Is it suddenly hot in here? Why did we stray back this way? I was doing so well! Her heart picked up its pace again. Damn. I should've known my hormones would only lie low for so long.
Hayward raised his eyebrows slightly and then turned and looked up at the ceiling again.
Don't do it. Not yet. Idiot. Oh, fuck it, let's do an experiment.
He looked back at the princess and could see the way her cheeks had warmed slightly. "What happens if we drop the euphemisms for a bit?" he asked curiously. They were alone. There was no one to overhear their scandalous discussion. They didn't need to deny anything later. Except to themselves; there was some safety provided by euphemism.
Hayward took a deep breath. "You may be the most beautiful woman I've ever met. I like you. I want you. I get the feeling that's mutual. So... what do we do? You're a princess, but we're not in Aasleagh. I don't really know what the consequences would be like here.""Oh, but they were so much fun," she teased, then listened to his words carefully before answering, sitting up to feel more like they were really having that adult conversation.""But you're right. We're adults. We should be able to have adult conversations. And yes, the attraction is mutual."
He chuckled. "The euphemisms don't have to go, I just thought it'd be good for us to be frank for a minute. Besides," he said, grinning at her, "it's always nice to hear someone just say they want you." He winked.
She pushed his comment to the side, further answering the question. "But the consequences...hmm...well, if we were discovered, which as you've pointed out we are completely alone here....it would be a little scandalous but not worthy of exile or beheading or anything you previously mentioned."
She thought a moment longer. "My mother would probably doubly push for us to get married because she'd think perhaps you had stolen my precious red rose... but... I gave that away years ago." If they were being frank, she could just say it as it was. He couldn't deflower her. She had nothing to give.
She shrugged. "But if I had to fess up to that truth to her, she'd just look at me with those same 'I'm so ashamed' eyes she does when I talk about hunting. So... that's nothing new..."
"Oh, your poor mother." He chuckled and shook his head. "She ought to be proud of you, not ashamed."
"Be proud of her manly daughter?" She laughed. "Who hunts and fucks and talks back? That's hardly likely to happen."
"There's nothing manly about you, Princess. She made sure I was well aware of your feminine wiles yester-evening. If anything, she is partly to blame for this conversation even arising. She might not be in favor of you riding me like a stallion, but she definitely served you up on a platter all the same." He laughed, and she sighed.
"I know. I also know it's probably a bad idea for us to sleep together on the principles alone. But life's much more fun if you don't live by principles."
"Yeah, neither of us seems to care much for principle," he agreed. "I dunno. Maybe I thought it'd be better if we made a conscious decision on the matter rather than simply driving each other mad and then giving in like we almost did today. Cuz I was just gonna tease you and then leave, and I think you might have had the same idea... and dammit, if it weren't for Dantares, I was gonna have you right then..." He chuckled again.
She laughed at him. "I had very much the same idea... but... damn..." she said, shaking her head. "Apparently all forms of self-control have gone out the window with you, and I'm not entirely sure why." Her eyes narrowed. "But I did want you. And I do want you." Her words were matter-of-fact.
It was probably a bad idea. No, it was definitely a bad idea, but they'd both made their intentions quite clear at that point. And her willpower was once again failing miserably as they laid there, side by side, staring up at the stars. No one could find them there. No one could stop them there. If it was going to happen, it might as well happen there.
As if resigned to this, in a flash she was plunging her face into his once more. If they were going to stop beating around the bush with words, they might as well stop with actions too.
Hayward gave a tiny yelp of surprise but put up no resistance, welcoming her kiss. He'd missed kissing her, and there was some relief in being able to relax his self-control a little. But if they were going to do it, he was going to have a little fun with her. Why not get her worked up again like before? He savored the kiss before pulling back and grinning at her. "Now, now, Elissa. Didn't I tell you before that you were going to have to be patient? Besides..." His free arm came up fast from his side, wielding a pillow with enough force to knock her away from him. "You still owe me a rematch."
She was really enjoying the moment before he pulled away. Damn. Did he always have to be in control? Then... he smacked her with the pillow.
"Fine!" she said, getting to her knees and grabbing a pillow. "I'll just beat you again!" her eyes were twinkling with mischief, the competitive creature inside her ready to strike. She went straight for his face, then bounded away quickly before he could retaliate, looking over her shoulder, daring him to chase her.
Hayward got an arm in front of his face and absorb most of the hit. He growled and slowly rose to his feet, licking his lips. It was dark, but the starlight was enough to see by. This was going to be fun. "Running away already?" he taunted her. He didn't give chase so much as he simply started walking toward her. "Didn't I just tell you, I hunt by simply following prey until it collapses from exhaustion?" He didn't actually plan to be so passive in this case. He caught a pillow with his toe and tossed it into the air in front of him. Using that as a distraction, he flung one of his pillows at her face, then caught the new one as it fell.
He had, but that wasn't the way she played. If he waited until she was exhausted, there would be no fun beyond the silly game. She blocked the pillow as he hurled it at her head, trying to think fast about what her next move should be. She was used to sitting patiently until the right move to strike, but that would not work in this particular situation. Hiding might work, but that wouldn't be much fun, either. So she walked toward him as if feigning defeat, another tactic he might see right through, but it was worth a shot.
"All right... I suppose there's not much I can do if that's your tactic.." she shrugged, coming up close to him but not all the way, looking down to see his next move.
"Surrender is always an option, but I suppose it's not much fun," he replied, licking his lips. There was no way she was giving up so quickly. She'd been willing to kiss him, invite him into bed, and rip off her shirt, all to 'win.' "I'd prefer you stood and fought rather than running like—" he stopping himself just short of saying like an elf. His Aasleaghan upbringing was catching up to him.
What he did next was unsurprising; this was a pillow fight, after all. He took a fast step toward her and swung both pillows in a fast flurry of strikes aimed mostly above the waist. There wasn't anything particularly clever about it. He was simply attacking, and attacking fast.
"Were you going to call me a coward?" She responded right before the onslaught of pillow attacks. She blocked a few, but still took a decent beating. In response, she drew back and smacked him as hard as she could, hoping to knock him back a pace or two.
"Because I am not a coward!" She hit him even harder that time, somehow mustering unknown strength at the suggestion. Had she known what he truly was going to say, she might've been even more upset, or perhaps she would've just thrown him out immediately.The first big hit staggered him slightly, slowing his advance, but he was ready for the next, raised his shoulder into it and was hardly phased. He laughed and kept coming. "No, but I'll have to remember that one when I need to get under your skin." He took another fast step, closing the distance and unleashing another flurry of fluffy pillow strikes. He didn't want to be too predictable, though; better that he keep her on her toes. As he attacked, he waited for one strike to get past her guard, hitting her in the face. He immediately let go of the pillow and grabbed her by the collar. With one firm yank, he pulled her into a hungry, passionate kiss, held her there for a few seconds, and then threw her onto the pile of pillows again.
"Now who's cheating?" She replied with a smirk, but she didn't mind. She crawled back to her knees in front of him, the pillow in her hand having long since dropped, and ran her hand along his trousers, the briefest outline of something shadowed in the starlight. He wasn't fully erect, but she could still graze her long fingers over it, biting her lower lip as she looked up at him, locking eyes.
Her mind swirled with possibilities. She could stand and jump straight back into him...or untie his britches and go straight for the thing she wanted. She could play hard to get and pretend she didn't want it at all. Or continue the game.
While she was considering the possibilities, Hayward still had a pillow fight to win. He swung the heavier of his two pillows underhand into her chest, hard enough to lift her off her knees and send her tumbling across the pile of pillows again. "That feels nice... but I'm not done with you yet," he growled. The wide, predatory grin was back in full force as he stalked toward her.
Well, guess the decision's been made. It was not the one she would've chosen, content to let one game go by the wayside in favor of a much more enjoyable one. However, clearly he was not.
What would he do if I just laid here? She wondered, her eyes locked on his. Instead, she sat up, making a throw for his legs to sweep him. It didn't work. She tried again, her mind racing, searching for a solution. She didn't have one. He had the upper hand, and they both knew it. He was faster and stronger than her. If she were going to win, she'd need to outsmart him, but her brain was fresh out of tricks.
Hmm. Might have gone a little too hard.
There was always a little thrill to asserting himself as stronger and faster, but it took some of the fun out of it if she stopped fighting back. Perhaps it was time to end things and move on. He continued toward her, lowered himself slightly, and then pounced, using the pillows to cushion the impact as he tackled her onto her back. Then he quickly grabbed her by the wrists, pinning them down on either side of her head, kissing her forcefully. Hayward pulled back slightly, grinning at her. He meant to say I win, but instead a single word came out, a low, animalistic growl: "Mine."
When he pounced upon her, she gave no resistance, matching his intensity as her lips moved against his. Then came that word. Mine sounded like he was laying claim to her, and she wasn't so sure she was ready to be claimed. However, the fire in her veins had been reignited, and she wanted him.
Her hips arched up to grind against his, unable to do much with her arms pinned. She could, however, crane her neck to nip at his lower lip, sucking on it hard before diving back into his mouth fully.
He slowly released his hold on her arms, moving his hands to either side of her body to help support his weight. She was strong, but there was no reason to rest everything on her. He savored the kiss again as his hips pushed back down against hers. He broke the kiss once more and tried again.
"There. I win," he hissed. He slowly rocked his hips against hers, sliding his obvious erection between her legs. "Now, princessssssss," he began, hissing softly in her ear. "What... do... you... want?"
What do you want?He might've won that game, but she had already moved on mentally to the next. She trembled beneath him as he ran his swollen cock across her folds. It had been such a long time. His voice hissing in her ear made the hairs on the back of her neck stand up."I want you..." she responded plainly, turning to look at him. "I want to explore your body... and you to explore mine. Gods, I want that cock so bad I can already taste it.." she licked her lips. Her hand couldn't help but reach out for it, stroking it through his britches, still not brave enough to shed the pants and bare it to her. She knew how hard it would be to hold back once it was bare in her hand. The overwhelming desire to guide it into her silky, wet folds would overtake her."Well, then..." Haywa
She squirmed a little underneath him, her breath catching in her throat as he worked at her nipple. Her back arched, enjoying the feeling as she bit down on her lower lip. Then when he slipped inside her pants, she couldn't help but moan. God, it felt good.Did I say that? Damnit!Her breathy moan grew a little louder. She wanted to protest, but she couldn't make her mind form words. "I... uh..." she tried desperately, but failed only managing. "Oh God..." in an anguish-filled groan.She picked up her hand, trying desperately to grab at him, but he wasn't close enough; and she wasn't coordinated enough, her mind fuzzy with pure bliss. She did at least wiggle enough to slide her pants down and off, kicking them away from her feet. As he continued, her eyes rolled back in her head, lashes fluttering, and she moaned a little
Hayward shrugged his shoulders. He wasn’t, by nature, particularly cuddly, but he found he enjoyed the post-coital intimacy a great deal, depending on the partner. In her case, there was enough attraction beyond just wanting to fuck her over and over that he found the idea appealing. “A hot bath sounds lovely right now,” he replied, smiling. “I might—might—have had second thoughts if you said you liked them freezing cold.” He followed her toward the door, licking his lips again. There were a hundred ways this trip could go wrong, but he was going to have a lot of fun, regardless.She laughed at the idea of a cold bath. “I’m not a monster...” she replied, opening the door and trotting down the stairs. There was definitely a spring in her step now. She told him not to give her bedroom eyes, but currently, if anyone crossed their path, she was the one that was far too chipper for her normal self.
“I'm sorry my exploits have been much less entertaining stories. They're not really worth sharing.”She hadn’t had that many, and they weren’t particularly interesting. At 16 she had fallen in love with one guard a few years her elder. They had a secret love affair for months. Though no one ever addressed her about it, she felt fairly sure her father was aware, as one day he was mysteriously reassigned. There’d been one diplomat just passing through, the stable boy, one married nobleman, and one unmarried peasant. Then... the prince.“You’re a princess, and you’ve already had a more interesting life than any I’ve met. They tend to be rather... sheltered... back in Aasleagh.” He turned toward her, resting a hand on her inner thigh. “But maybe we’ll do something about your lack of entertaining stories while I’m here.” With that, he leaned in and kissed her deeply once again.He cer
She stood up, the water level sinking steadily, and grabbed one of the nicely folded towels on the table beside the bath. Wrapping one around herself, she stepped out and handed him the other. They were large and soft, comfortable enough to be worn like a robe if one wanted. She tucked the top corner in, so it stayed in place around her. Hayward had long believed that there were few things sexier than a woman wearing nothing more than a towel, and Elissa only reinforced that. He slowly licked his lips and then followed her out of the bath. He took a moment to wipe himself down (just so he wasn’t dripping wet), then tied the towel around his waist. “Well, I imagine we’ll sleep well tonight,” he mused. “Sleeping in is always nice, but it’s more fun with someone else, and that’s probably not a good idea yet.” He shrugged. “And if we have to put off hunting for a day, that’s not the end of the world either.” “I wouldn’t know...” she replied
Elissa was awoken what felt like moment later (but by the light streaming through the window she could tell it had clearly been hours) by sharp beating on her door. She jolted up, eyes open, tumbling off of him and shaking him.“It’s morning. You’re still here. And someone’s at the door!” She hissed, suddenly having her wits about her. She began scrambling for clothes, trying to wake herself.Hayward took a moment to process her sudden concern.Of course he was there! Where else would he be? Someone’s at the door. So? Tell them to come back later.“Be there in a minute!” She yelled, knowing her hair she had pinned up the night before was now a mess. She tried to fiddle with it and pulled her dressing gown around her tightly.“Hide...” she hissed behind her, taking a deep breath to steady herself before walking to the door. She glanced behind her to ma
Hayward considered doing something cheeky, like staying to watch her dress, but thought better of it. The parting kiss was enough. He needed to return to his room and change anyway. Dantares just shook his head at all the smooching. “You know, your father hardly laid a hand on your mother while they were courting. They were quite dignified about the whole matter.” “That’s because she couldn’t stand him,” Hayward shot back. He hooked a thumb toward the princess. “She likes me.” The older man rolled his eyes. “Children,” he muttered. Elissa had to laugh atshe likes me. She did. She hated to admit it, but she did. Were they courting? Was this a thing now? Or was he just making comparisons? She was pretty sure neither of them had actually said they were courting. “I’ll be down shortly. I just have to get dressed...” she made her way to her closet in the room's corner, passing by Sasha who had been sleeping thr
The old man nodded. He didn’t like the plan, but he understood it. “Very well. Good luck. And try not to die.” Hayward chuckled. “I’m pretty good at that, I’d say.” He started rifling through his bags again until he found what he was after: inconspicuous weapons and armor. Hayward put on a shirt that looked like it was merely a little stiff but actually had thin metal plates concealed in the fabric. He then concealed a pair of bracers and knives under his sleeves. If he was very lucky, he wouldn’t need any of it. Satisfied, he headed for the stables. He wasn’t sure what to tell the princess. It would have to wait for now. He arrived shortly after she did, waving to her and whistling sharply for his horse. As it approached, he raised one arm with his forearm horizontal in front of his face. The horse settled down as it neared him, stopping a few feet in front rather than running right into him. “That’s a good boy,” Hayward said softly as he walked up and rubbed the horse’s nose. It di
She changed into her brown riding britches and the forest green dress that split up to the thighs for riding along with her boots. She then grabbed one of her arrows, blood still on the tip for him to bring to his father, and finally, she quickly penned a letter to take with him:My dearest Hayward,I hope you open this when you miss me most. You’re not even gone yet, and I already miss you. This is going to be hell, but I promise to write to you daily. I am keeping said letters ransom so you will need to return to retrieve them. You take with you my portrait and my heart. Don’t lose them. I love youEShe found some dried crushed rose petals that could be used for rouge and added a few drops of water, painting it onto her lips before kissing the bottom, leaving the print of them. Blowing it dry, she then wiped the color off her as best she could. She rolled the parchment small as possible and tied it with a ribbon, attaching the kumquat sized portait to it and tucking it in her pock
She felt the first few streams of light bleeding through the window and stretched, still in his arms. The last thing she wanted was for it to be morning. She wanted to close the curtains and pretend it was still midnight, but it wasn’t. They’d slept peacefully, and now dawn had come. She wanted to cry again, but instead, she stared into his sleeping face, cupping it in her hand, and gently kissed his lips. “Good morning, love…” she whispered as she tucked a stray hair behind his ear.He groaned and squirmed and stretched before his arms rammed into her. His eyes flew open for a moment, but he stopped short as he realized what had happened. He smiled and relaxed back into the bed. “Hey beautiful,” he replied softly. He slid his arms around her again and hugged her warmly. “Did you sleep well?” He was still enjoying the fuzzy feelings of just waking up, and he really didn’t want to
Back in his room, Hayward had quickly shed his clothes and drawn a bath. Shortly before Elissa returned, he sank into the hot water. “Oooh, that feels good.” He sighed and rolled his shoulders, relaxing as best he could. At the sound of the door, he looked up and smiled. “Hey beautiful,” he greeted her, then beckoned for her to join him.She came into the room, laying her things over the dresser after locking the door and stripping down to join him in the bath. “Saw your friend in the hall,” she commented, climbing in with him and sighing contentedly as she let the water creep up around her. “He now seems to regard me in much the same way he regards you: shaking his head and rolling his eyes.” She laughed and leaned forward, giving him a quick kiss.The prince laughed. “Shaking his head and rolling his eyes… yeah, that’s Dantares.” He shrugged, t
“Not yet, at least,” he replied. “I hope that someday it’ll be safe. The desert… has its own beauty, and my people… well, when we’re not being murderous barbarians or treating women like chattel, we’re inventive and resilient.” He scooted a little closer against her side. “But if we can secure peace, then I’m optimistic. I would at least like to take you to see the badlands. It’s an old mountain range, I think, that was stripped of life by the desert sun, leaving only bare, wind-carved stone behind.” “That sounds kind of... pretty…” she admitted, sounding surprised. “I mean, hot and harsh but...pretty…” she nuzzled her face into his neck, kissing it gently. “Come back soon, but more importantly, come back safe.” She nipped a little harder at his neck. “I don’t want to have some sort of long-lost love backstory. It makes me too romantic and desirable, and I have to marry someone, eventually. Otherwise, my siblings aren’t allowed to. So I really don’t want to have more emotions and fe
She cleared her throat and wiped her face once more. “Sorry. So. Yes. Gardens…” she took his hand in hers once more and moved forward. “Don’t know how you feel about flowers, but we have hundreds of varieties. Roses, lilies, vines, carnations, impatiens, zinnias, dahlias…”He smiled again as they walked, but only barely took his eyes off of her to glance at the flowers. “They’re pretty… beautiful even… fleeting… water hungry…” he stopped and shook his head. “This is a lovely garden. There’s only one that’s even like it in Aasleagh, and those idiots have to risk drought and starvation to keep their garden green. This is incredible, and I think I would love to see it again when I get back, because right now…”He sighed, smiled apologetically, shrugged helplessly. Then he grabbed her and pulled her into another de
He stood and followed Elissa out the door. “Well, that was… interesting. Your brother seems to enjoy playing with fire.”“If he ever finds a girl,” she sighed. “I shudder to think what sort of hellcat she will be.” Elissa laced her fingers in his. “It’s actually a little surprising he hasn’t ever found anyone who he even fancied enough to take to bed.” Her brother was a rather private person despite his penchant for exposing others’ secrets. However, she felt sure she’d know if he had actually had his way with someone. “I don’t think he’s quite romantic enough to be waiting for the one, or whoever mom deems is going to be the one.” She shrugged, looking at him as they exited the castle and walked into the gardens. There was an archway covered in Ivy that marked the entrance and boxwood hedges making walls around it
She laughed at the two men, then drank hers as well. Through dinner, she ate more than she should and drank more than she should, but Elissa was thoroughly enjoying herself. Aeris, who was seated across from her, pointed to her neck as she moved her braid absentmindedly.“What’s wrong with your neck?” She asked, scrunching her nose up.“A tree branch scratched her…” her mother replied for her, but Elissa’d had just enough wine to embarrass her sister.“Kohl, would you like to repeat your performance, or shall I tell her?” She laughed, and her mother shot him a glare.“It’s a love bite…” Elissa snapped her teeth at Aeris, who still looked confused.Kohl, in turn, leaned over to her despite his mother’s warning glares. “It’s a hickey. Prince ‘can’t keep it in his pants’ and our eldest sister are fucking.”“Kohl Cyrus Sylvari! Don’t think you’re too old f
Apparently this was a going away dinner as her entire family plus Dantares and Deker appeared to be in attendance. She sat down next to him and smiled at everyone a little awkwardly. Elissa wasn’t particularly a fan of this many people at the table, all staring at her like she had two heads. She wasn’t sure if they were staring because of her now open connection with the head next to her, or if they were staring because they’d downed a beast with two heads earlier. Either way, it was uncomfortable, and she smiled awkwardly, drinking some of her wine to calm her nerves out of habit. Hayward straightened up a little as they entered the great hall. Oh. Well. Hmm. There’s people here. He smiled politely and did his best to look at least slightly regal, like he actually belonged there and hadn’t just snuck in the back when no one was looking. He offered a gracious nod to the king and queen as they sat down. “Hopefully, this is only a brief farewell,” he remarked. “But I appreciate the sen
“Oh, you’re probably right.” She said, laughing. “Do you need me to help you with that?” A sly smirk appeared on her face as she followed him up the staircase to his room. “Or are you a big boy and can do it all by your lonesome?” She teased. “Ha! I don’t neeeed anything.” He waited until they were out of sight in the stairwell, then grabbed her and kissed her and pressed her up against the wall. “But I want you.” He kissed her again and then slipped away, jogging up the stairs. “Hey!” she called back after him, running up behind him. “That’s not playing fair! You can’t do that and just run off!” She caught up to him just as he was exiting into the hallway, and content they wouldn’t take a tumble down the stairs, jumped onto his back and nipped his ear, laughing. “I just did, didn’t I?” he shot back before she jumped on him. “Ack!” He turned his head and growled, but did not try to dislodge her. “Now, now, princess,” he chided her, lowering his voice. “If you wanted me to carry