tighter. He splitted his eyes open lazily and then closed them shut once more. He seemed uneasy but then he fell asleep once more. “Lawrence love, I'm only trying to grab a drink.” I answered honestly, my throat ran sore and I wanted to know why his grip on me was so hard. “No please, you think I'll let you off so you'll be gone?.” he asked, I was not sure what I wanted but I was certain those weren't the words I expected him to say. “I'm not running Lawrence, not anymore.” I admitted, his eyes opened and his iris bore into mine, all I saw were my reflections in them. “promise me?.” he asked, he sounded
STELLA.“Woah?” those were the first words that escaped my lips as soon as we highlighted from the car,“And once again, you've proved to be the best.” I chirped in quickly as the smile on his face deepened, he Tucked his arms behind my back, and scooped me into his chest.“Do you think it's okay?.” he asked fondly, I glanced up at him to see the worried look on his face and I erupted into laughter unsure of why he was always meek when things came down to me.“okay?, it is just perfect.” I answered then turned back to face the beautiful masterpiece in front of me, traveling down I checked the list of hotels and ranted on about how I had gotten quite tired of hotel and their service, I wanted to try something new, he said nothing as we headed for the lodge and I was somehow worried, I had no idea he planned all that out before hands and it sat right well