"You know now his name? "his lips were in a thin line.
His car stopped mid way. I never noticed that. But when I caught how his eyes shift to bloodshot I was immediately alert. I don't know boys can easily change emotion like him. Not even Klaud, but him it's like so easy.
"I don't, but he seems familiar." I lool away as the pain sting on me remembering that dream again.
Alforo cleared his throat as he diverted his gaze on me. He only came back to me when I spoke again.
"But I don't know him, Alforo." I said tiredly.
He nod in response at my sudden words. But he seems in pain just by glancing at me. His gaze lingered on me. But his eyes scream something vague to me. But when he noticed that, he also diverted his gaze. I bit my lower lip there.
"Are we close?" I open up to stray the topic.
He look at me. He smiled at me. It is just a glimpse of his smile, but he immediately remove his gaze on me. I let that go. But why does I felt ther
Like I cut all the cords I have, I know someday I can't just sealed it together. I heard Daddy. His swollen eyes made me numb for a reason. I don't want to see him cry. I do not want him back to normal. Silent, that I don't used too."Okay, Dy…" was my weak reply.Tears rolled down my cheeks as his words inflict pain on me. I rubbed Daddy's eyes on me. Her eyes were red as she tried to smile. I wonder if it didn't happen. Is that still the case? But still. It happens for a reason. But I don't get why ..."I though you're still having a grudge against me." aniya.I felt pain when he uttered a word. Like he kept it by himself for a long time. I shook there."No, Daddy." I mumbled.My tears kept flowing there. Daddy was in tears to as I hugged him tight. I did not give up there. Like I wanted it badly. How I yearn for it a long time ago. And now I just finally made it.And what made my heart shattered is how they planned to surpri
I chased after my breath as I looked at Daddy's room. And the silence of it made me stunned a bit. My heart raced fast, as the urging pain enveloped me. I did not want to open, I stayed outside. And somehow the cold floor made me shiver. I am afraid of what might happen. I don't want to lose him too. My tears flowed down my cheeks.I just looked up to see the door open. Tita Helena eyes were swollen as she watched me."Hija…" the soothing voice of her made eyes watered.He hasn't said anything yet but I seem to know. I closed my eyes there."Your, Dad is okay don't worry." ani Tita."He's just resting in the bedroom." she added.It was as if I was holding my breath there. I gradually felt better. I got up from my seat and wiped away another tear. I thought… I put that aside and tried to smile at Tita.She surveyed me still. I'm still on the verge of my tears but somehow I'm not quite well. I don't want to break down agai
Ria. "His voice hoarse when he stated my name.I averted my eyes there. It was as if something touched my chest as he watched me walk away. His eyes were screaming sadness, the way he looked at me. It express sorrow, and the evident were almost his bloodshot eyes. I bit my lip there. Lately, I've been realizing how I'm affecting by his simple stare and it's my bad for letting him near at me.I kept turning my back on him. My eyes watered when I glanced at him once, I don't know why that was. But seeing him respecting what I wanted made me felt something rare.I wiped away my tears when Demi was there. She eyed me, as I smiled bitterly. His eyes examined me as he approached them."You okay, Ria?" she said concerned.I could see in Demi's eyes that she was worried about me. I tried to evade the curiousness coming from her gaze at me."Of course, I just didn't sleep much…" I chuckled."You're early huh?" I tease her.Demi's
"Okay, Dy…" was my weak reply.Tears rolled down my cheeks as his words inflict pain on me. I rubbed Daddy's eyes on me. Her eyes were red as she tried to smile. I wonder if it didn't happen. Is that still the case? But still. It happens for a reason. But I don't get why ..."I though you're still having a grudge against me." aniya.I felt pain when he uttered a word. Like he kept it by himself for a long time. I shook there."No, Daddy." I mumbled.My tears kept flowing there. Daddy was in tears to as I hugged him tight. I did not give up there. Like I wanted it badly. How I yearn for it a long time ago. And now I just finally made it.And what made my heart shattered is how they planned to surprise me back then. How Mommy feel sorry for me, and how they want to talk about how I feel all the time."Honey ..." I laugh there.My voice was hoarse as I sobbed."We're sorry hija.""I do not know ..." Daddy utte
"Don't cry anymore, Ria." Manong Rey smirked at me.I wiped the new tears from me. Our car stopped as I bid my goodbye. I hid what he gave me as a gift. The same as I covered my hand. Even though I knew it would be obvious.I compose myself as I put my earphones on. The melancholic ballad melody sent me to a brief ease. I ignored the few who were staring at me. I don't care about them anymore. I'm just here to study, I do not want to socialize with anyone. The only matters to me is to listen and be friendly if needed.I was about to switch on the stairs when I caught Ambre's voice behind me. I almost jumped in shock there. He's in on his white long sleeve folded up to his elbow. I irritated him with my eyes. He chuckled, but it stopped when he saw something. He stared at my hand firmly and seriously."What happened to your hand?" he said coldly.I raised my brow. The volume of my earphones were neutral. I ignored what he told me. Instead I walk fre
I sighed when I remembered him. "Are you done?"I nodded. He turned sparingly. I caught the gaze of a few of us."Yes.""Is it hard?" aniya."Quite." I admit.I don't know where this conversation heading but I just made it cool with him. I don't want to be rude. I look at him casually. He was still listening to me, waiting for whatever was to be said.I stared at what he was wearing. I didn't remember him wearing the logo of Engineering Department. I also did not know he was there. I was just caught off guard."Are you engineering?" I asked languidly.His eyes darted at me. I saw him arranging the papers. Maybe alphabetically? I also thought about that for a moment before raising my gaze."Yes," he uttered.My eyes narrowed at him. "Why don't you seem sure?"He chuckled. "I want to pursue another career. Maybe after eight or ten years.""Really? What is that?" I try to sound cool, but I am really cur
"I don't, but he seems familiar." I lool away as the pain sting on me remembering that dream again.Alforo cleared his throat as he diverted his gaze on me. He only came back to me when I spoke again."But I don't know him, Alforo." I said tiredly.He nod in response at my sudden words. But he seems in pain just by glancing at me. His gaze lingered on me. But his eyes scream something vague to me. But when he noticed that, he also diverted his gaze. I bit my lower lip there."Are we close?" I open up to stray the topic.He look at me. He smiled at me. It is just a glimpse of his smile, but he immediately remove his gaze on me. I let that go. But why does I felt there's more than that stare. I sighed there.The vintage strokes of Villa Alca's name somehow felt nostalgic to me. The trees filled my eyes. I slowly rolled my eyes there. There's too many tree, and it seems like the theme of this city is full of vintage."We can roam around
"I said don't spread your legs, Alforo." I glared at him.A playful smile appeared on his lips. I rubbed the cotton on his chin forcefully, teasing him back."What, it hurts?" asik ko.He chuckled a bit there. The look he gives me is confusing. I looked at him insultingly. His brows furrowed at my sight. I was immediately alarmed there."No," he smirk playfully.I sneezed and averted my eyes from him."Intimidate? I thought you were going to treat me?" aniya.My eyes widened as I focused on him. The image of Alforo watching me this close almost felt surreal. My heart pounded heavily for him eyeing me."What ?! I'm not intimidated by you," I stop mid-way."Your thickness, Alforo." where I am.I raised an eyebrow sharply as his eyes lasted longer on me. His serious eyes somehow made me felt foreign, shivering for unknown reason. I do not know why and how. But when his gaze were on me, I felt something something fami
"You okay, Ria?" Demi looked concerned at me.I approached him. And I could feel the length of his eyes on me."I was watching you with, Klaud…" he said softly.The volume of the sound were still there. The only difference is the neon lights were change in color playing in each direction. I approached our table. The wine and liquor were there, I sighed there."What did he tell you?" aniya.I look at Demi straightly. His forehead furrowed sharply as I just stared at him. I bit my lip there. I eyed my phone, and it's dead."What?" she asked curiously."What time is it, Demi?" I chuckled.My chest felt like a drum with excitement. I sighed when I heard I left one hour more. I seem to have poured cold water over there."It's eleven, Ria." Demi uttered.I nodded there. I smiled as a few people came to our table. I even didn't think to entertain anyone. I couldn't even answer Demi's question. I gasp when I heard
I didn't know that staring at him this long may bring slight pain at me. Like everything felt nostalgic the way he looked at me. As usual. The memories had all back as I glanced at him again. I have a lot to say. But I can't uttered any a single word as I gasp when a memory of prom entered my mind.And, I saw how Klaud gaze were instills on me.I don't know how I endured his stare at me. His eyes were tainted with pain, and I can sense it the way he looked at me. I’m a little sad for that. It's really true that for one wrong move you can dent something. Whether it's tangible or not. I noticed how long his eyes were on me. Like he's reading something through me. I averted my gaze from him there.The melancholic music sent chills down my spine. The bitterness bit me even more when he spoke again. Like he's saving every second for me to finally divery my attention to him. I bit my lip as he turned sharply."Can you look at me, Ria." he whispered huskil
I could hear in the absence of hearing Rina's knocking. My eyes were still swollen from last night. I sighed as I adjusted myself."We're all waiting for you, Ria…""Including, Demi."My chest tightened. I thought they wouldn't care for me after all. My lips trembled when I saw what lay on the table. It is consist of invitation every year. It was as if someone had caressed my chest with those who saw it.My name with an intricate design made me shivers. My heart ache everytime I remember what Alforo said. They didn't forget me. Even if I leave, even for too long. My eyes swelled as I faced Rina. I let go of the invitation I was holding. I still didn't book a flight.I sighed as I turned to Rina. Her eyes were down at me as Elton behind him whispered something."Ria, breakfast…" he invited.I nodded there. I heard how Elton gasp when Alforo immediately on my sight. Her eyes widened as Rina stared at me heavily. Elton orde
I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
Everything went black when I heard his voice in my ears. The cold enveloped me there. The rush of memories waving appered in my mind as my heart ache.From the first day, I was avoiding him. Everything about him."Are you avoiding him?" Demi uttered.My forehead furrowed. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Eh why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." he said carefully."I can't.""Just once?" he insisted."I'm reviewing, Demi." I mocked at him.He laughed at my sigh. I drifted my eyes at her. She step closer and giggled comfortably."Eh Alforo is Sir's substitute again" she exclaimed.All the heat rage on me. I was almost stunned to hear. I heard Demi laugh when she saw my reaction."It's only a matter of time."I don't want to go. I'll just read here."He blinked as I turned my attention back to what I was reading. Its been a week since I didn't face Alforo. I also didn&rsqu
I was sleep through all unrelenting thoughts. Alforo stared at me, as I watched him too long. My heart skipped a bit when I noticed how I'm still intimidated by him. It seems just like before. But the different is noticeable. I can't quite tell it in urgent but I know it changed a bit.I did not smile. I closed my eyes firmly before looking away. I was cold there. I was shivering by my own thought. And it didn't help that the news were on him. I didn't turn it off. I don't want to be bitter.My lips parted as I finally realized. My chest tightened as I let myself listen. But I can't take that long when I heard enough."He's a doctor…" I uttered weakly in awe.Cold crept within my system. Thousand of assumptions felt futile at what I heard. I was cold there. I bit my lip. Gradually, the bitterness of realizing overwhelmed me.I thought he wasn't serious for it the whole time. My lips were trembling as my breathe hitch heavily. My lips tremble
I didn't know what to say or what to uttered. I was too stunned as I watch him this close again. His pitch black eyes, alluring stare it was all surreal. It was as if I was hanging in the air when his eyes looked at me for a long time. And it inflict pain to me more when he's glancing at me like I'm fragile again. Like he used too."It's nice to see you…" I whispered."How are you?" I tried to sound cool but I know its more than that.His lips were parted as his eyes stayed at me. I can see the gaze of some on me. Their gaze were on us as I tried to supressed a smile."I'm good, Ria."He didn't smile as a response for me. His eyes were seriously focused on me. His eyes were glint of hope, shocked and mesmerize drowning in my system.My lips were trembling at the sight of him. Just like before, I feel like I'm getting burned. The stare he's giving me were like a glimpse of my sorrow. When I stare at him, all the memories gradually retu
I didn't know that coming this back would be so much painful. I sneezed as everyone turned around. The scenery changed here a lot. My chest tightened as I noticed a few changes as I descended. Rina offered me a stay in a hotel and I agreed with it too. Although I would love to go back to Villa Sierra. I'n not sure if our house were so haunted now. I don't want to think that it looks like that.The image of it lingers on my mind when I heard a taxi. At first I was stiffened at the thought of it. I'm not used to it. Like everything was so foreign for me the whole time."Where are we?"I bit my lip at the realization. I lowered my shades and saw how the driver gaze on me. I could see him stop before he finally smiled."Where are we, Ma'am?""Do you speak Tagalog?" he repeated.I nodded before finally sighing."Dito po…" I said as I showed the card.I saw his forehead frown there for a moment. But when he glance at me he sig
Ingrid Point of ViewI watch the familiar gate in awe. I chilled as the familiar chest pain erupted. I looked away, but still I tried to be compose all the time. I did not roll my eyes. Too wide, but I knew I could see him here. My heart races a bit.I smiled when someone greeted me. That’s always my response, I never tend to socialize with others. I don't socialize. I was just sitting alone and feel secluded, almost.Its been a weeks. And it was as if a dagger had stabbed me, while he was thinking. Why I'm feeling down? I do not know. After Jiusel confession, I'm still determined to push him no matter what. Not for the same reason, but for both of us."You're alone?"I almost jumped in panic. My eyes narrow for, Marcus. He grinned at me, obviously pleased because of the seen expression. I hated him because of that."No .." I smiled sheeply.His lips parted, Marcus. Probably he heard the tone on my voice. Its sarcasm. I turned t