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Chapter 117: Jealous
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2021-03-22 19:37:15I didn't know what to react all of a sudden. Why, I'm still at the verge of remembering him. That no matter how hard I try to bury it in oblivion, I still can't do it. I held a sigh as I paved my to stop the circling questions on me.
I looked up at Centru. His eyes were still on me as I tried harder to conceal all my irriational thoughts. He smiled at me cheerfully as I force mine too.
I thought if you feel pain thrice, you'll be immune for it. But it's too unbearable. You can still feel it, just like the same. Even for the people surrounded by me. I can tell how grief they are holding based on their eyes.
"So still, Doc…" I uttered calmly.
I sighed as I heard the cry behind the glass. It was as if a dagger had pierced me at the sight. It felt nostalgic to me watching it. Watching someone this in tears.
"Check the vitals, Ria."
I nodded there. I immediately came up to check for the patient vitals. And I smiled as a relief when it's al
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Chained to Dust Chapter 118: In Relationship
I didn't know what to react all of a sudden. Why, I'm still at the verge of remembering him. That no matter how hard I try to bury it in oblivion, I still can't do it. I held a sigh as I paved my to stop the circling questions on me.I looked up at Centru. His eyes were still on me as I tried harder to conceal all my irriational thoughts. He smiled at me cheerfully as I force mine too.I thought if you feel pain thrice, you'll be immune for it. But it's too unbearable. You can still feel it, just like the same. Even for the people surrounded by me. I can tell how grief they are holding based on their eyes."So still, Doc…" I uttered calmly.I sighed as I heard the cry behind the glass. It was as if a dagger had pierced me at the sight. It felt nostalgic to me watching it. Watching someone this in tears."Check the vitals, Ria."I nodded there. I immediately came up to check for the patient vitals. And I smiled as a relief when it's al
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-23Chained to Dust Chapter 119: Please?
"Say it to me, Ria?""Are you mad at me?" his voice were rasp as I tried harder to conceal how funny he is.He came up to hug me. I maintain my composure, the same as my cold facade. His brow shot up as he make a funny face at me.I shook there and laughed. We both bark a laughter as I lean against him. He let it go. Suddenly my irritational thoughts runs what may happen. I am trying my best now to be fully equipped what future might be. Because life isn't always taught smile along the way. You'll learned from it's pain and waves of obstacles."I'm not mad at you, Centru."His lips rose as he craned his neck to give me a peck of kiss. I smiled there sweetly as we both watch the gloomy skies in the bench. But why does every happiness had a cost? And it can be too much.I looked up at Rina and Centru there. They are busy with their papers while I finished mine. I watch them. I was stuck as I checked my phone. I smiled when Daddy saw that.
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-24Chained to Dust Chapter 120: Vows
"I heard you sing but only once, Ria…" Centru state at me."I just caught you…"I immediately shook my head there. The camera were still focused on me as both Rina and Elton cheered for me.I could see the twinkle in Rina's eyes on the side of mine. Like she knows how badly I want to sing but I'm just avoiding it for some reason. Because I remember someone.But can I just be with ease now? Because I don't want Ambre to be sad up there watching me."Please?" he uttered calmly.All the rage of heat arises as I face him. I smiled there. I chuckled as they're waiting for my response. Rina was silent on the side as she dropped off some food.My lips twistded there."Fine, what would you like me to sing?" I stated curiously.Rina grinned at me."Whatever…""Let's say the one you're favorite to sing ..."I nodded there."You're beautiful ah?" Elton chuckled.I saw Rina stari
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-25Chained to Dust Chapter 121: Going Back
"Tita…" my voice started to tremble."Daddy poison himself…" my voice cracked.That's when my tears started to flow. How Daddy can leave me that easily. How life's so biased with me the whole time. I was not on my own as I watched the emptiness. Daddy died on arrival. I couldn't think properly. I couldn't eat. Everything. It's like I want to follow.I was breaking down as I smell the familiar scent of hospital. Tita held me tightly as I tried to hold back my tears. But I couldn't. All of us were in tears.I saw how the nurse look away after a minute. That's when I knew. I bit my lip as I always prepared myself for what I could hear. And I'm right. Dad leave me too.I closed my eyes as I remembered everything. The throbbing pain on me still awaken everytime I see his pictures. Why all of a sudden, Dy? I want to question everything, but I'm too exhausted for it.Daddy's cremenated. My eyes started to watered again at the realizat
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-26Chained to Dust Chapter 122: Ingrid
Ingrid's Point of View. I watch my brown wavy hair on my back. I raised my gaze and hovered over the dim light in the living room. It's not too dark yet, so my complexion is noticeable. I eyed my phone, while my Mommy was busy putting a light makeup to even tone my skin."Will you send for, Frael?" aniya."He'll pick me up, Thomas."He looked up at me. I could see the shock in his eyes at what I heard."Don't you say you're flirting?" he said in a whisper.I looked at him nicely putting a little color on my face. I sighed when I heard her gasp when I tried to looked at her."There's nothing wrong with that-""How old are you again, hija? You're starting to be a model. I don't want you to be stuck with what you want just because of that love." aniya.Her mixed tone for sarcasm amd worried
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-27Chained to Dust Chapter 123: POV
Ingrid's Point of ViewAs far as I want to conceal the pain, I could do nothing, but to cry over and over. I can't quite imagine, how I endured his paralyzed stare, as he watched me. It seems that all the barrier I am putting to me, won't even pass by his alluring stare."Is it Sunday too, Ingrid? Do you have anything new ?!"My knees softened in his cold tone. I tried to compose myself, to look back with my blank expression, but I couldn't. It was as if he was manipulating me every time I tried to stare at him. It’s scorching, and I don’t want to think I’ll give up just in case.I put aside my thoughts and stared at his defiant gaze. It resembles those very intimidate eyes, that I once can't met before. It used to be, but as I try myself to remember how far he is to reach, I get depressed. Not because I like hi
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-28Chained to Dust Chapter 124: License
My eyes then glided at Rina and Elton. The weddings over. I wiped away my tears as I approached them.Rina chuckled. "Single, Doc?"I shook there and laughed. I rolled my eyes at Elton who's behind her murmuring something."He doesn't seem to be crying…" I teases him.His brow shot up and laugh at my mocked. It was as if someone had caressed my chest there. Slightly my eyes found Alonzo. I immediately shuddered as he approached our band. I know he'll offer me again to try modeling.Rina and Elton said goodbye to go to a few tables. I nod at them as I glance to Alonzo. My eyes met who was with him. How would I never know, Ingrid huh?"Why not try to-" I grinned as I cut him.I laughed when I saw his reaction there. Ingrid laugh to as I smiled to her. My heart rumbled a bit as I recalled how like nothing changes."Model again?" I said.Alonzo caressed me as I sipped on the wine."Exactly, hija…"
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-29Chained to Dust Chapter 125: Reconciling
"Lets say eight years?"Her eyes widened there. She shook his head there. When I started to work part time on Alonzo, Ingrid wasn't there. Just when, three years and counting huh?"Perhaps, you have no intention of coming back?" she asked curiously.My lips rose there. I'm expecting she's gonna question it. I bit my lip at the thought. How after those eight years I'm finally coming back at home. Free again. But I would dare if I had the chance too. So far, I'm fine with that. I sighed as I thought of a few details. I almost forbid to not remember any single thing of it.I chuckled as I lifted my eyes on her."I really don't know…""Busy, Ingrid." I added.He nodded there while sipping. She then glanced at me to ask another question and I hope it's not too tough."Uhm, you didn't do socials right?"I frowned there, before finally answering."Yeah, I don't have one…"I know she was so shocked fo
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-03-30
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Chained to Dust Chapter 146: Reconcile
"You okay, Ria?" Demi looked concerned at me.I approached him. And I could feel the length of his eyes on me."I was watching you with, Klaud…" he said softly.The volume of the sound were still there. The only difference is the neon lights were change in color playing in each direction. I approached our table. The wine and liquor were there, I sighed there."What did he tell you?" aniya.I look at Demi straightly. His forehead furrowed sharply as I just stared at him. I bit my lip there. I eyed my phone, and it's dead."What?" she asked curiously."What time is it, Demi?" I chuckled.My chest felt like a drum with excitement. I sighed when I heard I left one hour more. I seem to have poured cold water over there."It's eleven, Ria." Demi uttered.I nodded there. I smiled as a few people came to our table. I even didn't think to entertain anyone. I couldn't even answer Demi's question. I gasp when I heard
Chained to Dust Chapter 145: Pain
I didn't know that staring at him this long may bring slight pain at me. Like everything felt nostalgic the way he looked at me. As usual. The memories had all back as I glanced at him again. I have a lot to say. But I can't uttered any a single word as I gasp when a memory of prom entered my mind.And, I saw how Klaud gaze were instills on me.I don't know how I endured his stare at me. His eyes were tainted with pain, and I can sense it the way he looked at me. I’m a little sad for that. It's really true that for one wrong move you can dent something. Whether it's tangible or not. I noticed how long his eyes were on me. Like he's reading something through me. I averted my gaze from him there.The melancholic music sent chills down my spine. The bitterness bit me even more when he spoke again. Like he's saving every second for me to finally divery my attention to him. I bit my lip as he turned sharply."Can you look at me, Ria." he whispered huskil
Chained to Dust Chapter 144: Flight
I could hear in the absence of hearing Rina's knocking. My eyes were still swollen from last night. I sighed as I adjusted myself."We're all waiting for you, Ria…""Including, Demi."My chest tightened. I thought they wouldn't care for me after all. My lips trembled when I saw what lay on the table. It is consist of invitation every year. It was as if someone had caressed my chest with those who saw it.My name with an intricate design made me shivers. My heart ache everytime I remember what Alforo said. They didn't forget me. Even if I leave, even for too long. My eyes swelled as I faced Rina. I let go of the invitation I was holding. I still didn't book a flight.I sighed as I turned to Rina. Her eyes were down at me as Elton behind him whispered something."Ria, breakfast…" he invited.I nodded there. I heard how Elton gasp when Alforo immediately on my sight. Her eyes widened as Rina stared at me heavily. Elton orde
Chained to Dust Chapter 143: Waited
I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
Chained to Dust Chapter 142: Remembered
Everything went black when I heard his voice in my ears. The cold enveloped me there. The rush of memories waving appered in my mind as my heart ache.From the first day, I was avoiding him. Everything about him."Are you avoiding him?" Demi uttered.My forehead furrowed. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Eh why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." he said carefully."I can't.""Just once?" he insisted."I'm reviewing, Demi." I mocked at him.He laughed at my sigh. I drifted my eyes at her. She step closer and giggled comfortably."Eh Alforo is Sir's substitute again" she exclaimed.All the heat rage on me. I was almost stunned to hear. I heard Demi laugh when she saw my reaction."It's only a matter of time."I don't want to go. I'll just read here."He blinked as I turned my attention back to what I was reading. Its been a week since I didn't face Alforo. I also didn&rsqu
Chained to Dust Chapter 141: Nostalgia
I was sleep through all unrelenting thoughts. Alforo stared at me, as I watched him too long. My heart skipped a bit when I noticed how I'm still intimidated by him. It seems just like before. But the different is noticeable. I can't quite tell it in urgent but I know it changed a bit.I did not smile. I closed my eyes firmly before looking away. I was cold there. I was shivering by my own thought. And it didn't help that the news were on him. I didn't turn it off. I don't want to be bitter.My lips parted as I finally realized. My chest tightened as I let myself listen. But I can't take that long when I heard enough."He's a doctor…" I uttered weakly in awe.Cold crept within my system. Thousand of assumptions felt futile at what I heard. I was cold there. I bit my lip. Gradually, the bitterness of realizing overwhelmed me.I thought he wasn't serious for it the whole time. My lips were trembling as my breathe hitch heavily. My lips tremble
Chained to Dust Chapter 140: Eyes
I didn't know what to say or what to uttered. I was too stunned as I watch him this close again. His pitch black eyes, alluring stare it was all surreal. It was as if I was hanging in the air when his eyes looked at me for a long time. And it inflict pain to me more when he's glancing at me like I'm fragile again. Like he used too."It's nice to see you…" I whispered."How are you?" I tried to sound cool but I know its more than that.His lips were parted as his eyes stayed at me. I can see the gaze of some on me. Their gaze were on us as I tried to supressed a smile."I'm good, Ria."He didn't smile as a response for me. His eyes were seriously focused on me. His eyes were glint of hope, shocked and mesmerize drowning in my system.My lips were trembling at the sight of him. Just like before, I feel like I'm getting burned. The stare he's giving me were like a glimpse of my sorrow. When I stare at him, all the memories gradually retu
Chained to Dust Chapter 139: Question
I didn't know that coming this back would be so much painful. I sneezed as everyone turned around. The scenery changed here a lot. My chest tightened as I noticed a few changes as I descended. Rina offered me a stay in a hotel and I agreed with it too. Although I would love to go back to Villa Sierra. I'n not sure if our house were so haunted now. I don't want to think that it looks like that.The image of it lingers on my mind when I heard a taxi. At first I was stiffened at the thought of it. I'm not used to it. Like everything was so foreign for me the whole time."Where are we?"I bit my lip at the realization. I lowered my shades and saw how the driver gaze on me. I could see him stop before he finally smiled."Where are we, Ma'am?""Do you speak Tagalog?" he repeated.I nodded before finally sighing."Dito po…" I said as I showed the card.I saw his forehead frown there for a moment. But when he glance at me he sig
Chained to Dust Chapter 138: Cried
Ingrid Point of ViewI watch the familiar gate in awe. I chilled as the familiar chest pain erupted. I looked away, but still I tried to be compose all the time. I did not roll my eyes. Too wide, but I knew I could see him here. My heart races a bit.I smiled when someone greeted me. That’s always my response, I never tend to socialize with others. I don't socialize. I was just sitting alone and feel secluded, almost.Its been a weeks. And it was as if a dagger had stabbed me, while he was thinking. Why I'm feeling down? I do not know. After Jiusel confession, I'm still determined to push him no matter what. Not for the same reason, but for both of us."You're alone?"I almost jumped in panic. My eyes narrow for, Marcus. He grinned at me, obviously pleased because of the seen expression. I hated him because of that."No .." I smiled sheeply.His lips parted, Marcus. Probably he heard the tone on my voice. Its sarcasm. I turned t
