Wiping the table furiously, Vivian pondered to find a reason to refuse. If she doesn't get a rich husband, she will have to start looking for a second job, she doesn't think she will go back to the habit of sleeping 3 hours a day. It's been a long time - almost six months - since she started enjoying the comfort of sleeping 7 to 8 hours a day.The loan and interest she owes will be the end for her. Vivian didn't want to start worrying about that. Why couldn't she enjoy a life of abundance even for once?Lifting her head as the door opened, she noticed Clinton walking in, he looked around before seeing her. The bright smile on his face when he saw her made her smile in return for that kind gesture. He shouldn't have come, she thought, but she still had to step up to him."Hello." She speaks."I was hungry so I decided to stop by here." He told her. "When will you be done?""Probably evening," Vivian replied then wondered if he came alone. Her eyes searched the door behind him, but his
All day Friday, Vivian spent time counting the hours that passed. Clinton texted the location where he would meet his friends, reminding her to come after work. If Jaime really comes, she must find a way to pull him to her side, everything will go well.Vivian felt worried. Jaime doesn't seem to fall for her little tricks easily. But she can certainly take advantage of his naivety. She just needs to get a little closer.When the clock struck seven, she immediately ran out the door and down the block. After arriving at the karaoke bar, she rushed to find the room where Clinton and his friends were staying. After finding it, she suddenly pushed the door open. Her sudden appearance made everyone turn to look at her intently."Vivian, you're here." Clinton happily called out and walked towards her. With a hand on her back, he led her in and closed the door, introducing her to his friends."It's the girl you keep talking about, right?" One of his friends, teasingly then told her. "You bett
Damn Clinton, Vivian cursed as she climbed into bed that night. Jaime leaves by the time she steps out to find him. Jaime quickly left without saying goodbye. Or did the person he was dating call him?"No no." Vivian shook her head, hands behind her head, focusing her eyes on the blue wall of the room in front of her.If she recalls correctly, Jaime will be at school finishing the essay at the library. Whatever it is she'll have to catch him before he leaves for his date, and she'll have to gamble again. No big deal.She was sure that Jaime wasn't too far away from being interested in her, interest in a specific person was what drew lovers together or something like that.Manipulation is an art for her. Countless times in the past based on certain circumstances, Vivian lied her way through many situations. She also takes advantage of soft-hearted bosses by telling her story about her and her younger brother to increase her salary.One day in Vivian's apartment, Jaime talked about his
"Are you hungry?" He asked hesitantly turning to see how she was feeling, for some reason he was even more embarrassed. She gave him a quick glance and he thought she suddenly looked different than before. Not only was she a nice girl who came for Clinton, but she was somehow more beautiful."Uhm... yes." She nodded.Standing up, he held out his hand. "Since today is our first day as a loving couple, we can hold hands."For a second, he was afraid that moving too fast would make Vivian uncomfortable but the moment she took his hand, his nervousness and tension disappeared. A kind of happiness swept over him and he smiled, holding her fingers.As they started toward the road, he asked. "Is it okay if we walk or do you want to ride?""No problem." She nodded, walking close to him. Unable to restrain himself, he stole a glance at her, feeling his heart flutter. Laughing maniacally again, he turned his attention to the road they had just passed, feeling as if he were in heaven. His heart
"What are you doing anyway?" The man raised his voice."I don't want to," Jaime replied.His father's eyes widened at his son's absurdity. Raising his fist, he almost leaned in to hit Jaime but he stopped before falling onto the bed. Mr. Miro shouted. "Don't want? What does that mean?"Looking at his father bravely, Jaime said. "I have a girlfriend."Everything was quiet. Jaime could be heard gasping before quickly walking out of the room to avoid what would happen next."You..." His father was angry, raising a finger to point at Jaime's face, his face turning red. His eyes widened, and he put his hand on his chest, coughing a few times.Panic hindered Jaime's steps, causing him to stop immediately. The only thing on his mind was that he didn't want to be the cause of his father's death. And the second thought was how relieved he might feel if his father wasn't around anymore.His mother quickly went to the table, took out a pill from the blister pack, and gave it to the man along wit
Avoiding Clinton's eyes once more, Jaime exclaimed in a harsh voice. "I'm not going on a date.""What?" Clinton asked. "I didn't hear you. What's wrong with you? Can't you speak louder?"Turning suddenly to his friend, Jaime blurted out. "I said I didn't go on a date last weekend."Eyes wide open, Clinton looked straight into Jaime's face and saw the unmistakable sign of remorse."Uhm..." Clinton breathed a sigh of relief, a bit confused as to why Jaime acted like that. "I know, you don't want to go anyway, so...""I was with Vivian." Jaime confessed his sins, his eyes still elsewhere.Now the atmosphere has changed."What?" With a quiet voice, Clinton asked. "Did you...""I and..." Somehow finding courage, Jaime looked at him. "...Vivian. We... we're dating."The noisy conversations around them were like a bustling wave, students were busy entering and exiting the building, walking back and forth."I'm sorry." Jaime apologized seriously. "I know you like her, you care about her a lot
Even though it wasn't what she expected, she was grateful that he thought of her.Jaime looked at her as if surprised to hear that from her. A feeling of confusion rushed through Vivian's body but she tried to push it away."Nobody else?" He asked quietly.Vivian shook her head. "Nobody.""Then I'm the first."She looked back at him and smiled. "Yes, you're the first."Smiling shyly, he turned away, and they continued to eat in a sweet, silent atmosphere.For about two and a half hours, they sat there, Vivian listening to him talk about classes, essays, and exams before graduation next month. As the horizon turned the color of water, he walked her home, once again, bravely holding her hand."Tomorrow, what's your schedule like?" Vivian asked as they entered the elevator of the apartment complex where she lived."I don't have class, so I'll come find you." He suggested."Okay." She smiled.They walked out as the elevator reached her floor. They continued walking until they stopped at t
To Vivian's disappointment, Jaime did not show up to her work the next day as he promised. As soon as her shift ended, she immediately headed towards the university and wandered in front of the economics department to wait for him. She waited patiently for 10 minutes after sending him a text that she was waiting for him on campus but received no response.That hit her for a few minutes as to why she felt frustrated and needed to come find him. She could have gone straight home to take a nap as usual, but here she was, acting inexplicably. The kiss on the cheek yesterday was simply a light kiss but she remembered it for a long time. Jaime is her boyfriend, of course, he should act like it.Standing up from the stairs after justifying her thoughts for nearly fifteen minutes of argument, she started to walk away. Her heart suddenly jumped when she heard someone call her name. She quickly turned around and saw Clinton hurrying toward her from the upper steps. The hope that had soared in h
5 months later...The road she traveled over the years was full of rocks. Vivian doesn't understand why small things turn into such great things. Life is a circle, she ran a big circle and finally returned to the starting point.She learned that with perseverance, one can go further and that weightless dreams can take flight one day. When the road is long and dark, it means the end is near, there will be light at the end of the road.All we need to do is put in effort and courage, no one can get out of their dark path without scars.That's difficult. Her heart is small and scared but the fear is less now than before.Vivian finds it funny how dramatic and difficult situations have happened to her and Jaime. However, in the end, they somehow remained together hand in hand.She couldn't know if they were soul mates in existence, but she believed that deep down, they had built an eternal bond somewhere from the beginning. That bond remains even after two years apart.She was happy that J
"Wait." Jaime quickly pulled Vivian back as soon as she opened the bedroom door.The bags hanging from her arms collided with each other. She asked with irritation. "What's up?""Close your eyes. Don't open them until I tell you to."Vivian snorted. "Is this some trick from that stupid book Clinton lent you?"His eyes became warm. "Of course not." Even though that's a lie. This was a cliché idea he read from a chapter in a book Clinton gave him: How to Surprise a Woman.Vivian closed her eyes.“Did you close your eyes?” He leaned forward to check."Yes." She nodded. Grabbing her shoulder, he led her into the room, gently closing the door behind him. Turning on the light, he led her toward the bathroom and stopped right in the doorway."OK, you can open your eyes." He said and smiled with satisfaction when Vivian saw rose petals floating on the bathtub. The scent of lavender and rosemary flows from lit candles placed around the rim of the tub.Vivian smiled impressed. "Are you serious?
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Vivian sobbed and pulled her mother close as if if she loosened her grip, she might lose her again.It's been a long time since she touched her mother's hair, smelled her scent, or hugged her tightly. All the regrets and pain shattered in that moment, nothing was more important than this moment. "Mom."Their reunion was spent crying and apologizing. Tears fell from all the hurt they had carried over the years. Each tear carries a different story every time it falls.There hasn't been a day since their father passed away that their small family of three has felt so complete."Look at you two." Her mother cried, stroking both of her children. The fact that they survived without their mother's warm hands, she said in a hoarse voice. "You two have grown up very well. My children.""I brought my daughter. Do you want to meet her?" Hodja asked. Picking up baby Esther from the ground, he gave the baby to Mrs. Maggie. "Esther, this is your grandmother. It's your gra
Vivian stayed at Hodja's house, hiding there for a few days until she calmed down and thought things through, but she felt like she was causing trouble for his small family. They are happy. She couldn't go to Jerry's house, so her brother's house was the last thing on her mind.First thing in the morning, Aiden called to let her know she didn't have to go to Jaime's office anymore, and instead she could work with Jerry.The past few days, burying herself in work had helped take other thoughts from her mind, but returning to the solace of Hodja's apartment was completely different. The room was very quiet.She lay on the cold bed and couldn't sleep. When she has nothing to do, she often walks around the apartment, stopping to look out the window.For a week, she let her mind wander and her heart rest for a while. Personal space helps clear any blockages in her mind. The fog began to gradually dissipate, and she could almost breathe normally again. Her chest is not too heavy.All that w
"Why do you want to be my mother now? Why should I call you mother, when you're not there for me or for Hodja, why?" Bitterness filled Vivian's heart. "I don't even know you. Jaime has considered you his biological mother for half his life, more so than Hodja and I. So how do I call you mother?"Vivian's eyebrows furrowed as she looked toward her mother for an answer, but she said nothing. Breathing out a light breath, Vivian turned away to wipe away her tears."If you were there when Hodja almost died twice, I would have knelt and admitted my mistake." Vivian declared. "But you weren't there. Others can proudly say that their mothers raised them well, but Hodja and I couldn't have that happiness. I raised him in your place. I also support myself. We never lived like other people. Waking up to my mother's breakfast, we never had that breakfast.""If I could go back in time, I want to experience that once. I missed that so much that when I finally ate your food, it just made me angry a
Everything would have gone according to Jaime's plan perfectly if he hadn't mentioned her mother. Vivian's blood boiled. She doesn't want to listen. She doesn't want to.Pulling the blanket over her head, she tried to fall asleep.The next morning, she woke up to the smell of delicious food. Jaime was cooking in the kitchen. "Come and eat quickly." He said as she walked in from the bathroom.They ate quietly like strangers. That's so sad. They had come so far, having been together for less than two years apart. Their relationship is so fragile that even the slightest touch will shatter it.Stealthily glancing at Jaime, Vivian found that she didn't know what to say. Is it her fault that they are like this? Because she was too stubborn, too stubborn because she had been in the dark for too long?Because she can't come to terms with her feelings for Jaime or admit them out loud?Is cowardice driving her life so she doesn't want to hear anything from him?That's right, it's her fault, she
Everything was hazy in memory, the argument two years ago had fatefully ended what they had. Remembering why Vivian left him is an even bigger task than plotting to get her back.Jaime leaned forward and ruffled his hair with both hands, frustration evident. Was it the heat of the moment that made Vivian pack her suitcase that night?He can't remember. What he remembered after watching Vivian leave was standing here in this room with anger welling up in a way he had never felt before.He doesn't care if she comes back or not. Jaime regrets that. He should care, because that's what means the most to him right now.That night if he had chased Vivian right after she left, maybe they wouldn't be here constantly arguing. Raising his head from his hands, he thought. Once she left, it seemed like she had no plans to return.He ate lunch and dinner in solitude hoping Vivian would return to eat with him, even if they ate in silence better than without her.If he hadn't rushed to talk to her th
When Vivian returned, she walked into the bathroom, Jaime knew that she would be stiff with anger despite the wonderful night they had had. It's better to give her some space to blow things up, like his mother suggested.Closing his eyes to return to dreamland, he prayed that Vivian would not leave him again.After cleaning up the messy clothes scattered on the floor, he took a shower and walked out. There were no plans for today, so he didn't know what Vivian would do. Mrs. Maggie and Juke have not returned from their trip yet, only the two of them are at home.Since meeting Vivian again after two years, he's begun to learn about her temperament, adapting to it, to a degree he never had when they first knew each other.When angry, she will bite and fight back easily, making him nervous or, most annoyingly, ignoring him. Today she will be angry because he won't let her continue last night's unfinished story.Jaime couldn't figure out how he was going to fight her. He just knew they ne
His excitement increased when he felt that Vivian temporarily stopped resisting. Quickly pulling down her shirt, he smelled her scent and kissed her shoulder. He had been waiting for this.The joy that Vivian kept for him for two years. She owes him. All he could think about was carrying her to bed and claiming her as his own.Retrieving her wet lips, he inserted his tongue into her mouth, groping until his fingers rested on her thighs. He caressed her white calves, pulling her forward to get even closer.Jaime desired her slowly. He wanted to taste every part of her to be reminded of her innocence. The girl's embarrassment about undressing in front of him swept across his mind. He'd be damned if he let her get away after tonight.Releasing her lips, Jaime breathed into her mouth, their lips barely brushing each other. His whole body was aroused, he was using all his energy to satisfy his desire. Turning off the light, he picked her up and walked towards the bed.Vivian's body is attr