Kaiya turned sixteen today and I had intended to give her a small gift. It was nothing special, just a token of kindness, but it seems my kindness to her was misplaced.
Kaiya transformed in front of our eyes on the training grounds and her wolf was the most adorable, fluffy ball of silver fur I had ever seen. She has an unusual red petal mark on her forehead, which I haven’t seen before. It reminds me of something out of an old fairytale. I wanted to run my fingers through her fur that looked so soft, but I knew she would be embarrassed, so I picked up her clothing and held it out to her so that she could transform back and we could train. She wasn’t ready to train in wolf form yet.
As we turned our backs on her to allow her a modicum of privacy, I caught Dylan’s eyes and his glazed expression. He is rarely moved or surprised by anything since our mother’s death. I suspect he is shocked. I mean, her wolf’s fur doesn’t match her chestnut colored hair, the petal mark is close, but more vibrant, so that is a factor. But I also suspect he thought she would be more scrawny and scraggly, not fluffy and adorable.
When I felt the surge and tingle of the mate bond I knew what it was and there was a slight thrill, but shock and fear overtook me. I had to have Dylan touch to see if he sensed the same from her.
I remember our first meeting, but I had seen her at a distance for years. She was always busy, working diligently and I heard it said she was an orphaned Omega. I felt bad for the adorable little girl with the chestnut hair and mossy green eyes.
But now I am dating Rebecca and I can not have an Omega as my Fated Mate! Rebecca would be furious at me and at Kaiya and I cannot deal with that drama as I prepare for my formal Alpha Training.Then to discover Dylan and I share our mate! It is absurd! It is bad enough that father wants us to share our title, but to also share our mate? No!
I don’t know what freaks me out more, the idea of Rebecca hurting Kaiya, the idea that Kaiya is my Fated Mate or the idea of having to share Kaiya with Dylan. My emotions war with one another as Dylan and I argue.
“She is in a weakened state! We can reject her once she has time to recover from her first shift, if you insist,” I snarl at my twin, once again.
“You want her! You want her for yourself,” Dylan says in a change of tone as he narrows his bright blue eyes at me.
We both have blue eyes, but Dylan’s always seem so bright, while mine change with my moods and what I wear. It is one of the ways people can tell the difference between us, not that most people are observant enough even with us wearing our hair differently, having unique personalities and distinct personal styles. Dylan is more casual sporty meets bad boy meets frat boy and my style is more casual but refined.
“I don’t want drama and if being with her is going to cause drama, which it will, I don’t want to deal with it, however, I believe she deserves to live,” I sigh and run my fingers through my hair.
“What if we didn’t reject her? I know I am the one who has been pushing for it, but….I don’t know,” Dylan mutters.
I have never seen Dylan so flustered in our entire twenty and a half years of life. That is when we both turn suddenly at the sound of someone screaming. I see Kaiya at the top of the stairs, but can’t make out what is happening from this far. Dylan and I both rapidly switch gears and bolt to the scene unraveling before us.
I notice Rebecca bleeding and unconscious, but her uncle who is a pack doctor is tending to her. With a nod from him, I continue up the stairs and hear and see what Beta Carson is saying and doing, while the little maid who sucked my cock on my eighteenth birthday shrieks that Kaiya pushed Rebecca down the stairs.
My emotions are all over the place, but one thing is certain…Kaiya isn’t the sweet, innocent little Omega I always thought her to be!
Dylan reaches the top of the stairs first, but he hesitates as a look of shock and dismay crosses his face. I shove past him and snarl.
I cannot keep the venom out of my voice as I snap, “You jealous, traitorous whore! How dare you hurt my girlfriend?”
I kick Kaiya’s ribs harder than I ever have in training. In training I don't want to hurt her, but right now, I want to cause her a great deal of pain! Right now, I am satisfied with the sound of her breaking ribs.
I nearly scoff at how weak Dylan’s response is.
‘Maybe his wolf talked sense into him!’ My wolf, Aspen, scoffs in my mindspace.
‘Oh! Now you speak up! You haven’t spoken to me in months!’ I snarl in response.
‘You don’t listen! You still chose to date Rebecca and now you refuse to understand that had you not dated Rebecca, this probably would not have happened. Maybe we would be mating our Fated Mate, now. But you don’t listen to me, nor do you use your big head to think, Casanova!’ Aspen scoffs again. ‘I am not talking to you!’
Aspen retreats back to the back of my mindspace where he has been hiding for over six months, ever since I gave into Rebecca’s seductions. He has gotten angry about any women I have had sexual relations with, but not as angry as he has been with Rebecca. I can feel his anger with me and his desire to take over and pull Kaiya into our arms and mark her. I will not allow it!
“Enough! I am still Alpha here!” My father’s voice rings through the horrific scene .
‘This had better not have anything to do with your womanizing, Ace!’ My father says through the mindlink.I feel a smidgeon of guilt, but the anger I feel far outweighs any quilt I have.
As dad goes through his questions, I think to offer to punish Kaiya, but he refuses me, for now.
Dad banishes Kaiya from the pack and sentences her to five years’ imprisonment in The Iron Keep in Red Fields. I have only been to the place once, but it is a place rumored to be stained red from blood, when in fact the red is due to the high iron content in everything from the stones to the water. Even the soil takes on a red hue and the trees that grow there are gnarled and twisted. The Iron Keep is the most brutal werewolf prison in our region, but this is not enough punishment.
As I watch Rebecca get placed on a stretcher and Kaiya’s limp form dragged away, I turn and whisper to Dylan, “I should have just done it! None of this would have happened, but now she will pay!”
Dylan pauses before replying, “She is already paying for our mistakes brother. I feel...no, nevermind.”
“What” I ask in a snarl.
“I feel like we are missing something,” Dylan replies with a furrowed brow before I turn and follow the ambulance so I can attempt to be there for Rebecca.
How could Kaiya have seemed so innocent when she is capable of such cruelty?
“Rebecca has a concussion,” her uncle Bill informs me as I arrive at the hospital. “And she appears to be in a coma, yet alive.”
A coma!
DylanFive Years Later I go over the prison reports in front of me for the third time today. Something isn’t adding up. I saw Kaiya’s wolf, so I know she has one. But reports say she has no evidence of even having a wolf spirit. Her healing is decent, better than human healing, but not up to par with a typical werewolf whose wolf spirit is healthy. She never shifts, even when forced into a fighting ring. There is definitely something wrong. I’m jittery and nervous. I’m also more than just tempted to storm out of here and go to her. I want to ask her questions and see for myself what has happened to her, but the other side of me tells me I am a fool for trusting her or anyone, mate bond or not. It’s five minutes until three o'clock. She will be released at three on the dot. I close my eyes and inhale deeply. I remember that fateful day five years ago. Kaiya’s sixteenth birthday. We didn’t expect her to get her wolf or transform that early. Which leaves another mystery for us.
Kaiya The creak of the enormous Iron gate and the rattling of heavy chains is a cacophony of sounds as I stand in the entry and nod to the guard. For five long years this place has been my home, but today I gain my freedom. I went half starved and thirsty for weeks or even months on end before I would be given proper food, and then there were the beatings and fighting rings. When I was allotted time outdoors, all I could see was the distant sky above the tall red walls. With my wolf silent and knowing she was weak and unable to heal me well, my healing from the beatings was slower than normal for a werewolf. I still heal faster than ordinary humans, but not always fast enough to be healed before the next bearing. Ah…the beatings! The severity and style of beatings varied with the guards. Sheila wasn’t any less harsh than the guys. Sheila's beatings usually left me battered and bruised, but also questioning just what stories she had been fed, because of what she would say as she hi
Kaiya One month of searching and I still have no luck with jobs. Alpha Maxim is fine with my presence but requires all adult residents to get a job before joining his pack officially. Until I am an official pack member, I don’t have all the rights and protections of one. Freepelt pack is a small pack and they don’t have a lot of work, but I overheard a shopgirl this morning saying she would never hire me, because Alpha Ace would destroy anyone who helped the “traitorous whore Kaiya Ember”. My last name is because of the main city of The Red Shadow Pack. As far as I know, I have no true last name. Even in a different pack, I was doomed.I don’t want to bring Ace’s wrath on Amina, so I need to find a job and get out of her place for her sake.So now, I have driven into the neutral city and am looking into bartending at a human owned establishment. I get offered the demeaning job, with the skimpy uniform and agree to come back tomorrow night. Walking out of the building, I make my way
Ace I look at the name and know instantly who is calling. Yes, the good doctor could use the pack link, but he also knows I am in a meeting, trying to fix a shipping issue.“You will have to excuse me, gentlemen. Urgent business matters call,” I say as I get up from the meeting, leaving my brother to finish up."It is personal business,” I mindlink Dylan who shoots me a cold glare.‘I bet it is! Don’t tell me, it’ll probably just piss me off!’ Dylan replies through our link then cuts it off.I would tell him everything pisses him off, but it’s not as fun as it used to be. He used to leap on me and wrestle me, but now he stalks away and slams doors.I stride into the hospital and to the private wing where I inspect the patch job Doct Bill has done. It’s sufficient, however, when I turn to look his way as he explains medications Kaiya has been on in the prison, The dumb bitch uses the opportunity to attack me.“I am a full grown Alpha now, not a little boy!” I snarl as I shove her tiny
Kaiya I’m not sure how long I have been in this attic. Sometimes, I’m shackled to the cross, others I am strapped to a table or bed. Ace’s minions guard me in twos or threes for my “bathroom privilege” which is essentially a bucket I relieve myself in, but Ace comes in person to force feed me and question me. He’s not gentle about handling me and though he has yet to do anything more sexual than the first day when he bit my breasts while caressing them, but he has suggested it many times. “If you are a good girl, maybe I will give you what you crave,” Ace has suggested, palming his erection through his slacks. He does not realize I only craze one thing right now and that is my freedom. Let’s not discuss how he always gets an erection as he whips me and questions me and handles me roughly. I believe Ace delights in my pain. He’s a sadistic asshole. Ace or his minions whip me and beat me daily, though they are careful not to damage me too much because they view me as fragile like
Dylan ‘The Little Mouse escaped during the attack!’ Ace snarls at me through the mindlink. ‘I have some ideas where to search. You search North towards the forest between here and Freepelt Pack and I will head south towards the forest there. We can have men search the city, but she is more likely to go north or so along the river,’ I reply. I remember Kaiya and her friend Amina spending a lot of time along the river on their day off, especially during the summer months, but Autumn has been creeping in and it nears winter. The river is far too cold to swim in at this time of year, even for werewolves and her wolf is either dead or very weak. I still wouldn’t put it past her to follow the river or to jump in if she felt desperate. What desperation would drive her to leap? What will I do if I find her? What will I do if I don’t? Goddess! Why does it have to be so complicated? If she would answer Ace, maybe…or at least I hope he would let her leave. I could carry her far away, where
Ace I carry Kaiya back upstairs to her dungeon and change her clothes myself. I’ll need her body healthy, even if her mind is not. She has an amazing figure, but that doesn’t make up for what she did to Rebecca. I might need to play with her more, though. Kaiya was always pretty and so fragile looking, yet she held up to our training sessions well. She never complained, at least not outwardly and often held a smile for me. I remember watching her through the windows one day as she cleaned the sitting room and admiring the shape of her slender form and how her curves were in all the right places. She was so pleasing to look at and so polite, so why are Rebecca’s accounts and memories so different. Rebecca told me of a time Kaiya sought her out in the school library telling her to stay away from us because she would find a way to make us her and wouldn’t have anyone get in her way, no matter what their rank. Maybe it’s because Kaiya wanted us to believe she was sweet and
Kaiya My eyes open to yet another day in the blasted attic and I am sure I can expect a visit or two from Ace, as usual. It grows tiresome, his taunting and constant edging between sexual play and angry outbursts of violence. He has yet to do more than caress and bite my flesh, but I fear he will not stop at that one of these days. Tears well in my eyes when I hear the creak of the floorboards beyond the door and the clicking of the locks being undone. Here comes another session with Ace! “Good morning, Little Mouse! I bring you scrambled eggs and toast. I have juice, but the coffee is for me. You don’t get coffee,” Ace hums in an almost sing-song tune. “If you are a good girl and eat up for me, I might reward you.” Ace adjusts the bed I am strapped to, so I am sitting, nearly upright as he usually does for feeding me. “I see you wet yourself during the night. Such a shame. That must be uncomfortable for you. I will need to give you a sponge bath, but for that, I need to give y
Dierdre The Lord of The Hunt…He is the estranged prince of the Spring Kingdom. His elder brother is the future king. But the Lord of The Hunt is a wildcard. No one is ever quite sure what to expect. I awakened in an elegant room within his forest palace. At first, I think I am alone and then he speaks. “Priestess, have you thought about my proposal or is that man in my dungeon your mate?” “I have a fated mate, of that I am certain,” I reply. “And you choose to ignore our bond?” “I told you already that when I meet my fated mate, we will return if it is in agreement that we see if my mate also feels the bond,” I reply. “I have yet to meet my mate.” “What if I am all the Mate you are promised?” He asks. “I have seen a vision with a wolf and Lycan, you are neither of those,” I reply. “Dierdre, please! Please, tell me you feel it!” He pleads. “I…I feel it, but…you were not in my vision,” I admit at last. “And the Wolf-Lycan man in my dungeon?” “He is having me guide him to one o
Miguel The first two days we had to travel slowly as we passed through the dark region. The Bodkins entertained us both nights we were there and yesterday we crossed through what Dierdre called the Twilight Threshold into a very green and purple landscape that she informed me is The Spring Kingdom. We are going to a kingdom known as The Kingdom of Nod…Chimera Fae and dream sprites are the most prominent species after The High Elves that are present in nearly every realm. I have been learning about the realms and travel through this kingdom has been sped up by a bit of transportation magic. Dierdre explained that her Shadow Wolf Magic could allow her to travel through shadows and even bring me along, but that it is too unpredictable in this landscape. Tomorrow we will cross into The Summer Kingdom. The Kingdom of Nod is somewhere beyond the Kingdoms of The Four Seasons. This morning we saw our first Shrinking Violet. She was a pretty little Fae, but as she blushed a vibrant purple
Raiden The first few days without Miguel have been alright, but there is a restless energy that had Alpha Kaiya concerned enough to call the Lycan King for some support. Her half-brother, the Future Lycan King along with his mate, are set to arrive ahead of his father today. His father and some warriors will be arriving in the coming days, but they have a secret route. It is best not to alert the growing mass of Shades, Riders, and beasts that we have backup coming. Beta Amina (who I guess I can just call Amina since she is basically my sister in law) keeps us updated on everything so that we can remain safe and vigilant. I would feel better if I knew my twin and Miguel were safe, but there is no way for us to reach them where they are, or to know when they find one another. I know that the dream we had, or rather the vision, was of them, but we never reached them. “Today, I am taking all three of you shopping for maternity clothes,” Lena announces as she enters the living room,
Miguel The sorceress…priestess…Mage…whatever you want to call her, meets me in the foyer of the Packhouse on the morning of our departure. “I suppose we ought to get to know one another since I will be bringing you into the realm of the fae and my magic combined with your muscle will be our primary defenses against anything foul. I am Deirdre, the half sister of your Alphas, Ace and Dylan. I am a priestess and half mage with both werewolf and Lycan blood,” the young, dark haired woman states as she shakes my hand. “I am Miguel. I too am part Lycan and I chose to join my small pack to the pack of your brothers and their mates, giving up my title as Alpha to strengthen both of our packs. I am a skilled fighter, but hope we don’t come into too many perils with my mates all counting on me to return in one piece,” I reply. “I really wish you would take someone else along with you,” Alpha Dylan says to his younger sister. “That can not be done. Miguel will be fine as he is seeking one
Lena It’s the last full moon before Miguel goes into the realm of the fae to try to find our other mate, Raiden’s long lost twin. I will be here with all of our pregnant mates. I know my fighting skills aren’t as great as Rita’s or Raiden’s, but I will do everything in my power to keep them safe. With the full moon rising, I can feel the heat and rut cycle beginning to take over, so all other thoughts will be set aside. I work to get dinner ready for myself and my mates. Antony is by my side, preparing the salad and making us dessert. His sweet face is turning rosy and I can tell from his looks that he can smell my rising arousal. He won’t go into heat, but he will get horny with the rest of us. The bond will ensure that. Of the four mates I have currently, three are pregnant and deliciously glowing with their pregnancies. “We’ll have to hope you don’t also get pregnant,” Miguel says from behind me. “At least not until I have returned.” “If I do, I know our pack will do their
Tobias Being a newly awakened pregnant Lycan is strange at best. I am hungry or horny often and now it’s the full moon. So both of my mates will be giving off sexy feromones which makes me even more horny. Gah! I just realized that my younger sister is going through this very same thing at the moment, only she has more mates than I do! That is mortifying. I need to put the entire thought out of my head. It’s bad enough that I can’t train while pregnant so I am overthinking things. “Tobias, stop overthinking. Talk to me if you need to,” Amina says, looking up from the report she is reading. “Or, if it helps you to get out of your head, read over one of these reports for me and see what you can discern from it. Maybe a fresh set of eyes will help me gain a new perspective on this situation.”I stop pacing and sit on the sofa in her office with one of the reports. SHe has been over these a dozen times. It’s the reports flooding in from all over the country about The Riders and The Sh
Damien I don’t mind helping carry things and put them all in the correct rooms of the new house. I don’t even mind putting the furniture together with Miguel. But when we are all done and Miguel sits down to talk with me and voices his concerns, it feels…different. It’s like he really is embracing me as family, which I know we are since he is mated to my mates’ sisters, but I still often feel like an outsider. “While I’m gone, can you please keep an eye on them for me. I know you are training Lena, and Rita and Raiden can both fight, but with them pregnant, I just…Lena can’t protect three pregnant mates alone,” Miguel sighs. “After the full moon, I’m heading out to find Raiden’s twin and birth giving parent.” “We knew that, but I really hope it goes well and you come back soon. I will watch out for them and I will continue training Lena,” I reply. “Afterall, we are family and family takes care of one another.” I don’t know what else I can say. It’s not like I can assure him they
Sorry I disappeared, I have had some major family stuff happen, but will resume updates in the coming weeks. They may only be 2 or 3 per week for now, but I am aiming to work back up to daily updates. I didn't mean to leave everyone hanging and I have to catch up on where in the story I am so that I can continue from there. Hopefully, some of the stuff getting in the way of me writing will be handled more permanently soon.Thank you for your patience in the meantime.I believe I have less than 20 chapters left in part 2 (give or take depending on how long some scenes take to write) then we will be moving on to part 3. So far part 2 has gone in directions I didn't forsee when I first planned it, but I like where it has gone better than the original plan. I fully intend parts 3 and 4 to be packed with action and more surprises. And hope to finish the book by the end of June or July.
Amina Today is moving day. Damien, Tobias and I are helping Lena and her mates move into their new home. As we drop the children off in the nursery with the other young ones I nod at Kaiya when she mindlinks me that she has noticed how unsettled Xavier has become when he isn’t near Amal. Both have increased their tantrums and upset when apart over the last several weeks. I am uncertain how we can fix it without making a permanent space for the kids to have as their space, maybe the suite they stay in during our heat and rut cycles needs to be their nursery and all of our children will move into that space and have one or two of us or permanent sitters there with them. I know my mother would gladly permanently help raise her grandchildren. Xavier’s concern for his little mate’s safety is heartwarming, but it leaves me with a feeling in the pit of my stomach. The heir is worried about a war we know is coming, but have never told him about. I steady my mind and focus on the task at