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Chapter 47: Cut
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I do not know how I was able to take a nap. Feeling heavy while looking out the window. The wind then gently damp to my skin, which made me feel more melancholic. I felt it rush to me. My eyes hurt, and it's droopy as I watch my reflection through the mirror. I let that go. I still can't believe we're at this stake. I breathed there again.
I went downstairs. But all I can feel is the heavy feeling arising on me. Especially watching our bare house, it's almost foreign in my eyes.
"Goodmorning, hija." Mommy warmth smile caught me.
I can't smile. But somehow I still insisted. I drifted my eyes on Daddy reading news. Nothing new. He always doing that as a hobby. But why do I feel like there's a big part on
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Different drinks were in each table. I didn't drink but when I sight how Demi drink all of her glass made me watch her in awe. I just stared at him, and did not speak. But every time I tried to reach for words to her, she's just repeling my gaze on her. My chest ached there. So… I'll lose her too huh?My mouth was stuck there. It was almost depressing to notice the influx of the few. Some were approaching me, but I did not recall anything if I smiled or not to them. Maybe once, but truly I didn't. I couldn't help but smile as Demi and I moved away from me.It did not help that I noticed Alforo's arrival. The silhoutte of him, while in the dark were still alluring. I knew very well that he was, especially when he first looked for me in the sea of people. And when he found me h
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I chilled at the sound I finally heard. I'm not expecting what Klaud might utter. I seem to have been drenched in cold water there. So that's the reason? That's why Klaud treats me like that. Like he still had feelings for me. That it was all planned by Alforo. I can't seem to accept that. I was left stunned."It's not true right?" my voice is broken.I shrugged as I averted my eyes from Alforo. They both didn't respond to my sentiments. Tears pooled down my cheeks when it sinked in to me properly."Is it really planned, Alforo?" I said coldly.It's too cold but I didn't mind it. I looked at him. But his expression were just too hard. That
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Somehow life is too bias on me. I thought I wouldn't wake up and it's okay. I firmly opened my eyes there. The white curtains sent chills down my spine. I grinned cooly as I divert my gaze on Ambre."Why did you join there? Just present you medical certificate!" he said irritably.I chuckled at his tone. I hope he gets angry. But I know he'll let me pass. My smile faded there for a moment as someone remembered. How I'm really a brat when I treat him badly. I could feel the length of his stare at me. He then shift in way to pat my head."I will not complain or even get angry." he said softly.My lips parted there. It was as if I was being pulled by his
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I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
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I didn't know what to say or what to uttered. I was too stunned as I watch him this close again. His pitch black eyes, alluring stare it was all surreal. It was as if I was hanging in the air when his eyes looked at me for a long time. And it inflict pain to me more when he's glancing at me like I'm fragile again. Like he used too."It's nice to see you…" I whispered."How are you?" I tried to sound cool but I know its more than that.His lips were parted as his eyes stayed at me. I can see the gaze of some on me. Their gaze were on us as I tried to supressed a smile."I'm good, Ria."He didn't smile as a response for me. His eyes were seriously focused on me. His eyes were glint of hope, shocked and mesmerize drowning in my system.My lips were trembling at the sight of him. Just like before, I feel like I'm getting burned. The stare he's giving me were like a glimpse of my sorrow. When I stare at him, all the memories gradually retu
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