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All I Ever Wanted

Author: D Fox
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He led Killian to the bedroom. The lights in the room were off and the window was facing a dark corner of the street, so everything was enveloped in darkness besides the light the few ads from the outside were reflecting.

They were standing opposite each other. Killian was silent as Mike lifted his hand and buried it deep in Killian’ s hair.

Then Mike leaned in and kissed him very slowly.

His lips moved lower reaching the neckline of Killian’s shirt.

“Can I?” Mike asked, whispering against his mate’s skin and Killian looked surprised, but then he nodded.

Mike took Killian’s shirt off slowly , then threw the cloth away and ran his hand very slowly over Killian’s shoulders, over his collarbone, then lower to his stomach.

He had thought of this for so long he had forgotten when it had all started. Most likely the moment he met Killian. He’d wanted him since then.

He felt Killian shiver as he kept running his fingers lower until they reached Killian’s waistline.

Mike kissed his ne
D Fox

I've wanted to write this since the beginning :d

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