"The one with my tattered t-shirt?" I asked.
"What else?" Helga answered, chuckling like a witch. I really hate her squeaky giggle. It's creepy.
"I did!" I grinned. The corner of her mouth twitched. She put a hand on my shoulder and gripped tight. Aw.
"Then. Why. Are. You, Still with my brother early this morning?" she asked. She glared at me with such hate; I silently thanked God she's not a Medusa incarnate.
Oh yeah. Did I forget to mention, Carlos is her younger brother? She has a severe brother complex if you ask me. Very disturbing.
"Please, get your hands off me. It hurts," I said and grabbed Helga's wrist. She held on, and I did the same thing. "It's not trendy for a girl like you to have bruised wrists, Helga."
She let go for a moment and then slammed my head on my plate. I quickly regretted ordering spaghetti.
"Garcia again?" a voice from their left asked. "I didn't know we have the same favorite now, Helga."
Helga's hand tightened on my head and pushed heavier.
"Hush, Rowan. I got here first."
"You can bend that girl all you want but isn't it obvious that you can't break her?" said another voice, this time a girl. "She knows how much you value your perfection."
"Can't break her? Look who's talking, ha!" one of Helga's friends said. They laughed.
I heard a hmph and then, "Still, everyone knows you don't want that pretty face of yours getting ugly."
"You had your fun now. It's my turn," said Rowan, the guy who rivals Satan.
Helga lifted my head full of spaghetti sauce and slammed it on the plate again. She leaned down and said, "I'm not done with you, Garcia." and "Beware."
They left as fast as they arrived. I sighed. I never enjoyed being bullied. I looked at the guy and felt a noodle slid down my cheeks. It's Rowan, and everyone knows Rowan. He's evil.
"Are you done eating?" asked the girl with biceps and eyeglasses. This girl is Killa, Rowan's tag team partner.
"Er, No--"
Rowan pulled me up from my seat and chuckled. I find it offensive. What's so funny about maltreating a person like this? They're rude. Kids in this place must've had very disturbed and dysfunctional families. They don't know what good manners are.
"What the hell's wrong with this school!" at last, I managed to say it aloud. "Why does everyone wants to bully me? Why me?!" I growled, frustrated, and harshly wiped my saucy face.
The kids around, who were trying to conceal the fact that they were listening and watching my current predicament, laughed.
"We were wondering the same thing, dude," said the boy not far from me.
"But we never expected you to complain, so casually," said another one, two tables away from me.
"We were expecting tears and dropping out, I think," said a girl from behind me.
I looked around, and oddly enough, they laughed, not ridiculing me but laughed really because they find my reaction funny.
I ignored them and faced my new abductors.
"What do you want?' I asked and rolled my eyes. "Want to beat me down? Go on and just do it so I can finally have my peacetime."
Rowan dragged me out of the canteen. Everyone watched, but no one helped. Dang, this life. Yolly's gang started bullying me when I became her wimpy roommate, who didn't accept her invitation into her little club of bullies. And Helga's clique came to me like a wrecking ball when her squirt of a brother started talking to me. I thought stepping on her foot was bad enough until Carlos came into the picture. And lastly, under the top three lousy guy groups of my life is this guy's pair of rebels. They have been bullying me ever since that day I transferred two years ago.
I managed to come across them after defending a pale-looking, tiny freckled kid named Billy from what they call patrol--- Rowan's parade of taking taxes. In short, bullying money out of every student he thinks is loaded with cash.
Billy dropped out after watching them beat me down to a pulp. I can still remember those bloody lips and dislocated joints that I received from them. Thinking back, now I'm wondering why I don't cower before them at all. It was horrible. I was probably out for a month. I think I still have a picture of what I looked like, beaten and bloodied on my cell phone. He took a picture of me and sent it to everyone he knew, and it went viral around the campus. Too bad no one's brave enough to show it to a teacher. So much for a public school with over ten thousand student population. I was brought to the clinic and then to the hospital. Would you believe it when Rowan took me there himself? He looked really pleased to watch me shake in pain though, I think that was why he escorted me to the hospital.
"What do you want?" I asked, bracing myself from the right jab that was coming.
Whoosh. The jab came.
And I took a step back to avoid it. You see, almost two years of being bullied every day will give you some perks. Perks like memorizing the series of attacks your assailant is about to provide you with. And over the course of my two years in this place, flying objects such as food and stones, for example, and then out of nowhere, unprovoked attacks from bullies who want to destroy me permanently will evidently cause me more than bruises and wounds. I learned things the hard way, but I know I learned the right things.
Without my consent, no one can make me feel weak inferior. That says a quote I read from G****e.
"You know how much I hate it when you dodge that," he said and stepped forward to grab my hair. Rowan, the 10th grader, and his henchwoman, Killa, are graduating this year. Well, for someone four years older than you, they're pretty childish. No matter how I think about it, everything boils down to the 'dysfunctional family' route.
"What did I do this time, Rowan?" I asked and raised my hands before me. "I know your time is worth more than this."
Passive resistance 101, PERSUADE. I've read something on the net about passive resistance. Suppose you find it hard on yourself to harm another individual seriously. In that case, you resort to a series of techniques to get out of the situation.
He tried to grab me again, which I countered casually with a palm strike to the nose. But my palm hovered in front of his face like a barrier, stopping just an inch away. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to get hurt either.
There's that thin line where I can cross if I can play this right. No matter what I do, though, this kind of encounter leads to either one.
Rowan growled and took two steps back. Killa then stood in between us. She smiled at me and took over. Killa's attacks are straightforward. Although they're fast, her attacks are pretty predictable.
"Killa, please."
Passive resistance 101, PLEAD.
"You know what, Garcia?" she said and walked casually towards me. "I like your guts. You're the only wimp I know who hasn't given up yet."
I laughed, uncertain. "Uh, was that a joke?"
I just couldn't help but wonder.
And she moved. Yolly! She's fast. Faster than Rowan, maybe. But being the favorite bullied kid of all time, I ducked. I can't just receive a palm strike indeed landing on the nose. It was the same move I launched at Rowan a while ago. In fact, I learned that move from this very girl doing it to me probably over a hundred times this year.
And as expected, she kicked me on the side when I ducked. It hurt like always.
The pain must've had a favorite because I'm pretty sure my daily pain quota's extraordinarily high.
Passive Resistance 101. PRAY.
God, if you can hear me. Please. Please save me from this sadistic duo. From now on, I'd be even nicer to the poor. I promise, and you know me, I won't lie.
Just when Rowan and Killa started making their two-man attack, a tag team feared by most students in school, the intercom announced my name.
Selena Garcia, seventh grade, Class Two. Proceed to the Director's office.
I raised a brow at them. "Well?"
"Why would you be talking to the Director? No one's ever summoned to the Director's office."
"Still, you don't want me to tell him anything about your conquests here in his school, don't you? Or maybe I'm his granddaughter all along, and now you're doomed."
They were horrified. I laughed. Rowan growled like a dog which I audaciously waved off.
And as I went, I watched my back. Slowly, I managed to make a distance and ran.
I don't know whose voice was that, but I went to the Director's office right away. I can hear the murmurs from everyone wondering the same thing. It's the first time someone has been summoned to the Director's office. Most of the time, students get called to the faculty or the vice principal. I hurried anyway. It's against my principle to make other people wait. I knocked at the Director's Office, and his secretary opened the door for me. She looked at me curiously. Then, she asked me to go in. She left. I turned left when I arrived at a corner. "Good day, Miss Garcia," the Director greeted and put the papers he was holding down.
I sat down on a bench outside the Science building. I trotted out my chocolate bun and took a bite. I decided cutting classes would be okay now that I am about to go any time. My life is probably the worst a child could ever experience. Anywhere I go, I'm unwanted. Is there someone out there who's experiencing the same case? I hope whoever you are, you still have the fire to fight and defend yourself. I closed my eyes and smiled at the warm, soothing breeze which came upon me. If for just once I accepted defeat, I'd grow into a pitiable w
What do you mean battleground? More like a grave, Selena. I should've made a dash for it. I should've known avoiding their gazes won't be enough to save myself because they're obviously zeroing on me. I got surrounded by five girls, and then I halted. Reminiscing that specific memory practically ruined my mood. I can still taste the excitement and bloodlust. "Ever since I came across your awfully calm face, I've stopped bullying everyone else," Helga said, and I nodded. "Now that's a revelation!" said I and smiled. "You should tell them that. I'd love to see them see me in a different light." &nbs
ACE I looked down the grassland when I noticed that we've been hovering in place for quite some time now. I then saw several people standing on the field. I watched as they harassed the other one vehemently. Even from afar, I knew that the one fighting was a little girl. And she's encircled by girls like her. The sergeant, who is also the pilot, was looking down as well. Slowly, he started to descend. He must've realized by now that the little girl is about to get hurt. Whoever it was that the sergeant will pick up for the Boot camp must come from this place. This is their last 'stop,' the sergeant was talking about. I watched her use amateurish moves to overwhelm her aggressors. And as I looked down, their physiques grew bigger, and her enemies increased in number. How? How can she take them down with her crude moves? Attacks like hers should be too predictable,
MEOWI let the knife fall. But my situation is too vexing for me to let go of my only foundation for redemption. I seized the knife with my other hand. I opened my fingers to loosen his grip and wriggled my hand free. I grabbed his neck and slammed him against the steel wall of the helicopter. His other hand went to my wrist, and I winced when he started crushing it.His grip is stronger than Yolly's! I pointed the knife at his right eye and said, "Let go, or I'll take this one. Bones mend, but eyes don't." Silence.
The ArrivalWe landed amid a clearing inside a thick forest. Clive and I jumped off the helicopter and looked around. He frowned and approached Sergeant Paris. "Where's the campsite?" he asked. "You're not going to try and kill us here, are you?" I looked around and realized that we were out of nowhere. I cleared my throat, terrified. We're with an adult soldier who just threatened to kill us a while ago. This can't be it. The soldier looked at him thoughtfully. "Actually... I will." And his
Iyawned as I stepped on the track field. It's not the usual track field, you know, because it is also where the warplanes do the landing and takeoff. I think this is what they call airstrip. It is pretty spacious. Five o clock in the morning and the voice of Sergeant Paris woke us all. My bunkmates, who I hadn't asked for names yet, stood in front of me, barely standing on their own feet. The five hundred kids assembled, half asleep on the cemented floor. They stood like zombies and even I, myself, am a little drowsy. I hardly had any sleep at all. I tried my best not to show it. Before us, all stood the scariest soldier in the area. He's probably more than six feet tall, and he looked like he could crush your skull with his bare hands. He's a mountain. And his muscles looked reall
The morning lessons were over, and now I am back at the canteen for lunch. I can barely walk, and I don't know how many times I've stumbled down on my way there. I learned that the 500 students were grouped into five and was assigned to different Flexibility trainer. And only half of our class managed to get to the flexibility class right after the five-lap run. I was about to grab my tray when I saw Ace bullying another kid again. He pushed the kid down on the floor and kicked him on a leg. "I said get out of the way, didn't I?" he yelled. Some boys approached him.
The next day, I woke up and found a note on the bedside table saying, 'Be right back. I had another bone scan. They said my hands were mending faster than expected. They commented about the drugs doing better than expected. They had me escorted back to the room. Fran gave me a visit again, brought the usual tray and food. She helped me eat, and although it didn't taste as pleasant as the food from the canteen or the food from the underground floor, I ate with vigor. I need my energy back as fast as I can. I can feelit. I know something's brewing out there, and I'd bet my toes this time that it has something to do with the captain. I did squats until my legs cave in.&n
I opened my eyes and turned to the clock on the bedside table. I wasn't surprised to find myself insidemyinfirmary room. My body's a stiff as stone. I must've slept for a long while now. I stood up and stared at my hands. Only my thumbs survived the beating. I couldn't help but feel sorry for my little fingers wrapped thoroughly with bandages. Fran entered the room holding a tray topped with a water bottle, a couple of medicine, and a kettle. There was food, too. I smiled at her, and she just sighed. She gave me three tablets of different-looking capsules. I took it and gulped it down with water. &nb
Bee became the highlight of my life, diligently helping me avoid detentions. During the past few days, the class managed to escape detentions with her wits, thus making my wounds heal in peace. One of these days, I'm going to thank her. Still, Lieutenant Margaery is nowhere to be seen, twice the sergeant had personally gone to me for information, and twice I told him I didn't know where she was. We were in the middle of Flight Lessons when Victor got pissed off and attacked Viper, his co-pilot. Roses stood up to watch them brawl. Private Lowell found them rolling on the floor, kicking and punching. &n
Another month passed by, I managed to avoid seven detentions and survived three. The first one was when Eagle and Howler snuck into one of the warplanes parked outside. Bee punched me in the gut when I asked her to tell the superiors that I made them do it. The captain and I made a happy reunion and later drowned me. I had also started teaching Muscat some tricks like stay and fetch. Minnie said I was mistaking it for a dog, but I ignored her. As long as I can prove that it's atrainedcat, who would argue against it? It had also refused to eat cooked food, so I do covert burglary missions to the kitchen for Muscat's everyday food source at night. It's either piece of meat or a whole fish. Even Minnie doesn't know this. The second time was when Reaper, Barrel
As soon as I opened my eyes, I realized that my nap had taken longer than I had planned it to be. It's 4 o'clock in the morning, and my back feels like it's gonna cave in. The jelly pads must've worn out. I stood up and limped my way to the shower room to wash my face and brush my teeth. I turned around and lifted my clothes to check my back. The deep blue pads had faded to a whitish blue. I fought the urge to remove them and look at how grave my wounds were. I lost and succumbed to curiosity. "Awawaw," I muttered as I lifted the corner of the pads to take a look. I watched my reflection as the weight of the situation dawned on me. I looked at my half-exposed back with self-pity and
The lieutenant found me wearing the suit from last week's detention. She stared at me for a second and sighed in defeat. I saluted. "They said a kid's up for detention," she told me. "I should've known it's you again." "I got really pissed off with my bomb," I told her. "Whose ass did you save this time?" she asked and turned right. "No one," I said. "It's all me." I looked at the room where I was electrocuted and frowned. "Where are you taking me?" "The captain must've heard that it was you again, so he changed the venue," the lieutenant looked pale. And angry. "He's not gonna cut my fingers, is he?" I asked and cleared my throat. &
Minnie walked beside me as we headed to the underground classroom. She's commenting about how we would learn to fly war planes underground. She's also talking about how Bee's starting to get on her nerves again. I stayed quiet the whole time. We met with the other guys on our way. Loki approached me, looking a little confused. "Why are you wearing a jacket?" he asked. "It's not that cold." "Leave me alone," I told him, and he shrugged. At last, we've arrived.
I was asked to strip off my clothes and wear the white, tight, thin suit. I did what I was told. I looked around. The lieutenant escorted me in here. I am now inside a small room, which appears to be the changing area. I tied my hair up in a tight ponytail, noticing how long they've grown since I got here. I focused on my breathing, calming my nerves. I can't calm down. I can't calm down when I know I am up against something I cannot kill. I want to run. There was a knock on the door. Slowly, I walked towards the door and stepped out. A guy in a lab gown welcomed me. "This way," he said. I strol
The Clique We walked further inside and up the great hall. We were welcomed with a carpeted floor and hotel-like ambiance when we reached the third floor. "That way is the Captain's quarters and office," the Sergeant said. "They made it look grand because sometimes, the country's leaders visit us. We can't make it look barbaric." I stared at the door a couple of meters away from us. The Sergeant signaled us to follow him. We found ourselves in the middle of another hall. I looked to the right, and there's a door, t