Kaiya turned sixteen today and I had intended to give her a small gift. It was nothing special, just a token of kindness, but it seems my kindness to her was misplaced.
Kaiya transformed in front of our eyes on the training grounds and her wolf was the most adorable, fluffy ball of silver fur I had ever seen. She has an unusual red petal mark on her forehead, which I haven’t seen before. It reminds me of something out of an old fairytale. I wanted to run my fingers through her fur that looked so soft, but I knew she would be embarrassed, so I picked up her clothing and held it out to her so that she could transform back and we could train. She wasn’t ready to train in wolf form yet.
As we turned our backs on her to allow her a modicum of privacy, I caught Dylan’s eyes and his glazed expression. He is rarely moved or surprised by anything since our mother’s death. I suspect he is shocked. I mean, her wolf’s fur doesn’t match her chestnut colored hair, the petal mark is close, but more vibrant, so that is a factor. But I also suspect he thought she would be more scrawny and scraggly, not fluffy and adorable.
When I felt the surge and tingle of the mate bond I knew what it was and there was a slight thrill, but shock and fear overtook me. I had to have Dylan touch to see if he sensed the same from her.
I remember our first meeting, but I had seen her at a distance for years. She was always busy, working diligently and I heard it said she was an orphaned Omega. I felt bad for the adorable little girl with the chestnut hair and mossy green eyes.
But now I am dating Rebecca and I can not have an Omega as my Fated Mate! Rebecca would be furious at me and at Kaiya and I cannot deal with that drama as I prepare for my formal Alpha Training.Then to discover Dylan and I share our mate! It is absurd! It is bad enough that father wants us to share our title, but to also share our mate? No!
I don’t know what freaks me out more, the idea of Rebecca hurting Kaiya, the idea that Kaiya is my Fated Mate or the idea of having to share Kaiya with Dylan. My emotions war with one another as Dylan and I argue.
“She is in a weakened state! We can reject her once she has time to recover from her first shift, if you insist,” I snarl at my twin, once again.
“You want her! You want her for yourself,” Dylan says in a change of tone as he narrows his bright blue eyes at me.
We both have blue eyes, but Dylan’s always seem so bright, while mine change with my moods and what I wear. It is one of the ways people can tell the difference between us, not that most people are observant enough even with us wearing our hair differently, having unique personalities and distinct personal styles. Dylan is more casual sporty meets bad boy meets frat boy and my style is more casual but refined.
“I don’t want drama and if being with her is going to cause drama, which it will, I don’t want to deal with it, however, I believe she deserves to live,” I sigh and run my fingers through my hair.
“What if we didn’t reject her? I know I am the one who has been pushing for it, but….I don’t know,” Dylan mutters.
I have never seen Dylan so flustered in our entire twenty and a half years of life. That is when we both turn suddenly at the sound of someone screaming. I see Kaiya at the top of the stairs, but can’t make out what is happening from this far. Dylan and I both rapidly switch gears and bolt to the scene unraveling before us.
I notice Rebecca bleeding and unconscious, but her uncle who is a pack doctor is tending to her. With a nod from him, I continue up the stairs and hear and see what Beta Carson is saying and doing, while the little maid who sucked my cock on my eighteenth birthday shrieks that Kaiya pushed Rebecca down the stairs.
My emotions are all over the place, but one thing is certain…Kaiya isn’t the sweet, innocent little Omega I always thought her to be!
Dylan reaches the top of the stairs first, but he hesitates as a look of shock and dismay crosses his face. I shove past him and snarl.
I cannot keep the venom out of my voice as I snap, “You jealous, traitorous whore! How dare you hurt my girlfriend?”
I kick Kaiya’s ribs harder than I ever have in training. In training I don't want to hurt her, but right now, I want to cause her a great deal of pain! Right now, I am satisfied with the sound of her breaking ribs.
I nearly scoff at how weak Dylan’s response is.
‘Maybe his wolf talked sense into him!’ My wolf, Aspen, scoffs in my mindspace.
‘Oh! Now you speak up! You haven’t spoken to me in months!’ I snarl in response.
‘You don’t listen! You still chose to date Rebecca and now you refuse to understand that had you not dated Rebecca, this probably would not have happened. Maybe we would be mating our Fated Mate, now. But you don’t listen to me, nor do you use your big head to think, Casanova!’ Aspen scoffs again. ‘I am not talking to you!’
Aspen retreats back to the back of my mindspace where he has been hiding for over six months, ever since I gave into Rebecca’s seductions. He has gotten angry about any women I have had sexual relations with, but not as angry as he has been with Rebecca. I can feel his anger with me and his desire to take over and pull Kaiya into our arms and mark her. I will not allow it!
“Enough! I am still Alpha here!” My father’s voice rings through the horrific scene .
‘This had better not have anything to do with your womanizing, Ace!’ My father says through the mindlink.I feel a smidgeon of guilt, but the anger I feel far outweighs any quilt I have.
As dad goes through his questions, I think to offer to punish Kaiya, but he refuses me, for now.
Dad banishes Kaiya from the pack and sentences her to five years’ imprisonment in The Iron Keep in Red Fields. I have only been to the place once, but it is a place rumored to be stained red from blood, when in fact the red is due to the high iron content in everything from the stones to the water. Even the soil takes on a red hue and the trees that grow there are gnarled and twisted. The Iron Keep is the most brutal werewolf prison in our region, but this is not enough punishment.
As I watch Rebecca get placed on a stretcher and Kaiya’s limp form dragged away, I turn and whisper to Dylan, “I should have just done it! None of this would have happened, but now she will pay!”
Dylan pauses before replying, “She is already paying for our mistakes brother. I feel...no, nevermind.”
“What” I ask in a snarl.
“I feel like we are missing something,” Dylan replies with a furrowed brow before I turn and follow the ambulance so I can attempt to be there for Rebecca.
How could Kaiya have seemed so innocent when she is capable of such cruelty?
“Rebecca has a concussion,” her uncle Bill informs me as I arrive at the hospital. “And she appears to be in a coma, yet alive.”
A coma!
DylanFive Years Later I go over the prison reports in front of me for the third time today. Something isn’t adding up. I saw Kaiya’s wolf, so I know she has one. But reports say she has no evidence of even having a wolf spirit. Her healing is decent, better than human healing, but not up to par with a typical werewolf whose wolf spirit is healthy. She never shifts, even when forced into a fighting ring. There is definitely something wrong. I’m jittery and nervous. I’m also more than just tempted to storm out of here and go to her. I want to ask her questions and see for myself what has happened to her, but the other side of me tells me I am a fool for trusting her or anyone, mate bond or not. It’s five minutes until three o'clock. She will be released at three on the dot. I close my eyes and inhale deeply. I remember that fateful day five years ago. Kaiya’s sixteenth birthday. We didn’t expect her to get her wolf or transform that early. Which leaves another mystery for us.
Kaiya The creak of the enormous Iron gate and the rattling of heavy chains is a cacophony of sounds as I stand in the entry and nod to the guard. For five long years this place has been my home, but today I gain my freedom. I went half starved and thirsty for weeks or even months on end before I would be given proper food, and then there were the beatings and fighting rings. When I was allotted time outdoors, all I could see was the distant sky above the tall red walls. With my wolf silent and knowing she was weak and unable to heal me well, my healing from the beatings was slower than normal for a werewolf. I still heal faster than ordinary humans, but not always fast enough to be healed before the next bearing. Ah…the beatings! The severity and style of beatings varied with the guards. Sheila wasn’t any less harsh than the guys. Sheila's beatings usually left me battered and bruised, but also questioning just what stories she had been fed, because of what she would say as she hi
Kaiya One month of searching and I still have no luck with jobs. Alpha Maxim is fine with my presence but requires all adult residents to get a job before joining his pack officially. Until I am an official pack member, I don’t have all the rights and protections of one. Freepelt pack is a small pack and they don’t have a lot of work, but I overheard a shopgirl this morning saying she would never hire me, because Alpha Ace would destroy anyone who helped the “traitorous whore Kaiya Ember”. My last name is because of the main city of The Red Shadow Pack. As far as I know, I have no true last name. Even in a different pack, I was doomed.I don’t want to bring Ace’s wrath on Amina, so I need to find a job and get out of her place for her sake.So now, I have driven into the neutral city and am looking into bartending at a human owned establishment. I get offered the demeaning job, with the skimpy uniform and agree to come back tomorrow night. Walking out of the building, I make my way
Ace I look at the name and know instantly who is calling. Yes, the good doctor could use the pack link, but he also knows I am in a meeting, trying to fix a shipping issue.“You will have to excuse me, gentlemen. Urgent business matters call,” I say as I get up from the meeting, leaving my brother to finish up."It is personal business,” I mindlink Dylan who shoots me a cold glare.‘I bet it is! Don’t tell me, it’ll probably just piss me off!’ Dylan replies through our link then cuts it off.I would tell him everything pisses him off, but it’s not as fun as it used to be. He used to leap on me and wrestle me, but now he stalks away and slams doors.I stride into the hospital and to the private wing where I inspect the patch job Doct Bill has done. It’s sufficient, however, when I turn to look his way as he explains medications Kaiya has been on in the prison, The dumb bitch uses the opportunity to attack me.“I am a full grown Alpha now, not a little boy!” I snarl as I shove her tiny
Kaiya I’m not sure how long I have been in this attic. Sometimes, I’m shackled to the cross, others I am strapped to a table or bed. Ace’s minions guard me in twos or threes for my “bathroom privilege” which is essentially a bucket I relieve myself in, but Ace comes in person to force feed me and question me. He’s not gentle about handling me and though he has yet to do anything more sexual than the first day when he bit my breasts while caressing them, but he has suggested it many times. “If you are a good girl, maybe I will give you what you crave,” Ace has suggested, palming his erection through his slacks. He does not realize I only craze one thing right now and that is my freedom. Let’s not discuss how he always gets an erection as he whips me and questions me and handles me roughly. I believe Ace delights in my pain. He’s a sadistic asshole. Ace or his minions whip me and beat me daily, though they are careful not to damage me too much because they view me as fragile like
Dylan ‘The Little Mouse escaped during the attack!’ Ace snarls at me through the mindlink. ‘I have some ideas where to search. You search North towards the forest between here and Freepelt Pack and I will head south towards the forest there. We can have men search the city, but she is more likely to go north or so along the river,’ I reply. I remember Kaiya and her friend Amina spending a lot of time along the river on their day off, especially during the summer months, but Autumn has been creeping in and it nears winter. The river is far too cold to swim in at this time of year, even for werewolves and her wolf is either dead or very weak. I still wouldn’t put it past her to follow the river or to jump in if she felt desperate. What desperation would drive her to leap? What will I do if I find her? What will I do if I don’t? Goddess! Why does it have to be so complicated? If she would answer Ace, maybe…or at least I hope he would let her leave. I could carry her far away, where
Ace I carry Kaiya back upstairs to her dungeon and change her clothes myself. I’ll need her body healthy, even if her mind is not. She has an amazing figure, but that doesn’t make up for what she did to Rebecca. I might need to play with her more, though. Kaiya was always pretty and so fragile looking, yet she held up to our training sessions well. She never complained, at least not outwardly and often held a smile for me. I remember watching her through the windows one day as she cleaned the sitting room and admiring the shape of her slender form and how her curves were in all the right places. She was so pleasing to look at and so polite, so why are Rebecca’s accounts and memories so different. Rebecca told me of a time Kaiya sought her out in the school library telling her to stay away from us because she would find a way to make us her and wouldn’t have anyone get in her way, no matter what their rank. Maybe it’s because Kaiya wanted us to believe she was sweet and
Kaiya My eyes open to yet another day in the blasted attic and I am sure I can expect a visit or two from Ace, as usual. It grows tiresome, his taunting and constant edging between sexual play and angry outbursts of violence. He has yet to do more than caress and bite my flesh, but I fear he will not stop at that one of these days. Tears well in my eyes when I hear the creak of the floorboards beyond the door and the clicking of the locks being undone. Here comes another session with Ace! “Good morning, Little Mouse! I bring you scrambled eggs and toast. I have juice, but the coffee is for me. You don’t get coffee,” Ace hums in an almost sing-song tune. “If you are a good girl and eat up for me, I might reward you.” Ace adjusts the bed I am strapped to, so I am sitting, nearly upright as he usually does for feeding me. “I see you wet yourself during the night. Such a shame. That must be uncomfortable for you. I will need to give you a sponge bath, but for that, I need to give y
Rita It has been more than a month and I still can’t believe mom and dad aren’t coming back. I live with my brother and his mates and their children. I work at the daycare and I get to see my girlfriend Lena and my boyfriend Antony every day. I keep half expecting my parents to walk through the door of the packhouse even though I was there for their funeral. It messes with your mind, losing loved ones unexpectedly. My world feels so surreal. But underneath that is a drive I didn’t have before. I am more driven during training. Tobias finally told me who or what they think are involved and no one is certain the reason behind the attacks yet so we are restricted in leaving the pack for any reason until it is known if it was targeted because of the connection to Tobias or just to the pack. It’s frustrating, but at the same time. I am determined to figure out how we can avenge my parents’ deaths. “Don’t let revenge color your entire world,” Amina says as she watches me prepare for my
TobiasI am reeling from the death of my parents investigations from the humans in the town they were driving through have been shoddy. We have investigators working on it. They are simply trying to say dad got tired and the car went off the road, but we are werewolves, it takes more than the damage driving into a ditch and rolling the car would do because my parents always wear seatbelts, yet the seatbelts were not damaged nor was there any other natural reason their bodies would have been on the ground in th position they were in or the condition. Both snapped at the same time so more than one person attacked. I suspect they were either after anyone from our pack or specifically after them because of my mates. If they can get to me they can get to them…that is what I think the goal is.My sister is living with us in the packhouse now. She and her mates can have the house when they are adults.Thankfully, I am still working with a therapist because she has been a lifesaver these month
Amina It was heartbreaking to realise Tobias has been feeling undesirable and his depression has gotten so deep. Damien and I have worked extra hard to ensure he feels loved and watching our little ones grow has been helping. Lena has been focusing a lot on the daycare when she isn’t in school to distract her from her mate being far away taking care of family business and we are looking for answers about the Riders and Shades and the witch who Kaiya tells us is the sister of the Moon Goddess. I wake up with my head pounding. Werewolves don’t usually get headaches. “Amina, does your head hurt too,” Damien asks. “Fuck! Tobias was running patrols early this morning!” I gasp. “I bet something happened. We are feeling his pain!” ‘Tobias!’ I scream through our family link. ’It’s okay. I’ll be okay,’ he replies. ‘What happened?’ Damien asks before I can. ‘Double teamed by a pair of seventeen year old girls while trying to check on my sister because my mom told me to,’ he groans thro
Damien As soon as we noticed Malleus wasn’t at the party anymore, I told Kaiya that we needed to find him because he is spiraling with dark thoughts. The storm raged outside and then disappeared as quickly as it arrived and that scared us all more than its arrival or the intensity of it. The fact that it ended so fast was a very bad sign. The crater was not just enormous, but slick the earth and minerals were charred into a smooth glass like substance and curled in a ball in the center holding his head even though he was unconscious was Malleus. It took some effort to get to him and confirm he was still breathing, but weak and even more to get him out, but his mates were the ones to do it. We all knew what happened. His dark thoughts took over and became overwhelming and this caused the storm, but what and why had he set all the lightning off on himself like that? There has to be more than just a little something wrong there. For close to a month he has been in the hospital a
MalleusThose nightmares! Kaiya has done so much to drive them away. Without Kaiya I couldn’t do it. I would have caved to the witch and her riders long ago.“The witch is a shapeshifter,” I offer. “She is limited, but she changes forms and in dreams at least takes on forms other than her own sometimes including taking the form of someone you love or trust.”I hate that she has done that because it means everyone becomes suspect in my dreams and my waking hours and sometimes my mind can’t take the nearly constant suspicion. “Sometimes, I am not even certain everyone is themselves even when I am awake,” I admit.“Oh, sweetheart!” Kaiya gasps and rests her head against my chest. Dylan kisses my cheek and looks at me with sadness in his eyes.“Look, today is supposed to be a happy day, let’s celebrate Xavier’s first birthday. We can deal with this minefield later,” I say in an attempt to divert attention away from the mess that is my mental state.“We will come back to this later,” Ace
Amina Today is Xavier’s first birthday. Amal reached two months old yesterday. Jasmine and Connor are six weeks old. I got to be present for both of their births with Jasmine being born just a little after midnight and Connor being born eight and a half hours later. Damien’s labor was more difficult in that he was in labor for nearly twenty four hours. But he has been doing wonderfully since having some time to rest and recover. Tobias, on the other hand is experiencing some postpartum depression and has been very emotional. We have gotten him a therapist who sees him individually but also works with us as a family. It helps a lot, but Tobias struggles with deeper emotions he often tries to keep hidden. The Lycan King and Kaiya’s mother and half brother will be here today for Xavier’s birthday and We are supposed to meet with them before the birthday party to discuss the intelligence they have gathered. We all know there will be a war coming before too long. Kaiya and her mates hav
2: XXXXAminaExhaustion took over after giving birth to Amal. Giving birth to a child is hard work, when that child is something of an anomaly, it just gets harder and weirder, because everyone wants to ask questions and check on you constantly. Dr. Makya said we are both healthy and that he honestly believes Amal is more evolved than most werewolves and Lycans and of course we are more evolved than humans.I just hope my child can grow up like an ordinary Beta heir, but something tells me, this might be a bit much to ask, especially since we returned to the packhouse and Xavier literally appeared in front of us reaching for “uppies” and the nearly ten month old heir just had to be close to Amal. “Has anyone seen Xavier?” Kaiya shouts frantically, running down the stairs from her office and then she spots us.“He had to be near Amal,” I reply.“I think they need to be together a lot,” Kaiya replies.She seems far less weirded out than I am or maybe than she should be, but then aga
Tobias I feel so emotional. I don’t like it, but this pregnancy has me all bent out of shape. I feel like almost everything makes me feel sad or overwhelmed. Like when my mates went to that meeting in the Alpha’s office without me or when the second and third heirs were born, literally seconds apart. I may not have been present, but hearing about it made me emotional. The doctor assures me that it is natural and related to my hormones. Damien isn’t emotional like I am. He’s grouchy . I swear something is wrong with me. I shuffle around our kitchen making myself some tea and preparing breakfast for my mates and I. I feel like I’m as big as a house and it’s hard to move around. I know I shouldn’t complain because poor Amina is so petite, yet her belly is just as big. I stretch my aching back and run my hand over my belly, smiling when I feel his kick. I am having a boy, Damien is having a girl and Amina we can’t figure out, the baby isn’t letting us see in the ultrasounds but that do
Amina Five and a half months pregnant and I can’t see my feet anymore. I still have more than three months to go and I feel as if I can not get any bigger.The Lycan King has been watching several packs carefully. Not just because of what happened with Juliette being kidnapped, but because of incidents that seem to be related to the kidnapping and other behaviors. It has kept the threats at bay as has the extra security he has provided our pack with. Of course knowing his nephew and his mates are all pregnant might have added to his increased help with keeping our pack secure.So far, Lena is behaving relatively well. She and Antony along with Rita and a handful of adult Omegas are now running the daycare center in the packhouse. But I still worry that she and Antony are doing sexual things, even if Miguel assured me he has curbed the threat and that he has a plan to keep himself busy and at a distance other than short visits until she is eighteen. So, I suppose that is one less worr