FEYRE In the twenty-two years I have lived, I’ve never been humiliated, disgraced and belittled by another person the way Alpha Zade just did. He just started a fucking war. The first thing I do when I get to my room is head to the shower. I hadn’t bothered to wear anything after I shifted back t
“It doesn’t matter, I sincerely apologize for the lack of hospitality, I’ll make sure it doesn’t repeat itself,” I wave my hand and thank him. “I hope your second night here was comfortable,” His words make me think of his son’s hands around my throat, pinning me to the door with his leg between
FEYRE A woman with long blonde hair and bright green eyes is standing outside my door. She is dressed in a light blue gown that compliments her, with full make up. She couldn't be over eighteen. “Hi!” she greets, giving me a cheerful smile. She seems so energetic. “Hey,” my cheeks almost ache fr
Okay, I don’t know if half of the things she is saying and does this apply to her pack or just life in general? Have I been living under a rock all my life? I follow with my eyes like she is some type of alien with the way she rushes down the stairs in six-inch heels. What the hell? We thankfully
ALPHA ZADE “You are going to attend,” I don’t look up to face my father. He is standing by my office door, a serious expression on his face. “No, I don’t think so.” I reply with a small scoff. He knows I don’t attend the bonfire, the last time I attended was before my mum died, that was more tha
I force myself to push that memory away. It is one of the times she was well enough to stay and chat with me, the few times since I was a kid that she smiled without tears in her eyes. I miss those days. I miss her even more. I swallow the lump forming in my throat and blink a few times. She alway
FEYRE The sight of Alpha Zade makes my breath catch in my throat. I tell myself the reaction is because this is the first time I’m seeing him since our hallway run in—another memory I’m trying to convince myself never happened—and not because of how his dark hair looks tousled. Definitely as a res
“For the advice and the save.” I add and he chuckles. He turns slightly, someone calls out to him and I can’t help it, I watch him. His sideview is as magnificent as his front, the sight of his strong looking jaw. This stranger is all man and I have never been more interested in learning about the
After everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
I knew it was a reach but he was already on a sloppy hill, and this is the one thing I have always wanted to know, if he was the one that killed her or not. It looked like suicide, people believed she had a reason to. But I knew she wouldn’t. She promised to stand by me and she wouldn’t have left w
“It can’t be cured because it is not a fucking illness. Your delusion though, I’m sure they have mental institutions like this for that.” “Don’t speak to me like that.” he growls, sounding enraged. It is the only real emotion I have seen him shown in a while. “I had this all mapped out for years.
ALPHA ZADE I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I’m thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker. It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happe