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Fear and Anger

Author: ~S.Y
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-19 06:00:22

Grace

I sigh, pulling Seb closer to me. He fell asleep after consoling me.

That’s why I took him and retreated to my bedroom. I couldn’t face my family, and I am relieved they didn’t say anything to me.

I look down at Seb’s innocent, peaceful face and flinch. I can’t get his scared face out of my mind.

When he grows up and recalls this incident…will he think I am mad? Will he be scared of me from now on?

My son…scared of me…

That thought is doing something to my heart.

After my little breakdown in the lounge, I feel embarrassed instead of calm. All these years of pretending that I am fine now, that I don’t remember what my past was like…seem like a joke to me now.

The chain of my thoughts breaks when Tristin lays on the bed behind me, his arm around my waist, and gently strokes my stomach over my silk shirt.

It was supposed to be a celebration—a happy moment. But now it has turned into something ugly.

I close my eyes and release a heavy breath. “ how could you keep it to yourself
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