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Chapter 95: Ache
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2021-02-22 20:11:13Tears rolled down my cheeks as his words inflict pain on me. I rubbed Daddy's eyes on me. Her eyes were red as she tried to smile. I wonder if it didn't happen. Is that still the case? But still. It happens for a reason. But I don't get why ...
"I though you're still having a grudge against me." aniya.
I felt pain when he uttered a word. Like he kept it by himself for a long time. I shook there.
"No, Daddy." I mumbled.
My tears kept flowing there. Daddy was in tears to as I hugged him tight. I did not give up there. Like I wanted it badly. How I yearn for it a long time ago. And now I just finally made it.
And what made my heart shattered is how they planned to surprise me back then. How Mommy feel sorry for me, and how they want to talk about how I feel all the time.
"Honey ..." I laugh there.
My voice was hoarse as I sobbed.
"We're sorry hija."
"I do not know ..." Daddy uttered.
I went up there. Daddy's tears fl
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