"What's this?" Suzanne asked, the tone of her voice causeing me to look up from tarts I was finishing up for tonight's event. It took me a minute to realize what she was talking about, as she waved a piece of paper in the air.
"Oh, it's a last-minute tea party for a little girl," I replied, tryig to sound like it was no big deal.
"No shit, last minute," my twin exclaimed, one hand on her hip while she used the other to shake the paper at me. "I don't have time for this. Literally, don't have time. Why did you say we'd take this on, Renee'? You know wer're jam-packed for the next four days."
"I know that. I do, and I don't expect you to do a thing. I'll take care of it."
"You'll take care of it!"
"Yep," I said, then grew wary when Dru narrowed her eyes at me. My sister never missed a thing.
"Why, Renee'?" she asked as she stalked toward me. "Why, after a year of cooking and baking, like the genius you are, but not crossing over into event planning, management or budgeting will you be taking this event on your own?"
Shit, I need to get her off the scent ...
"Because," I began as my mind raced. Although I was the oldest by two minutes, my twin always seemed to know what I was going to do before I did, and I didn't want her to read anything into this tea party. I was only trying to help out a father and his daughter who'd had a rough time. That was it ... no hidden agenda here. "I know how busy we are, and I also know that when I'm done with the food, you and Jen will still be busy pulling off another successful event. So ... when the man came in needing help with his daughter's birthday, and I could see how desperate he was, I figured it wouldn't kill e to step out of the kitchen and pull off this small event."
Suzanne was watching me closely, so I continued my verbal vomit.
"Plus, this man may gain us new clients and give us a chance to branch out in a new direction. I can handle it, Dru, promise."
"But, we'd deciced months ago that we weren't going to do children's parties."
"True," I said with a nod, wishing I'd hear the sound of a customer entering the building so I could get out of this situation. "But, it's a tea party, which we've done in the past. SO, although it's technically for a child, it's not exactly a children's party, at least not in the sense that we'd spoken about. No pinatas, or cartton characters ... and we have supplies in the back already, so really , it was no- brainer.
"A no-brainer, huh?"
"Yup."
"And, did this John have anything to do with your sudeen intrest in stepping out of the kithen?" Suzanne asked as she looked down at the event sheet, then back up at me.
I felt the blush rise up from my neck, and watch Suzanne's lips turn up as she grinned victoriously.
Busted
"Tell me," she demanded, so I did.
"Oh my Gosh, Suzanne, you wouldn't believe it. At first, I thought you and Jen had sent him in here to trick me or something," I admitted, grabbing a towel to wipe my hands as I crossed to her. "Tall, crazy tall, with a runner's body and brown hair that's short on the sides, but kind of floppy on top. and he has dimples and glasses ... It was like he walked out of the pages of my eighteen-year-old self's diary."
"Wow," Suzanne replied, then took in my face and asked "So, what's the catch?"
"Married," I admitted wit ha frown. "I mean, he said his wife walked out and left him and their daughter, Amora, a year ago, but, he was still wearing the ring."
"Ouch, that's terrible. For them, I mean, and for you. I'm sorry the man of your dreams walks in and he's already taken, but, if it's been a year, it must be really over, right? Maybe he just forgot to take it off."
I knewe Suzanne was trying to see the bright side of things, and wanted me o be happy, but I wasn't sure that I shouold go there.
"I don't know," I replied. "It seems like a pretty complicated situation. I'm just going to do my best to give that little girl the best tea party she's ever seen. She deserves it. I can't even fathom our mom ever willingly leaving us."
"That's cause it wouldn't happen," Suzanne said with a sad smile. "But, you're right, it shoul be about the girl. I'll take you in the back and show you what we have on hand for a tea party. You should be set, all you'll need to do is make the food, set up, and clean up, and it should go off without a hitch."
"Thanks, Suzanne. I know it put us in a tight spot, but I wouldn't have agreed to it if I didn't believe I could pull it off."
"I know," my sister said with a smile as she threw an arm around my shoulder. "You're such a softy."
"Am not," I argued, even thou I knew I totally was.
"Yeah, right. I've known you for almost all of your twenty-eight years, so I considered myself an expert of the subject. This John guy was lucky that it was you he rean into and not me or Jen. Maybe it was fate," Suzanne suggested wit ha nudge of her shoulder.
"Stop"
"What? Grandma always said she'd make sure we'd find our perfect partners, even if she had to meddle from the other side. Maybe she sent John your way."
"You're ridiculous," I said shoving her softly as we walked into the back room.
Suzanne just laughed, but her words played over and over again in my head. And, despite my rational brain telling me that getting involved withn John would be an unwise decision, my heart welled with something that felt a lot like hope.
"You want a snack, Mor?" I asked as my daughter settled at the kitchen table to do her homework. We had a strict do your homwork first thing after school policy, so our evenings were with usually the same. Amora would walk the two blocks from her school to mine, we'd ride home togther, and she'd do her homework while I make dinner. After, she usually caught up with one of her friends while I graded papers or worked on lesson plans, and before bed we'd watch a couple episodes of whatever show we were binge-watching. Currently, we were on 'Heartland' which we both were loving. "Sure," Amora replied with a half shrug as she started on her math worksheet. I smiled at the back of her head, thinking how great it was that we were finally in a place where we were both content, and my daughter was happy. Kayla's abandonment had hit us both hard, and Kayla had taken quite a while to recover. I'd spent many nights holding her while she cried herself to sleep. It was hard for me, a thirty-ye
I may have gone a little overboard, but once I'd started thinking about different tea party ideas, I couldn't help but want to make it a birthday this little girl would never forget. I'd chosen a delicate tea set with pretty pink rosebuds, lots of pretty pastel decorations and flowers. Tons of flowers. Colorful macaroons, sweet little sandwiches, tiers of cupcakes coupled with strawberry punch, lots of ffun candies and cut outs for the photo booth, all teamed together to make a nine-year-old's birthday dream come true. My sisters and I had loved playing dress up as girls and being in the kitcchen had always been my passion, so it hadn't been hard to tap into my inner child when deciding what to do for Amora. I just hope she likes it. I was getting out of my 4Runner and heading to open the back when the front door opened and John came out of the house and jogged toward me. I don't know why, but I found him jogging towrd my in loose fit jeans and bare feet strangely sexy. "Hey, h
The next couple hours were a whirlwind of giggles, tiny sandwiches and enough sugar to ensure that I was in for a long night. Renee' was amazing. Not only were her decorations on point, and her food was delicious, she'd kept the girls entertained and had successfully given my little girl the party of her dreams. I hadn't seen Amora smile this much since her mother left, and I was eternally grateful to Renee' for that. If I hadn't already planned on asking Renee' out, and I guess I sort of had, even though we'd been interrupted, I defintely would have wanted to take her out after seeing interact with my daughter and her five boisterous friends. Now the tea party was over and the girls had all escaped to the backyard to jump on the trampoline while Renee' and I cleaned up. She was currently boxing up the props she'd used for the tea party photo booth, while I was slyly popping leftover macaroons in my mouth. "I saw that," Renee' said with a chuckle. I turned, mout full and a sheepis
"So, how did it go with Mr. Adorable Dimples?" Jennifer asked as we stretched out. We were off Mondays and that's when we got together with our adult recreation soccer league. The three of us had been playing soccer since we could walk and enjoyed getting out and playing whenever we could. Which wasn't as much as we'd like, now that business was booming. "I already told Suzanne the whole story last night ... It was good," I said vaguely, hiding my smirk when Jen started to pout. "Well, I was working last night so I missed the girl talk. You can't hold that against me, Nea, I was bringing home the bacon," Jennifer complained as she crouched down. "Fine," I said with mock experation, "I'll give you the cliff notes." Jen kept her eyes on me as she waited expectantly. She had recently cut off her long black hair that matched mine and Suzanne's in length into a cute bob, and dyed it a bright red. It totally suited her. "The party was great, fantastic even. I had a blast decorating an
I was finishing up my lesson plans for when we moved on to 'Pride and Prejudice' next week, but my eyes kept drifting up to the clock. Much like my students, I couldn't wait for the bell to ring, signaling the end of the school day. Normally, I stick around after school, grade some papers, straighten my room and prepare for the next day, but today all I could think about was picking up Renee' at three thirty. I couldn't remember the last time I was this excited about anything. Sure, it was only coffee, but it didn't matter what we were doing, I couldn't wait to see her again. The bell rang and I jumped from my chair, pushing through my students as I tried to beat them out the door. "Where is the fire, Mr. B?" "Sorry ... Sorry," I muttered as I reached the hallway, then started speed walking toward the exit closest to the teacher's parking lot. "John." I bit off the curse before it passed my lips, then turned to see who was currently stalling my swift exit. "OH, hey, Rebecca. Wh
I was overcome by nerves. All morning I couldn't stop fretting over this coffee date with John. I mean, what did I really know about the guy. Sure, I knew he was a good dad, his house was nice, and something about those glasses he wore made my body pulse, but I didn't really know him. Shoot, I hadn't even known he was a teacher until he had mentioned it in that text. Although, out of all the professions out there, high school Engligh teacher was better than assassin, or jewelry thief. But, when I stepped out into the storefront and saw him standing there, not even trying to hide his pleasure at seeing me, I shoved my doubts to the side and decided to dive in. It was just coffee, after all, it wasn't as if I was his new mail-order bride. There was no commitment being made. "Thank you," I replied, when his compliment penetrated my thoughts. I'dd probably tried on twenty different outfits before finally deciding on the blue dress. It was conservative, yet flirty. At least that is wh
I was almost done with my coffee, and things had been going great, when Renee' reached over and ran her finger over where my wedding ring used to be. "I, ah, noticed that you took it off," she began, and I knew there was a question in there. I closed my eyes for a moment, enjoying the light caress of her finger on mine, then opened them and gave her a weary smile. "I'd known Kayla all my life, our parents were friends, and we went to the same school together," I said, turning my hand under hers and holding it in place. "We started dating in high school, which made our families happy and we just sort of settled into things from there. It was never love at first sight, or a match made of passion." I paused, realizing my inner literature nerd was coming out, then I chuckled and continued, "Sure, we had the sweaty palms and stolen kisses of any teenaged relationship, but soon we just fell into an easy relationship. We went to college together, then Kayla got pregnant and we moved back
I floated through the storefront, across the kitchen, and into the office in the back I shared with my sisters. It was a good-size room. Big enough that you could fit three desks, some bookshelves and couple chairs. My desk was the smallest, since most of my work was done in the kitchen, with Jennifer and Suzanne having full-size desks, which were always put to use. While Suzanne's was completely covered and cluttered at all times, Jennifer's was organized and always clean. Suzanne had an old oak desk with decorating magazines, a large organizer and swatches all over it, while Jennifer's had a modern feel with crome finish and smooth lines. My desk was shoved up against the corner with a small purple chair tucked under it. It was white and feminine and held only my recipe cards, cookbooks and notes full of ideas. Jennifer and Suzanne had been talking about the wedding reception we had this upcoming Saturday, but when I walked in their heads turned to me and the
It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen.Stone with dark stuttrs, white pillars, bright-green trees and lush, red bushes. Graceland Mansion was eerything I'd imagined, and more. And that wa just the outside.It had taken us longer to get here than we'd initially thought. Trying to plan around John's school schedule, and dealing with the rapid growth of Three Sister's Catering when we added elegant children's parties and landed one of our biggest clients to date, had made it difficult.But now, six months later, we were finally in Memphis, and I wa currently trying to teach Amora about the wonder that is Elvis."He's the King of Rock 'n' Roll for a reason," I was explaining as we walked to the Meditation Garden. "He still holds the record for the most Top 40 hits, he was in 31 movies, made over 150 albums and singles, and has been inducted into 5 halls of fame.""You should totally work here," Amora said in between licks of her hand-dipped ice
Another Monday, another workday, another day where I was just passing through life. Not really living it, instead floating from minute to minute, waiting for the day to end.I'd been in such a funk that I was starting to get on my own nerves, and as I walked through my classroom, making sure my students were focused on their own quizzes and not peeking at anyone else's, I vowed to sort my shit out that evening.Maybe I'll ask the guys to go out for a drink.As if I'd conjured him, I saw Wy's face pop up in my window to my door. I held up a finger to indicate I couldn't talk not, but would get back to him later. Raqther than nod in response as usual, he got this big goofy grin, gave me two thumbs up, and pushed my door open.What the ...?I stopped in the middle of my room when Renee' stepped through the door he's just opened, a piece of loose-leaf paper clutched in her hands.I drank in the sight of her and like a man drowning. THe soft bill
I was going through the motions.I’ve been working on auto pilot since John walked out of my apartment. Waking up, shower, shuffle downstairs, cook, bake, clean, sleep, repeat. Luckily, we were full staffed and Claire has become my right hand, so we hadn't missed any deadlines, and when I made chicken and dumplings instead of chicken pot pie, Claire had fixed things in time for the event.Susanne had come to me only second after John left, saying her twin vibes had been tingling and she’s known that I needed her. Soon after, Jennifer had shown up, and the two of them have been my shadows ever since. Even going so far as to sleep in my apartment each night.I felt heartbreak when my dad left, but nothing like what I feeling with the absence of John in my life. Never pain so acute. And the worse part was that I knew I'd caused John the same amount of pain. Even if I felt like I was doing it for the right reasons, I still hated the thought of him hurtin
ZombieThat was my new persona...a dead man walking.I have never, not when I was a teenager, not when my wife said that she was leaving, felt the way that I did when Renee' said my love wasn’t enough.Suddenly the literatureI taught, the poems I'd read, the songs I heard on the radio, all took all new meanings. Hurtful, heartbreaking, painful meaning.I’m not sure how I drove home, made it through the night and the rest of the week. I know I'd gone to work, because I had papers to grade, and I knew I'd taken care of Amora. Helped her with her homework, made her meals...although I couldn’t eat. I didn’t have the appetite for it. And I knew I hadn’t slept.No, I'd spent the last four nights, staring at the ceiling, fighting the urge to call her and beg her to change her mind, my time with Renee' playing on a loop like some awful romantic comedy.The first time I saw her walk out of the kitchen, the day I
"What do you mean?" John asked, his face conveying his confusion.I looked pointedly from him and Amora and whispered, "Now is not the time..."John looked down and his daughter, who was watching me with a shocked expression and then brought his gaze back to mine and stated "I’ll be back."I watch numbly as he grasped Amora, and started walking her way from my door and down the hall. I noticed Amora still watching me as I quietly shut the door, crossed to my chaise, and resumed the position I have been in.FetalSobs irrupt again, as decades-old sorrow filled me, compounded by the fresh pain I was feeling now.It felt like only moments before rapid knocking sounds sounded at the door, like gunfire at to my heart, and I rose, my stomach sinking at the thought of what I was about to do.What I had to do...I open the door without looking without waiting to acknowledge who was there and spent on my he
There was a war of emotions happening within me. A fight between annoyance and relief.It was annoying that Kayla had re-entered my life only to gather her things, but a total relief that she wasn't contesting the divorce and it was still going through on schedule. I needed that part of my life to be in the past, needed to move forward, needed to be able to focus on the fall with Renee'.So. I was cruising down Main Street, feeling pretty good, even if I did have another meeting with Kayla looming.I pulled up to the curb in front of Three Sisters and was hopping out of the truck, eager to get back inside and see my girls, when Renee' came rushing around from the back of the building, crying and visibly shaking as she called out for Amora.My heart leapt out of my chest as fear coursed through me."Renee'!" I shouted, jogging over to her on the sidewalk.Her head was turning quickly from side to side as she searched the street, and she
We'd finished eating in silence after John left, my Beef and Broccoli tasteless, so I barely ate at all.After we cleaned up, I took Amora into the back. I gave her a brief tour, making sure she knew where the bathroom was, showing her our office, the kitchen, and the different walk-ins. I thought breifly about taking her up into my apartment, so she could hang out and watch TV or something, then figured it was too far and maybe for my first time watching her, I should keep her close.So, we were in the kitchen and I was explaining the flowers I was making, the type of cake it would go on, and telling Amora about the party the next day. If thre was ever a person who looked or acted more bored, I'd never met them. Still, I kept trying."You can make flowers with frosting, fondant, gum paste...""He's never going to fall in love with you, or marry you, you know," Amora broke in, her tone full of anger.I looked uo from what I was doing, put my tools
I parked outside the lawyer's office and walked slowly in, giving myself time to try and calm down. To breathe.Mr. Hurlyey had said it wasn't bad, but the worry that had formed on my drive over was that Kayla was going after Amora. I remembered that she'd said just a few days ago, and I knew my lawyer would categorize such a thing in the bad category, but still, that's where my mind had wandered and stayed for the duration of my trip.No way am I letting that happen, I promised myself as I opened the door and went into th waiting room. I turned my phone to silent, then crossed to the receptionist to let her know who I was and why I was there, then went to sit down. Before my butt could hit the chair though, my lawyer stepped out, and I knew he must have been waiting for me."John," he called, giving me a welcoming smile, which eased my worry a tiny bit.He wouldn't be smiling if my world was about to fall down around me, right?W
He said we'll be there soon, and I doubted he meant Tyson or Wyatt, or even Tanner, although I would have been less nervous with any of them...yes, even Tanner...than I was about his 9 year old daughter that obviously hated me."It'll be fine, Renee'," I assured myself out loud as I worked on the flowers for the various cakes that would be served at the anniversary party. Not 50 of them, thank goodness, although that would be cool, but each table would have their own cake centerpiece that would be a miniature version of the actual anniversary cake.that meant I had a lot of flowers to make. Calla Lilies, which were the flowers she'd had in her wedding bouquet.Still, when John had offered to bring food, I'd jumped at the chance to see him."Talking to yourself again?" Suzanne asked as she walked in, her trustyclipboard in hand."Of course," I replied with a smile, then gave my sister a once over and whistled. "Wow, you look great.'