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The ride on the plane was neither pleasant nor unpleasant as I had slept most of the time. I'd been able to recover some strength while I was asleep because I felt a lot lighter.

Guilt towards Mrs Martinez had washed away with the tears and I'm glad she had found out the way she did. Although I didn't expect her forgiveness at all I was more than happy that she had chosen to forgive me.

Now I only have my best friend to confess to, but I can't do it now, not when her happiness is also at stake.

Carl was like that to only me, which means it was my fault, but if I started the story about her dad, I'd have to involve carl and even Charles and as slutty as that made me for sleeping with all the men around us, i was ready to accept her hate because I deserved it.

However, according to Mrs Martinez, I was worth a lot and not anymore would I look down on myself or let any guy or lady in fact try to take advantage of me.

As soon as I arrived at the airport and contacted my manager, I rem