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29. Away From Her

Author: Kiki Jones
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ALPHA RAIDEN

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Frustration had mixed with my blood and became a part of me. I sleep frustrated and wake up to more frustration… that’s even if I get any sleep. These days, she has been haunting me in my sleep.

“She isn’t haunting you, Raiden. Your past actions are. You brought this on yourself.” Lex defended Aurelia and called out my bluff.

He was right. Each time I close my eyes, I see the wrongs I melted out to Aurelia. I see her cooking for me without receiving appreciation, I see myself seeking pleasure from her body and through our bond while denying her pleasure. I see myself punishing her when all she did wrong was love me and the memories of our past have done more harm than good to me ever since she told me to stay away from her…

And it’s only been five days. Five days of torture from my dreams and Larisa who has been on my neck for intimacy– something we haven’t had since I started searching for Aurelia.

“You survived not having sex because of the broken bond you still
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micdel1725
I believe Tristan already knows who Lia is. I believe he knew the night he allowed his guard to save her since Raiden made it known to many packs that his Luna was missing. Especially since he originally told his guard to kill the intruder even though she was pregnant. He hated Raiden already.
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Amanda
Seems like Raiden has decided to be a better man, and Tristan hasn’t decided yet. Seems like she is at risk with both of them being pretty selfish and using her. Tristan as a chess piece and Raiden as a sex toy. I think this is something for the wolves to manage. They’d be better off.
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