Shawn gave Sera a clueless look as to what exactly she was talking about. He obviously hadn't met her, not even once, and he could swear on anything that he had not slept with her. It's not like he could vividly recognize the women he had slept with; she looked unfamiliar. There was no point in trying to rack his brain as to when and where she must have met him.Sera was still smiling and looking at Shawn. Suddenly, she realized the lost look on his face. "Oh. You might not really recognize me. We only met once during the company's dinner in the Netherlands. Your dad is also a partner in my dad's company. He introduced us. Do you now remember?" she asked, hoping there would be a flicker of remembrance in his face, but there was nothing.Shawn gave her an apologetic smile. "I am deeply sorry. Trust me, my father introduced me to a lot of his business partners and their inheritor, and I have lost count. I am glad to meet you for real, and I hope our partnership grows stronger. I would l
Shawn hastened his steps as he walked out of the hall, away from everyone and especially away from Ivan. He hated everything about tonight, it was like a worse nightmare, just like the ones he has every other night, the dreams he had tried to get rid of, and decided to confront the invader today in person, only for the wound to be reopened. Fresh. Bleeding.Ivan had not changed, not even for a minute.Does Ivan have any idea that he invades his dreams at night?Does the fucking liar have any idea that he hasn't stopped thinking about him even for once?And here he was, desperately kissing him and saying he doesn't like men.He had been a fool all along, a fool to think Ivan would have changed, to be bold enough to face his truth, not hiding like the coward he had been ten years ago.Shawn exhaled as he let the tears he had been holding back drop. He loosened the two upper buttons of his shirt as it felt as though it was choking him. Everything about tonight was choking him. The party
Ivan reached out, but rejection swept all over him as Shawn moved backward, not wanting him to touch him, Ivan's hand trembling, desperate to touch the one person who still held his heart captive. "Shawn, Alex, and I were never a thing in the first place. I never knew he was into boys and also liked me, we were just talking and he kissed me, I was too shocked to stop it until you came. You never gave me a chance to talk about it. You looked at me with anger and disgust, avoided me like a plague. That kiss opened my eyes and made me think things differently. It's my fault, I'm going to admit it, it's always been about me, about the paths I've been too terrified to tread. Dammit! I missed the little moment we had."The vulnerability in Ivan's voice mirrored Shawn's own, shattering the walls they had built between them. The magnetism that had drawn them together in their youth was stronger than ever, demanding their reconciliation. As if by an unspoken command, Ivan closed the physical
A small moan escaped Ivan's lips as Shawn's hot tongue touched his skin, armies of goosebumps erupted on every part of his skin, his heart pounded fiercely in his chest. The anticipation was killing him; the thought of someone walking towards their direction sent his nerves into overdrive."Shawn, stop," Ivan cried softly as Shawn bit down on the hollow of his neck. His tongue licked the exact spot he had just bitten."You haven't answered me yet," Shawn responded, his breath ragged, his eyes filled with fiery lust, hunger, and revenge. His hand grabbed Ivan's erection in a firm grip, massaging it until it got hard as iron. "Answer me, Ivan. Tell me to walk away, and this will be the last time you ever set your eyes on me."Ivan closed his eyes, his lips opened in a perfect O, his face displaying the sensations Shawn's expertly hands were giving him. His cock throb with need, precum weeping from it's tip "Don't stop, please," Ivan begged, buckling his hips towards Shawn. Soft cries of
The sun was beginning its descent on the horizon, casting a warm golden hue across the quiet suburban neighborhood. As evening approached, the air became thick with tension, an unspoken current that could be felt by anyone within its grasp. Among the neatly lined houses stood a beautiful, white picket-fenced abode, the epitome of domestic tranquility.Inside, the atmosphere was laden with unease that clung to the walls like a heavy fog. Ivan had been restless ever since evening was approaching. Shawn would be walking into the apartment a few minutes from now. This would be the second time he would be seeing Shawn within 48 hours. It feels so real that it physically makes him feel sick. Sick of pretending he didn't want Shawn, sick of pretending to Sera, sick of what Shawn had asked him to do.As Sera walked toward the dining table, putting things in order for Shawn's arrival, she couldn't help but notice Ivan's tense mood. She furrowed her brow as she watched him. "Honey bunny, are yo
The smile on Sarah's face disappeared immediately. She looked over to Ivan, who gave her an expressionless look as he returned his attention on the food in front of him. This time, he had no appetite to eat. "Oh really? How far back does that go?" She asked Shawn, the smile appearing on her face again."Obviously you saw me at the party. We both attended the same college. We are friends, I assume," Shawn chuckled softly as his eyes moved from Sarah to Ivan. He realized Ivan was already looking at him."You are right..." Sarah chuckled. "You both attended college together. Silly me. I was expecting to see your fiancé with you tonight. Don't tell me Shawn Maddox is single. I will never, ever believe it," Sarah chuckled as she watched Shawn's expression.Shawn chuckled as he looked at Ivan and then at Sarah. "Love is not on the table for me. I don't think that's important for me at this moment""And why is that? If I may ask" Sera responded. " When you realize you can't trust anyone wh
It hurt to look at Ivan for the last time. It feels as though a hot knife is being pushed and twisted into his belly. It brings tears to Shawn's eyes. Shawn looks up, trying not to let the tears spill down."Sera is perfect. You both are the perfect couple. I don't think you should leave her. Go on and get married. I will be out of your life forever," Shawn says, exhaling shakily.Ivan's eyes water as he walks slowly over to Shawn. It kills him to see Shawn this way. Fate has been cruel to them, hurting them in no small way. If Shawn had appeared three or five years ago, they would not be in this position.He gently touches Shawn's shoulder, and a wave of sadness washes over him. Sobs gradually rack his entire body as he rests his head on Shawn's back. Ivan's sob grows louder as he holds onto Shawn tightly. His body shakes with the intensity of the heartache he feels.Why is everything turning out the other way round? Why isn't his dream actually coming to reality? In his dream, Shawn
Shawn enveloped Ivan in his arms, Ivan buried his head in Shawn's shoulder as a blush spread across his face. This is the closest he had been to Shawn, and it feels so amazing being in Shawn's warm and strong embrace.His cheeks turned red as he never expected to see Shawn half naked, pressed onto his body, inhaling his sweet and manly fragrance of his skin. Ivan felt Shawn smell him, inhale him deeply, and bury his face in his hair. His heart warmed, and swarms of butterflies flooded his lower belly as Shawn pressed his hip against Ivan, making him feel his growing erection.As Ivan broke free from the embrace and took a step back as he had felt a hardness against his groin. His eyes widened when he saw Shawn's fully erect penis in his boxer, and a blush appeared on Ivan's face when he understood the cause of it.Shawn's palms became sweaty as he tried to brush them against his boxers. It was shameful to stand in front of Ivan with a massive erection he couldn't hide, yet he seemed t
Groaning softly as he felt Ivan thrusting, receiving him eagerly."You know I could go on and on fucking you tonight" Shawn told him, his breathing accelerated as he buckled his hip forward, thrusting harder into Ivan's tightness."Then don't stop, because I want all of you tonight and ever" Ivan reaponded. As their earth-shattering orgasm ended and their bodies gradually returned to normal, Shawn, still resting on Ivan, gently shifted and rolled over beside him. He laid his back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling, a small triumphant smile on his face that he unsuccessfully tried to hide as Ivan shifted beside him, turning to look at him."Why are you smiling?" Ivan asked, his own smile spreading as he watched Shawn bite his lower lip and turn to face him.Shawn looked at Ivan with a mixture of love and admiration. He had never felt this amazed after sex before. "What just happened was amazing. This is the best night of my life," he told Ivan, softly caressing his face.Ivan's
Shawn acted according to his will, slowly withdrawing his raging erection from Ivan's tightness. They both knew they were not finished. He released the handcuffs from his hands and the ones from his legs, and what Ivan witnessed nearly took his breath away. Shawn looked at him with an animalistic lustful stare that sent his body humming with desire. Ivan's eyes traveled down to Shawn's cock; his mouth watered at the sight of it. It stood strong, proudly out of Shawn's body: veiny, long, and throbbing. Shawn watched him looking at his impressive erection; a small smile appeared on his lips. "Like what you see?" He teased Ivan, who locked eyes with him, his darkened eyes filled with hunger and passion. "Fuck yes," he responded, moistening his lips with his tongue. This small act drove Shawn over the edge. Every small act of Ivan drove him with mad desire, from the sound of his moans, to his mouth, his hand, the way his body responded. Everything tonight made Shawn's body scream for
"Yeah, I'm just speechless. I still can't believe you are right here, bound and exposed, waiting to be fucked..." Ivan's body jerked in response to Shawn's caress. "You are incredibly beautiful, Sugar—perfect," whispered Shawn, his lips tenderly grazing Ivan's supple skin. As he ascended onto the bed, Shawn drew closer to Ivan, his breath caressing his face. "You want me to fuck you even when engaged to Sera?. You're begging for my cock right here, while Sera might be worried sick at home, wondering where her soon-to-be husband is? You're right here, naked on my bed, your cock throbbing for me when you're one month into walking down the aisle with your wife. You want me to fuck you until you can't sit properly tomorrow morning. Is this what you really want, Ivan?" Shawn asked, his lips caressing Ivan's lips as he waited for answers."I don't mind being vulnerable before you, Shawn. I want you badly and I am not shameless about it. Yes, this is what I want. Will you fuck me now or rele
Tears ran down Ivan's cheeks. It feels amazing to feel Shawn's mouth on his penis. His tongue, teeth, and lips gripping, sucking, nibbling, and massaging him. His testicles are full, crying for release. The tip of his penis is weeping more and more precum as Shawn licks him, massages his testicles, strokes his anus, and hits his prostate.Shawn can feel Ivan getting close. This isn't the time for Ivan to orgasm yet. He needs to be penetrated before experiencing release. As Shawn removes his mouth from Ivan's penis and leaves the bed, Ivan's eyelids flutter open in curiosity. Observing Shawn's movements, he watches as Shawn ventures into the walk-in closet and returns with an object that leaves him speechless.He had never been involved in something like this before, and the thought of doing it for the first time with no one other than Shawn makes his heart pound loudly in his chest and his throat dry.In Shawn's possession are two handcuffs and a scarf. Ivan meets his gaze, which burn
"Fuck! Fuck! Shawn!" Ivan cried out Shawn's name in pure pleasure as Shawn redirected his attention to his yearning, tight pussy without mercy, longing to be licked. Longing to be fucked.With a swift motion, Shawn turned Ivan around to face him, hungrily crashing his lips onto Ivan's soft mouth, engaging in a taste of their shared intimacy. Ivan greedily sucked on Shawn's hard mouth like a man dying and ready to quench his thirst. He loved the taste of him on Shawn's mouth, wanting more and more. Gradually slowing down, Shawn's mouth found its way to his neck, nibbling on his skin, licking and kissing every part of Ivan's. His tongue grazed all over Ivan's subtle chin, loving the slightly rough area of his jaw. His mouth found Ivan's lips again as he kissed him with every ounce of love and starvation.Shawn shifted his kisses downwards, trailing from Ivan's lips to his chest, enveloping his erect nipples with his mouth, skillfully caressing them with his hot tongue until they became
Shawn enveloped Ivan in his arms, Ivan buried his head in Shawn's shoulder as a blush spread across his face. This is the closest he had been to Shawn, and it feels so amazing being in Shawn's warm and strong embrace.His cheeks turned red as he never expected to see Shawn half naked, pressed onto his body, inhaling his sweet and manly fragrance of his skin. Ivan felt Shawn smell him, inhale him deeply, and bury his face in his hair. His heart warmed, and swarms of butterflies flooded his lower belly as Shawn pressed his hip against Ivan, making him feel his growing erection.As Ivan broke free from the embrace and took a step back as he had felt a hardness against his groin. His eyes widened when he saw Shawn's fully erect penis in his boxer, and a blush appeared on Ivan's face when he understood the cause of it.Shawn's palms became sweaty as he tried to brush them against his boxers. It was shameful to stand in front of Ivan with a massive erection he couldn't hide, yet he seemed t
It hurt to look at Ivan for the last time. It feels as though a hot knife is being pushed and twisted into his belly. It brings tears to Shawn's eyes. Shawn looks up, trying not to let the tears spill down."Sera is perfect. You both are the perfect couple. I don't think you should leave her. Go on and get married. I will be out of your life forever," Shawn says, exhaling shakily.Ivan's eyes water as he walks slowly over to Shawn. It kills him to see Shawn this way. Fate has been cruel to them, hurting them in no small way. If Shawn had appeared three or five years ago, they would not be in this position.He gently touches Shawn's shoulder, and a wave of sadness washes over him. Sobs gradually rack his entire body as he rests his head on Shawn's back. Ivan's sob grows louder as he holds onto Shawn tightly. His body shakes with the intensity of the heartache he feels.Why is everything turning out the other way round? Why isn't his dream actually coming to reality? In his dream, Shawn
The smile on Sarah's face disappeared immediately. She looked over to Ivan, who gave her an expressionless look as he returned his attention on the food in front of him. This time, he had no appetite to eat. "Oh really? How far back does that go?" She asked Shawn, the smile appearing on her face again."Obviously you saw me at the party. We both attended the same college. We are friends, I assume," Shawn chuckled softly as his eyes moved from Sarah to Ivan. He realized Ivan was already looking at him."You are right..." Sarah chuckled. "You both attended college together. Silly me. I was expecting to see your fiancé with you tonight. Don't tell me Shawn Maddox is single. I will never, ever believe it," Sarah chuckled as she watched Shawn's expression.Shawn chuckled as he looked at Ivan and then at Sarah. "Love is not on the table for me. I don't think that's important for me at this moment""And why is that? If I may ask" Sera responded. " When you realize you can't trust anyone wh
The sun was beginning its descent on the horizon, casting a warm golden hue across the quiet suburban neighborhood. As evening approached, the air became thick with tension, an unspoken current that could be felt by anyone within its grasp. Among the neatly lined houses stood a beautiful, white picket-fenced abode, the epitome of domestic tranquility.Inside, the atmosphere was laden with unease that clung to the walls like a heavy fog. Ivan had been restless ever since evening was approaching. Shawn would be walking into the apartment a few minutes from now. This would be the second time he would be seeing Shawn within 48 hours. It feels so real that it physically makes him feel sick. Sick of pretending he didn't want Shawn, sick of pretending to Sera, sick of what Shawn had asked him to do.As Sera walked toward the dining table, putting things in order for Shawn's arrival, she couldn't help but notice Ivan's tense mood. She furrowed her brow as she watched him. "Honey bunny, are yo