Before leaving my room, I stopped to check myself in the mirror. I usually didn’t do a mirror check before heading out, but Robin said she’d bring me the book to school today and, well, I wanted to look good. The thought of Robin made my heart race with excitement and my stomach twist with guilt. I should’ve told her that we were mates by now.
I knew it was wrong to keep it from her. It’s not like I have a problem with her. No, that not it at all. Robin is perfect. Dad. Dad is the problem. He can’t stand weakness and with Robin being an omega, I was afraid he’d insist I reject her.Just the idea of rejecting Robin made my soul hurt, and if I refused to obey an order from Dad… I shook my head to get rid of those kinds of thoughts. What Dad thought of Robin was a problem for another day. For now, I’d just enjoy what time I got to spend with Robin. As I left my room, I took the elevator instead of the stairs. On the way to the ground floor, I flipped through the book I’d just finished reading. Traces of Robin’s scent were still on the pages, though they were fading pretty fast. I wondered what parts were her favorite or her opinions about the guy. Did she like guys like him? I found him kind of stupid, but it seemed girls really liked jerks in these books. The doors opened, and I focused back on getting ready, hiding the book so Dad didn’t see it. In his mind, reading was a waste of time. What was the point of living someone else’s life when you should be living your own? Or at least that’s what he keeps telling me. As I walked around the curve of the stairs, I noticed Dad was in the living room with his beta and chief of security. They all looked serious as they spoke softly to each other. Something must have happened. I walked up to them. “Good morning. Dad, did something happen?”“Morning Shaun,” Dad said, and the others repeated the same. “We’ve got news that some hunters were spotted on the borders. We’re organizing a party to see if they’re settling down or passing through.”Alarm shot through me as my thoughts went to Robin. What if that hole she fell in wasn’t a sink hole after all? Fingers of panic gripped me, but I felt my wolf press on my mind, reminding me that whatever that hole was, Robin was safe. We’d walked her home. Finding I could breathe again, I focused back on my dad. “Give me a minute and I can join the —” I said, turning to go back up to my room when my dad refused. “No, we don’t need anymore numbers. You go to school and focus on your studies.”“But—” As the future alpha of this pack, I should be out there too. “I said no,” Dad repeated, saying the words slowly and letting me know he wouldn’t be arguing about this. Irritation filled me, but I kept my face blank. “Yes, Sir.” I turned and continued to the foyer and the front door. Well, at the very least, I’d warn Robin to stay out of the woods until Dad has more news. I got into my car and drove to the school, parking in the last row of the parking lot. As I walked to school, I looked for Robin. I see her walk into the building just ahead of me. My spirits lift seeing her. Even my wolf is in a better mood at the sight of her. I hurry through the crowd, trying to reach her. A few people call out to me. I wave at them with the promise to talk later. Not wanting to waste any time, I continue to wade through the mass of people until I reach her. “Hey, Robin. How’s it going?”She turned to me with a brief expression of surprise and what maybe is alarm. “Uh, Shaun? Uhm, hi.” Her voice sounded tight, and she fidgeted nervously as she put books in her locker and took others out.With my wolf on full alert, I asked, “What’s wrong?”Again, her expression flashed alarm before she hid it with a smile that was too brittle to be real. “Wrong? Nothing’s wrong.” That was the most obvious lie I’d ever seen in my life. I’d bet my right arm it was her family again. They were so toxic. It was like seeing the Dursleys from Harry Potter in real life. I always wished there was something I could do to help Robin get away from them, but no one else in the pack seemed to care what she was going through. Omegas do get a raw deal.I decided not to make Robin’s life even harder. “Okay, but if there was something wrong, you know you can tell me, okay?”Her pulse raced as she gave me another smile, this time a real one. “Yeah, okay.” She started to say something, then hesitated. “About the book… I looked for it, but not sure where it is.”Again, another lie. So that was it? Did they do something to it? I bet it was Declan. He was the kind of loser that liked those kind of ‘pranks’. “It’s cool. No rush.” I threw a smile in there too, so she’d know I was serious. Her smile grew and all I could do was stand there and watch. She was just… wow. It was only when the bell rang did I realize I was staring a little. “Well, see you around,” Robin said with a wave and walked off down the hall and it was only then did I realize I didn’t tell her about the hunters. Damn it. I’d have to catch her at lunch or after school. I blew out a breath and pushed off the lockers, heading to class.Despite that, I knew Robin was in no immediate threat, I worried about her all day. I debated on having a ‘talk’ with Declan and tell him to leave her alone, but would that even help? Also, what would I say if he asked me why I cared about how he treated Robin? I couldn’t let anyone suspect we might be mates unless it got back to my dad.My worry grew when she wasn’t at lunch. I’d have to wait until after school to warn. It was a small window because I had practice. I put my things away five minutes before the bell rang. It earned me a dirty glare from the teacher, but I ignored him. He was a werewolf and wouldn’t dare say anything to me. There were times being the future alpha had some perks, though I try not to abuse them too often. As soon as the bell rang, I jumped up from my seat and hurried out of the class room to look for Robin. Her scent was hard to track with so many people, and when I got to her locker, she wasn’t there. My anxiety notched up a level, and I hurried outside to search for her. At first I didn’t see her, then spotted her crossing the road ahead of me. I started after her when I heard Declan call me. “Shaun, my man,” he greeted with that cocky smirk on his face.How could someone so low on the pack hierarchy be so cocky? Did he really think arrogance was the key to climbing the pack social ladder? “Hey man,” I replied, glancing at where Robin was, but she was out of sight now. Damn it. I bet she was going for another walk in the woods. I had to warn her. Turning to Declan, my wolf growled deep inside me. While I didn’t like the guy, my wolf hated him. Trying to keep the anger from my voice. I added, “I gotta go get something real quick before practice. Talk later?”Without waiting for an answer, I jogged across the parking lot and followed Robin’s scent. Just as I feared, she was heading right into the woods. I ran and only slowed when I saw her. She was heading into the woods. I took a breath to call out to her when a vampire appeared in front of her, the shadow of the leafy branches protecting him from what little sun got through the cloud cover. Alarm shot through me and I stumbled to a halt as I watched it smirk at her, showing a slip of fang and say something to her. My panicked pulse pounded so loud in my ears I couldn’t catch what he said to her, but she shrugged with a nod and said something back. Horrified, I watched as she followed him deeper into the woods. What the hell?I couldn’t believe I was actually doing this. When was following a vampire ever been a good idea? The darkness underneath the trees didn’t help settle my nerves at all. The day had been a deeply gray with bouts of rain. Oddly enough, the thought that if it did rain, the trees would keep a lot of the water off me helped settle me some. “So,” I said, drawing out the word. “What exactly am I going to be doing?”“You’ll be learning to run, little wolf,” the vampire replied. He looked nearly the exact same as when I met him yesterday. Did he have a change of clothes?“Right, could you be less vague, maybe?”“No.”I scowled at his back. “Then at least tell me where we’re going?”He glanced back at me with a look that screamed. ‘Are you an idiot?’ before answering me. “To my territory.” The tone was nothing short of condescending. “I know what your alpha is capable of, and I will not spend a minute longer near his borders than I have to.”What he was capable of? What did that mean? I tried t
I couldn’t lie to Shaun; not only because, as an alpha, he was even better at detecting lies than the average werewolf, but as sad as it was, Shaun is the closest thing to a friend I have. “I, uh…” I started as I tried to think of a way out of this that didn’t end with me being kicked out of the pack. Yes, I wanted to leave, but I didn’t want to be exiled. That was making me unwelcome in any other pack. With no better solution, I fell back on my usual tactic — lie with the truth. “I was meeting up with him.”Worry marred Shaun’s face. “Why?”“He’s hired me for a job.” And before he could ask, I quickly added, “Nothing that’s going to hurt the pack. I would never do anything to hurt us, but he has some things that he doesn’t want his people doing, so…” I shrugged.“Are you insane?” Shaun snapped, looking at me as if I was in fact insane.His expression and tone kinda hurt, so I snapped right back at him. “No, I’m unemployed in a town where no one will hire me.”He looked surprised, but
My lips met with Shaun’s and his surprise echoed through me. His lips were soft and warm. That softness and warmth echoed through me when he not only didn’t pull away from me, but kissed me back. The surprise was gone in a flash and instead turned to attraction. He most definitely liked me. Knowing that made our kiss all the sweeter. I closed my eyes and let the emotions, both his and mine, fill me and I forgot about everything. I forgot about school, my uncaring aunt, horrible cousins, and Alec the vampire. It was wonderful. Butterflies fluttered around in my stomach and my heart raced. I could stay like this forever and be happy.When the kiss ended and Shaun took a step back from me, it was all too soon. His eyes were a darker shade than before the kiss started and he gave me a smile I’d never seen before as he rubbed the back of his neck. It was a small, kind of shy smile that made him seem almost bashful. It was something I’d never seen from him. “We should get you home,” he said
I stared at my notes from science class as if it was an old ancient tablet with a language engraved on it that none ever spoke or knew about today. How is it possible that none of this not make sense? I wrote all of it. Myself. Today. Yet, as I continued to stare at them, they made no more sense than they had when I first tried to study this evening. Sighing, I set them aside. Perhaps my handwriting or note taking wasn’t the issue. My mind hadn’t stopped racing since I’d gotten home. It upset me Shaun seemed to have forgotten about me after school, but I couldn’t shake the feeling as if I was being stupid. Shaun didn’t owe me anything. In fact, until a couple of days ago, we didn’t even talk to each other and the kiss? Well, perhaps that was just what Shaun did. Go around and kiss girls. The thought made my stomach twist. That didn’t seem like Shaun. He wasn’t your typical cocky alpha that liked to play with girls like that. With another sigh, I leaned against my headboard and stare
I sighed and looked around us. It seemed I had no choice and if I was honest; I wasn’t feeling particularly loyal to my decision to stop working with Alec. “You’re the boss,” I said as I got in and closed the door. As soon as I was inside and the door closed, Alec nodded to the driver. Wordlessly, he began driving. Silence hung over us like a shroud of dread. I never gone to the principal’s office, but I was betting it was a lot like this.My nervousness spiked up when I realized we were heading straight into vampire territory. “Oh, we’re going into…” I started, then looked over at Alec. “Uhm, are you sure this is safe? Will I need some kind of protection?”Alec looked at me, confused. “Protection?”“Yeah, like, do you need to put your scent on me or something to keep the other vampires from attacking me?”“Put my scent on you?” He repeated with disgust. “This is not a cat/dog scenario. Werewolves aren’t big dogs and we’re not cats. We do not rub off our scent on others.” His tone now
At my request, the driver stopped at the corner of my street to avoid any drama with my aunt, or, at least, that was the plan. As soon as I stepped inside, my aunt turned and glared at me from the couch. “Where have you been?”With a shrug, I replied, “around.”She shut off the t.v. and stood. “Around? What kind of answer is that?”“An honest one.” Technically, I wasn’t lying. I had been around places: School, in a car, on the other side of town, in a vampire den. So I had actually been around.“Young lady, I demand you tell me where you’ve been and what you think you’re doing coming home this late.”This late? It wasn’t even eleven yet. Alisha and Declan both stayed out until around midnight. Unable to help myself, I said, “What do you care?”“Of course I do,” she said, and I caught the hints of a lie. “You are under my guardianship, after all.”“That didn’t matter to you a couple of days ago when I called you and you hung up on me.”My aunt scoffed, crossing her arms. “I did not.”“
The humidity hit me in the face like a boxer’s right hook as soon as I left school. It was yet another gray day threatening rain. Hell, with the amount of humidity already in the air, it might as well have been raining, anyway. I walked a few feet from the door and nervously waited for Shaun.I didn’t want to break my promise to him and I knew it was going to make him upset, but I needed to learn more about what I could do and the only one who around here who seemed capable of teaching me was Alec. Though the question was how to explain that to Shaun. I wasn’t sure I was ready to tell him about of this yet. It was bad enough that the pack looked down on me because of whatever my father had done in the war and, of course, I was an omega. I didn’t want to give people more reasons to hate me.Five minutes passed, and I had seen no signs of Shaun. With a sigh, I started the walk home by myself. I turned and crossed the parking lot when he came jogging up next to me. “Hey, you weren’t thin
I dropped onto my bed and let my head fall back. Shaun’s ‘I guess so’ kept replaying over and over in my mind. It hurt to hear him say that, because I knew how my cousin thought and she’d think that was him saying okay to a semi-date.My more rational side tried to assure me that Shaun didn’t mean it like that. I wasn’t in the mood to listen to my rational side at the moment. However, I wasn’t in the mood to go over and over everything Shaun said, either. Needing a distraction, I pulled out my English book to get started on homework. I’d just finished the first half of the assignment when there was a knock on the window. When I looked up, Shaun waved at me. What was he doing there? I set aside my text book and opened the window. “What are you doing here?”“Wanted to check up on you,” he said, crawling through the window into my room. “You seemed upset when you left.”“Because I was,” I admitted and sat back down on my bed. “Alisha was flirting with you and you did nothing.”“Of course
I could tell Shaun had all kinds of questions, but he didn’t ask a single one of them. Instead, he held on to my hand as he drove through the town. He parked the car in a small park on top of a large hill. From nearly every angle of the park, we got a spectacular view of the town. “So what’s this abut the pack bonds,” Shaun asked as we took a seat at a picnic table. “I can see them now.” Taking in the view, I took a moment before answering. “I didn’t before, but last night after I shifted, I could see them.” For a moment, I thought about telling him about the poor state that they were in, but I waited and gauge his reaction. His brow furrowed, and he mussed his hair as he thought. “I’ve never heard of anything like that. Are you sure the vampire didn’t do something to you?”I leveled him with a ‘really?’ glare. “What could he have done? Vampires have no power over our abilities. Despite they can use their vampiric persuasion on us, they can’t force us to shift or not to shift. It’s
Why would the alpha hate me so much if he didn’t even know who I was? I didn’t have a clue, and I didn’t think I’d get one tonight. The alpha was too busy demanding Shaun go with him to join the full moon run. I expected the alpha wouldn’t know who I was or perhaps give me a second thought if he did. I was the bottom rung of the pack hierarchy, but his emotions were intense; like he had a reason to hate me. “Understood, Dad,” Shaun said, then turned to me. “Hope you have a good run tonight and stay close to pack.”His dad looked confused, but I got what he meant. Stay away from vampires. “Right, of course,” I told him with a nod.“Let’s go,” his dad demanded and got back into the carShaun mouthed one last ‘bye’ before joining his father. I watched the car drive off, the question of why still bouncing around in my head. “You need to be careful around him,” Alec said, making me jump.I turned to find him standing right next to me. “What are you doing here? The alpha was just here. He
“Don’t do something you’ll regret,” Alec told Shaun as he took a step towards him.“You don’t scare me, vampire,” Shaun said in a growl and took another step. Violence sparked off both of them. This was going to end badly. I jumped in between them, holding my hands out to my sides to keep them from getting closer to each other. “Hey, hey, hey,” I said, pressing my hand into each of their chests. “We’re not doing this. Not tonight. I can’t deal with this tonight. Okay?” They both glared at each other, but each took a step back. “Alec, can I take a rain check on that coffee?” I asked once the level of violence radiating off them decreased. Alec looked away from Shaun to me. “Of course, but you have my number if you need it. Don’t forget who you are,” he said before disappearing or, at least, it looked like he disappeared. Shaun growled again. “Why do you have his number?” His anger made me wince as it grated across my skin. “Can you stop?” I asked him and realized my tone was angry
“A vampire,” my aunt exclaimed, then looked at me and I caught a sense of betrayal. “You’re consorting with them… I… I got to tell the alpha!”“I… I got to tell the alpha,” Aunt Lauren said, her eyes wide. She turned to rush into the house, but only took a step before stopping. In a blink of an eye, Alec was in front of her. She gasped, jerking back, but when she met his eyes, my aunt relaxed and didn’t move. Aunt Lauren only just stared back at him.“What did—” I started, but he held up his hand.“You didn’t see a vampire here tonight,” Alec told my aunt. “Robin came home like she does every day. Now, go inside and spend your evening as you do.” Aunt Lauren nodded and walked into the house. I watched her until the front door closed. My stomach twisted into knots. “What did you do?”“I persuaded her to forget,” he said, walking over to stand next to me. “Neither of us wants the alpha knowing about our meetings.”“I see, and that’s it. You did nothing else?”Alec gave me a flat, almost
As soon as I walked into the school, I could feel it. Stress and tension. It filled the halls and made it hard for me to breathe. If I didn’t know the full moon was tomorrow, I would’ve known just from that alone. With the full moon so close, our wolves were at unease and eager to be let loose and feel the moonlight on their skin. The fact there wasn’t yet any moon light to feel didn’t seem to matter to them. So naturally, everyone was cranky and on edge. With a slow breath, I started walking to my locker. As I waded into the crowd, the emotions washed over me. They grated on my skin like a cheese grater and pushed down on me like a ton of weights. After a moment, I slumped forward, wincing at every aggravated comment as it sent a wave of tearing emotions into me. Okay. So this wasn’t so cool. How was I going to get through the day like this? I forced myself to take a deep breath and stand up when I reached my locker. There had to be a way I could put up some walls or something. I
I leaned against the wall where my headboard would go if I had one, half watching a series on my laptop and half bored. At least the rain stopped, I thought as I glanced out my window. Just as another episode started, my phone lit up with a text. Weird. No one texts me. When I grabbed it, a smile broke out across my face. Shaun. How did he even get my number? Though, if I was honest, I didn’t care. He was asking me to meet up with him for lunch. I texted him back asking where to meet him and then tried to decide what to wear. I wanted to look good, yet did not seem like I was trying to look good. Once I was getting near the twenty-minute mark, I decided to dress in a muted rose t-shirt with jeans and black converse. I also brought my black hoodie in case the temperature dropped with all this humidity. Once I was ready, I read his reply, then re-read it. He wanted me to bring the pieces of the book with me. Why should I bring the book with me? Guess I’d have to wait and find out. Wit
My plans for Saturday were to spend most of the day with Shaun, tell him about my abilities and what Alec was teaching me, but he texted me in the morning that between his dad and practice, he was going to be busy all day. So instead, I spent the day studying until it was time to meet up with Alec. It was a dark late afternoon, thanks to the thick clouds and the rain it dropped over the town. I huddled under my umbrella as I walked down the street toward the woods. Dreading the muddy mess I was going to be when I reached our meeting spot, I didn’t notice the car until Alec’s voice cut through the noise of the rain. Never in my life had I ever been so happy to see a car before in my life. I got in, then cringed as water dripped onto the seats. “Sorry.”“Didn’t I tell you to stop apologizing?” Alec said with a small shake of his head.“But your car—”“Is just a car,” he said and nodded to the driver. “I heard about your altercation with some vampires during your visit to my home. I pro
I dropped onto my bed and let my head fall back. Shaun’s ‘I guess so’ kept replaying over and over in my mind. It hurt to hear him say that, because I knew how my cousin thought and she’d think that was him saying okay to a semi-date.My more rational side tried to assure me that Shaun didn’t mean it like that. I wasn’t in the mood to listen to my rational side at the moment. However, I wasn’t in the mood to go over and over everything Shaun said, either. Needing a distraction, I pulled out my English book to get started on homework. I’d just finished the first half of the assignment when there was a knock on the window. When I looked up, Shaun waved at me. What was he doing there? I set aside my text book and opened the window. “What are you doing here?”“Wanted to check up on you,” he said, crawling through the window into my room. “You seemed upset when you left.”“Because I was,” I admitted and sat back down on my bed. “Alisha was flirting with you and you did nothing.”“Of course
The humidity hit me in the face like a boxer’s right hook as soon as I left school. It was yet another gray day threatening rain. Hell, with the amount of humidity already in the air, it might as well have been raining, anyway. I walked a few feet from the door and nervously waited for Shaun.I didn’t want to break my promise to him and I knew it was going to make him upset, but I needed to learn more about what I could do and the only one who around here who seemed capable of teaching me was Alec. Though the question was how to explain that to Shaun. I wasn’t sure I was ready to tell him about of this yet. It was bad enough that the pack looked down on me because of whatever my father had done in the war and, of course, I was an omega. I didn’t want to give people more reasons to hate me.Five minutes passed, and I had seen no signs of Shaun. With a sigh, I started the walk home by myself. I turned and crossed the parking lot when he came jogging up next to me. “Hey, you weren’t thin