JADE“He is still texting you.” Jaiya informed.I didn’t know where to go to when I left Atlas’s place. And the cab driver had looked pissed when he kept asking for my destination and I told him to keep driving around the block. I didn’t tell him that exactly.I may not have been in the right frame of mind, but I knew if I said that, he would throw me out of the car.I kept directing him to take random turns. When he realised we kept driving around the same neighbourhood. He told me to stop paying games as he stepped the a car. I didn’t get down from the car and more tears rolled down my cheeks.Something in my face or eyes might have let him realise I wasn’t faking the tears but he tried to calm me down. When I stopped the tears from falling, he asked if there was anywhere he could take me. He needed to get back to work.I had mouthed off the first thing that came to my mind. It ended up being Jaiya’s apartment. It just subconsciously came to me and I blurted it out without thinking.
JADEI was still sarong at the screen. Having no care anymore that he could see I as reading the text. He already knew. So, what was the point of hiding or panicking any more?The only thing that was hard to do was getting myself to not to reply. That side of me that has liked him since I was a teenager said I should just reply. It wouldn’t be so bad. It is just a conversation. I wasn’t jumping into his bed and signing my life away.The logical part said that was how the signing of life started. So it was best I didn’t even say anything.With much difficulty, I dropped the phone and tried to focus on the movie we were watching again.Jaiya got up not long after and headed to the door. I heard the elevator ding just as she got up and she quickened her steps.I stared dow at the clothes I was wearing. I hadn’t even put on a bra since we were alone.“Hope you don’t mind. I invited guests.” Jaime’s voice came form the entrance as she walked back in. With two familiar faces trailing behind
ATLASI came to a sudden stop when I stepped into the room, taking note of the other people in the room. My blood boiled the moment I saw Jade sitting with that fucking Damien. He smirked at me as my eyes zeroed in on where his hand was holding Jade’s and stroking.I almost pulled it from his socket. Before I could act on my violent thoughts, she got up, looking confused as hell.“Atlas, what are you doing here?” Worry creased her forehead as she took another step forward.I had asked the doctor to reduce the dosage, just enough for me to not kill myself on the road here since I chose to drive myself. Before you think I’m crazy, I have a plan.“I needed to see you.” I spoke, not caring that I sounded pathetic as hell with that damned Damien standing there.The last person I gave a shit about was him. I’ll do so much more if it meant she’ll come with me. Not that I pan on taking no for an answer, she will come with me.“But you’re not fine.” She sounded frustrated as she looked me over
JADEI NEED YOU. I need you.Those three words made my brain shut down and something crazy told me to jump into Atlas’s arms and just give him everything he wants. Even if it’ll bleed me dry.There was just something about the way he looked when he spoke those words that pushed all my ‘I’m really dumb’ buttons. He looked sincere. The most sincere I’ve ever seen him.He wasn’t much of an actor. Which was what made me think was the reason he couldn’t easily see past Annie and when she was lying through her teeth. He was always true to himself and straight forward. It was harder him to think people he trusted would lie to him or try and manipulative him by lying.And right now, he was stripped bare in front of me. The most vulnerable he has ever been with me. And common says I shouldn’t feel flattered. I should send him on his way and spend the rest of the day with the people I was with.But he touched my arm and it was game over.I was the one who stood on my tippy toes. I was the one w
JADEI didn’t go back to Jaiya’s apartment. Which I’m already sure she knew was going to happen.As much as I told myself I wasn’t going to sleep at the pack house. That I’ll only drop Atlas off, makes sure he is fine and taking his drugs, then I’ll call an uber then go back to my apartment.Jaiya probably wanted to spend time with her brother and best friend. Their conversation at the club said that much and I didn’t want to intrude.The moment I hd walked into the house though, something told me I wasn’t going to leave so early.Atlas and I walked to his room. We haven’t said a word to each other since we left Jaiya’s. The radio was what filled the silence while I tried hard to focus on the road and not the man beside me or what we’d been close to doing before coming out.Atlas had his head against the headrest with his eyes closed. He looked relaxed that I almost thought he was sleeping.At first I panicked, of course. Thinking maybe he passed out because he was so still. I noticed
ATLASHaving Jade here was all I ever wanted.What I have wanted has changed extremely in the past few days. She smiled at me when I handed her the plate and I got worried I was having a heart attack from the way my heart thudded violently against my ribcage.She attack the first bite and made a soft sound in the back of her throat. Her eyes closing in pure ecstasy.I had to jack of fin the shower after how much she turned me on with that kiss. And I as back to being hard again seconds later with the look in her eyes. My own dirty mind was’t helping matter.Now, all I was thinking about was how she would look if she reached her breaking point. Pleasure overtaking her senses.She would be a dream. I knew that for sure.And I had to experience that. Even if it was once in this lifetime.My throat bobbed as ai swallowed. And I just had to hear her voice.I really was acting like an crazy obsessed freak.“How is it?” I hoped my thoughts didn’t show on my face the way it sometimes did with
JADEI’ve seen people talk about food porn and here, I thought they were just food addicts. But the way Atlas was acting was making me like that way.Like I was the meal in oven of those video that were getting devoured.We finished our meal, both of us trying hard to keep it casual. Because the tension in the room was too much, it wouldn’t take much to have it explode.Atlas cleared his plate and as soon as I did mine, he got up and trying hard to sound normal he said.“I’m going to catch up on work that I missed.” He rushed out of the room before I could even respond.My mouth was hung open in shock. Not only because of the obvious bugs tenting the front of his jeans. It was giving me whiplash that he was reacting to me that way.I hadn’t even realized he was into me that way.There was a knock on the door not long after he left. I was so stuffed that all I wanted to do was get into bed and all it a night already.The door opened and Sarah walked in. She looked take aback to see me
ATLASWaking up next to Jade was a dream. I’ll admit that I sat and watched her for a few minutes, not wanting to touch her for the fear o waking her up mistakenly. She looked good. Really good that way.‘She is perfect.’ Kian muses on my head. And I had to agree with him.Lying with her this close, I could see the light dusting of freckles on her nose. I didn’t eve know she ad them. But it was so light that unless you were very close to her, you wouldn’t notice it.I longed to trace my fingers over them, count them to get myself familiar with them.‘I don’t want her to leave again. Ever.’ He said, a tinge of possessiveness in his tone.Again, I agreed with him. Sitting right now, the thought of not having her close was making me feel some strange emotion. I don’t like it. But I didn’t hate it ether.It was all just so confusing.Jade stirred before her eyelids fluttered open and her green eyes bore into mine. It felt like she was looking right into my soul at that moment and I have n