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Author: EA Heni
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-02 23:15:09

|•ZEKE•|

"Fuck!" I groan, sitting up from my lying position. The kiss. My minds keeps going back to the kiss. Why did she kiss me like that? Does it have something to do with what she saw at the café? That won't sit well with me though because it probably sounds like she used me as a cover up for something.

"Fuck!" I groan again running my hands through my hair. This wouldn't do it. . . lying here over a kiss like a teenage who has no control over his hormones. I need a drink, I need a fucking drink to calm my goddamn nerves.

I get up from my bed and go the the outer room. I pick a can of cold beer from the movable fridge perched at a corner, opening it. . I take a long gulp.

"Back home later than usual and downing a large amount of booze in one gulp. . . that's unlike you" Cole says from behind me and I turn to him.

"How long have you been there?"

"You seem to be asking me too much of that exact question lately, don't you think?" He laughs and I roll my ey
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