CHAPTER 1

Abby POV:

"S-Stop it cloud p-pleasee s-stop !!!"

I weakly uttered while slowly walk towards him.

I was scared the way he looked at me, his eyes are like daggers and he keeps on breaking  all our things in the kitchen---glass, plates and everything he grab.

I can’t help but to sobbed while looking at his deadly glare.

He looked at me like as if I am some piece of a trash infront of him.

The way he looked at me  tells me how sinful my existence to him. It was like he questioned the world why there is someone like me living and ruining his life. Disgust is not enough to describe on how the way he looked at me.

I was shocked when I was about to get the glass he was holding when he suddenly grab my wrist and harshly shake me.

"I SAID I WAS STARVING BUT FUCK! YOU WERE LIKE A WORM WHO WERE VERY SLOW!!!!" He shouted in my face and I can't help but to cry beacuse of his words. 

"THIS WAS A NONSENSE LIFE! THIS WAS ALL NONSENSE! YOU ARE NONSENSE BITCH! ALL THE THINGS HERE MUST BE BROKEN BECAUSE IT WAS ALL NONSENSE  !!" He harshly pushed me causing me to slam my head at the edge of the island counter and fall to the Floor. I feel so weak and dizzy.

I tried to stand up and was about to follow Cloud who left the kitchen but I stilled and hold to the nearest chair when I felt my head is spinning like heal and before I could step everything became blurred and the next thing I new is everything went black.

I HOLD MY HEAD where the part hurts and  I slowly open my eyes only to realize I am still on the floor where I fainted earlier.  I touched again my head and thankfully I couldn't see any blood yet it still hurts a little.

I searched for Cloud in the whole house and when I couldn't find him, I hurriedly went to the kitchen to prepare foods.

When he came home earlier, I wasn't able to cook for him because I take a nap because I am not feeling well that's why he became furious and madly throw everything he grab at the kitchen.

Everyday he was always angry, he didn't utter a word withoubg shouting. His eyes are like dagger when I am infront of him. In almost one month of being together I never saw him smile at me even just for a second. Well, who the hell can able to smile when  infront of you is the person who ruined your life? It was definitely my  fault why he treat me like this.

I am preparing the food in the table----fried chicken, vegetable salad and grilled pork when I heard the door open.

I hurriedly run to welcome him but I stilled when I saw him kissing a girl. The way they savor each others lips it was as if they are having sex with clothes on infront of me. The girl is tall and pretty but I am prettier than her. Her clothes is being deprive of a cloth or I don't know if it can be could as a clothes. Too short.

I dropped the laddle I was holding causing the two people infront of me stop what they are actually doing.

Cloud whispered to the girl to maybe go to his room first---which supposedly our room. After the girl left, he walked towards me.

He was grinning when he stopped infront of me before he spoke

“Do you want to have sex with me? A threesome perhaps?" He glanc3 at me in a lustful way therefore I wasn't able to stop myself and I was shocked when my hands fell onto his face.  

He madly looked at me and grab both of my arms.

“What the hell are you acting?! Remember that you are a slut and desperate bitch because you are the one who seduced me! You have no right to complain infront of me because I don't feel even a little bit of pity to you. You should remember this, you are just a piece of trash in my eyes and I would never love a girl like you!!!" He then pushed me harshly and go inside his room.

I weakly sat on a chair and their I let myself cry for all the pain, sadness and sufferings.

I was not aware that I fell asleep and I woke up because of my the groan in my stomach. I remember I didn't eat anything yet. I stand and went to the kitchen but stilled when I was about to pass by Cloud's room when I heared some noice.  Maybe I am martyr because I slowly open the door and I instantly covered my mouth to the scene I witnessed.

The moans and the groans of my husband are what I heared when he harshly bang the girl underneath him.

The woman was moaning and my husband double his pace in banging that slut bitch. He was as if eating a delicious meal because of his reaction on his face.

I can not able to contain everything I saw that's why I hurriedly close the door and left the house with tears in my eyes and with heavy feeling in my heart.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!"

I was not surprised anymore when the moment I opened the door is the roaring voice of Cloud welcomed me.

"Grocery store"

I quietly answered and my face became stoic when I saw the girl whom have sex with my husband a while ago. It was indeed bitch when she started walk towards us and she even have the guts to hug Cloud  in the back right infront of me.

“baby I’m hungry already”

She said in a very irritating tone which I only glare at her.

"Go and cook something, faster because we're hungry! MAKE IT FAST!!"

I instantly run to the kitchen when I heared him shout.

I am frustrated while slicing the ingredients of the menu that I am going to cook. I imagined all the vegetables I was slicing as the face of that bitch slut girl who really have no shame towards herself because she is currently sitting in the lap of my husband. Damn! I wasn't even experience to sit on that part.

Because of frustration, I hardly put all the foods on the table and without looking back I headed to the guest room in the house to have some decent sleep. Never I would enter our room again because of their dirty things that happened there earlier.

I WAS PANICKING WHEN I woke up because I heared some glass in the kitchen that was being throw by someone . Oh no not again please!!

I don't even have time to wear ny slippers because I hurriedly went to the kitchen and in there, I found Cloud with a gloomy face while looking something to eat.

"Ahmm C-Cloud l-let me cook something for you"

I even stuttered while saying those words but I step back when his dark face suddenly look at me.

“No need, I’ll eat my breakfast at the office. If only you become more responsible wife and not being a lazy one who gets up late in the morning!

He said and grab his briefcase and then left.

Instead of sinking myself, I plan to cook delicious foods and bring it to his office in order for me to present my piece offering for not waking up early.