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Grace

I stumble a little, catching myself just in time. When I turn to look at him, he is wiping his hand on his pants like he has touched something disgusting.

That hits harder than it should. My chest tightens, and for a second, I forget how to breathe.

Does he find me so disgusting?

I smile. It’s not a happy one. It’s the kind of smile you give when you are so hurt, you don’t know what else to do.

“ You don’t have to act like I am dirty… ” I say, my voice low. “ We both know you are worse than I will ever be. Next time, you should not don’t touch me. I don’t need your help. ”

The words hang in the air between us. The tension rises as our eyes meet, and he continues to look at me like he does not recognize me.

He doesn’t say anything, and I don’t wait for him to. I turn around and walk away from him as quickly as I can.

Once I am out of sight, I find a corner behind a pillar and crouch down, pressing my back to the wall. My knees come up to my chest, and I bury my face in them, tryi
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I hope Fred tells her the truth.
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