An ugly clown.
Me?Why did I ever think he was good-looking? Truly, beauty was only skin-deep.I frowned as I opened my mouth to tell him off but no words came out. My lips only quivered as more tears came out.He shuddered and turned to the priest as if my sole appearance was threatening his life. How bad did I look? My mother had made sure I had a full coverage make-up before I got here. Did he think I was that ugly, or was he just not prepared to like me?"She can't even speak," he said to the priest in disgust. "Just wrap this up, already.""Why do you have to be so rude?" I asked, getting my voice back. I wished I could have thought of something more clever, like an insult.He gave me a once over, the displeasure on his face increasing."Your dress, the shoes, the step, ugh," he said, more to himself than to me, like I was some bad artwork he was being forced to purchase. "How am I supposed to show you off to people? They'll laugh."Fortunately, no one else could hear him. I felt so ashamed. A part of me had wrongly assumed I'd be the one to settle, to look at him and approve, but this felt much worse. No one had ever said such things to me before."Do you Davis Monroe," the priest spoke, his voice bringing me out of my self-pity. "take Cassandra Richardson to be your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, in…""I do," he responded sharply. "Let's get this over with."That was…rude.How could anyone cut off a priest?Wasn't that like, punishable?However, the priest only cleared his throat, nodded, and turned to me."Do you Cassandra Richardson take Davis…""She does," he cut in again. "Let's just wrap this up. I feel silly in this suit and I need to go get a drink to wash off what I'm seeing."He just kept getting worse and worse.The priest cleared his throat once again."I now pronounce you, husband and wife," he said, and the congregation erupted in cheers.How they could cheer for a wedding between two people who didn't even know each other, I wondered.Davis turned away immediately, walking toward the door. I followed him, trying to keep up with him in my shaky high heels. I knew he didn't like me but he didn't have to make it so obvious to everyone that he couldn't stand me.I was quick enough to get into the car with him and fortunately, he didn't lock me out or ask me to leave. He only gave me a once-over, shook his head, and signaled the driver to drive away.I couldn't take it anymore. What was it about me that made him feel so disgusted? I didn't want to flatter myself but I knew what I looked like. No normal person would see me and shudder. Unless maybe he wasn't normal."What exactly do you hate so much about me?" I asked, my pain of letting my boyfriend go replaced by the anger of being degraded by him.He looked at my face for a moment longer as if he was trying to find something."Look at yourself," he said, pulling me so I could see the mirror in front of me.Oh. My. God.I looked like something out of a freak show.My tears had made my mascara smudge down my face and my blush, contour, and powder mixed, making me look like an actual clown with deep-set dark circles around my eyes."I need something to clean my face," I said, searching for wipes while covering my face at the same time.He still had that disgusted look on his face and I could tell it wasn't just the make-up that upset him. It was my whole presence."How's that my problem?" He asked."Well, you're the one who keeps complaining about my face and you're the one who is going to keep seeing it."He shook his head at me."I honestly don't care anymore. It's not like I'm going to be seeing you for long."Before I could ask him exactly what he meant by that, we pulled up into a huge mansion with a compound space that could fit several airplanes.This was…his house?There were about seven people whose uniforms ranged from maid uniforms to guard and butler uniforms. They stood in a straight horizontal line in front of the house with smiles on their faces, waiting to welcome us.I didn't know how to feel.A smartly dressed man who I assumed was the butler came over to my side of the car and unlocked the door for me. He gave me a hand to come down from the vehicle as he flashed an unwavering smile at me. If he noticed my makeup, he didn't let it show.I stood by the side of the car, waiting for him to come down as well, but to my surprise, the car started again and made a U-turn.I waved in confusion, wondering where he was going without me.I noticed him sigh as he wound down the glass to address me."I have better things to do than stay here cooped up with a girl who looks like she has a lot of baggage I'm not willing to deal with," he said.Each time I thought he couldn't say something more insulting, he surpassed my expectations."So what am I supposed to do here? All alone? With all these people I don't know?" I asked, fear creeping into me.He simply shrugged."Whatever you decide to do here is none of my business. I already agreed to the wedding. Entertaining you was not part of the contract."Before I could say anything, he wound the glass back up and signaled his driver to drive off, which he did.I stood there in my wedding dress, still holding my bouquet which I had forgotten to throw in my hurry to catch up with this man who wanted nothing to do with me. I knew I looked ridiculous, especially with my clown makeup, and I couldn't even begin to imagine what was going on in the minds of the butler and the other uniformed people.I felt my resolve breaking again as I fought to remain steady on my feet.No, I chastised myself. I'd cried enough for one day and it had gotten me nowhere. If this was how my life was to be from now on, I had to make the most of it.Lifting my head high, I allowed the maids to lead me into the house which was even more beautiful on the inside than it was on the outside. I was taken into my room, and I struggled to mask my amazement at the intricate details of every part of it.The maids went to work immediately, cleaning my makeup and helping me take my wedding dress off. They would have also bathed me if I hadn't stopped them. They even kept complimenting me and addressing me as 'lady', which soon began to feel weird.No wonder he was so rude. If this was the treatment he was used to all his life; where everyone did his bidding whenever he wanted, it only made sense."Your dinner has been prepared, my lady," one of the maids announced, curtsying when she spoke.I followed them down the stairs and into the grand dining room which I'd somehow miss on my arrival here.They watched me while I ate, which was quite uncomfortable, but I managed quite well. I didn't want them to know I wasn't used to this life.My parents had been extremely wealthy for most of my life and I could say I grew up somewhat privileged, but I never had maids watch me eat my dinner before.Was this what my life was going to be from now on? I wondered as I ate the very wonderfully cooked dinner. All of this felt surreal. It was all beautiful but it all seemed unnecessary. The house was way too big for only two people and the service was too much for me.I didn't even know my husband, I thought sadly as I ate my food. I froze suddenly. That was the day of my wedding, which meant that night was going to be my wedding night.My heart began to pound.I hoped he wouldn't ask me to perform anything… I shut my eyes, trying not to think that far. For the first time, I was thankful he didn't find me attractive. At least that was guaranteed to keep him away from me for a while.But still. I had to know something.At least have an idea of what to expect."Hey," I called one of the maids and she came running even though I was just about two feet away."Yes, my lady," she curtsied."Sit down," I said, pointing to the seat opposite me.She eyed the seat for a while as if she was questioning if it was proper to accept my invitation."I said, sit!" I said in a firm voice, getting frustrated.She did."I need you to tell me all you know about Davis Monroe," I said.At her sharp intake of breath and the slow shaking of her head, I knew something bigger than I could imagine was going on."Go ahead," I prodded. "Speak." The maid fidgeted with her uniform, turning away from me. "Ma'am, I…""You what?" I was getting impatient."She just began working here a few months ago, ma'am," an older maid walked up to me with an automatic smile on her face. She gave the maid sitting down a sour look and she quickly got up, curtsied, and left the table. None of this felt right. I understood some families still had live-in maids, but I didn't like the way they acted like they didn't have free will. First an arranged marriage and now this? Did I get transported to the seventeenth century without knowing? "The young master is a very lovely man, my lady. I promise you will enjoy every bit of your marriage," she began, beaming, but her smile was not authentic. I frowned. That wasn't really what I wanted to hear. I didn't want her humble praise for her 'master'. I just wanted the actual truth. "How does he treat you?" I asked, deciding I had to be more specific if I was ever getti
I tried to leave since he clearly didn't want me in the room but he didn't move. He remained in that position, taunting me, trapping me, asking me to get out even though he made it impossible for me to do so. He was still staring into my face, looking intently like he could see right through me. I didn't like this. I knew he could see the fear in my eyes. He smelt vaguely of vodka, or at least what I thought vodka smelt like. But he didn't look drunk. His eyes were clear and he was neither stuttering nor staggering. He was breathing into my face and with no air left to inhale, I was breathing him in. It seemed like such an intimate position, for someone whose aim was to antagonize me. "I want to leave now," I said, feeling uncomfortable. He didn't move. Instead, I saw the small trace of a smile grace his lips. "You're actually not that bad," he said, his entire demeanor changing. I had no idea what he was talking about. "You have a face that's worth looking at. I was mistaken.
"Can you at least tell me what you're talking about?" I asked, following as he left the room. I couldn't understand this man and neither could I understand why I was following him. I had been so terrified when he had me pinned against the wall and now I was following him now he'd finally set me free. "That's none of your business," he said, waving a hand at me, not even bothering to look back."Really? You just said I'll do. Do for what exactly? I have a right to be concerned, you know. People don't just randomly tell me I'll do without at least giving me some extra info on what exactly I'd do for…"He was too quick for me. Or maybe I was just too busy talking to notice when he moved. I was underneath him, forced to look up into his face which was only about an inch away from mine. Somehow I was floating. He was holding my back. I couldn't move. I was too close. We were too close. I could smell him. My heart was pounding in my chest, a feeling I couldn't particularly describe swell
"What?" I asked, unable to process what I'd just heard. A girlfriend? And they all knew about it? That explained all the curious stares I'd been getting all day. "Oh my God, I shouldn't have said that!" She said, getting up with a scared look on her face. "Natalie's gonna kill me. I'm gonna lose my job. Master Davis will have my head…" "Hey, calm down," I said sharply. I was getting tired of this. "I've told you I won't tell anyone. Now sit down and tell me what I want to hear." It worked. She only did things when she was compelled to do them. That made me feel bad, but I had many other things in mind. "We were all surprised when he brought you in. We all thought he would get married to her. She's the only person he's nice around." Hearing this, I choked on air. Why was I reacting to this piece of information so badly? Besides, I had a boyfriend as well. Since he had a girlfriend, asking him for the money to treat my boyfriend wouldn't feel so out of place anymore. The girl
Everywhere fell silent, the only voice being that of my father cussing and asking Davis to let him go. But Davis didn't. My father who I'd always respected and almost even feared was being pinned down and humiliated by the man he'd made me marry. How ironic. "Let him go, this instant!" My mother quipped, coming into view. Her voice was firm but she stood at a distance, her hand which was holding a glass of wine shaking slightly as she watched Davis. Sometimes I felt bad for her. She was the one who had to stand up for my dad and clean up after his mess whenever he drank too much and made a fool out of himself. Just like now. "Don't mind him. I'll fucking kill him once I get myself unentangled!" My father responded, trying but failing to get himself loose. This was so embarrassing. I wish I hadn't come here. "Please," I whispered, a sick feeling coming to my stomach. "Let him go." I saw an expression that could pass for pity pass through Davis' eyes before he finally let him go
Davis' POVAs I stood in front of her, threatening her with my mere presence, I wondered what the hell I was even doing. Why was I always looking for an excuse to be this close to her. To feel her trembling beneath me. Her eyes were firmly shut, the same way they'd been when her asshole excuse of a father had raised his hand on her. Surely, she didn't think I would do something that drastic. I would never resort to violence, especially not on a woman. There were way simpler, more effective and foolproof ways to get my demands across. But there was no way I'd tell her that. Her fear amused me and I wouldn't let it go. "Alright, speak," I said into her ear. I held in a chuckle when she shivered at the sound of my voice. "I went to pay for my boyfriend's heart surgery," she said and opened her eyes but she didn't look up at me. Oh. "Then why didn't you just tell me?" I asked. "Because you wouldn't let me speak," she breathed out, trying to pull herself free from under me. But I
Cassie's POVThe day had not even begun but everything was already going crazy. How had I gone from sneaking into my new husband's house in the dark to trying to avoid blows from the aforementioned husband's girlfriend? Not to mention his earlier proposal of our consummating the sham marriage. That had surprised me beyond words. But what had surprised me more than anything was the fact that I wasn't as bothered about it. In fact, a part of me began to imagine it; his lips on mine, his body on mine doing all those explicit things I'd read in steamy romance novels. I'd never experienced it before, since Kayden and I were traditional and were waiting until we got married, but that didn't mean the thought didn't come every once in a while. Unfortunately, Davis had caught up on that. He had to be a psychologist because there was no other possible explanation for how he could read my exact thoughts and pick up on my body language. I'd been curious and almost willing to see what he wou
My excitement knew no bounds. I was jittery, holding the receiver to my ears as my eyes filled with happy tears. "When can I come to see him?" I asked. "You can come the day after tomorrow. We suggest you don't come anytime earlier because he needs to recover until he is fully conscious again." "Thank you. Thank you," I muttered thankfully. As I was about to leave to freshen up, Davis called me back. What did he want now? His girlfriend was glaring at me, but I avoided her glare, focusing my eyes on Davis. "What's making you so happy?" he asked. I shrugged and pointed to my phone. Whatever, I was happy and willing to share the news. "Kayden's surgery was a success. He's going to be okay." "Okay. That's good news." He looked like he wanted to say more, but didn't. I excused myself and went upstairs to the guest room, my room to freshen up. The room was spotless as Gloria had probably cleaned it while I'd been out. I had planned to read some articles online, but once my body
Five years later: Cassie’s POV:I stared into the glittering eyes of my baby girl as she struggled to make them stay open while I read her a bedtime story. She was just as stubborn as her father, fighting sleep even though that was what she needed. “And they lived happily ever after, the end,” I said. By the time I was done with the bedtime story, sleep had won. Although my daughter was asleep, I couldn’t stop watching her I rubbed her head and stared into her face, smiling when I saw the close resemblance she shared with her father. “You’re lucky I married a handsome man,” I whispered, still not ready to leave my baby girl’s side. “I love you,” I said and kissed her on her forehead, before turning to leave the room. “Jeez!” I gasped when I saw Davis standing by the door with his hands in his both pockets, smiling down at me. I turned back immediately to see if I had woken Ivory up, but luckily she was such a deep sleeper. “You scared me,” I whispered. “Come,” he said, stretchi
Davis’s POV:Do what’s right. I knew what that meant, and I didn’t like it. But she asked me to do it for her. How could I possibly say no to her? There was nothing I couldn’t do for her. I realized that now. The fact both warmed and scared me. Never had anyone had this much power over my choices but I had to admit it did feel strangely good. Here I was, driving down to meet Kayden, but this time with a different intention from what I would have liked to do. I was quite surprised to still see him there, sitting on the same swing bench he had been sitting on several hours ago when I found my wife next to him. This was going to be extremely difficult. I took a deep breath. I had to be really careful not to flip out and ruin the whole plan. “This is for you, baby,” I whispered to myself before leaving the car. Kayden flinched a little when he saw me approach, but when he saw there was nowhere to run, he remained where he was sitting and pretended to look unbothered by my presence
Davis’s POV: I don’t know how long I was passed out for, but when I woke up, I found myself alone in a big bland room that had no windows. It didn’t take long for everything to click into place. Even though my head was pounding like it was about to explode, I could still put the pieces together. I had been kidnapped. It was a bit embarrassing though. I was supposed to be experienced and intelligent. How could I have let myself be tricked so easily? I remained on the floor where I was and hoped my head would stop hurting so bad. What happened to using chloroform to make me unconscious? Why did my attacker have to go old school and knock me out with a blunt object? It felt personal, like whoever had done it, purposely wanted me to feel pain. I should have never underestimated him. Of course the timelines clicked in place. Why did I let Lisa come with me? He had cleverly used her to get to me. Now I was here, I wondered what he planned to do with me. He had almost taken my life the
Davis’s POV:Surprisingly, my relationship with Cassie changed for the better after my few hours stay in the hospital. She felt terrible for what she had done, but the action made her see how dangerous it was to believe one side alone. It was just as I suspected. Her father had gone ahead to change the contract entirely. It had nothing to do with money because I had given him more than enough money to start something for himself. He was not unreasonably wicked either, so it had to be something else. When I read the fake contract and found how Kayden’s greatest qualities were mentioned over and over, I knew who was responsible. Simply knowing with no proof though, was not enough. I had to teach that scoundrel a lesson or he would just disappear for a while and return again to be a thorn in our flesh. Fortunately, Cassie had been easy to convince. I think it because she felt terrible after sending me to a hospital, even after I assured her continually that it wasn’t her fault. I di
If I said I knew what I was doing, I would be lying. I was in the car with Rufus, who was taking me to only God knows where, and I had no idea where Davis was or how he was doing. After everything that had happened these past few days, I had disassociated a little from reality and this was proof of that fact. There was nothing I could do except sit and watch after all. Look where trying to act on my own had got me. “I just got off from a call with the boss,” Rufus said, swerving to the right. “He says I should take you to meet him at Palm Greens.” I turned away, distracting myself with the view of the palm trees and other cars we passed. I didn’t know where Palm Greens was. Maybe it was the place where he had captured Davis and the others. I didn’t want to think about it. I couldn’t bear to see my husband in that position again, or worse, Lisa. A feeling of dread washed over me as I began to realize just how serious this was. Kayden did not believe he had done anything wrong. I w
I waited until Rufus was completely out of the house before speaking. I didn’t have a plan yet, but I wasn’t dumb enough to follow him to meet Kayden. Who knew what that psychopath would do with me? “Leave, now,” I told my father as I untied Gloria from the chair. My father stood still as if he hadn’t heard me. I really didn’t have the time for this. “Why are you still standing there?” I asked him. “Hurry up so you both can leave while you still can.” “It can’t be that easy, Cass,” he said. “He’ll find us soon enough or Kayden will send someone else after us.” I groaned in frustration. “So what do you expect me to do? Follow him?”“I’m not saying that, but…”“You want to die!” I screamed, running my hand through my hair, a habit I had learned from Davis. “Isn’t it better to try than to just stand around and wait to be killed? I don’t know what you expect me to do, but I’m not following anyone anywhere. We’re all escaping one way or another and it’s fine if you don’t want to follo
As this was not the first time I had walked away from my father in anger, it neither felt good nor painful. I was just tired of the whole thing. I had no idea what was going on inside or what he was trying to hide, but at this point, I no longer wanted to find out. He was old enough to deal with his issues on his own and I was done being on the receiving end of his selfishness. He didn’t try to stop me and that was a clue that if he left the house, something bad would probably happen to him. Come to think of it, ever since I returned to California, I didn’t think he had ever left the house. I was tired of overthinking and watching my every step. I was tired of second-guessing my place in everybody’s life and wondering who was secretly a traitor and who wasn’t. I just wanted to live my life normally and peacefully, but my ex-boyfriend had made it his mission to make me keep looking over my shoulder. I wished Kayden could just disappear somehow. I didn’t care how, I just wished he an
Before I could say anything in response, my phone began to ring. I saw it was a call from Kayden and I froze. I let it ring and go to voicemail, because even though I was mad at him, I could still remember what he had done to me and I wasn’t sure I wasn't ready to face him yet. “Who was that?” my father asked, craning his head to look into my phone. “No one,” I said quickly, reducing the volume of my phone and placing it in my bag. “You asked how we can know for sure whether Kayden was the reason I lost my baby or not?” I asked him, giving him a chance to take back his words. He looked away. “It may not have been him. The baby may have already been weak…i don't know how these things work but…” “I just told you he kicked me repeatedly on the stomach and I started to bleed. You're telling me I should believe the kicking had nothing to do with me losing my baby?” I asked, now more disappointed than ever. Even if he was being forced to do this, what could be at stake for him to say su
“Cassie dear. I'm so happy you're here,” my father said, looking from side to side after I showed up at his door unexpectedly. “Come on in.” I took my steps in carefully, sucking in a breath to remind myself I needed to remain as calm as possible. “Sit down,” he said with a smile that didn't reach his eyes. “What would you like to drink?” “Nothing. Don't worry yourself.” He nodded and sat down facing me. I glanced around the room to ease some of the discomfort I was beginning to feel. “I see you cleaned this place up.” “Yeah, my…yes I did,” he said. “I'm sorry for your loss.” We sat in awkward silence for more moments as I tried to gather my thoughts. It had been three days since Davis was discharged from the hospital and the press had been on our necks ever since. I didn't know what they were talking about because I had blocked every single news outlet from my phone. That wasn't a lasting solution, but it was working for now. On the other hand, my father had probably been swall