Chapter 168

Mentally preparing his mind may not be the right sentence to describe the actual situation he had to face at the moment. The worst part was the fact that no matter how hard his mind was trying over and over again to block those negative thoughts with positive ones, they will all bounce out of his mind which has been completely overtaken by negative thoughts.

Fear was building up, creeping up and overtaking him every time he stepped closer to Nikki. As time went by, he could feel that every step of his feet began to feel heavier and heavier, until he finally stopped walking near Nikki, who was still cowering in fear in Arabella's arms. Arabella quickly noticed his presence and tried to distance herself from Nikki so he could approach her, but he asked her to stay close to Nikki while he prepared himself once again.

"I am scared! I am scared! I do not want to go there!"

His mind suddenly replayed memories of the past when the young woman who now became his girlfriend was only eight ye