Silence enveloped the room once more as Ivan understood that the man was waiting for him to reach a higher level of desire. A level that would have him begging for the man to take him to heaven.
"Are you ready for more?" asked the man, his voice trembling. "Would you like me to slide another finger into your pussy? You know, I don't like calling it a hole when it comes to you. I prefer calling it pussy, my pussy.""Please," Ivan moaned, closing his eyes and complying with the desperate request. "More. Give me more.""I would do anything for you," the man whispered just before his hot breath caressed Ivan's sensitive area. Holding his breath, Ivan anticipated the touch of the man's tongue on his testicle. Unable to wait any longer as the pleasure surged within him, Ivan thrust his hips up, pressing his hole against the man's lips.The man silently urged Ivan to let go, to release himself against his lips, his teeth. Ivan's body strained to reach the pinnacle, and with each thrust against the man's hot wet tongue, the man's fingers relentlessly thrusting, Ivan dove into an earth-shattering orgasm like never before.Every inch of his body trembled under the onslaught of pleasure. Finally, the man poised above him, his hazel eyes burning with desire, his jet-black hair partially obscuring his face, making it difficult for Ivan to see him clearly, even from such a close distance. Yet, Ivan knew who he was. He felt so familiar, yet very strange. The body he had once known felt strange. His perfume invaded his nostrils, that familiar perfume that had been his favorite ever since he had recommended it to him.Like a colossal figure, he hovered over Ivan, who felt as fragile as a delicate flower in his presence. This familiar man, who had been invading Ivan's dreams for the past two months without any explanation, possessed undeniable power. His aura commanded attention, one that Ivan had never felt or witnessed before.Looking up at him, Ivan noticed his sharply defined jaw, the sharpest he had ever seen. It seemed capable of slicing through paper effortlessly. His plump, powerful lips were curved like a bow, enticing and red. Ivan longed to taste them, and so he lifted his head to kiss the man. However, the man skillfully averted it, allowing it to land on his cheek.Drawing one taut nipple into his mouth, the man pressed the thick head of his penis against Ivan's wet and open core, causing Ivan to arch in anticipation."Not so fast," he murmured, as he engaged in a savage kiss with Ivan, fulfilling Ivan's desires and rendering him breathless, as if it were his birthright. It was evident that the man possessed ownership over Ivan, his body, and soul. They both understood this truth.Ivan yearned for nothing more than for the man to thrust his hardness into his tight hole, to ravage him with intensity and strength, leading to an explosive climax.His thumb caressed Ivan's nipples, simultaneously pinching them, which caused Ivan's legs to spread wider, revealing his drenched state to the man's intense gaze.Drawing closer to Ivan, the man sensually sucked on Ivan's sensitive hole, his lips sealing tightly around the dark entrance, making Ivan question if he was even breathing. Ivan screamed, writhing on the bed, unable to touch the man as he tightened his grip on Ivan's nipples. Afterwards, he continued to suck, bite, and flick along Ivan's testicles. Ivan observed his cum soaking the man's chin, witnessing the most erotic scene he had ever encountered. The man eagerly consumed it, licking and ensuring that Ivan was thoroughly cleansed with his hot tongue. However, instead of quenching Ivan's desire, this act only heightened his arousal. He released Ivan's legs, taking off the shackles from his ankles. "Place your legs on my shoulders," the man commanded, patiently waiting for Ivan to comply, causing Ivan's legs to spread even further apart. Moaning, Ivan felt the man's relentless sucking, tormenting his sacred spot and awakening all of his desires. "Your sweet essence is absolutely irresistible, Ivan. I cannot stop tasting and exploring you over and over again," the man murmured before sealing their lips together, allowing Ivan a taste of himself. His hands firmly squeezed Ivan's buttocks, meeting him halfway, while his sizable erection pressed forcefully against Ivan, asserting his dominance through a captivating kiss that sent shivers through Ivan's entire body. And this time, Ivan was on the brink of release, so close, so very close... The reverberation of the blaring alarm filled the room, jolting Ivan from his submerged fantasy. The bed sheets beneath him clung damply to his twisted body, with his arms elevated above his head and legs splayed provocatively.It was precisely the position in which he found himself restrained in his vivid erotic dream. A wave of disappointment enveloped him, as he realized that it was merely another explicit iteration of the recurrent desire that had seized control of him for the past two months. That enigmatic man.Here he was, lying with Ivan. Engaging in uninhibited and fervent lovemaking that encompassed all the taboo acts Ivan could never confess to desiring in reality. Yet, within the realm of his arms, Ivan knew it would be an extraordinary and sublime experience.After weeks of longing, there was but one thing Ivan yearned for: why couldn't his dream progress to the moment when the man actually penetrated him? The point where he claimed Ivan entirely as his own. For then, at least, Ivan believed that he would truly comprehend what it felt like to be intertwined with him even in his dreams. To have himself be intimately connected with him. However, Ivan was acutely aware that enduring the absence of this man, even within his dreams, and his desire not fulfilled was the price he must pay for what he had inflicted upon Shawn Maddox ten years ago during college.He recalled how he had taunted Shawn with his purity, never giving in, pushing him away and freaking out, declaring his love for him, asking for some person moments to think about them, only to choose to court Chloe throughout their college days until they broke up, having caught her fucking Liam, who would without thinking twice eagerly put his penis inside anything in a skirt. Ivan had remained undecided of what to do.He exhaled softly as he rubbed his face, glad that Serah had not returned from the night out with her best friend. He could not describe how it would be if Serah had walked in and seen him in that position. Ivan was not ready to come up with an emergency lie. He remembered this man, who had fallen hopelessly and madly in love with him.The man who was ready to do anything to have him in his life, the man he had brutally rejected without a single thought, the man who has now invaded his sleep every nights, stirring up every emotions and longings he once thought was bur
A strange sensation surged through his body, causing him to tremble at the mere thought of seeing Shawn again, this time in person. Most of his encounters with Shawn had been through magazine pages. Secretly, he had been following Shawn's online presence using an anonymous account. He had even mustered the courage to reach out to Shawn, asking if he would be interested in meeting or talking.When he caught a glimpse of Shawn the first time after five years, Ivan's mouth began to water, driven by a strong curiosity to find out what he had been up to since college.From just looking at his picture to closely watching his numerous televised interviews, it was undeniable that Shawn had a commanding presence. Standing tall at an impressive height, he emitted an aura of confidence and charm. His piercing deep blue eyes, highlighted by well-groomed dark eyebrows, sharp jaw, and his jet black hair styled to perfection seemed to hold a spark of ambition, determination, and something else that
For Ivan, it was both a sense of right and wrong. It felt incorrect to lead Sara on when his feelings for her were not based on sincere love, yet it felt appropriate to seize the opportunity before him with wisdom.Ivan had made a vow to never hurt Sera in any way, but instead to provide her with abundant care and attention. As time passed after proposing to her, which she eagerly said Yes to, he gradually realized that what he felt for her was not mere likeness, but rather a sincere blossoming of love for Sera Grayson. However, everything changed on that fateful evening when he received a message that would completely upend his life, reopening a chapter he had believed to be closed forever. The moment Sera laid eyes on that message, and read it out loud, Ivan ceased to be the Ivan he had been two years prior to when he had known Sera. This time, he transformed into the Ivan he once was during his college days."Pardon me, did you say something?" Ivan inquired, this time looking dir
Before Ivan knew what was happening, Shawn's lips collided with his in a fierce kiss that shook him to the core. His tongue found entrance into Ivan's mouth as he sweetly kissed and dominated him.Ivana stood motionless, everything came to a halt, with wide eyes open in shock, feeling Shawn's soft, yet dominating lips on him.Coming back to his senses, Ivan pushed Shawn away from him. His palm collided with Shawn's cheek in a resounding slap that left the side of Shawn's face red from the impact."You disgust me," Ivana told him, turned around, and walked out.That was the last time he ever set his eyes on Shawn. He never saw him until they graduated from college. Now, tonight, he would be coming face to face with Shawn, in the flesh.Everything he had feared for so long, everything he regretted was coming back to slap him in the face tonight. Maybe this time if he faced his mistakes, he prayed silently, he could finally recover.Ivan cleared his throat slightly. He gave Sera a small
Ivan's blood grew cold. He knew who Madeline was talking about, even though the desperation to crane his neck and look at shawn rose within him. Ivan couldn't summon the courage to meet his gaze. He looked at Madeline, who was already looking at him, and then at Shawn, standing and doing God knows what, and being in God knows which location.Ivan could feel his hand trembling as he held the champagne glass, even though he had been drinking since the reunion party started. Suddenly, his throat became dry. This time around, he didn't need to gulp down a champagne but something strong, something capable of calming his tense nerves.Madeline patted his shoulder softly and walked past him, obviously going over to Shawn. Ivan shakily exhaled as he slowly turned, and his eyes landed on Shawn. But he couldn't help but notice the very handsome blonde man standing close to him, giving Shawn a sweet smile that made Ivan's stomach churn.He realized Shawn hadn't come alone to the party, he came w
Shawn unexpectedly lost his breath. He was even more handsome now than he had been in college, manly fair, and as prim and proper as usual. But the raw need in his eyes drew him to Ivan like a moth to a flame.Ten years had passed since that day in the locker room when he had caught Ivan, who told him he was not gay and would never be one, swapping spit with Alexander Stroviv. He had fooled himself into believing Ivan was straight, as he had endlessly said, and that he was pushing too much. He hated the fact that he had thought he had freaked out Ivan, wanting him to do things he never wanted and had decided to take it slow or back out. Begging to be kissed by Ivan, to touch him, to hug him, Ivan had rejected him, pushed him away, threatened him, called him all sort of hurtful names, Yet, he was in the boy's locker room, going hot with Alexander, an image even after ten years, Shawn hadn't forgotten about it.Still, wanting to be with Ivan was instinctual. Like jumping out of a tenth
Just like he had felt ten years ago, Shawn felt a pang of hurt and pain seeing Ivan making out with the woman he was sure was his fiancée. He hated that he felt this way with just one action from Ivan; this wasn't the new plan. The supposed plan was to ignore Ivan throughout the party, pretend he wasn't there, flaunt his fake boyfriend in his face unbothered, and head back to France like he never came. But it now looked as though the opposite was happening. Instead, it's Ivan flaunting his fiancée right in his face, kissing her passionately, knowing he might be watching, and fuck yes! He had been watching.He had been watching Ivan's every move ever since he laid eyes on him.He had been watching the way he smiled, his dimples appearing cutely on his cheeks.He had been watching the way he held the champagne glass. Heck! A silly thought had crossed his mind, hoping it was his cock Ivan was gripping that way instead."Get a grip of yourself, Shawn Maddox," he chastised himself, hating
"Thanks," he muttered softly, taking the glass of scotch from Shawn.They spent what felt like hours on end sipping and not saying a word. Even though Ivan yearned to hear Shawn's voice, his increasing madness stemmed from his desperate desire for Shawn to say anything, whatever it may be. Even if Shawn had nothing to contribute, Ivan hoped he would engage in conversation about the party or the drinks.Looking directly at Shawn felt daunting, prompting Ivan to swiftly gulp down the remains of his drink, forcing it down his throat and clearing his throat in anticipation of Shawn's response.Meanwhile, Shawn struggled to maintain composure externally, but internally, he was shaking. Standing next to him, Ivan's physical presence was palpable, as was the familiar scent of cologne that Shawn still realized had become Ivan's favorite. While discreetly sipping his drink, Shawn fought to conceal his trembling hand.He pondered what was going through Ivan's mind at that moment. Hoping he wou
Groaning softly as he felt Ivan thrusting, receiving him eagerly."You know I could go on and on fucking you tonight" Shawn told him, his breathing accelerated as he buckled his hip forward, thrusting harder into Ivan's tightness."Then don't stop, because I want all of you tonight and ever" Ivan reaponded. As their earth-shattering orgasm ended and their bodies gradually returned to normal, Shawn, still resting on Ivan, gently shifted and rolled over beside him. He laid his back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling, a small triumphant smile on his face that he unsuccessfully tried to hide as Ivan shifted beside him, turning to look at him."Why are you smiling?" Ivan asked, his own smile spreading as he watched Shawn bite his lower lip and turn to face him.Shawn looked at Ivan with a mixture of love and admiration. He had never felt this amazed after sex before. "What just happened was amazing. This is the best night of my life," he told Ivan, softly caressing his face.Ivan's
Shawn acted according to his will, slowly withdrawing his raging erection from Ivan's tightness. They both knew they were not finished. He released the handcuffs from his hands and the ones from his legs, and what Ivan witnessed nearly took his breath away. Shawn looked at him with an animalistic lustful stare that sent his body humming with desire. Ivan's eyes traveled down to Shawn's cock; his mouth watered at the sight of it. It stood strong, proudly out of Shawn's body: veiny, long, and throbbing. Shawn watched him looking at his impressive erection; a small smile appeared on his lips. "Like what you see?" He teased Ivan, who locked eyes with him, his darkened eyes filled with hunger and passion. "Fuck yes," he responded, moistening his lips with his tongue. This small act drove Shawn over the edge. Every small act of Ivan drove him with mad desire, from the sound of his moans, to his mouth, his hand, the way his body responded. Everything tonight made Shawn's body scream for
"Yeah, I'm just speechless. I still can't believe you are right here, bound and exposed, waiting to be fucked..." Ivan's body jerked in response to Shawn's caress. "You are incredibly beautiful, Sugar—perfect," whispered Shawn, his lips tenderly grazing Ivan's supple skin. As he ascended onto the bed, Shawn drew closer to Ivan, his breath caressing his face. "You want me to fuck you even when engaged to Sera?. You're begging for my cock right here, while Sera might be worried sick at home, wondering where her soon-to-be husband is? You're right here, naked on my bed, your cock throbbing for me when you're one month into walking down the aisle with your wife. You want me to fuck you until you can't sit properly tomorrow morning. Is this what you really want, Ivan?" Shawn asked, his lips caressing Ivan's lips as he waited for answers."I don't mind being vulnerable before you, Shawn. I want you badly and I am not shameless about it. Yes, this is what I want. Will you fuck me now or rele
Tears ran down Ivan's cheeks. It feels amazing to feel Shawn's mouth on his penis. His tongue, teeth, and lips gripping, sucking, nibbling, and massaging him. His testicles are full, crying for release. The tip of his penis is weeping more and more precum as Shawn licks him, massages his testicles, strokes his anus, and hits his prostate.Shawn can feel Ivan getting close. This isn't the time for Ivan to orgasm yet. He needs to be penetrated before experiencing release. As Shawn removes his mouth from Ivan's penis and leaves the bed, Ivan's eyelids flutter open in curiosity. Observing Shawn's movements, he watches as Shawn ventures into the walk-in closet and returns with an object that leaves him speechless.He had never been involved in something like this before, and the thought of doing it for the first time with no one other than Shawn makes his heart pound loudly in his chest and his throat dry.In Shawn's possession are two handcuffs and a scarf. Ivan meets his gaze, which burn
"Fuck! Fuck! Shawn!" Ivan cried out Shawn's name in pure pleasure as Shawn redirected his attention to his yearning, tight pussy without mercy, longing to be licked. Longing to be fucked.With a swift motion, Shawn turned Ivan around to face him, hungrily crashing his lips onto Ivan's soft mouth, engaging in a taste of their shared intimacy. Ivan greedily sucked on Shawn's hard mouth like a man dying and ready to quench his thirst. He loved the taste of him on Shawn's mouth, wanting more and more. Gradually slowing down, Shawn's mouth found its way to his neck, nibbling on his skin, licking and kissing every part of Ivan's. His tongue grazed all over Ivan's subtle chin, loving the slightly rough area of his jaw. His mouth found Ivan's lips again as he kissed him with every ounce of love and starvation.Shawn shifted his kisses downwards, trailing from Ivan's lips to his chest, enveloping his erect nipples with his mouth, skillfully caressing them with his hot tongue until they became
Shawn enveloped Ivan in his arms, Ivan buried his head in Shawn's shoulder as a blush spread across his face. This is the closest he had been to Shawn, and it feels so amazing being in Shawn's warm and strong embrace.His cheeks turned red as he never expected to see Shawn half naked, pressed onto his body, inhaling his sweet and manly fragrance of his skin. Ivan felt Shawn smell him, inhale him deeply, and bury his face in his hair. His heart warmed, and swarms of butterflies flooded his lower belly as Shawn pressed his hip against Ivan, making him feel his growing erection.As Ivan broke free from the embrace and took a step back as he had felt a hardness against his groin. His eyes widened when he saw Shawn's fully erect penis in his boxer, and a blush appeared on Ivan's face when he understood the cause of it.Shawn's palms became sweaty as he tried to brush them against his boxers. It was shameful to stand in front of Ivan with a massive erection he couldn't hide, yet he seemed t
It hurt to look at Ivan for the last time. It feels as though a hot knife is being pushed and twisted into his belly. It brings tears to Shawn's eyes. Shawn looks up, trying not to let the tears spill down."Sera is perfect. You both are the perfect couple. I don't think you should leave her. Go on and get married. I will be out of your life forever," Shawn says, exhaling shakily.Ivan's eyes water as he walks slowly over to Shawn. It kills him to see Shawn this way. Fate has been cruel to them, hurting them in no small way. If Shawn had appeared three or five years ago, they would not be in this position.He gently touches Shawn's shoulder, and a wave of sadness washes over him. Sobs gradually rack his entire body as he rests his head on Shawn's back. Ivan's sob grows louder as he holds onto Shawn tightly. His body shakes with the intensity of the heartache he feels.Why is everything turning out the other way round? Why isn't his dream actually coming to reality? In his dream, Shawn
The smile on Sarah's face disappeared immediately. She looked over to Ivan, who gave her an expressionless look as he returned his attention on the food in front of him. This time, he had no appetite to eat. "Oh really? How far back does that go?" She asked Shawn, the smile appearing on her face again."Obviously you saw me at the party. We both attended the same college. We are friends, I assume," Shawn chuckled softly as his eyes moved from Sarah to Ivan. He realized Ivan was already looking at him."You are right..." Sarah chuckled. "You both attended college together. Silly me. I was expecting to see your fiancé with you tonight. Don't tell me Shawn Maddox is single. I will never, ever believe it," Sarah chuckled as she watched Shawn's expression.Shawn chuckled as he looked at Ivan and then at Sarah. "Love is not on the table for me. I don't think that's important for me at this moment""And why is that? If I may ask" Sera responded. " When you realize you can't trust anyone wh
The sun was beginning its descent on the horizon, casting a warm golden hue across the quiet suburban neighborhood. As evening approached, the air became thick with tension, an unspoken current that could be felt by anyone within its grasp. Among the neatly lined houses stood a beautiful, white picket-fenced abode, the epitome of domestic tranquility.Inside, the atmosphere was laden with unease that clung to the walls like a heavy fog. Ivan had been restless ever since evening was approaching. Shawn would be walking into the apartment a few minutes from now. This would be the second time he would be seeing Shawn within 48 hours. It feels so real that it physically makes him feel sick. Sick of pretending he didn't want Shawn, sick of pretending to Sera, sick of what Shawn had asked him to do.As Sera walked toward the dining table, putting things in order for Shawn's arrival, she couldn't help but notice Ivan's tense mood. She furrowed her brow as she watched him. "Honey bunny, are yo