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Author: Kingsley
last update Last Updated: 2024-04-02 01:08:10

Richard's POV

With my back turned, I listened for the resounding sound of the car as it drove away, and I let out a sigh as it escaped from my lips. “ You aren't going to chase after her and ask her to stay?” Ryan asked.

I sauntered down, trying so hard not to turn around. I would rather not see the tail of the car as it drove away. If I did, I was sure that I would race after it in a bid to stop Reina from going away.

“ I should?” My hands trailed the edge of the oak wood. “ Why should I? She would rather not stay with me” I could feel the taste that lingered on my lips as I tried to hold myself back.

“ Daisy said I should. I can't go ahead to stop her. She is a grieving woman”

“ And you are too. Why are you looking beyond that? You are also grieving and you need attention as much as she does, so why this?”

I ran my tongue over my lips. My heart wrenched from pain. “ We were taught to hold our pain since we were little, weren't we? Let me soak in mine while I come out stronger. O
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