Amanda Pov
After talking to Kate I try to find Maaya desperately but I couldn’t able to find her at all. I check her schedule but she was nowhere in any class. I check for every possible place in the library, canteen even the room but she was gone. I check in the ground too but she was like vanished completely than I decided to go her store so maybe I able to see her. I don’t know why I was desperate to see her face but there was something in my heart which is telling me to go and meet her. I was sure she was feeling ashamed when Kate gave her that look maybe she was thinking to run away from me which I can’t deal with it for now. I thought about it lot and now Maaya is not just a game for me anymore she is something much more to me and I need her more than anything else in this world.
I went to the parking to go to her store to see her once again. There was some desperation in me like insatiable hunger which makes me crazy for her. E
Maaya PovI flinch with her sudden outburst one me, I mean I really like it when she was possessive for me which is kind of hot but still can’t she at least be calm little for a while. Without giving me any chance she grabs my hand roughly and pushes me to the wall. I don’t know what was happening to her but my mind was scared and excited both at the same time. She keeps yelling at me in anger and I couldn’t able to say anything to her. since I know her anger I was aware if I say anything to her now she will not understand anything but getting more angry to me I mean I really can’t deal her anger I know the consequences to say a word. I keep looking down to the floor like maybe it will open now and swallow me now. When she stops talking I dare to look at her face which was my mistake I realized later because she was giving me the deadliest glare I have ever seen in my life. I gulp my own salvia with nervousness I change my glance to th
Amanda PovI was surprised by a sudden outburst of Kate which I guess was irrelevant. I mean it’s none of her business to scream like an idiot but guess what she is dumb. I looked at Maaya who was trembling with an embarrassment which I kind of find funny so I let her try for this. Soon I realized with her expression that she was not able to answer anything instead of that she will cry any movement which kind of breaks my heart. I look at Kate who was still giving a deadly glare to her so I decided to take her stand before it escalates further.“That’s none of your business Kate” I frowned“Oh really and since when you are her advocate Amanda?” she said with a disgusting look which makes me angry“Since you talk like a jerk now no need to talk all this here and no need to make her nervous with your stupid acts, we are leaving now from here let her sleep,” I said sternlyKate looked at
Amanda PovWhen I woke up I thought for Maaya but she was not in bed and when I see lights on in bathroom I was sure she was inside but then I hear some voices. I was still sleepy that I didn’t recognize first what kind of voice it is and my first reaction was is she hurt or something but then I realize it did not groan in pain instead of it’s a sound of moans. She was moaning in sexual pleasure in the bathroom so is she masturbating inside. I smiled wickedly because I never aspect to do such a thing actually. She is literally a shy girl and I never think that she will do such a thing. I mean it was surprising but I actually like to know what she was doing inside so I decided to go inside and look what was going on. I was curious to know that whom she was imagining right now because if it’s not me then I will make sure it was me only in future but if she was thinking about me then I am going to make her mine.I open the door slowly so
Maaya Pov She left me speechless after leaving the room I was too much full with those mix emotions that I couldn’t able to do anything for a few minutes. My heart was still in shock when I got caught by Amanda in the bathroom. Oh god, that was the most embarrassing movement of my life. I never have done this before but oh god why I did that I was not sure what came into my mind at that movement and when I slip my hands inside me. I don’t know why I was getting horny for her neither I don’t have any idea for how long she was looking at me. I was supposed to be a shy girl in back my hostel but now with her, I was loosening my hormones. She touches me in that way I can’t describe how frustrated it was when she left me. She is born champion in terms of how to touch a girl. I still feel her warm lips on me and sense of her fingers on my body. I was on the edge of excitement and nervousness both at this movement. I was nervous because it would be my first
Maaya PovI never felt so good in my whole life neither I feel so complete either. Last night was so good that I can’t describe in words. Amanda was still sleeping beside me and I couldn’t able to move my gaze somewhere else. Have you ever felt the feeling in which you wouldn’t dare to dream about that thing but somehow, in reality, you got in real life and that feeling of happiness which you can’t describe I was feeling the same right now? I never thought that I will ever end up giving myself to this goddess who is sleeping next to me.She looks so beautiful just like a beautiful dream which comes true now I never imagined myself giving to someone like her. I know that she was arrogant and short temper girl but when she cares me it was also mind-blowing experience. No one ever cares for me as she did and I don’t regret my last night with her ever. I get up from the bed silently and went to the bathroom, I quickly
Amanda Pov I was running too late today due to Robin drama in college. Seriously I really don’t understand why he was such a jerk whole day and when I was about to leave he pick a fight with me. I hardly had a movement to catch my breath with his damn got drama. I feel bad for making Maaya so late but I know she won’t complain when I make up to her in bed tonight. I can’t stop thinking about the whole day and the only thing I want to touch her again and again whatever it was either attraction or lust I don’t care about it for now. I much rather spend my time with her rather than spending my precious time in those clubs which are full of idiots. Frankly, I didn’t see any eye-catching person in the club these days or you can say all I want to see is Maaya and now she was a drug which I want to have it more and more.I never cared about any girl like this before or any boy well I don’t like boys that much ever. I had a
Kate Pov I was waiting for Amanda to talk about Maaya. I don’t know what was lately happening to her but this is the first time I saw such kind of behavior from her. I thought once that bet was over she will leave her but now I was sure she really likes her. I don’t want to get Amanda hurt neither Maaya it’s not like she did anything to me so I don’t hate her actually she is really sweet and shy girl which is why I don’t want her to be with Amanda but now if Amanda was planning to stay with her she better tell her everything before something go wrong between them. Everyone was planning to humiliate Maaya in the whole college and this is really going to be hell for her if Amanda didn’t do something before all these things gone wrong and uncontrollable. I keep waiting for Amanda but she never return to hostel neither Maaya came back to the hostel. I keep taking rounds outside of their room but no one comes back so I try to call her but she never picked
Maaya PovI was floating in this place everything was so shining and so beautiful I can’t describe how much I feel happy. I was in this garden looks so beautiful like I was in heaven and Whole Park was cover with these white flowers. I can’t understand where I was but it looks so beautiful here so calm place. I sat on this white bench which made from white shining marble. I enjoy birds chirping with smooth wind touching my skin so soft. I hear water running voice coming from far away so I decided to follow it. I walk for good minutes when I saw this most beautiful lake so I decided to enjoy it. I was so happy nothing is bad here everything looks so calm here I just want to stay here for my whole life.Once I lose my parents I struggle a lot and face only hate and fear but here I feel free very much. I don’t know how much time was gone until I start getting bored here. I look for other people but I was all alone here so I shout so that
Maaya PovThe big smile of my face and walking towards the church with Zach was the most incredible movement of my life. Soon I am going to get married and all I was counting the time left before I walk down the aisle and become the woman of my love. Once the gate of the church open and my eyes met with the person I desire the most. Amanda was standing looking towards me with the brightest smile on her face and at that movement, I saw everything that happened to me this last year.Life plays their games even though you prepared in advance, you don’t know what will be thrown into your path. If someone asked me this earlier, I would laugh at that person, but not today not after what we all go through all this time. I was so nervous all this time that I might get a panic attack from these mixed emotions, but there is one thing which is keeping me steady all this time and it was Amanda.I can see the love in her eyes when we kiss, but I also s
Amanda PovSun starts falling while giving us the hope to see it once again. It was so beautiful yet so encouraging in their own way. I was sat on the bench after the funeral of Emmy. We couldn’t able to save her she was dead on spot but somehow I saw something broken inside me also. The watery but yet having so guilty eyes of my father keep reminding me how our one mistake can cause so much trouble and give us the lifetime pain. He has regret and guilt not to do anything on time so do I have regret to choose the same path as them.Emmy death’s make me realize how messed up I was from the beginning till now. I blamed others for my action but it was I who choose such paths. I saw the consequences of being selfish yet I choose to become like that. It was not my fault that my mother couldn’t able to hold my hands and keeps blaming their child for her own sadness. She could forgive and able to move on but she chooses not and become
Amanda Pov“How much time has been passed?” “What happened to me?” All these thoughts hit me like a brick once I open my eyes but I certainly not able to think why I was in this dark room all tied up.My mind was running with millions of thoughts but all I could focus was getting out of these chains. I remember some hit my car but then everything was totally blurred to me. I was trying to set my mind when I heard someone open the door and coming to the room. I couldn’t see the face eventually but I was certainly a woman and before I asked her she speak with a smirk.“I am glad you are awake now.”“You… how could you do this to me?” I furiously said to that bitch. I was shocked to see her after all these years.“Oh, common little sister you are happy to see me?” She said with a faked sad expression“EMMY WHITE HOW DARE YOU TIE ME UP LIKE THIS?&rdqu
Kate PovI couldn’t believe I didn’t see this coming at all. All the time we both thought it was someone outsider or someone who is jealous but I never put two and two all this time the culprit was in front of us but we were blind to see this.Maaya slapped him so hard that whole hall area resounds with that. Robin was crawling back step but there was no use at all. I didn’t believe at all when I found out it was Robin who was doing all those stupid things but when we saw the footage of him playing that damn video of that party I was furious but Maaya she was in a rage. It didn’t take us long to catch him when he tries to run away but it was useless. Maaya didn’t give him any other chance for explanation and keep slapping him like a harmed lioness.“Why were you doing all this you bloody bastard?” Maaya spoke with so much hatred“I…I I ju…sst lo…ve..d her b..ut s..he wa&
Amanda Pov“Then die I don’t care anymore” these words stuck in my head like a nail in the wall. They keep repeating in my head like chanting and I couldn’t able to handle the pain in my chest. I don’t care for anything anymore she hates me that she doesn’t want to see me alive at all.I don’t see any point to go back now all I want to run away from this. I was feeling the same pain I felt when I was a child. The feeling of deserted and abandon rush back into my vein and all I want is to scream as much as I can. Tears running through my eyes and I couldn’t focus on anything. Everything seems so slow around me and then lights hit my eyes and everything went black.Kate PovI didn’t understand how this can happen so perfectly. It can’t be someone from outside surely someone was close enough to do this shit. I asked the security team to check all the security footag
Maaya PovMy happiness shattered some movements ago and my whole existence seems to lie to me. Why it happened to me only? Was I that wrong all this time? How can I be so blind that I didn’t see her true intentions at all? My heart was crushed no my heart was being shattered in billion of pieces and nothing can fix this pain. Today was the day when I suppose to find my own family after so long that I couldn’t able to stop grinning like a child who is going to be Disney land.Well, she was everything to me, my heaven, my life everything that anyone can think of but now I can see it was just a pure lie for her. The movement I saw that video I felt I was thrown on fire pot and my whole body was burning and my heart was screaming in pain. I felt like someone was hitting a nail on my heart and I was dying slowly with that pain. I don’t know how long I walk but once I reach the hostel I closed my room and lie down on the floor crying hyster
Amanda Pov All these past few days went into a blur and now my engagement was just a few minutes ago. I am nervous little actually. No, I am freaking out if I being honest, I know I took this decision in too much hurry but I am nervous about my love. I truly try my best to tell her everything about all those things I did in past but I never get a chance to tell her properly and explain everything. I am still trying to find those people who try to chase us and track them down but we are failed badly because since the incident happened there is no activity happened and which paranoids me more than usual. Also as per my team, they are new people and there is no old track about them. I am worried because since my engagement is so close and soon wedding rings will come I am nervous about this. All these things consuming me totally and I really want everything to be perfect which means I am not able to spend time with Maaya at all. I try to come cl
Maaya PovAfter so much of shopping, I was too tired to do anything and just want to sleep in Amanda's arms. Suddenly I felt she was getting tensed and her face expression was changing and I was getting worried that what suddenly changed. Before I could ask her she spoke “Love someone is chasing us” and I suddenly stop thinking. My mind was making different assumptions but then I look at her for confirmation and her eyes were glued on the rearview mirror. I also check and surely someone is chasing us because that car was looking suspicious totally black car. Amanda calls someone I am not sure whom but she keeps talking about the car chasing and where they need to go. I am not sure whom she was asking for help but I was scared now.“Baby hold me tightly we need to get away from this car.” She said before increasing the speed of the carGod, we are not driving right now I was sure because I felt like I was flying or I was o
Amanda Pov I just love her reactions while seeing the price tag, I mean don’t take me wrong but she was looking so cute while seeing the price of dresses. I told her for the tenth time that she doesn’t need to worry about money but she keeps saying that we should not spend too much money as it was not earned but us but my parent’s hardcore money. And that’s the first reason I want to spend lots of money and buy everything expensive. If someone asked me why I want to do that so the answer is my so-called parents refuse to join me on my own marriage. I always know that they were busy making money but can’t they think about something else accept money all the time. When I called my parents to inform about my marriage decision I at least expect some congratulations or maybe they yell why I want to marry at this age or who is the person and all the same thing. Well, my parents know about Maaya actually because dad actually helped me find a good lawyer to punish t