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210. Complete Failure

Author: Kiki Jones
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AURELIA

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The reality was sinking in.

The truth was sinking in real fast and with Hazel’s death, I now know for a fact that I was a failure.

I have failed and I would still fail.

I knew that now.

No matter how hard I try, I will never live up to my mother’s legacy or uphold my father’s. I would be a disgrace… a complete failure–

“Will you please snap out of it? This isn’t helping us in any way.” Inara scolded me just like Susanna and everyone else.

They all expect me to be okay with the fact that I failed to save Hazel yesterday. How could I be okay?

“No one is expecting you to be okay, Relia. I hate Hazel but I also don’t wish her death but she got what she deserved. The bitch stabbed herself in the chest so why are you beating yourself for a death she brought upon herself?” Inara screamed at me as I entered the bedroom.

I shook my head, wiping the stream of tears on my face, “That’s not it, Ina. I’m not mad about Hazel’s death. I’m mad at myself because I failed to save her
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Lisa Anderson
They are seeing his death from a certain situation. Get him out of. That situation and it may be ok. They need to get him away from the war somehow, or somewhere he won’t get caught up in the battle head on.
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Asnika Kebede
I want to cry so hard for them please Kiki make them happy, save Raiden's life and get Tristan to kill Larisa so no one from Raiden and Aurelia pack will die, please save them and their friends so they could be together.
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