chapter 104

Chapter 104

At the pool.

Xiana's POV

I wish the earth would open and swallow me whole. Humiliation, embarrassment, hatred, helplessness. What should I name the feeling brewing inside me?

Apparently no one can break me. I am Xiana Russell. Nothing can take me down, not this shit show of untying my bikini, not even the laughter can break me. No. I will never cry in front of these people.

But what hurt me the most was Micheal Hendrix standing with two girls in his arms.

I was watching him all through the day and I don't know if it's real or not, but I didn't feel an ounce of jealousy in me. I saw him spanking a girl. Groping a girl's breasts. Even making out. But nothing grossed me out. Guess this is what they say that I might give him my body, but not my heart.

Nothing mattered to me, but he was my friend. He should have stood by my side. He should have come to hold me, just hold me. He promised to be protective about me and now he was with the crowd laughing at me.

Yes I am curvy