Chapter 39

Alyssa

I wake up naked and sandwiched between King and Niko, my body still humming with the aftershocks of what just happened. My skin feels hot from where their bodies press against mine, and it's so much nicer than I thought it would. Before I passed out, King cleaned me off while Niko stroked my hair, whispering how much of a good girl I was. But now, staring up at the ceiling, all I can think is: what the fuck is wrong with me?

I loved every second of it. I'm not going to lie to myself about that. But isn't it wrong that I did? What kind of woman gets off on being double-teamed by two men, especially when they're her brother's best friends?

I'm a fucking mess. There's no other explanation. I just gave one man a blowjob while the destroyed my vagina. What would my mother think if she could see me now? Probably shaking her head from wherever she is, disappointed and wondering where she went wrong. And what will Gray think when he finds out?

No. He can't find out. He'd kill them. No