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188. Down On Him

Author: Kiki Jones
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

AURELIA

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I was killing myself, he said…

Well, yes. I needed to kill myself to save him. I was fighting for our future but he was standing in my way.

Goddess knew I was angry.

Or cranky because I was exhausted and having Raidem yelling at me wasn't helping me. I just needed to get to the purifying lake and tap energy from the water.

“Have you seen yourself lately? You are tired—”

“Yes, I'm tired but this has to be done. You said you would support me, Raiden. This isn't support. You are draining me by yelling—”

Raiden snapped, “I'm not yelling. I'm simply telling you to take a break from training. You need to rest.”

No.

What I needed was a way to become a Mender.

Despite training hard for over five days, I still haven’t been able to close a single wound. Lori has been allowing me to try healing the warriors after their morning training but I have failed to heal them. I didn’t know why it was so hard but I knew I needed to train more.

I have to pass the stage of being a Healer
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