I stare up at the leaking ceiling, watching snowflakes drift down from the rafters. My bedroom was in the attic. It was dark and cold, but I liked it. It was hidden away, sometimes it almost felt like a world away. I know it was meant as a sort of punishment being up here. They wanted me to feel left out, unwanted. It did hurt once, but after enough time has passed of feeling unwanted. You find that you get numb to it. It becomes the normal and you realize you just are unaffected by the abuse anymore. But this wasn’t the time to think about that. This was the time to make a plan. A plan to make a better life in a world of hell. I refuse to be a useless bystander in the face of pure injustice any longer. If I wanted change I had to make that change for myself first. I couldn’t rally people together to find out I couldn’t do this.
Firstly, I needed to get out this house, my parents would take any opportunity to destroy anything I created. They wouldn’t be able to bare seeing me doing better than them and trying to make something out of nothing. I needed this to work, not just for me but for justice for Mr Albert and all the other innocent people suffering at the hands of injustice. To get out of this house, I needed another if I didn’t want to freeze to death. There were a lot of empty houses around the town, many towns people had been taken away or died due to disease or starvation. I couldn’t just take over a house, I had to ask for approval from the town leader. Which would bring a lot of speculation as to why I wanted or could afford to buy a house.
The town leader lady Melissa was to put kindly, a bit of a power-hungry women. Being elected as the leader of the town had sent her on a power-hungry trip of self-importance. Melissa Ortridge was her name, but she demanded we call her lady Melissa. The thought always caused me to roll my eyes. But hey if she wanted to be the lady of our miserble town so be it I guess. Each to their own, she wasn’t a very good leader. Well that depends on the way you look at it. She was a bad leader in the sense she hasn’t done anything for the town or its people and she would sell anyone of us out to feel important among Hydrea. But at the same time, I’m sure she would have been what we would have called a normal politician in a more simpler time.
I had been putting away all my earnings for this week, while inspecting all the available houses. I had found an old farm, out of town. Quite a distance away from anybody else, which suited the situation perfectly. It was a stone cottage, looked to be made out of granite with a thatch roof. The stone floors were unharmed, apart from the layers and layers of dirt the house was in pretty decent condition. Which had to make me wonder why no one had tried to buy it. It was way out of town, which was a little odd. But Mr Albert did tell me a story about a family that moved from Hydrea to Kashaw because of financial ruin. According to the story, the mother tried to poison the king and the husband killed her for it but he was still sent here to live. A rumour of your wife attempting to kill the king would ruin your business that’s for sure.
I knock on Melissa’s office, hoping this interaction would be quick. I did not want to be late for sign in. I had taken a real beating from the guards for the way I spoke to Charles and my body wasn’t quite ready to take another one just yet.
“Liberty”
“Hello Lady Melissa” I say politely whilst giving her a curtsy. Getting on her good side today was of high importance. “Can I come in please, I have a business matter to discuss, if you don’t mind”
“Oh, very well, come in. Business you say? That’s a surprise I can’t think of any business you could possibly need to discuss. You aren’t high up within the town and you have no money”
Was she for real. I haven’t been in here longer than 2 minutes and she is already dismissing me. Something about her words didn’t sit right with me. Not high up within the town, what did she mean by that? Was there some kind of hierarchy here, well there had to be considering her house was pretty flash considering where we both were.
I force a smile on my face. “I would like to buy the old farm house on the forest border. I have a week’s worth of payment”
“The farm house hey, why does someone like you want to buy a house?
“Get away from my parents, what can I say they aren’t the best” I shrug
“I can’t say I haven’t heard that, I will allow it. Since none of my connections or myself have any plans for the land on that side of the border.”
“Thank you, I have to ask what do you want for it?”
“The week payment will do; the house is out of my hair so I don’t really care. Processing will be done by end of day. Swing by at 4.30 and I will give you title . Now I am busy, see yourself out”
The air felt like a brick wall as I strode back onto the street. Something about the way she talked put me on edge. She talked like a member of Hydrea. Her disregard, her lack of care. We used to be the same, she grew up here. Her house was once small and falling apart, but now it looked like a neat and tidy town house. She had a fruit basket filled with ripe produce. Not a soul in this town could afford a fruit basket on our wage. Things didn’t add up, and it concerned me to say the least. She was cutting a deal with someone. But who? and what exactly was she doing? The more I thought about it, a shiver went down my spine. This house, her house had to have been bought on the lives of people she was selling out to Hydrea. It had to be there was no way she could afford this any other way.
The dirt streets were line with cans tied together along a string of rope. The rattle of the cans in the wind drowned out the sounds of the night. A lot of the nights were filled with crying, screaming of suffering and frustration. Hearing people cry out was very common. The snow glistened on the roof tops hiding most of the wear and tear that plagued the houses. When I was younger I used to close my eyes, and imagine looking through the windows. I imagined seeing families huddled together with a blanket, in front of a fire. Laughing and smiling at each other. I imagined seeing pure happiness and joy. I had never seen pure happiness or joy. I had only seen happiness come from the guards, and that wasn’t pure happiness. That happiness was sick, and twisted. It came from a place of pure darkness. A place fuelled by hatred.
Any good memory I had always felt fictional. Good memories didn’t last and were so far between. Opening my eyes after my day dreaming was heart breaking. I would always see the opposite to what I dreamed about. Inside the houses were always miserable people. Miserable people shriving in a cold house, sharing a bowl of plain rice or watery oat soup. I never saw what I wished to see. It was incredibly hard to come to terms with. Because we were innocent people, we hadn’t done anything to hurt a soul. All the people I saw day in day out suffering, and I could never find a reasonable reason for it. I searched to, I searched for years to try and fathom why. But there wasn’t a reason for it. It just happened because of evil people, with sick and twisted minds.
I felt some level of success for buying the house. I hadn’t eaten all week to get the money together. While it would be nice to say it was my hard work that paid off. Really, I was just lucky. Melissa saw this house as unimportant in her grand scheme, therefore she was content on palming it off to me without a fight. Pure luck, which was something that was rarely witnessed here. I was no threat in her eyes. Which was an opinion I wanted to keep intact. I did not want to attract attention to myself. While my plan wouldn’t affect Hydrea, I knew they wouldn’t like the control they would lose if we weren’t struggling so much. It was easier to remain control of people who were struggling just to keep food on the table.
Time was ticking by at rapid speed. My anxiety was increasing with every passing moment. If I was late for sign in, I would score myself another beating. My body was weak, I was out of breath, everything ached. Every step felt like the last in a marathon. I was dizzy and light headed, I needed food. I could swear I was going to pass out at any moment. But I kept walking, I had to. The sign in stall at the entrance of the city was for once a welcomed sight. It was decorated with blue and red ribbons, like something from a carnival. I leant on the bench for support as I signed my name, I could hardly stand I was that weak. I dropped to my knees in sudden agony, as I felt something lash across the back on my legs.
“You are late, you are making a real habit of being insufferable” Charles bellowed
I find that kind of rich coming from you I mumble in my head “Sorry, I don’t feel too good. I must be coming down with something”
“Well if you keep being insufferable I will cure all your issues with death”
“Charles, I turn a blind eye to your barbaric way of doing things. But do not do it in my presence”
“Queen” I say while bowing.
I took that as my que to leave. The streets of Hydrea were beautiful, it pained me to admit anything about this place was beautiful. But it was a beautiful city, Inspired by the Gothic, Renaissance and Baroque era. The artistic beauty of the architecture was to die for. The gothic towers, coloured houses, classic artwork on the walls. It was like walking through a live art gallery. The streets were always lined with flowers, and stalls. Food stalls wafted mouth-watering smells through the air, there were stalls for everything, candles, paintings, any craft known to man. The sounds of happy chatter and laughter drifted through the streets. The people here were a world away from the issues that plagued our town. A lot of them were unware of how badly we were truly treated, how hard life was for us. Most didn’t hate us, it was only a select few of the most elite.
It was compulsory for everyone including children to work every day, unless your employer signed a consent form to say you weren’t needed that day. Hydreaians didn’t work, well not like us. They either ran businesses or had enough wealth they didn’t need to work at all. In short, we were their slaves, lucky them. I worked as a stable hand at a boarding stable just outside the city. The city was surrounded by massive parks filled with bridle paths and trails. Most of the women owned a horse and would go out regularly for a ride around the bridle paths. Must be nice to be able to just go off riding horses all day. I couldn’t complain about my job really. The job itself I enjoyed. I loved the horses and the people I worked for were kind to me. I knew many people who hadn’t got so lucky with where they had to work. Many people were yelled and screamed at, and being beaten wasn’t uncommon.
The sweet smell of horses and leather hit me as I walked into the barn. Each of the horses greeted me eagerly, excited for breakfast. I got to work making up the feeds and giving it to all the horses. As I rounded the corner I almost bumped into a lady. A lady I had never seen before. She scrunched up her nose in disgust at the mere sight of me. I apologised and went about my business. I could feel her glare piecing a hole in the back of my head. I rolled my eyes, as her assistant came around the corner. The girl was covered in bruises, scratches and looked to only be around 12. Her eyes were red and puffy she clearly had been crying.
“Come here, you worthless child. Your whole job is to follow me around and make sure I don’t have to talk to these low lives. How hard is that to understand. You have got to be the most incompetent person”
I watched in disbelief as the women struck the girl. A hard slap across the face. It was viewed as quite improper among ladies to show violence in public so openly. It was not uncommon for us to be hit in private, but to be struck in public in front of someone was not encouraged in there so called high society. It took me off guard. Tears welled in the girl’s eyes as her cheek turned red. Once the shock left me, I was left with nothing but rage. How could someone treat a child so poorly, a defenceless child. I wanted to say something, but I couldn’t. It would only cause the poor girl more suffering. So, I bit my tongue and went about my business. I wasn’t strong enough to withstand what this woman would dish out either. I was so weak.
Ms Cathandra walked around the corner holding a bowl of stew. “I brought this out for you. Thought you would be my test dumby. It’s a new recipe or something, you know how I am with trying new things”
Ms Cathandra my boss was a nice lady. She didn’t agree with how we were treated. I knew her story about the food was a cover up to feed me. I can only imagine how sickly I looked. The look of pure annoyance on the other women’s face, I swear if she kept looking like that her face would turn red.
“You feed them, like pets?
“They are people, and if I want to feed them I will. Don’t come into my stable and try and tell me how to run my business or life. I do not appreciate it”
“well I never”
The rest of the day went by uneventful. I made up all the feeds, did the feed up, cleaned the paddocks and stables and turned out a few horses. I was pretty knackered by the end of the day. Even with the stew I had had today it wasn’t enough to restore my energy. I sighed a huge sigh of relief when I saw a horse and cart parked at the end of the road. The town horse and cart brought a few people to and from the city. We only had one so it was a rarity to get it. Thankfully today seemed to be coming up Liberty. I climbed up and waited for the journey back to town to begin. As we took off I asked the driver if I could be dropped off at the town leaders office. He nodded without a word. Quite a few of the towns people hardly spoke. I assumed it was because of fear of being overheard saying something and it being used against them. It was common for people to be very cautions, I mean you couldn’t blame them.
I knocked on the door, with no answer. I took a seat on the porch and waited. After what felt like a good hour, the door swung open and two Hydrea men walked out.
“Oi, how long you been there? What are you doing? They bellow as they grab the collar of my shirt.
“I’m not here for you. I’m here for lady Melissa, I need to grab something just town stuff. I’ve been here after half an hour. In case you are wondering I didn’t hear a word, I have no idea what you lot were talking about. I also don’t care I have enough of my issues to think about”
They let me go as Melissa walks out. “Oh, I forgot about you, sorry if they roughed you up”
“Don’t worry about it”. I say as she hands me the key and title. What the hell was that about I think to myself.
My body ached, I was exhausted. I hadn’t slept for more than 3 hours each night for the past week. I had been slaving away at the little farm house. Today marked the day I had finally finished cleaning up the house inside and out. It was a huge achievement, but in the grand scheme of things it felt like nothing. The house was clean, but it was empty. Apart from the wood stove, a kitchen bench, a toilet and a bath. It was nowhere near a home yet, and the thought of trying to get those things on a wage where I could hardly afford food was nauseating. But if nothing else I had a dry and safe place to call my own. Even if I achieved nothing else by this at least I could get away from my parents. I still needed to try and find a bed, cooking utensils and kitchen equipment. Until I could find those I was stuck. I couldn’t live here without the means to feed myself. I dragged my feet along the dirt path towards the family home. At this point I was pretty sure I would have been happy to slee
So far, my search for a match maker had been extremely un fruitful. I haven’t found a thing, whoever was hiding them was doing a good job. I had to admit; it had crossed my mind that that lady may have been insane. Maybe they didn’t exist, I had to look within the city. If word got out, I was looking in town I would be turned in before I could blink. I had one lead left to follow up today. After that I had exhausted all the leads I had thought of. I look a sharp turn, down a small and gloomy ally way. Right on the edge of the city, near a small port was a tiny little wooden shack. This part of the city looked abandoned, before my search I had no idea how many parts of the city had just been forgotten. The bustling centre looked like a fairy tale. Which boggled my mind a little, why were the outskirts of the city so derelict. It didn’t make much sense, was it to help hide the dodgy dealings of the city? Or was the city not doing as well as it made out? Or were these parts just no longe
People dashed past me in a hurry, as they scurried through the narrow streets and stalls. The markets, unfortunately were not what one would think off when they thought of the word market. It was nothing more than a glorified waste site. The stalls, were all filled with rotten, decaying food. This was where the poorest of my people were expected to buy their food. It was disgusting. Fortunately for me, my job paid enough that I could avoid the worse from the markets. Many did not have that kind of luxury. Many were just happy if they managed to afford any kind of food, regardless if it was rotten. I was on the lookout for the cheapest and worst food I could find here. I needed foods with seeds, I had been saving up so I could get a decent variety of items. To begin my growing experiment. I needed to find out if it was possible for me to grow my own food. Growing food would open up a lot of possibilities. I rolled my eyes at the sight of all the guards, how dare we steal spoiled food.
Several months had passed since the forest incident, life had just kind of slowed since then. It felt amazing but also put me on edge. On one hand, living alone, going to work then just plodding along with my garden was nice. My life felt stable and simple. My little safe haven felt a world away from realty. However how quiet everything was after the bomb shell I discovered. Was extremely concerning. I looked for a month for any signs of the gifted children. I found nothing, no signs of any movement or life in any of the areas I flagged. It had begun to send me a little mad before I took a break from it all. I couldn’t help but feel I dreamt the whole thing. I searched through everything I could find and turned up nothing. I got no visions there. There was not the slightest inkling of proof of any of the things I thought I heard. So, I had taken a step back.I had harvested my first crop and had plenty of fresh food for a few weeks. I had made jars and jars of tomato sauces, stored a
We had been walking for a good day, I wanted to turn back. However, I could not leave this child to fend for herself. I know I said the forest wasn’t scary. But this far out in the middle of the dark woods freaked me out a little. This was unknown territory, way out of my comfort zone. The girl however looked completely unnerved. She had been skipping through, like we were on our way to a Picnic. She asked several times if I knew where I was. I did not, I had no clue where we were going. But I took comfort in knowing it can’t be worse than back home surely. I noticed her attention being drawn to the tree tops. “Anything I should be worried about” I ask a little concerned. She shakes her head and points at this tunnel, that I assume leads to the other side of the mountain.My jaw about dropped to the floor, when I saw what was on the other side of that mountain. A village, in the tree tops. A village of tree houses. The kind of thing fairy tales are based on. I could not believe it. Th
There I was once again in a dark room, listening to the fight going on outside. I cover my ears, willing myself to close it out. To be anywhere but here again. It had been a few years since I had been locked in my own mind. Everywhere I turned was a new memory, a new trauma. I remember as a child, everyone would talk about hell. How it’s a place bad people where sent. A place far away from earth, a place you could only be sent to by god. But as I grew, I came to learn, hell wasn’t a mythical place. Hell was right here, it lived among us. It lived right under our noses, it lived in the darkest places of the human mind. The places we wanted to pretend didn’t exist. Hell was man made.We want to believe evil is achieved by an outside source. Because we don’t want to admit the darkness that hides within people. Because if it lives within one, it can live within another, and if within another, it can live within you. If darkness can hide so easily within us, how do we know who is evil and
A whole day had past so far. The screams never halted for long. I had pin pointed 4 different people so far. No one had come to visit me yet. I guess me being knocked out, took away the fun for them. Maybe they thought I was dead? I would die, if I wasn’t given something to drink soon however. From the screams, neither of those 4 people had much life left in them. Which would be my fate, if I wasn’t smart about how I played my cards. For the first time I hear keys rattling outside my door. I close my eyes, pretending to still be asleep. Buying myself more time, if I needed it. I could make out two voices. Charles and the other I did not recognize. One of his team mates I assumed. Whatever they had going on here, it was most certainly under the Queens nose.“Argh, I see she is still out” Charles voice rings out like nails on a chalkboard.“Are you sure, she is not dead?”“Something was up with her blood work, hardly doubt she is dead, but no harm in testing that theory now is there. Pu
I hadn’t left my house in days. I didn’t know how I felt about anything anymore. I had so much to take in and digest. My path had been made up for me. There was no backing out now. I had always had the option to stop at any time before this. My life would never go back to how it was. I had changed, I could not put back the life I had taken. How do you forget the day you became a murder? I was scared, I felt cornered. Like the fate of everyone sat on my weak shoulders. I couldn’t stop thinking about those other people. Should I have tried to save them? Maybe I could have saved everyone. I know it’s easy to think that, after the fact. I know a part of me, knows I had no choices my hands were tied. But part of me, can’t let go. Can’t let go of the what’s ifs.I took comfort in the thought, that this was nothing more than a delusional dream. A dream I wanted to make true. But one I could stop without hurting anyone. Now if I stopped, multiple people would be dying. Could I live with that
Vivian, Justen and I scurried through the winding corridors. Bursting through doors, searching for clues. We knew Charles was here somewhere. But this stupid place was like a maze. The pressure of finding him as quickly as possible was eating at me. He had a good head start. By the time we had stopped his men and found Vivian he would have had a half hour head start. This stupid game of hide and seek was irritating me. I wanted him to pay for what he had done. Not just to the people around me, but also to me. He had forced my hand and turned me into a murder. The fact of being in the middle of some kind of war, didn’t soften the blow. I had killed, not only strangers but my own parents.“I found him” a voice rings out. We burst through the door and there he was in a part of the bunker I had never seen before.“What is this place?” I ask not really expecting an answer.“Everything. Everything I know and need for my experiments. I knew you were coming. You always came back. So, to tread
We stood at the edge of the town. It had taken days for us to find it. From our position you could see everyone moving about in the distance. You could hear their gentle chatter. I was nervous, I felt like I could throw up. I swore I was shaking from all the anxiety flowing around in my body. All I could think about was how badly it went last time I talked to them about Charles. Justen and I made our way to the stage in the middle of the town. While Vivian stood guard. No one took any notice of us; they were all too busy going about their own lives. As predicted no one else was around, apart from the towns people. I took shaky steps up the stairs. I can do this I say giving myself a silent pep talk. We get into position.I concentrate on my memories bringing them forward. Pushing them out of my mind and into the air around us. They danced in the air like a projection. Playing the stories of the lost for all to see and hear. The sight of their fragile and damaged bodies came into full
Everyone was glaring at me, jaws to the floor in shock. I just laughed. I don’t know how they managed to remain shocked. Training had started off intense for the first week. It was full on and it felt like it never ended. It wasn’t just the physical side either, the mental side of it had been some serious work. Justen coughed and splattered as he laid on the floor, trying to regain his breath. I only threw him a few meters. My control was getting a lot better, but it still wasn’t perfect. I only meant to stop him, not throw him. The finalisation of the bond had unlocked some real power in both of us. The things we could do blew my mind. Vivian said it was magic that had been lost for centuries. If this was the power we had now, I wasn’t surprised everyone back then was scared of a bond like ours. I didn’t want to imagine how much power it would have given back then, when we were a lot stronger.“Pay attention rein in your control”“I bet she did it on purpose” Justen said, winking at
Justen POV.She sat across from me at the dining table sipping her tea. Happily chatting away about this and that. The little sparkle in her eyes had returned, and I couldn’t be happier about it. She was finally returning back to the happy and confident version of herself. The one that lit up the room every time she entered. Vivian was on my back about the bond. She had gone back to her usual self now liberty was safe. I guess her guilty feelings had dispersed since everything seemed to have worked out. I had been avoiding the finalisation of the bond. Which was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Considering she acted like she wanted it and would pout when I turned it down. She really would be the death of me. Those gorgeous eyes always silently begging.It wasn’t that I didn’t want it. I could just feel things in her had shifted since she returned. She was very open about what happened, how confusing it was and all the things she had seem. The girl had a gift for explaining her
I could feel the peace around me beginning to shift. I didn’t want it to change. It was nice here. A dim glow appeared, highlighting a door floating in the distance.“That’s the way back home” A mysterious voice said.“Do I have to go?” I ask the voice.“No, but if you stay you won’t be able to return there”“Can I think about it?”“Of course,”Did I want to go back? As I floated peacefully in the abyss, I realised I must be in some state close to death. Right now, death felt like a peaceful end. I didn’t feel pain or suffering. The thought of letting everything go felt nice in its own kind of way. Nothing would matter anymore, the hurt, the fear, the expectations. Wouldn’t it be peaceful to just not exist anymore? But on the other hand, what would happen if I did? Would Charles win? Would the bond disappearing have consequences? I think truthfully a part of me really wanted the peace that death could offer me. I was tired and death was the easiest answer. At least for me. But was it
Justen POVThe village was quiet, you could hear the wind whistling through the trees and houses. I sat, looking out towards the forest. My eyes felt heavy and I had a consistent headache. I hadn’t slept at all last night. I had spent weeks scouring every book I could find. I still hadn’t been able to find anything about finalising the bond. I was beginning to feel a little helpless, which was a new feeling for me. Vivian was on my case like you wouldn’t believe. Which was no help to anyone. She was stressing me out. I hadn’t been able to feel anything from liberty since she was taken. I wasn’t sure if she was, drugged, dead or too far away. That knowledge sent Vivian into a fit. I hadn’t seen her in such a state before.“Have you found anything? Anything at all?”“No, I looked all of last night. I can’t find anything”“We need to find the answers to the bond. We are running out of time to find them and save her”“Can’t we just save her and find this all out later?”“No” Vivian yells.
I borrowed a jacked from someone to blend into the crowd. I had no clue why everyone was gathering around this stage looking thing. It was like 9pm. A weird time for everyone to be out. Was it like a party of some kind? Come on that’s crazy talk, surely not. I mean did anything surprise me at this point. No one took any notice of me. To them I was just another faceless person walking among the growing crowd. It was pretty easy to blend in; everything was so dimly lit. Bamboo torches were the only forms of light. I guess they never bothered to get power this far into the forest. Everyone had matching jackets. It felt like I was walking through a cult ground. Omg it’s like a cult thing isn’t it? That would make so much sense. Good god are they going to be worshiping him or something.Everyone had to be here, there was so many people. Maybe they had to be? The stage came to life, as Charles entered.“Hello, my people” He announced over a microphone. “It’s another good night to be alive.
The girl sat across from me. Charles had left her and I in a secluded room. I didn’t know what I was meant to do with her. If I was honest, I was a little scared of her. Shadows didn’t sound like safe friends. But I still couldn’t help but feel bad for her. She looked just as scared as me.“How did Charles find you?” I ask. Hoping to get a gauge of the situation.“Find me? I don’t know what you mean by that. I am his daughter”What! How could that be? Could gifted kids even become shadows? “Were you born this way?”“No, he made me this way. Through his experiments. But it turns out the unstable magic didn’t make me strong. It’s just killing me. He doesn’t know why my body rejected the magic. I guess that is where you come in”“How could he do such a thing to his own daughter” I say out loud, mainly to myself.“It sounds bad I know. But he is a good dad to me. He never meant for this to happen. He only wanted to make me strong. So the city couldn’t hurt me, like they hurt him when he w
I awoke to a man standing at the foot of my bed. I jumped out of my skin and let out a small scream. The man looked down at me, showing no ounce of emotion. He pointed at my clothes, which had been set out. He continued to stare at me blankly. He was giving me the creeps. He was the same man who had escorted me back to my room after I had been found outside. I hadn’t been told I couldn’t leave this building. I had made an effort to avoid the red areas. So, I wasn’t sure what his problem was. Maybe he just didn’t talk? He stood at the corner of my bed still. I picked up the clothes sitting neatly on the table in the left corner of the room. With that gesture he turned and left. Not a word was muttered or any indication of what I was to do next. Odd, like real odd.I got dressed and ready for the day. Since I think that was what I had been instructed to do. Yesterday I thought I was getting a better gauge on what was going on. Well that was until I saw the town. Where was this place? W