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JADE

I haven’t been fair to Antonio. I know that, and yes, I also know that I have been trying to elude myself into believing it isn’t actually that bad. But it is. And I know, if I keep doing that, I’ll end up pushing him away and hurting his feelings. That is the last thing I wanted to do to him.

He is amazing and he makes me feel loved and appreciated. The leats I could do was return the sentiment.

So, after we unloaded all of that. I promised myself to make it up to him, and I asked Jaiya what she thought I would do. At this point, Ray has joined us and they both went off mentioning different ways I could make it up to him.

“Send him flowers.” Ray had said excitedly, fist pumping the air and almost punching me in the process.

I dropped hr first and gently put it down, both Jaiya and I given her confused looks.

“Men love flowers too. And they don’t get them nearly enough.” I added because that is actually right.

But flowers seems mundane for the message I’m trying to send. Jaiya sa