Her voice yanks me out of my trance and a slight pain tugs in my chest as tears well up in my eyes
Yeah right, how could I not know thatI'm a dropout. I didn't complete my degree. I needed to take care of my mom after the accident and my father's death. It was a tough year for me so how could I forget. I had to drop my youth year and become an adult so suddenAs if she read my mind, she quickly squeezed my hand, a worried look etched on her face. In a soft voice, she said. "No dear, you know I do not mean it like that" she sighs. "To be honest, I wanted you for Zion the moment I met you, you're a fierce and strong lady at such a young age, and I was intrigued. You carried so much weight all by yourself and you still keep that beautiful smile on your face. You're always happy despite your hardships"She moves closer to me, her hands still holding mine as tears well up in my eyes "You're what Zion needs Laura, you're the light that can engulf the darkness he built around himself. Working with him wasn't a coincidence, I wanted you both to get closer but it didn't work as planned that's why I'm doing this instead. Please give it a try, get to know him and you'll find out he isn't has he put himself out to the world" she concludes, her eyes begging me to say yes.Silence descends as I let her words whirl around in my head, trying to make sense out of it but the more I think about it, the scarier it gets.I slowly snatch my hands from her and move a little bit away from her.Yeah I know I'm indebted to her but isn't this too unfair and unexpectedNana stares at me for a moment and sighs. "You don't have to do it if you don't want to, but I just really wish it was you, Laura. I would be at peace after death to know my grandson is in safe hands"I whip my head up to meet her eyes, my heart wrenches at the look on her face. She has this sad look on her face, one that wants me to hug her and say yes to her request.My lower lips tremble as I whisper "Can...can I think about this please?"Her face beams up at that as she pulls me towards her. She engulfs me in a hug and pushes back a little to give me a toothy smile, her hands still on my shoulder. "Yes, yes, why not, take your time dear"I nodsWhat is there to think about? I know what my reply would be.After all, I'm indebted to this old woman****I got home thanks to Nana personal chauffeur. She always lend me her chauffeur, Sir Bernard as I fondly call him whenever I visit her. Sir Bernard kept giving me worried glances through the rear mirror all through the ride. I guess he noticed I wasn't in a good mood as I was always chatty whenever he drives me home. I'm grateful he didn't ask questions. I'll remember to apologise next timeMy eyes hones on my mom dancing figure when I entered the house. She was mixing something in her mixer. I'm sure she's trying a new recipe again"Hey Mom" I greeted with a smile. I don't want her to notice my sour mood. I don't want to worry herMy mom (Selene Rose) looked up from what she's doing and a smile appear on her lips "You're back. How is Nana""She's fine. She said Hi"After we exchanged greetings, I raced up the stairs to my room, sending a quick text to Anne, using the word "Emergency". It's our code word when we need to discuss something serious. And this is a serious talkAnne got here in no time and I fill her up with the gist"OMG!..""Yeah right. I know, it's insane! She just dropped it like it was the most normal thing in the world" I said cutting her off"God bless Nana. Somebody finally Cupid you too. Finally" she screamed, her hands flung into the airI furrowed my brow at her, confused "What? Do you heard what I said? Nana wants me to marry Zion. This is serious Anne"She shrugs nonchalantly "It's not""Huh""Yeah. I've been shipping you too. I mean it's time for you to date. Get out of your shell and have fun and guess what, Zion is just the perfect one for that. I saw that coming"I stare agape at my best friend who is spitting out incorrigible words out of her mouth. More like pot calling kettle black. This was far from what I expected from her. I was hoping for an advice "Seriously Anne. This is serious. I can't marry my boss""Why? What is wrong with that. I won't mind dating my boss if he is as sexy and handsome as Zion" she said dreamly, licking her lips and I groan."Anne because he is my boss. My frigging boss. I can't go on dating my boss. People would talk. My face would be flying everywhere in the headlines the next day. I don't want that""Well I won't mind that too. I love attention"I groan, this conversation isn't going anywhere. It's like my words are entering Anne's right ear and passing out through the left ear into the air. I shouldn't be surprised, this is who Anne is"So what was your reply"I rolled my eyes. Now she's finally interested in what I'm saying. "Apparently, she thinks I'm the perfect match for him and that I'll bring some warmth into his life. And no, I haven't gave her one yet. It was so unexpected; I didn't know how to react so I told her to give me sometime to think. This wasn't what I envisioned for myself""Hmm! Okay!. Well, life is always full of surprises. Imagine telling our grandkids, "Well, it all started with a matchmaking grandma and a boss who never smiled." She burst into laughter while I just glare at herYeah whateverI hope today was a dream and that I'll wake up soonI hopeTapping my feet impatiently on the hard floor, the elevator door dings open and I stroll out, taking long eager strides toward my office. I plan on calling Laura to my office and putting an end to whatever is going on with her and my grandmother. I don't know if she's in on this with Grandma especially when I met her there yesterday. Although, she looked as surprised as I was when Nana dropped the bomb. There's one way to find out. And that's demanding her to tell me what's going onI don't know what Nana is thinking, the idea of getting married is disgusting enough for me to feel bile rising in my throat. Not to talk of getting married to my assistant. Does she know how ridiculous that sounds, the company and media will go into a frenzy if they get a whiff of that. I grimace at the thought.My thoughts wander to yesterday's event at her house. She had called me and demanded me to marry Laura. I knew of her close relationship with Laura, she always sang praises of her and I got curiou
Do you ever wish to be swallowed whole by the ground? At the same time wish to hit something hard?Well that's exactly how I'm feeling right now as I pace back and forth in my room while my so-called best friend Anne sits on my bed, giggling while eating from the large bowl of ice creamI glare at her as I continue to paceHow dare he try to buy me with money in such a rude way? "You know that was a one-time opportunity you threw away because you couldn't get your emotions in check or is it because you want him to yourself" Anne has this silly smirk on her face that I wish to wipe off right now. Instead, I roll my eyes without breaking my pacingWhat have I done? Why did I even do that? What the hell came over me?My mind drifts back to this morning's event. I could barely stand properly from how hard my heart was beating after I left Zion's office. I still can't figure out what came over me. He is my fucking boss and I had the gut to stand up to him like that. He had hurriedly left t
Biting my lower lip softly, I stare unwaveringly at the office door, my heart beating faster at each second. I am scared of facing my boss today. I wouldn't be in this predicament if only I had kept my emotions together yesterday.I groan in frustration. What do I do when he comes in? I whisper to myselfIt's funny the confidence I felt before leaving home all disappeared the moment I set my eyes on the company's building. I had given Anne's advice a thorough thinking all night and it felt like a good plan until this moment. I thought it could save my relationship with Nana and my job but how do I present something of such to my boss?How do I tell him to date me for a month before the marriage so I can get to know him before I get entangled with him for life?My heart thumps wildly in my chest at the thoughtHow can I date my boss? Is that even possible?Is it the fact that the idea sounds outrageous or is it the fact that we will be together under the same roof? Will we do stuff coup
I drop the file after scanning through the content with a sigh. I don't know if what I did is right but I know I don't have the intention of getting to know her. Mentioning dating for two months to get to know each other was a lie. That's just me stalling. I need to show Nana romantic relationship isn't for me and two months is enough for that. I plan on making Laura willingly break off the engagement during that time. I won't get entangled in a forced marriage.Another wave of headache hits me and I hold on to my desk for support as I groan in pain. I have been feeling under the weather since I woke up this morning probably from the stress I went through yesterday.Speaking about yesterday, after Laura left my office in such a dramatic manner. I had dashed out of my office when I received a call saying my Grandma was in an emergency state. I remember how hard it was for me to breathe in the car, I had to whine down the car window. I was scared, I couldn't afford to lose another family
Biting my lower lip softly, I nervously shift from one foot to another contemplating on whether to knock on the door or just run back home. But that would be a bad idea concerning the fact that I'm here to deliver his meal. Nana's way of making me come over to Zion's place after I told her I accepted to date her grandson.A small smile tugged on my lips at the memory of her happy face when I told her. She smiled brightly and pulled me into a hug. I got to know she was sick a day before and I still feel bad for not being aware. She became chatty after and told me about how teary Zion was and how she gave him the cold shoulder. It was fun talking to her until she gave me a bag filled with a different side dish to bring for Zion. She even went to the extent of borrowing me her chauffeur again. I huffFinally deciding on making my appearance known, I raise my hand to press the doorbell. Biting my lower lips softly and bouncing my left leg, my eyes roam around the house as I wait for someo
"Daddy! Daddy!" Ayla screamed. She jumped off the sofa, running after my father who was staggering up the stairs"Ayla, come back, he is drunk as usual" my 11-year-old hissed, glaring hard at my fingers. However, a sharp scream and a sudden thud pierced my ears and I jumped up in fright."Ayla!" I screamedI sit upright on my bed, drenched in sweat with my heart pounding hard against my rib cage. My hands fisting my bedsheet as I struggle to breathe, blinding tears brim my eyesYou would think I would have gotten over my younger sister's death at the age of 25 but here I am, struggling to calm myself. I've been having this reoccurring dream for the past fourteen years now and the pain still feels raw. It feels like it's happening again and again in my head without a stop. It keeps taunting me every night like I'm being punished.My eyes caught the time on the wall clock. Wow! I slept for thirteen hours straightStill shaken, I pull the duvet off my body and turn around to get off the b
The car ride back home is eventful. The driver kept giving me worried glances through the rear mirror. It was obvious he was uncomfortable with my constant whimpering and flushed face. He offered me a bottled water which I accepted with thanks. I would take anything to calm my raging nerves. I hurriedly stepped out of the car when it pulled in front of my house. The driver sped away without a second and I hurriedly walked towards my house. My stomach churns as I wonder what is waiting for me behind those doors. Of course, I know. My mother would be waiting for me and would bombard me with questions about where I was because I didn't call to inform her I wouldn't be coming home. I didn't plan on sleeping at Zion's house and I do not remember falling asleep on his sofa. I was still racking my brain with how I ended up falling asleep when my house door suddenly opened. My mother stood at the door eyeing me from head to toe. I cringe at the look"Good morning young lady," she said as she
It's been two weeks since I heard from Zion after the incident at his house. He didn't call or text to thank me or ask about how I've been doing. I know this isn't a real relationship but shouldn't he at least check up on me? Even if it's just a "Hey, I hope you're fine. Thanks for the other day" or anything.I hissed as I packed my hair up in a bun.I pause to stare at my reflection in the mirror. I'm not the type to stare at my reflection for long but today I let my eyes feed on it. I'm a beautiful lady, beautiful enough to turn heads. Chestnut hair loosely packed in a bun, green eyes staring back at me, a delicate pointed nose leading to a pair of well-defined lips. My lips are my favorite part of my body, naturally rosy and curved in a smiley shape. Makes people think I'm smiling even when I'm not. High cheekbones with a faint dusting of freckles on them. My figure is slender but a little bit curvy at the hips. My eyes roam my body up and down, as I twist and turn checking myself o