CHAPTER 49

The moment he turns his back, guilt instantly rushes through my system, no one should be blamed but you Jada. I was staring at his back, memorizing his build like this will be the last time we will meet until he completely vanished. My knees fell off onto the subtle sand.

"Jada." Martini's voice echoed as he's trying to hold me up but I didn't budge, my tears were continuously gliding down freely. He’s gone.

"Why did you do that?" He asked. 

But I don't know how will I answer that when clearly there’s only one reason behind this.

"Jada, it's alright if you don't tell me..."

"Why do I feel like happiness is too impossible to reach." I cut him off. No matter how I tried to bring myself together, I’ll always end up being shattered.

"Jada."

"Whenever I think everything is going fine, someone or something else will come up to ruin everything. Am I that bad to experience this, Martini?"I asked him straight