Joel winks before patting his zipper and leaving the cleaning closet—and leaving me behind, sitting in the darkness.
I’m frustrated, my body craving a release it won’t get. Sure, I could finish myself off here, but the appeal is gone. Orgasming with a partner in a dark closet is hot. Orgasming alone in a dark closet is creepy.
I can’t keep doing this with Joel. This isn’t healthy, is it? I wish I had a girlfriend to talk things over with. But right now, Joel’s my only friend.
I’m left hollow at the thought that things have to end with him. Tears gather in my eyes, but I impatiently wipe them away. There’s no time for this. I have a job to do…for as long as I have a job, anyway.
As I’m straightening my clothes and standing up, the cleaning closet door opens. Maybe Joel dropped his wallet or something.
“Joel,” I say while I look toward the door.
The fluorescent lights blaze on, and I gasp.
I’m not looking at Joel.
I’m looking at his father.
I’ve just finished giving head to Joel Tyler in a cleaning supply closet while fantasizing about his dad.
And now his dad is here.
Fluorescent lights usually wash out a person’s appearance, but they do nothing to diminish Mr. Tyler’s hulking form or his deep, blue-gray scowl.
In short, he’s sexy as fuck.
He’s wearing that severe frown of his that both scares and excites me. I’m ready to forget what little propriety I can claim after blowing his son in the supply closet and drop to my knees again.
His gaze quickly scans my body, lingering at said knees. I look down and notice they’re red from kneeling on the linoleum floor. Shit.
“Just, um, looking for a spare vacuum part,” I say, gesturing uselessly at the low shelves in front of me.
“Are you all right?” he asks, his voice a rumble, those piercing eyes darkening like a storm is coming.
“I’m good,” I say.
“You’ve been crying.”
I touch my cheek and feel the wetness of a spent tear. “It’s nothing. I’m just…really upset about not finding the vacuum hose.”
He looks like he wants to challenge me, and his mouth even opens to speak, but then he closes it again and nods.
With a brittle smile, I ask, “Do you need something?”
“No. I thought I heard…nothing.” He shakes his head, clenches his fist. “You’ll tell me if you need help with anything. Anything at all.”
It isn’t a request, but a command, and damn if my panties don’t get even wetter. I try not to think about the fantasy I’d been enjoying a few minutes ago, of him bending me over, spanking me, fucking me.
“Yes, sir,” I whisper. “Thank you, Mr. Tyler.”
“You work here,” he growls. “You’re under my protection.”
I nod, keeping my smile firmly in place, and I hang onto the metal post of the shelving unit. If I let go, I might fling myself at the man and beg him to help me scale the pinnacle his son wouldn’t help me reach.
“Thank you again, Mr. Tyler,” I say. “I’d better get back to work. I think I can manage without the vacuum hose.”
I start toward the door on shaking legs.
Mr. Tyler doesn’t budge, but he doesn’t take up the doorframe or anything rude like that. He simply waits like a sentinel until I slip past him.
And then I’m back to dusting, vacuuming, and emptying wastebaskets and shredder bins.
My interlude with Joel is forgotten.
My brief interaction with his father? I can’t forget that at all.
I’m going to kill my son. I don’t know what the fuck he’s doing, fucking around with a maid—an employee. HR is going to come down on him hard when they find out.
It’s not the first time, either.
And that maid…fuck. I can hardly blame my son for wanting her, because I want her, too. Her brown curls can barely be contained by the bun she wears them in while working. She has freckles scattered over her nose, which I hadn’t noticed until tonight, until the harsh fluorescent lights lit every detail for me. Her ugly dress did nothing to hide her curves, and the spark of vulnerability mixed with lust in her brown eyes when she saw me? Fucking perfection.
She called me Mr. Tyler. She called me sir.
She smelled aroused, and she looked interested. It was all I could do to remain still as she walked past me to leave the closet. I was afraid if I moved, I’d grab her and kiss her first, ask consent later. And that isn’t how I do things.
Consent comes first, followed swiftly by satisfaction for all parties involved.
There might be a little pain thrown into the mix, a little domination.
But everyone ends the night satisfied.
An ugly, jealous thought intrudes on my mind: did Joel satisfy that maid?
I return to my office and switch off the overhead lights. This late in the evening, it’s nicer to just have on the desk lamp and my computer monitor. I’ll go home soon; after so many years as a CEO, I’ve been trying to learn work-life balance. It isn’t easy, but I’m working on it.
If only, when I go home to my empty house, I wasn’t so conscious of the fact it’s empty. Joel’s mother left years ago, trading up to marry a multi-billionaire as soon as Joel graduated high school. Since then, it’s only been me in the penthouse. My buddy Sebastian stops by occasionally, but mostly to drag me out for drinks so we can look for a woman to entertain together.
The routine’s getting boring, though. I’m starting to want something lasting, and I get the feeling Sebastian might feel the same, because he barely complained when I said I wanted to skip the club last night. I wonder if things will change.
The maid appears in my mind’s eye, luscious, perfect. Sinfully sweet. I shake the image away. I don’t know where I went wrong with Joel, but I’m not like him. I’m not going to take advantage of someone who works under my protection.I try to lose myself in a pet project for a local charity, providing paid internships and occupational training to people in underserved communities. I swear out loud when I realize I’ve read the same draft of a press release four times without comprehending any of it.It’s that maid. I can’t get her out of my head. There’s something about her, and it’s not merely that I think she can do better than my asshole son.I know it’s terrible to think of him that way, but when it comes to women, he’s never seemed to treat them quite right. I hope someday that’ll change. It might be time for me to have a word with him. Again.A text appears on my phone, from Sebastian. If we don’t go to Vice, how are you going to find a date for the gala?“I don’t need a date,” I
He looks at it doubtfully—the loveseat isn’t even long enough for me to stretch out on, and I’m only five-four. Somehow, Tommy got all the height in our family, and all the charisma. I ended up with all the manners, which I make up for with my potty mouth.I close my eyes. He doesn’t even need to ask. “Fine,” I say. “Take the bed, I’ll take the couch.”“Thank you, sis,” he says, finishing off my general’s chicken. “You’re the best.”I go into my bedroom to stow my vibrator in a drawer so he doesn’t have to see that, then I quickly change the bedsheets. I snag the better blanket for myself, because if I’m going to be on the couch, I at least won’t be cold.When I come out of the bedroom, Tommy has already moved on to my carton of chow mein.Yeah, he’s a butthole in so many ways, but he’s the only family I have left.And at least he isn’t asking for money.Probably because he knows I don’t have any.SebastianOn Thursday, Kingston’s nowhere in sight when I arrive at Vice. Usually he’s s
I look away from them, not wanting to make them self-conscious or worried about attracting attention. My focus comes to rest on a familiar face. “They aren’t the only ones. That looks like Joel, over there.”“We’re getting too old for this place if we’re running into my kid,” King says, his smile disappearing.“He’s cozy with his date.”King’s head snaps up and he looks for Joel. “Where are they?”“Right over by the bar,” I say. “Making out.”“The fuck?” His eyes widen.“What is it?” I ask. Joel’s kissing the redhead, but not doing anything else I think King would object to.“That’s not his girlfriend,” King says. “I saw him with someone at work. What a little prick. I can’t believe I raised that kid.”“That’s because you didn’t,” I say. “His mother got her claws into him and turned him against you early on.”“It wasn’t that bad,” he grumbles.It was, but if he wants to tell himself a different story about it, that’s fine with me, I guess.“Well, maybe it’s just casual with the other
Joel finishes. It wasn’t great, but hey, I climaxed, and that’s unusual with us. I have only myself to blame that I’m not often satisfied, because nobody’s forcing me to stay in this relationship. I thought I could make it work, and I was wrong.I can’t do this anymore, I think as I straighten my maid’s uniform. I need to tell him. Break things off.Because thinking about his father while I’m fucking him? That’s all shades of wrong, isn’t it? Why can’t I stop?Joel grins at me. “Pretty good, huh?”“Yeah,” I say.Do it now. Break up with him. No job is worth feeling like crap all the time.But I need to afford food, rent.Find another job.I open my mouth to speak.“Well, I gotta get back to work,” Joel says, zipping up. “Oh hey, you’re my plus-one for the gala, okay?”The words on my lips, the ones where I tell him it’s over and I hope we can still be friends, refuse to leave my mouth. I swallow them down and stutter, “The—the gala?”“Yeah. The company gala. It’s in two weeks. Are you
“But, Jimi Hendrix?” I ask.“Yeah.” She grins, and I nearly groan. There’s a deep dimple in her left cheek and it’s so girlish and cute, it nearly kills me. She adds, “Little Wing.”“One of my favorites of his,” I say.“Mine, too.”When she reaches to turn on the vacuum cleaner, I say, “Just a second. What’s your name?”“Ella Marchand.”“I’m Kingston Tyler,” I say. “It’s nice to meet you, Ella Marchand.”“It’s nice to meet you, too,” she says. Even though the lighting is dim, I can see the faint blush on her cheeks.The vacuum hums to life, and she gets back to work.Even though I wish I could keep talking to her, I shut my mouth like a good CEO and move back to my desk. I try to look at my computer, and not at her.Ella. She’s gorgeous.I stare blankly at my monitor, like the sick fuck I am, and think about what it might be like to lift the hem of Ella’s uniform a little higher. I wonder what kind of panties she’s wearing under it. Something sexy and grown-up? Or something younger? T
As soon as Joel’s out of sight, the maid’s face transforms, very briefly, and I see pain there.Does she have a crush on Joel? Man, she could do so much better than him.Shaking my head at the injustice, I move down the hall.“King,” I bark as I step into his office.“I am not going to Vice with you tonight,” he says, his frown pronounced.“Nah,” I say with a grin, “I don’t want that loud, shitty music.”He laughs. “They were playing your shitty music last night.”“Exactly.” I lean against the doorway. “I was thinking somewhere quieter. Abdul’s for drinks?”“Sure.” He stands and grabs his jacket from a hook on the wall.We leave his office. The little maid is nowhere in sight, and I’m disappointed. I wanted to see King’s reaction to her. She looks like she was made for us, all sweet curves and innocent blushes.When I go home tonight, I’m going to fantasize about disciplining her.I bet I could make that little bird sing.KingstonThey’re in the supply closet again. I wish I didn’t kn
EllaThirteen days until the gala. I need a dress, shoes.I have fifty dollars in emergency cash, and yeah, I’m going to do the stupid thing and spend it.It’ll be worth it, to see Joel’s face when he picks me up and I walk out looking glamorous.How weird is it that my boyfriend has never seen me dressed in anything other than my work uniform? Very weird. It’s why I wear lacy bras and panties to work every day, since I started dating him. If he’s going to lift up my dress, I want him to see something nice. Sure, the underwear is cheap and itchy, but I endure it because knowing that I’m sexy beneath my uniform is pretty much the only advantage I have.Thirteen days until the gala, and two hours before my shift at the pub. I throw on a sweatshirt to help combat the chilly San Esteban January, then head downstairs. Time to go shopping.Mrs. Dali, a woman who lives one floor down from me, is coming up the stairs as I come down, lugging a giant canvas bag of groceries. Her silver hair, st
I fish two twenties from my wallet and hold them out. He gives me five dollars back and takes down my name and phone number, pinning the note to the hanger and hanging the dress on a rack behind the counter.“Thank you so much,” I tell him, stuffing the receipt in my wallet along with the leftover cash.“You’re welcome. See you in five days.”“See you,” I say, waving cheerfully.I can’t believe my good luck. How freaking incredible, that something is finally, finally going right for me. Too good to be true? Maybe I would’ve thought that a few days ago, but right now, I’m going to let myself feel excited, happy, hopeful.I’m going to the gala.EllaJoel isn’t working the next night I’m scheduled to be at Tyler Analytics. I text him to see if maybe he wants to come into the office—I want to tell him all about the dress I’m getting for the gala. I should’ve snapped a picture of me wearing it in the fitting room…but no, it’ll be better to surprise him with it.He’s never seen me in anythi