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Chapter 37: Bloodshot
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2020-10-25 12:48:37I sighed and still walk away. My feelings got worse and it's been doubled. I was almost taken aback by the nervousness of realizing who was there. It's Klaud and his girl I don't familiar. Maybe transferee, but still I'm not fond of seeing him anymore. I'm so conscious especially when his eyes hit me.
I saw the pity of his lips for a moment. Like he's not expecting me to see here around. But I didn't mind it. I was silent as I headed to the library. And of course, sitting on the chair far from them.
"Can you help me here, Klaud?" I heard in the distance what he said.
"Uhmmm, of course."
I sighed there. I don't know why his eyes are still sore. But when I glanced back at him, he immediately avoided. I sighed and did not turn to them. I don't know why I don't feel anything for him anymore, depriv
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