**~MARLOWE~**As I stalked towards the gates, I pounded the ground with my feet. Each step was painful, but I somehow found it soothing. The rage inside me was pure and true, and the rocks bruising the bottom of my feet were a distraction I needed. Otherwise the coiled rage within me would have blown the top of my head off. "Bastard!" I growled to myself. How dare he. How dare he think I would just bow over and let him stick his wants up my ass and say thank you afterward.With a glance over my shoulder, I peered down the drive behind me, suddenly finding myself irrationally pissed off that he hadn't followed me. My thoughts grew erratic and found my resolve not to give into him weakening. I reminded myself of the way he looked at me, the way he talked to me. He was acting like I was some sort of prize to be won, a trophy to be claimed.As I shored up my big-girl panties, and continued marching forward, the gravel of the driveway turned to asphalt. With one foot following the other, I
The next morning, I heard a squeaking coming from under my bed, and bending at the waist, I peered beneath it at Mac (my pet mouse)."Hey, little guy," I whispered, smiling as he scurried around. Pausing, Mac peered at me, his little nose and whiskers twitching.For a brief moment, his tiny eyes met mine, his presence comforting. It was a reminder of the life I had known before coming to New Orleans, the life I missed. The life where I wasn't the center of a love triangle and a rival werewolf playing a deadly game.My smile faded as my situation crashed back down on me. I had no idea how to break this bond between Alex and or if it was even possible. But as long as it existed, Hartwell was a threat. If circumstances were different. If there was not another woman involved, no Hartwell, and if Alex and I could have a real, human to human relationship, things might have turned out different between us. But as it stood, that could never be.With a small shake of my head, I threw back my c
I found myself agitated as my work day unfolded. The bond was still there, a constant, irritating reminder that my life was anything but normal. I felt it tugging at me, a persistent pull that was growing stronger by the minute.I knew I had to figure out what to do next. I couldn't stay away from Alex forever. The bond would drive me crazy if I did. And yet, the thought of going back to him, of being near him, filled me with dread and anticipation in equal measure.After work I headed back to my apartment. I had to decide if I was going to fight this bond or if I was going to give in. And if I was going to fight, I needed a plan.As I stepped into my small living room, the floorboards creaked under my weight as I paced, my mind racing with the implications of what I had learned. I had to find a way to break this bond, or at least to understand it better. I couldn't let it control me, couldn't let Alex dictate my life."What do you think, Mac?" I murmured, glancing over at the cage in
Chapter 51My words hung in the air as Lila stared at me, her eyes wide. "Voodoo?" she whispered.I nodded. "He said it isn't like what you see in the movies. He assured me she's the real deal. And if anyone can help me, it'll be her."The thought of delving into such a mystical world was terrifying, but where I was heading was more so. I had to break free of this—connection—with Alex. I had to take back control of my own destiny.Slowly, Lila nodded. "Okay," she said hesitantly. "If we're gonna do this thing, then let's do it!""Are you sure?" I asked. "You don't have to come with me, Lila. Remy said he would.""I'm sure," she replied, but I knew she wasn't. Not really.~~Minutes later, we left the apartment, the connection between me and Alex tugged at me with every step. The city streets were still busy, people milling about, talking, laughing. I wanted to feel the same emotions, to feel something other than this awful caged in sensation. The smell of spice floated in the air, bu
I'd never intended this life….I'd never intended to be a thief….I'd never intended to be caught, either…. Especially not by the billionaire owner of a BDSM club.~Elysia~I sat in the living room, watching Mac popcorning in his cage. I'd had the small rodent since he was days old. I'd moved a pan off the stove to run water in it in preparation of making some Malt-a-Meal for supper, and discovered Mac sitting on the cold burner beneath the grate. Unscared, his huge eyes had been inquisitive as he'd stared at me. His tiny nose had twitched adorably and I'd known instantly, he was mine. Well, as much mine as a wild creature could be for anyone, I suppose. As I thought about how Mac had come into my life, the small television in the corner of my living room was playing Chicago Fire. The series had just changed over to a new episode. I'd become interested in the series fairly quickly when I'd begun watching it. The show was interesting; its characters were always well played. I really
My eyes widened in disbelief. The man was bonkers. Who in the hell would think anyone would take a job unknowing of what it was? I gave a slow shake of my head. "Why in the hell would I agree to something that sounds fishy as fuck?"He shrugged, his smile becoming another smirk as he held his hand out, "Do we have a deal or not?"Looking at him, I thought over my options, or rather the lack of. Then, reaching out, I took his hand, shaking it. "I guess we have a deal," I stated, unable but to wonder just what in the hell I was getting myself into.The man stood, his handshake firm, his grip surprisingly comforting in the cold, sterile room. "Good. You won't regret it." Afterward, he handed me an envelope. "Come to this address tomorrow morning at eight sharp."Seconds later, I gazed at the envelope in my hand, my stomach twisting into knots as the guard escorted me out of the room.~~Time ticked into hours as I waited, unable but think about the man's offer. The idea of not serving ti
The next few hours were a blur of packing and preparation. Mac chirped in his cage, seemingly sensing my anxiety. I whispered to him, "This is it, buddy. Time to see if I can pull this off."As the clock struck seven, I took a deep breath and stepped into the elevator. When I reached the lobby, a sleek black town car was indeed waiting, the engine purring like a cat ready to pounce.The drive to the airport was silent, my thoughts racing faster than the car. What awaited me in New Orleans? Would I be able to handle whatever Alex had in store?As the plane took off, the lights of the city grew smaller, swallowed up by the darkness. This was it, the start of a new chapter.~~The flight was a mix of nerves and excitement. I tried to read a magazine, but the words blurred together, my mind too busy imagining what lay ahead.When we finally touched down in the Big Easy, the humidity hit me like a wall. The air was thick with the scent of magnolias and spices, a stark contrast to the cold,
The more I learned, the more intrigued I became."The club operates on a strict code of conduct," Mistress Ainsley stressed, her eyes boring into mine. "You must be firm yet respectful, knowing when to guide, when to step back. You are the guardian of the experience, ensuring that everyone's boundaries are respected."Her words painted a picture of a world where pleasure and pain were intertwined, where trust was the ultimate currency. She spoke of the club's members with a mix of reverence and authority, and I realized that the role of a hostess was not merely to serve but to orchestrate the symphony of desire that played out within the club's walls."Remember," she said, her voice dropping to a whisper, "you are the eyes and ears of the club. Any misstep, any misbehavior, you report to me or Alex. Understood?"I nodded, my throat dry with anticipation. The gravity of the job was not lost on me. I would be privy to the most intimate moments of some powerful individuals. I had to be b