Ava p.o.vSunlight peered through the window glaring at me, I could feel the harshness of the sun light even through closed eyes waking me from my not so peaceful sleep.Groaning, I sat up. I was both physically and emotionally exhausted as I was unable to have any sleep till 2am, before I was pulled into deep sleep allowing me only a few hours of sleep.The only thing I was happy about from my lack of sleep last night, was the fact that I have planned my revenge very well and I'm pretty sure I'm so going to enjoy it. It's going to be quite a scene.Stretching my stiff and tired limbs, a yawn left my mouth. My gaze fell on Vince side of the bed which was completely untouched since I'm not one those that rolls around while sleeping, confirming the predicted and childish behavior from their kind of species. He didn't came to bed last night, though I didn't expected that act from Vince but it's wasn't surprising either.Rolling my eyes, I climbed down but flinched when my feet meet the
Ava p.o.v"I got your pills replaced." He repeats, the words were spoke with guilt but no remorse or regret, my eyes widen and my body posture straighten in shock.I studied his expressionless face searching for any hint of lie but didn't find one."I said I got your pills replaced." He repeats as he impatiently awaits my reaction. And believe me, I wanted to yell at him, fight with him but surprisingly I remain mute. I can feel the dormat anger building inside of me, pushing at me to unleash it.My period was supposed to be due by on Sunday and I'm very much certain it's not coming, because my unreasonable husband has just unashamedly confessed to have been changing my birth control pills.I'm boiling with rage, and it needs to be let out before it turns in tears."For fucksake, Ava! Say something, anything and react please" His hands fly to his face rubbing at it in frustration.I didn't bother to reason anything because there is absolutely nothing to reason about in this situation.
Ava p.o.vTricia wasn't home when I get here, so I let myself in since I still have my keys and make my way to my old room. After sitting on the bed for sometime, I finally drag myself up and enter the bathroom to have a long shower.I stayed under the hot spray, running the sponge absentmindedly all over my body but paused when I reach my stomach.I didn't feel anything special, rather I felt devoid of emotion. There wasn't any motherly instinct that took over me to caress my tummy fondly. I have never given much thought to motherhood, I'm way too young for it and I have my college courses to concentrate on.This is my life, and decisions shouldn't be made for me but he does. He has absolutely no right to do this, he has no right to dictate my life yet that's what he always do. He always trample all over me with his overbearing, unreasonable and difficult ways and I had always let him have his ways.I have fight him on many occasions but he mostly gets his way.Not this one though, I
Ava p.o.vI woke up to voices yellings in a distance, it was dull so I ignored it at first and went back to sleep snuggling deeper into the warmth of the bed. I groan annoyed when the yelling drew near my room, I yawn and stretch out my suddenly aching bones back to position. I'm still feeling sleepy and want nothing more than to give into the sleep."Move Girl! I know she's in there." My eyes snapped open, that voice was familiar. It's was Vince's. But how was that possible, how did he know where I am. He sounds angry from the way his voice seethe."No! She doesn't appreciate seeing you right now, when she's ready she'll come back to you." Tricia affirms in my defense. I sat up abruptly, immediately regretting it as dizziness hits me almost making a wave of nausea swept over.But I pushed it down, now is not the time to feel nauseous and satisfy Vince intention for me. I need to stop Tricia before she gets herself into Vince bad side, Although Tricia is a brave and fearless girl but
Ava p.o.vI woke up with a start, rushing to the toilet and emptying the entire contents of my stomach. That has been my morning routine since on Saturday, waking up and vomiting my guts out.It's frustrating and tiring."Mom are you okay" Marco ask worried, rubbing gently on my back and keeping my hair out of my face.I smile at him but before I could assure him that I'm fine a bile rise in my throat, I threw up everything that was left in my stomach. I was left breathless feeling like I would pass out any second."Mommy, we should call Dad. You look sick he can take you to the hospital." Marco panicked trying to lift me up to my feet. I held his trembling hands and give him a reassuring smile."Marco love, I'm fine and I will go see a doctor, but I have to take you to school first." He nods. I dread today, since it's Monday and I have to go for my test, I can reschedule but the sooner the better.After a while I felt that I won't be throwing up again and I had gathered my strength,
Ava p.ov.Time went by swiftly right now, we are sitting in the waiting room in the hospital waiting for my name to be called, I fidgets with my nails."Calm down will you. You're making me anxious too." Tricia placed a hands over mine stopping my fidgeting."I can't, I'm too nervous." I breath out shakily.I picked up a magazine from the table in front of us to distract myself, I mindlessly flickers the pages not really reading it. I came across an article expressing agruements for and against abortion.They were stating the negative effects of abortion on the female population, and how it's has lead to many deaths.I threw the magazine back on the table, I scoff folding my arms over my chest. I'm not going to change my mind and most definitely not over some agruements."Why the long face." Tricia look between me and the magazine on the table."I saw an article against termination." I reply with a snort."You are not going to change your mind, are you?" I know Tricia does not support
Ava p.o.vThe silence was deadly and tense, I couldn't bring myself to break the silence or move a finger. I'm worried about what must be going on in Vince mind.why is he so silent.My eyes averted to anywhere but his face, I fear that what I might see on his face would force me to spill out the truth. I squirm under his heated gaze, he didn't bought my lie. I can feel it in his stare."Lies!" He finally spoke, breaking the tense air and confirming my thoughts. "You're lying." He spoke confidently. It's was as if he can tell that I'm truly lying.His eyes are dark and daring, challenging me to deny it. He grip the sink with both hands caging me in his space. I have to come up with something to convince him that I'm not lying, or he will suggest taking me to his doctor and I loathe that."I'm not.....""Don't! Don't you dare lie to my face." He snapped interrupting me. I would be lying if I say I'm not scared right now, I want to tell him I'm pregnant but something seems to be stoppin
Ava p.o.vI came out the hospital into the cool evening breeze, causing a chill to run down my spine. I braced myself and rubbing my palms over my arms trying to get rid of the shivers, I'm suddenly feeling cold but it's nothing I can't handle.I needed to be alone.To absorb my current situation, I have to think through everything and to be able to do that I have to alone and not under any pressure.But the heavy and quick footsteps sounding from behind me tells me otherwise. I sighed irritated, why must he follow me. Why can't he just leave me be, I need a few hours alone but with a overbearing and hard head husband like Vince I can't have that luxury.I know I've been away from him for some days, and although it's was against his wish, he still gave me space but not anymore. He won't rest until I give up run back into his ever waiting arms."Leave me alone." I hissed at him as he pulled me by my arms, he turned me to face him. I look away refusing to look at him, I struggle to free