Luka pov
Even though Lazarus and I know mom wants to spend quality time with us, we’re equally weirded out about her closeness to the demon.
Lately, she’s been absent from our lives, focusing on the little ones and her five husbands. That’s right, somehow, they managed to marry Than into our family.
Don’t get me wrong, I like the guy, he’s good for mom, but it is a little weird to know so many men surround our mother and that all of them are sexually attracted to the woman who gave birth to us.
Perhaps it’s not as weird if we think about our own situation, but then again, it’s different because that’s our... well, our mom.
As soon as we step out of the building, I suck in so much air it nearly makes me dizzy. Call me a drama queen, but I needed a moment away from the madness.
Lazarus just stands at my side, his eyes closed, and hands hidden in the pockets of his jeans. While my brother is stuck in his thoughts, my eyes scan the surroundings.
Something’s off. My skin itches, and I have a feeling that someone’s watching us. Trying to appear as casual and unbothered as I can, I whisper, “Not to be the asshole who ruins amazing moments, but don’t you think it’s too quiet?”
Lazarus doesn’t react. He still looks as relaxed as he was a moment ago. Only someone who knows him would notice the vein slightly popping out of his neck as he exhales and whispers, “What do you mean?”
“I need you to act the same, don’t show any signs that you caught on something, but stay alert and look around. Like you’re looking for someone, but don’t raise suspicion. I have a feeling someone is watching us. The overall feeling here is odd, somehow off. Don’t you feel it? Eyes on you? Or am I losing my mind?” I explain.
If it were Lenox who stood next to me, the lunatic would have caught on to the suspicious activity before I did. Usually, Lazarus is the one who notices everything, but sometimes even he misses some details. Lenox, however, is one of a kind. If anyone would care about my opinion on the matter, I would claim that my youngest brother has a microchip built in his brain.
Lazarus hums, “You’re right. I didn’t pay much attention since I’m still a bit worried about Sarah and the baby. What’s our next step? Are we staying, or should we check out what exactly it is that keeps watching us?”
“Lenox is inside, so they’re safe. God save the fool who tries to get close to anything Lenox loves,
especially his child. I think it would be better if we checked the perimeter. Safety measures, brother.” My suggestion seems like the most logical thing to do, but Lazarus doesn’t seem too fond of the idea.
His eyes scan the forest line, and just in his true nature, all emotions cross his face before my brother frowns like a grumpy old fuck.
“You look like someone just gave you a fuck you for Christmas,” I laugh at my brother’s expression just to ease the tension that surrounds us.
I wish I could remind him how important it is for Laz to act casual, but some things like these aren’t under my control.
“Quit with the jokes, Luka, and start acting your age. You’re not Lenox; you don’t have a maniacal demon and creature of hell inside you, so you have no excuses for your behaviour.” Lazarus grumbles his disapproval, and I roll my eyes at his words.
I don’t need a demon or that creature to live inside me if I want to be funny. Sure, the attempt to joke came across as something Lenox would say, but we’re brothers; he’s rubbing on me.
“Alright, mister grumpy-pants, why don’t you go back inside to check on Sarah while I survey the area? You’re clearly unable to act like nothing’s going on under this amount of stress.”
By all means, my intention isn’t to offend my brother or make him feel less than he is, but Laz has to understand how important it is to avoid raising suspicion. If there really is someone watching us, it’s better if we let this someone believe we didn’t notice it.
Laz scoffs, turns around and walks back inside the building. When he does this, I feel like an absolute piece of shit since the behaviour shines through because of my actions, but hopefully, he’ll calm down and drop the act soon.
Fighting the instincts that scream I should run off and check every speck of dirt; I slide my hand into my pocket and grab my phone. As casually as possible, I pretend to scan through my contacts and stop on one just to fake hitting the call button and bring the phone to my ear.
Slowly, I walk away from the building, waiting for the imaginary call to start. After a couple of steps, I force a smile and speak out loud, “Hey, buddy, how are you doing?”
I wait a few seconds to speak again, “Yes, it’s been a while. Tell me, what’s new with you?”
By pretending to have someone on the other side of the line, I gain time while this imaginary person updates me on their life and walk closer to the forest line. Closer to where I still feel the eyes on me.
It might seem stupid for an Alpha to pretend to be a careless, unsuspecting victim, but if I want to play my cards right, I need to ensure no one notices my suspicions.
Once I get close enough, I chuckle. “That’s what she said, right? Tell me, how’s your family?”
I feel stupid speaking to myself like this, but whatever is hiding before me still stands there. Sucking in a deep breath, I take the risk and turn around, so my back is facing the enemy. It’s bait- if this something came here to attack, they won’t let the opportunity pass. Especially such an easy one that I’m literally presenting them without a struggle.
I listen in and smile. Just like I thought, there is movement; I can hear the ruffling of the leaves and feel the presence getting closer to me. One heavier step and I know what I’m supposed to do.
I let the phone fall to my feet as I spin around and extend my claw, catching the attacker by their throat mid-air. My eyes widen as I watch the struggling, enraged form. “A woman?”
Luka pov“No shit, Sherlock, a woman!” She sneers at me. All things aside, I freaking love the attitude! And I’m sure my brothers would love it too if we weren’t committed to Sarah. Arrogant women are so fun to get back in line. Though her attempts to resist me start to annoy me a little more than I’d like to admit, a smile spreads across my lips as I tighten my hold around her throat. “You know, once you’re caught, and your life lies at someone’s mercy, being a smartass isn’t the best approach to the situation.” I can’t recognise my own voice. It’s official, my younger brother is rubbing on me, and since the process has already begun, I can’t stop it. Maybe I expect more of the violent resistance and anger, but to my surprise, the woman I captured just rolls her eyes and stops struggling. She raises an eyebrow at me as if she’s expecting me to do something, but I’m not quite sure what it is. “Will you release me, or are you dead set on being an annoying asshole?” She grits her t
Sarah povThe doctors told me I shouldn’t do anything to tire myself since the labour was harsh on my body. It’ll take time for me to regain full strength and ability to do things without anyone’s help, but our beautiful girl is totally worth every moment of pain I must endure. Since the nurse took our baby to run some tests, with nothing better to do, I’ve been laying in the bed and staring at the ceiling. A hushed commotion at my room’s door catches my attention. I’m not big about listening in on someone else’s business, but I would be lying if I said that this distraction wasn’t needed. From what I can tell, there are a couple of voices, all men, but none sound like the triplets. Oddly, they sound like Seth’s husbands. I hold my breath as if that will make my hearing better, and I’ll be able to tell the whispered words apart. Needless to say, that doesn’t work. They’re talking so fast; everything mixes in a blur of voices. Turning on my side, I try to ignore the discussion tha
Luka povPanic surges through me as my eyes search our surroundings. The hopeless, always positive fool in me seeks anything that might distract Lenox, or his beast, from gutting this woman before my eyes. I know there’s no more skillful killer than my brother, and I don’t need a demonstration to agree with this statement. Lenox is the type of guy who guts someone with a look of wonder in his eyes, getting giddily and excited every time he finds another blob of blood. Atlas, yeah, he’s a case far worse than Lenox. “Atlas, listen to me, please listen to the voice of reason and don’t do this. She knows something, there must be a reason why she watched Laz and me, and why she tried to attack me. How about we get the information, and then, you get a green light for gutting her?” I offer the only reasonable outcome I see for this situation. It’s clear something’s going on behind our backs, so I fear this woman might be the only firewall between us and the secrets. Our past has proven
Sarah povI was angry. Fuming. More than ready to rip off Lenox’s head, but now, I stand leaning against Than and look at Luka’s back as he disappears into the woods. My eyes must be wider than ever, and my jaw nearly hits the ground. Of all the possible outcomes, this isn’t one I predicted. I forced Than to walk me out and find Lenox so I can give him peace of mind about his doings, but I never thought he would drive away his brother like this. During my pregnancy, we agreed we would raise the baby like a family, the child would be blessed with three amazing dads and one mom. Just like Seth and her husbands, we wanted to create an amazing family.“Lenox,” I whisper his name as a tear slides down my cheek. My bottom lip trembles, and I fear I might break down right in front of them. “Fuck, I didn’t mean to!” Lenox screams, grabbing his hair and pulling on it. We all know he’s more of an in-the-moment guy, but it’s so rare he spits out something closely as terrible as this that I
Lazarus povSo, the last twenty-four hours have been more eventful than my entire existence. What started as a quite stressful, but beautiful experience ended up in disaster. Learning that one of my brothers went missing was a hard blow, but on top of that, we have Sarah back in the hospital bed. From what I learned so far, Luka left because of something Lenox said under the influence of some mythical creature. I'd understand a walk to clear his mind and though Luka has never been one to lose his cool over something this quickly, I get why he needed some alone time. Our household has been a mess with pregnancy and uniting packs, so all of us dangled on the tip of the knife when it came to anything that might trigger our emotions. However, Luka is not one to leave and never look back. He can take a bit more time to cool off, but he always returns. Not this time apparently, and what makes the situation worse is that the trackers couldn't find him. As soon as I learned about his
Luka pov“How stupid are you?” Someone screams near me, but I don’t recognise the voice. My head pounds, the pain keeps spreading, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t open my eyes. The first instinct is to bring my hand to the back of my head, where the pain is most intense, but I can’t do even that much because it feels like my wrists are tied behind my back. “I’m not stupid!” Another new voice joins the heated argument. The stench in this place is dreadful. Worse than the cells that used to be located in my father’s old packhouse. And that was bad due to all the blood, rotten flesh and vomit of rogue invaders mixing. “You are the damn king of stupid! You must have two brain cells, and both are fighting for third place! I can’t believe you messed up such an easy task. To think I ever assumed you could manage on your own!” The first voice comes back with more aggression.I’m no stranger to useless arguments; I had many over the years with my brothers, but this one is killing me.
Luka pov“Those idiots got their hands on a few drops of venom, that’s why you can’t open your eyes. Don’t freak out just yet, it’ll take a few hours until the effect wears off, so you’re not in any immediate danger, and neither is your vision.” The stranger warns me as he carries me away from the awful stench. I’m on his back like a wounded animal, and quite frankly, I’m surprised he talked dumb and dumber into giving me to him. I don’t dare to assume that I’m safe with this man. There’s no such thing as safety around strangers and those who stood with someone who decided to kidnap me. For whatever reasons they did it, I’ll figure out who they were and have their heads handed to me.“Why are you helping me?” I ask the most important question. This man didn’t lay out his intentions when he decided to get me out of there, so I can’t trust him just yet. Especially since I can’t see where he’s taking me. “Because I’m not that thrilled about the idea of kissing my life goodbye. Come o
Lazarus povSarah was awake for all but two minutes until she fell asleep again. I wish I could gaze into her eyes for longer, but at least the doctors assured us that it’s normal to feel extremely tired in her condition. They say it’ll take a few days until she comes back to her senses completely, so for now, everything is a waiting game for us. Than walks me out of her room and stops in the hall. I shouldn’t be, but I am happy that he’s the only one of our parents left in the hospital. Mom needs to take care of our siblings and the rest of the dads are running around her like she’s a miracle. I’m not trying to say it’s a bad thing, because it’s truly wonderful, but my feelings are far too conflicted right now. A part of me wants my parents around so they could give some much-needed support, but the other part screams they shouldn’t be a part of the misery. Than’s massive palm lands on my shoulder. “It will be okay, son. She needs some rest; the baby is safe, and we will find L
Than povReturning home has never felt like this before. Not in a sense that I’ve been eagerly awaited, which obviously is the case here since everyone around me seems very pleased to see me. What I mean is the feeling that I don’t belong here anymore. It’s not about others, it’s about what has changed within me - it’s deep rooted, captivating, something that has gripped me so hard, I don’t think it will ever let me go. Seth. It has to be the change she has brought me - the sense of belongingness I have whenever I’m around her. With that woman, I feel at peace, wanted, respected and needed. With her I feel everything I don’t have here. Home, on the other hand, hasn’t changed much, if anything at all. The same dark, slimy cave walls, those same faces of the demonic creatures that surround me. I could say something has shifted, but I’m not sure if it’s more my problem than any other. “My Lord, we have been waiting for your next visit. It’s such an honor to be present when the Lord
Sarah povI feel weird. Something about me feels different, but I struggle to pin-point why and if anything has changed. A little obsessed with the need to figure out what has changed, I start by touching my arms and legs. Then, I count my fingers and toes - all intact. I can’t check if anything inside has changed without an x-ray, so I don’t focus on that possibility. A minute of me wondering passes, then three and then I don’t even know how long until I realize something. The voice in my head is gone, it has stopped haunting me, stopped screaming at me and demanding for something. “A-are you there?” I stutter as I whisper into the darkness, but there’s no answer, both from outside the cell and inside my head. “This isn’t funny. Stop messing with me and speak up,” I say, a little louder to appear like I’m challenging the thing, yet still nothing. The only thing that happens is some footsteps in the distance that I hear slowly approach me. Looks like I haven’t been as silent as
Lenox povThe little shit is persistent, that much credit I can give him. I’m not one to grant first chances, let alone second and he sure as fuck doesn’t deserve any, given he kidnapped Luka and all that. However, here I stand, becoming a better man than I ever was and changing my way. Except, the shit head isn’t taking the goddamn hint at all. Lord have mercy on my soul because I’m about to bash someone’s head in with my trusty spoon. Speaking of which, where did I put it? As I start patting down my pockets in search of my magic weapon, the damsel in distress clears his throat and starts nervously scanning the damn surroundings. “What?” I grumble, half-assedly paying attention to him. “Nothing, I’m just worried, you know,” he mutters and casts his gaze down. “Yeah, yeah,” I grunt and give up. “Where the fuck did my spoon go this time?” I shout, a little louder than intended. How am I supposed to make this sacrifice and kick the demonic asses of whatever is on the other side of
Felix pov“Go on, run. Shoo, shoo, little pet, you’re free now. Don’t make me shoot at the sky or some shit just to scare you away. That bullet will come back down and there ain’t no way in flippity flappity fuck hell I’m standing here to accidentally take myself out with it. Nope, ain’t happening.” Lenox mutters in a baby voice. First of all, this approach of his, acting as if I’m some kind of a kid is downright disrespectful. And mean. Yes, mean too. Sure, I didn’t want to follow him at the beginning, but the guy has grown on me now and I really don’t want to watch him head into danger alone. So, like any proper brainless moron, I shake my head and refuse to move for an inch. If this guy is about to die, I’m doing the same. Besides, it’s not like I have anything better to do with my life anyway - why not become an unlike hero, huh?“Come on, man,” Lenox grunts and rolls his eyes. “I’m allowing you to live and see the day your balls finally drop. Don’t take this experience from yo
Lazarus povBy the time Alister finally wakes up, I manage to do a quick trip to the car and back. I grabbed some food and blankets to cover him and in the meantime, I started a fire to warm up some food for us. Every once in a while, I glance at Ophelia and for most part, check her pulse. Babies aren’t supposed to be this calm and sleep this long - she has to eat, but instead, she’s just sleeping. When Alister stirs awake, his eyes instantly seek me out. Once our gazes meet, he flashes me a smile and something within me shatters. That is my son - the little boy who’s been forced to grow up too soon, all thanks to my inability to be the father he deserves. “Dad, why are you sad?” He asks, instantly picking up on the change in my mood. Like the selfish, scared fool I am, I just shake my head in denial. “I’m not sad, just thinking.” Wordlessy, he kicks off the blanket, gets back to his feet and walks closer to me just to plop down next to me. Again, he rests his head against my upp
Luka povLeaving Sarah in the cell has to be close to the hardest thing I have ever had to do. The pleading look on her face, the desperation and sadness in her eyes paired with her words will forever haunt me. As I move through the halls, my mind instantly kicks into the right gear. First and foremost, I need to figure out how to fix this mess and then, we can move along with whatever has to be done next. Rounding the corner, I manage to run into the man she begged me to seek for - Than. “Luka? What are you doing here?” He asks, looking like he has just been caught red-handed, doing drugs or some shit. I raise an eyebrow and remain silent, waiting for an explanation to come, but that doesn’t happen so I groan and shake my head. “I was looking for you, actually.” Than tilts his head, obviously intrigued, “why?” If I wouldn’t be in such a hurry, I would use this moment to fuck around a little, but since we don’t have time for foolish behavior, I get straight to the point. “I went
Lazarus povI have no idea how much time has passed and while I sit here, with a baby in my arms, I can’t help but feel completely fucking useless. My son is in a place I don’t trust. The baby I’m holding keeps sleeping as if she’s in a coma - no signs of life other than the obvious raising and falling of her tiny chest. My wife is locked away, parents do whatever the fuck they do and my brothers - I don’t even have any idea what is up with them both. How the fuck did we get stuck in this loop of madness? Another roar of thunder echoes around me, so I look up at the sky. Perhaps Alister is right - it really looks like the sky is raging because it demands something to be returned. Or, more precisely - someone. I pry my eyes off the sky and look back at the calmly sleeping baby. She’s a thing of beauty - perfection, no matter how long I look at her. Ophelia looks like a mix of Sarah and Lenox, in a way, as if mother nature gifted her the best parts from each parent. At one point, I
Lenox pov“You can’t be serious,” my sidekick gasps. “N-no, y-you just c-can’t,” he starts stuttering as his hand grabs my upper arm and he tries to pull me back. Too bad he doesn’t realise that his strength has nothing on me. No matter how much he tries to hold me back - he simply doesn’t have it in him to stop me. Ever. No army has stopped me before and I don’t plan on changing that. “I’ve made up my mind, my beautiful mutt. Come on, let’s go, we have no time to waste,” I flash him the weakest smile. Truth be told, I don’t want to do this. Really, I don’t. But, by putting my priorities where they really should be, I save them all. And then, the downside is that I’m willingly missing out on my daughter’s future. I won’t be there for her first word, first steps and first milestones. “Totally worth it for as long as we ensure she has a future.” Atlas grumbles. I can’t help but agree with him. “You crazy bastard!” My sidekick snarls. “How can you give up on everything you have? D
Felix povOkay, I might have underestimated how far those bloody shadow forests are. Seriously, it’s already getting dark and I feel like I have been walking for years. It doesn’t help that everything in this part of the forest is starting to merge into one, big mess. I can’t keep track of the times I already tripped on something and I keep doing the same nearly every two steps I take. “Lenox Vincent, where are you? Come here and grab your death tools, I’m tired,” I hiss under my breath but still push forward. If he is already there, doing whatever a crazy person does in the middle of a creepy forest, he needs me to get there as soon as possible. I’m not sure when I changed my opinion of him as someone I need to escape to someone I need to reach as fast as I can, but that doesn’t matter. What does is he can’t do without his tools, the same things I’m carrying around. After another time of nearly kissing the ground, I stop and lean against the tree to rest a little. The water is g